CHAPTER 5
She could tell I was feeling bad over hurting her so much and
in return for my love soothed me by saying, " Darling, you hurt
me a lot but I love you all the more for it. I asked you to do
it. Please make us a drink and we will talk about it."
I went to the bar to make us two stiff drinks of whisky.
" Here you are sweetheart. How are you feeling?"
" I will be fine. I am in real pain only where the quirt, and
the cane hit." I am glad I had you use everything because now I
know what is exciting and what is just painful. I also know what
parts of my body create the most sensation. The paddles aren't
that awful painful, but they just don't turn me on. They must
remind me of childhood spankings. The quirt and cane feel as if
they are cutting into me and frighten me. I don't know why I
don't like the rubber hose. I just don't. Unless I have done
something to really displease you please don't use them on me.
The small whip, the thonged whip, and the willow switches were
really exciting. The best was the one I made the way you did it.
The braids sliding across my nipples and pussy was fantastic. I
know you held back with the large switch, sometime we will try it
a little harder. The amount is not the problem. The more you hit
me it seems the more pain I can take and covert to sexual
pleasure. It looks like the best thing is to start out easy and
make them harder concentrating on my tits and my pussy at the end
just like you did. I am glad I was wearing the gag otherwise I
would have asked you to stop when you used the quirt and would
have never reached the fantastic ending. Do you enjoy having a
love slave, darling?"
" Oh yes. More than I could ever explain. I still feel more
in love with you than ever. Even though it gives you pleasure I
still feel loved and honored that you want me to whip you. Maybe
I am an egomaniac but I am sure you would never have allowed
anyone else to do it."
" I feel loved that you will do it for me. I will do anything
for you. I will even agree to someone else whipping me if you
want to watch and will be there to make love to me at the end."
"You said before that you would let me show you off in front
of my friends. Frankly, the idea appeals to me a lot. I would be
proud of your bravery and my ego would enjoy the jealousy of my
friends. I am sure if they knew what you will do for me they
would kill to have you or someone like you. Our particular
society must create sex problems as from conversations with them
most of them have wives the same as you used to be. This creates
a wonderful environment for prostitutes. I am so happy we solved
our problem before I had to go to prostitutes or get a divorce."
" Oh me too darling. My mother and some of my friends had
convinced me it was normal not too enjoy sex. It was my divorced
friends who saw the light and told me to try harder to please
you. By then it was too late, I did not know how and was too
embarrassed to ask you. It seems a miracle we happened to free my
inhibitions. I know we will be happy from now on."
With that we went to bed for gentle lovemaking which was very
satisfying. We can't explain why she can enjoy gentle love as
long as she is punished on a regular basis. We don't try to
explain it we just enjoy.
