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Hilda’s two Masters
part 14 of 20
- You are right! If
your try to be faster next time you get an order I think you will notice a
different.
- Yes Master.
I answered and felt it
like a stone fall from my heart. But I also thought very quietly: “Then must
not your orders come so surprisingly!”
So silly I’m, I must
adjust, not He. He is my Master now. I’m the one who must learn to be a real
slave-girl.
FOUR!
Now I was alert and I
throw myself to my knees to come to the “on-all-four-position”. In my movements
I remember that my bottom must be in his direction and I quickly crawl to
adjust.
YES! Now I could feel
the pleasure again. Oh! I sucked in air and enjoyed it intensely. Now I found
out from where the pleasure started and where it went. It started up in the
backside of my neck then it thrilled in my spine and into my vaginal
muscle-walls, in its contractions. Oh my! So damned nice had I never
experienced in whole my life. There was so much pleasure in this house, the one
“worst” than the other. It’s wicked. No wonder that the girls stood in line to
be guinea-pigs.
My father always said:
“Much wants more!” now I understood the meaning of that.
I must be quicker! It
is then I may experience this delighted feelings. When the waves cooled down I
thought of me, naked on my all four before an elder man, as I ought to be
ashamed for. The thought of that he wanted to watch my naked body was no so
trivial, but not from the beginning. Then I wanted the he liked what he saw and
that ha wanted to have my body. I have always believed in that all men liked
watching naked girls. No, I wanted him to feel lust for me and I wanted to
extinguish his fire. I longed for doing so.
Furthermore I thought
a little minimizing: “I’m one naked girl-body of 2, 5 billions. That much
diversity couldn’t we offer. Well, it is inside our heads and in our behaviors
that differs and perhaps in skills.”
I wanted him to watch
me; it is the least I could offer him.
Master Micke had ordered me to obey Him as my Master and that rub
out all thoughts of unfaithfulness. I could calmly crawl behind my
slave-girl-role and fulfill my duty of obeying.
It felt so unlikely
and wonderful nice to obey Him. I felt that He was my Master now. It was not only all the pleasure that he stood
for, it was also something else, which I couldn’t explain.
I lay motionless but
on my alert, on my all four on the floor, with my legs parted and my bottom for
him to see and I waited for His next order. Now I must only listen for his
order and then act as fast as I could. I longed already for the reward.
It was quiet in the
room and I knew that his order would come any second now. I strained my ears
and my body waited. I was well trained in quickness at many of these movements
following command-words, by Mats. Sometimes, in an hour or more, he sat
comfortably reclining in a lounge-chair as I run around on the floor and throw
my body into all those different positions as he demanded. In the beginning he
read the command-words from a paper until he had learned them by heart. I had
to remembering them by heart from the beginning. The birch-rod in his hand had
been threatening and pressing and warrant to rapidity and perfection on my
behalf.
- BACK!
Though my wondering
thoughts my body was at its alert and throws itself into my right side spin
around to my back. This position my body knew as by heart. Before I knew it
myself I lay on my back, with my legs up to the chest and parted, my knees at
my armpits, my hands under the back of my head, and with my mouth open. BANG!
My pleasure-reward came over me as a huge wave. It just rinse over my body. Oh
dear!
I sucked in air and
enjoyed it. It is impossible that anything could be that heavenly pleasant.
It’s wicked! It couldn’t be that much pleasure!
It also felt so unbelievable
lovely to lay naked on the floor before Him this way, letting Him see my bare
and hairless slit and just obeying him.
My two hands in the
back of my head lifted my head up so I could watch this old Man. The Man that
now was my Master and benefactor. The Man with the unimaginable knowledge and all those gifts for me.
As old he was I saw
him look down to my bare genitals. I felt that he had all the right in the
world to look at me and in the same time a new wave was over me. It made me
want to open up for him more, but that wasn’t allowed. I must lay and wait for
his next order and my next dosage of reward.
The dose lasted only 1
long second. It is difficult with time when you enjoy maximally and the time is
long. Perhaps since all senses are locked
by the pleasure.
With my hearing was
still tensed and my body muscles in readiness, my brain started to occupy
itself with wondering how I could increase the nice waves in length and
intensity. But I must also listen and de prepared on next order.
- ORDER-POSITION!
