CHAPTER 5:
I stepped out of the frame into another small room. It was now Monday morning.
The room was dark except for a single spotlight shining from above. It shone
onto a pedestal which stood in the very center of the room.
I walked over to the pedestal. On top of it was a hearing aid.
Curious, I picked up the hearing aid and put it into my ear.
"**TRAINING ENGAGED, BEGIN LEVEL 5: OBEDIENCE**" said a voice in my ear.
I looked around. Why use an earpiece? Why not use speakers in the ceiling like
before?
As if it had heard me, the voice said "**Thank you. You will receive all
instruction through your earpiece from now on. You must wear it at all times.**"
"What?" I asked, out loud, "forever?" But the computer wasn't listening, or it
was listening but not responding.
"**I will tell you exactly what to do and what to say. You must complete all
your tasks quickly and without question. Do you understand? If you do, say
'Yes'**"
"Yes."
"**Thank you**"
I looked around, eyes wildly searching. It can hear me! It is asking me
questions! There must be a microphone around somewhere.
"**What is your name?**"
"Jonathan McDonald"
"**What is your home phone number?**"
"810-555-4342"
"**Thank you. Accessing... Are you Jonathan McDonald of 413 Pine Orchard Way?**"
"Yes" I looked up, alarmed. It must have used my phone number to look up my
address! Was it going to call the police? What was going on here?
"**Thank you. When you hear this tone, (ting), it indicates words which I wish
for you to repeat. For example, when you hear: (ting) 'My name is Jennifer' you
are to repeat the words: 'My name is Jennifer'. Do you understand?**"
"Yes," I was starting to become alarmed.
"** (ting) My name is Jennifer.**"
I hesitated for a second, looking around, as if trying to find the computer
which was controlling me. It made no sense, I realize, but I couldn't help
myself.
"** (ting) MY NAME IS JENNIFER. **" The computer said, more forcefully.
I jumped to obey. "Your name is Jennifer," I said to the ceiling.
"** INCORRECT RESPONSE. SAY THE EXACT WORDS. (ting) MY name is Jennifer. **"
I began to have a queasy feeling in my stomach. "Umm...OK. If you say so. My
name is Jennifer." I said, hesitatingly.
"** (ting) I want to be a woman. **"
"I want to be a woman," I didn't say it with very much conviction. Where was
this headed?
"** (ting) I like to suck cock. **"
"OK, that's it!" I shouted. "No! Hear me? Fuck you! OH SHIT!" I had reached to
pull the earpiece out of my ear, but it was stuck! I frantically scratched at
it, trying to work it off.
"** Do not attempt to remove your earpiece. It has been glued to your ear and
can only be removed with a special solvent. **"
After a couple more painful attempts, I gave up.
"** (ting) I LIKE TO SUCK COCK. **"
"No!" I shouted. "You can't make me say that! I won't say that!" Even though it
may be true, I thought to myself. I had discovered a lot more about myself on
this assignment that I had ever thought possible.
But still, this was a question of losing my soul to a computer and I wouldn't
let that happen!
"** INCORRECT RESPONSE. (ting) I LIKE TO SUCK COCK. **"
"FORGET IT!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. I kicked at the pedestal,
bruising my foot, and then threw my body against the closed door. "NO FUCKING
WAY!"
"** BREEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEEDEE **" An earsplitting noise was
injected directly into my head by the earpiece causing me to crumple to the
floor in pain, clawing at the earpiece.
After only two seconds, the sound stopped, leaving a ringing in my ears. I lay
on the floor, my head in my hands.
After the painful sound, the earpiece was silent for a good twenty minutes.
Thank god, because it gave me enough time to work through the pain.
After a while, though, it very softly whispered in my ear:
"** (ting) I like to suck cock. **"
Defeated, I said "Yes. I like to suck cock."
The computer then made me repeat these statements over and over again, "**
(ting) My name is Jennifer, (ting) I want to be a woman, (ting) I like to suck
cock **"
After a while, it stopped repeating the words. All I heard was "** (ting) (ting)
(ting) **" as I correctly uttered each phrase:
"My name is Jennifer, I want to be a woman, I like to suck cock."
For a while I amused myself by counting the number of times I was forced to say
the words, but I lost count somewhere around 350.
Finally, the computer paused, giving me a break. Even though I was no longer
saying the words, they were still swirling around my mind, burning themselves
into my brain and psyche. (My name is Jennifer, I want to be a woman, I like to
suck cock)
After a 10 minute break, the computer gave me new words to say:
"** (ting) I want to be obedient and submissive **"
Hesitatingly, I repeated the words, "I want to be obedient and submissive."
"** (ting) I enjoy following orders **"
"I enjoy following orders," I repeated.
"** (ting) I wish to serve **"
"I wish to serve."
"** Thank you. Proceed to the next room. **"
With a click the exit door swung open.
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