John's Thoughts
Chapter Eight
I was so alone when my beautiful Goddess walked away. I was so sure
I would spend the night with her in or very near her bed. I wanted so
much to sleep with my nose in her beautiful ass. Or with my mouth over
her pussy, well at least touching it. I thought she was spending the
night down there with me. I was totally unprepared for her walking away.
There was great emptiness inside me. I laid there for quite sometime
before I was able to obtain sexual relief by thinking of serving my
Goddess. I thought of doing all kinds of things for her and her doing
all kinds of things to me. I fantasized about eating Jennifer's pussy.
That is when I shot my wad.
After that I was able to sleep.
I awoke when I heard the door open, I knew my Jennifer was coming to
me. I was overjoyed. I did not know if she had laid in her bed and
got horny and wanted sexual relief, or if she had laid there and
thought of something I had done or said that was not in her description
of how a slave should behave for his Goddess. If it was the latter,
she was coming down to punish me. Whichever, it was, it was a huge
improvement over being alone. I can handle pain from her better than
I can handle being separated from her. This was not a separation like
when she was by the pool, or swimming while I was cleaning house. I
could have went out to her. I did look out the window to see her
sunbathing. She had removed her top and bottom and was sunbathing
while laying on her back. Her blonde bush was beautiful in the sunlight.
I masturbated and got off while fantasing about my mouth over her
pussy and my nose enhaling the aroma of her pussy with her blonde
pubes going up my nose each time I inhaled. I never dreamed I would
be living that fantasy. That it would be a reality for me for life.
I am the luckiest guy in the world. I would trade places with no one.
Thank you Chrissy.
When she said she missed and needed me, I knew I would receive love.
I knew I was going to tongue fuck her and swallow some fabulous cum.
I was not prepared for the pain. That is the thing about Goddesses,
the more love they give you, the more they hurt you. She hurt me more
then she had in our lovemaking previously. I was better prepared
though. I was of a more determind mind. I was able to concentrate
only on her pleasure in spite of all the pain. I felt it afterwards
though. Jennifer can be so vicious. In the end I saw so much love
in her eyes. I would gladly have given my life to her for that look
I thought. Forgetting about me and thinking of her really does
mean a lot to her. I will strive never to think of anything about me
while she is using me for her pleasure. Worshipping a Goddess carries
a huge responsibility. Two days ago I never dreamed the high cost to
maintain a Goddess. The cost can only be measured by a life. I have
no regrets though. As I have already said, "I would trade places with
no guy on earth".