I throw my feet in the
floor with a bang and rose in a second and put myself directly in the
order-position. When I got up on tiptoes with my mouth opened, tongue out and
stretched my hands to my neck, checked that my elbows pointed out, when the
reward arrived. Now it lasted a bit longer and was more sweeping than the times
before. It was so enjoyable. It couldn’t be true.
- JUDGE! (Short for judgement)
I didn’t really get
it! But my lithe body knew and quick as lightning stood before Him and bended
over and put my palms on the floor and with my legs parted. I’m so lithe and
agile that I don’t need to have my legs apart, but the command-word assumed
them so.
Again the pleasure
waved over me. Wave is a good word. The waves were different in its pleasure
and duration. Sometimes they came as small thrills and other times as big
waves, as on the beach, where they embrace the whole body in the same second.
Now my senses had
broken the code. To obey and do it quick as lightning and added to that give
all of myself in eagerness and willingly. Those factors were probably the
solution and I could influence them myself and then enjoy what was offered to
me.
The less I thought of
it and valued what I was ordered and the more I let my body handle the order
itself, the quicker and more pleasant the reward.
//
It was in this
position I had stood before Mats when he, with the birch-rod in his hand,
pronounce his sentence to my earlier performance. At one blow I pass but more than that I had
failed. Brrrr!
Suddenly I sent a
silent thankful thought to Mats for his persistence to train those
command-words into my body-memory, so that I now didn’t need to think, just let
the body remember and move. It is almost like after the body had been trained to
bike, whistle, play ball or chew chewing-gum. You only start the procedure and
let the body handle it.
//
But now I didn’t get
any blows from a birch and in a funny way I missed it, as if my body had
learned that it followed the position. It was the reason for the position, to
wait for his judgment, his estimate of my performance.
I found myself wishing
that he gave me ONE blow on my bottom to show me that I passed his command-test
and that approved of my obedience, but Nix.
I had to stick to my
inner and more superior approvals, but I thought that his was important as
well. He holds my pleasure in his hands.
It is madness to wish
to get a blow by the birch on my bare bottom, but it is more than I who had
wished for that, I thought and smiled to me.
- ORDER-POSITION!
My body rose and in
the same movement my hands flew up to my neck, my mouth opened and my tongue
flew out.
Suddenly it struck me
that I put out my tongue to Him, a thought that hadn’t crossed my mind earlier.
I smiled with my opened mouth. With his intelligence he surely interpreted my
tongue-position in a right way and not as in insult.
That thought was
interrupted of the reward.
//
My temporary Master
talked again about that my waves of pleasure stood in relation that I obeyed
and now more that I obeyed quickly. I had noticed that myself
and I wanted politely to confirm what I said.
- Yes Master.
- The more difficult
it is for you to obey the greater kick of pleasure you will get. With the word
difficult I mean f ex when the order releases a feeling of humiliation and a
resistance inside of you, and then you experience it more difficult to execute
the order.
You have your own
value of every order I give you and that will inflict your readiness and
quickness to react.
You have noticed that
your speed in reaction is rewarded in the same way, by delight and pure
pleasure. But don’t forget that you have one factor more for trigging these
pleasures and that is you insight, your own slave-girl-submission. When you
give a little bit more of your eagerness and willingness and when you try to
give more pleasure to your Master or the act he demands of you. It gives your
submission-feeling an extra kick. Furthermore the different factors are added
to each other. Do you understand?
- Yes Master! Oh,
really No, Master. If it is difficult for me I will be rewarded by stronger
pleasure-waves, but difficult, how? If you use the
command-word “BACK!” I lay on my back. That is nothing, not more
difficult than at the gym. Here I have no cloths, so what?
- Yes, just as in
every experience it is what you feel that counts, in this case it is what you
feel is more difficult to execute.
Perhaps you can find an order that you find more humiliating and perhaps
even deep degrading than the other. When you force yourself to execute it is
trigging “the nerve” and it is always your valuation that put your limits. Have
you read through the list of command-words you know that not all are equal to
execute for you.
- Master, yes I can
see now what you mean. If you give me an ordered that I dislike and I obey you
the wave of reward will be that much stronger? Yes, I see!
- Yes exactly so and
it is your value of the degree of
difficulty that decides. Another person can only have an opinion, nothing more.
- Oh Yes Master, I
understand!
- That’s good. Don’t
forget that your readiness, insight, eagerness and willingness also are
trigging up you pleasure-phase.
- Master, it will be
the same if you give me that
difficult order?
- Yes, it is always
apply to that person that you accept as your Master.
- Please Master, give
me a real difficult order so I can experience what you mean as well as I now
theoretically understand it. Please Master!
- Yes, I could do
that, but I don’t know what you experience as difficult and really humiliating
yet. I will reflect on it, Okay?
- Yes Master, but try
to do it, if you want.
- I’ll reflect on it!
I felt that when he
gave me that answer it also meant: “Let go of that issue, don’t press me. I
will tell you when I’m ready!”
- Yes Master!
- I asked you before
if you knew the whole command-words-list by heart.
- Yes Master, I think
so. I know all of those which Mats had trained me on! And he loved to train me
and had the list before him and claimed that I must know them by heart.
- In that case you can
help me by telling me them, but also your valuation of them. Then I’ll see if
there are any that are suitable for the later test.
- Yes Master! Shall I
start with them in order or just as I remember them?
- Use them in the
order you knew, specify them and grade them in a scale 1 to 10, where 10 are
most humiliating and difficult for you to perform. But for me to know that you
also know the meaning of them you will explain everyone. One is most easy to obey.
- Yes Master! It feels
as if there is a different in my Masters, if I obey you or Master Micke or Mats. Mats had told me that I wasn’t allowed to
feel shame in front of my Master.
- Well, do you see me
as your Master?
- Yes Master! Truly I
do, but I have more respect of my own for you than for the others. You are more
a genuine Master in some sentence.
- To solve the problem
you grade them after my as your Master, if you feel that way.
- Yes Master!
- Well?
- Master, first:
1. ORDER-POSITION! I
stand straight, hand behind my neck; elbows point straight out and lifted, feet
parted, tiptoes and open mouth, tongue out and my eyes at Master to show that
he has my whole attention. (= One)
2. JUDGE! Bending
forwards, palms on the floor, legs parted and wait for Master’s judgment in
form of one blow when I passed a test, more than one when I have failed and
must do it again until I pass. (= One)
3. FOUR! Down on my
all four, bottom towards Master, legs parted and curve my back inwards.
(= One)
4. FOUR DOWN! On all
four, but suspending my upper part of the body with my all ten fingers, the
arms are stretched forwards and diagonal from my head and forehead resting on
the floor. Knees very widely parted and
the feet furthermore out. (= One)
5. MOVE FOUR! Moving on feet and hands with bottom very
high and steered by voice or reins.
(= One)
6. BACK! Lay on the
back, bottom towards Master, legs up and apart, knees up to armpits. Hands
under neck and mouth open. (= One)
7. STOMACH! Lay on the
stomach, on the place or where Master pointed out. Very parted legs and trunk
lifted from floor to raise the bottom a bit from the floor. (= One)
8. SUCK! (or One finger-snap) Master’s cock in my mouth within 2
seconds, start sucking and stimulate directly with tongue, lips, oral cavity,
but not throat. (=yum-yum! One)
9. LICK! Start licking
where Master points out. (= One)
10. TONGUE! All the
times with my sharpen tongue to in-out-movements in and around Master’s anus. I
also have to part his bottom-cheeks with my fingers.
(= Eight)
11. OPEN! Fingers must
hold labia very apart. (= One)
12. OPEN MAX! Put in
one finger (at least) from each side of the vagina and force it wide open. (=
I’m very tight, Three)
13. BIRCH! Run to
fetch the birch. Mostly keep in the kitchen. It must be handed over to Master
from a humbly kneeling position. (Running: Only highest speed counts.) (= One)
14. WHIP! Run to fetch
the whip (Usually stored in bedroom). (= One)
15. NAKED! (or Two finger-snaps) Undress quick as
lightning into totally nude. Within ten seconds and ended in
order-position. (= One)
16. SOMERSAULT! I my freeze movements in a
somersault when the bottom is highest and neck to the floor. Legs max
apart. Sometimes in combination with OPEN! (= One)
17. FORWARDS! Forwards in the position you holds, walking, kneeling, and
crawling. (= One)
18. SIT! At the place
or where Master points out. Sitting on my bottom, knees parted to my chest,
sole of feet at the floor and looking
down. (= One)
19. CRAWL! Crawling
forwards or where Master points. (= One)
20. STOP! Stop action, start to count to 40 quiet and
if no other order Order-position. (=
One)
21. SWALLOW! Swallow what ever Master put into my
mouth (= One)
22. QUIET! It is like an invisible gag. My Master gets
his wanted silence and I just speak at ANSWER! I may not scream, but quiet moan
is allowed.
(=I’m a woman, Three)
23. ANSWER! Only if
spoken to or after a question.
(= One)
24. HILDA (my name) Normally attention in order-position. In night-duty I must
wake up and go up into order-position and wait for his decision of how he wants
me to give him pleasure. (= One)
25. DEEP! Deep-throat, when I must
swallow him and use my swallowing-reflexes to massage him.
(= Nowdays
with no gag-reflex, One)
26. KNEEL! Kneeling
position, hands behind my neck, elbow pointing out, knees apart, open mouth. (=
One)
27. SQUAT! Sit on the
floor in squatting position, legs max apart, hands behind neck. Look down. (= One)
28. SHOW THREE! I must show my three holes for Master’s
inspection. Procedure: 1. start with open mouth and showing tongue, 2. turn
around, bending forwards separate my bottom cheeks to show him anus, 3. Fingers
must hold labia apart. Between every
show I count quietly to ten. But if Master says “OK” I go to next show. (= One)
29. OFFER
YOYRSELF! Go down to kneel, sit
backwards at the calves, bending head max backwards, max open mouth, hands
supporting body at the feet or holding around the ankles, with the breasts out.
Master is offered the breasts to caress or punish, and the mouth for his cock
or if he wants a licking. (= One)
30. ACROSS! Usually on the bed. Lay across the bed on my back, having
the neck bended backwards over the edge of the bed with my legs up to chest. My
mouth and throat form a straight line as Master kneel at my open mouth. He must
handle the movements by him self. (=
One)
31. BEND OVER! As
Master is on his back, I stand over him with a foot each side of his chest.
Bending forwards I suck his cock. He has my bottom to inspect, to play with or
to give an encouraging birching. I can only stand till, suck him,
try to be good and obedient
(= One)
32. SQUEEZE! To squeeze with my vaginal muscles around his
cock or what he had put in there. (=
One)
If his is in my anal
exit I had to squeeze him there.
33. READY! This is a game. The order precedes another
order f ex READY! SUCK! I do nothing until he release
my order by snapping his fingers three times, then I perform what I was
ordered. It could be minutes, hours, days between the basic order and when he
release it and
I had to be on standby all the time.
(= One)
34. PREPARED! This
order is valid until it is canceled (hours, days, weeks) and mean that I when
ever my Master is within 1 meter (3 ft) from me I must go up into
order-position and further more tiptoes
and with mouth open and tongue out and resting at my lower lip. I must also
confirm him by a “Yes Master!” (= One)
35. OPEN MOUTH!
(GAPE!) Open my moth widely until I got order to stop. If dry I may quickly
lick my lips. (= One)
36. CARESS! In my position I must start caressing my
clitoris and labia and breasts. Master decides if I may orgasm or not. When he
gives me a dildo it must be used. I wouldn’t dream of feigning. (= One)
37. LOVE! This order starts my movement when Master is
inside of me, before I may only passively wait. (= One)
38. WALL! I must stand towards a wall with my hands
high and legs parted, at tiptoes, and my bottom out. As one
can see in an American movie. (= One)
39. UP WALL! I stands on my arms towards a wall and with my legs parted and
the feet up on the wall. (= One)
40. OUT! His cock
shall leave my body. It must always be cleaned with tongue and lips. (= One)
(I knew all the
command-words but, to be honest I couldn’t remember them in order, so I had
done the whole list afterwards.)
- Good! I think you
know them all. It is your value of them that in your brain decides your level
of pleasure.
Basically, the word
submission means that you submit to another person’s will even if you don’t
want to do it yourself. If you want to do it, you don’t submit. In your
deed-of-gift you submit voluntarily to anything and then I don’t know for the
moment how it works. You are the first one with a deed-of-gift. Girls with
slave-contract I have had two, perhaps three, but not with deed-of-gift. I
hadn’t even heard about it before Micke.
- Yes Master!
- You knew all the
words. Little curiously I must ask you. Do you really handle DEEP! ?
- Yes Master! I do, in
two different ways.
- Two ways? Explain to
me.
- Yes Master! I have
learned to both swallow it and let it stay there and keep swallowing and then
get air.
Or let it glide in my
throat down and up, hold on it with my lips and the down again in a still going
in-out-movement. Than I can also breathe and go on for a much longer time
I felt so proud and
happy when He asked I and I had to explain to Him and also that I could do
it something knew.
- Yes, I understand
that you are a good slave-girl and Micke can be proud
of you. He love you very much, if he hadn’t told you. Men usually
don’t.
- Tank you Master!
- Is there anything
you want to ask me about or so?
- Yes Master, I would
humble beg you to “put into” my mind an influence so I can experience the
vaginal orgasm, that Anna and Rebecca talked so much about. They say it’s more
than heavenly. If it not too much trouble for you, Master. I have a clitoris-orgasm
but have never experienced a vaginal-orgasm, Master
- No, it’s easy. I
will do that later today.
- Yes Master! Thank
you Master.
- Now we will go out
to the kitchen and eat. You have to make a lunch for us. You probably find what
you need in the refrigerator. Don’t care for me, I’m all-eater.
- Yes Master!
- I will go and shower
and will be back soon.
- Yes Master!
He hadn’t told me to
dress so I went naked into the kitchen. As he said I found everything I needed
to make us a lunch. I spread the table for two. It seemed as if I had to sit at
the table, other ways he had to tell me to stand. It always feel so
self-sacrificing nice to stand up when my Master eats and to wait at his table.
I like Him, I like him
very much. He gave me such a calm feeling that I never had felt in my life
before. I have felt calm and happy from that moment that he let me out from his
arms. I’m so afraid to leave him!
Nervy I had never felt
even if I drew myself “into the wall” as it’s called. Then it was mostly the
worries for everyday decision and the following decision-anguish that made it.
Or it was I who did it.
I was Mats girlfriend
then and I let him take over every decision and it felt nice and relaxing. In
that way Mats become my Master, more and more. But that calm live He gave me is
not even in the vicinity of what I experience now. Not in the same world or
Universe.
Suddenly I felt
worried. When I leave Him after this week-end may I then feel this calm and
this inexplicable sense of happiness?
May I bring the calm
feeling with me? It is probably only in his present I may experience it.
I wonder if I may come
back to him. Rebecca said that she had been here more than once. Perhaps.
When I had the lunch
ready he came into the kitchen and had now another knee-length dressing gown in
dark blue and with ceremonious pattern in light blue.
When I heard Him came
I rose up directly into the order-position and felt that He looked at me when
He came in.
Now I felt a little
wave when I stretched up my naked body, for him to see, but not very much only
as a little incitement. It felt so good in my inside to do it.
When I did it with
Master Micke it also felt good for the slave-girl in
me, but not as wonderful as now. Sorry Master Micke!
When I thought of it I
stretched my body further, elbows straight out, up on tiptoes, mouth open and
my tongue out and touching my under lip. WOW! I felt the quick vibrations in my
private part. This is madness! This was
huge!
The wicked delighted
waves followed my back-bone and down to my genitals and also in my breasts.
I felt I was close to
an orgasm again.
I had never in my life
felt anything like this and it was in someway different from last time,
pleasure in another way. My mind started to long for next time.
Do I dare to ask him?
- Master, may I speak?
- Yes!
- MASTER if feel so
good in my body and I’m so close to an orgasm, may I PLEASE Master?
I couldn’t believe
that had had asked him for that. He must believe that I’m a real egoist.
- Yes, you may, NOW!
His NOW started it as
his was the Master of my body as well over my orgasm. This is unbelievable.
Wave
after wave after wave.
And I stood the in the
order-position and had one orgasm convulsing my body after another. They
wouldn’t stop, they followed each other as in a chain.
I felt my body
prostrate but the still come.
- Stop NOW!
They obeyed him and my
whole body convulse.
- Lay on the floor, Now!
I throw my body down
and lay straight on his floor as the thrilling still passed my body but now
increasing. Thank you my God!
And now I knew the
code. Obey, obey quickly and hope for a difficult order!
//
I
will continue if you are interested, otherwise I rest my case.
Translating
is a hard work and as a woman I’m driven by encouragement.
I
thank all those nice people who had taken their time to feed me with that.
/Cecilita
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