Collared on Line
Laying here naked and helpless, slipping in and out of consciousness, hands tied
to each end of the make shift cross, legs spread and tied at my ankles, my body
wracked with pain, soaked in sweat. During these spells of semi consciousness I
tried to remember what my life had been like, before the pain, before the
humiliation.
Only with each time the pain surged through my body, did I pull myself awake. I
don't think I felt the pain any more, my body had closed itself down. My mind
trying to not feel, not recognise the acute burning.
How much more, before I would just lose consciousness altogether and never wake,
I hoped it would be soon.
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As I sat in the bathroom looking at the pregnancy test once again saying
negative, my heart fell.
John and I so longed for children but after 12 yrs of marriage we had failed. Oh
we have been to see doctors, paid heaps of money for IVF but, to no avail. Now
this was my last chance to have our child, and the test showed the same results
as it has done over the last 8 yrs or so. How do I break this to John, more bad
news more disappointment. We have had so many tests done over the years only to
be told it's neither of us, let nature take its course. Yeah well that's all
fair and good, I'll sit back let nature takes its course while I watch all my
friends have children. And then the tears started to fall.
I worked from home doing Johns accounts and paper work for his carpentry
business; we worked well as a team, but then always this time of the month got
to us. Once we decided enough was enough, and when it was my due date, we would
go away for the weekend, stop us thinking about what could have been. But that
didn't last long because deep down both of us knew what the other was thinking,
Oh we put on a good face to each other but we knew. So the years went by, we
worked hard had nice vacations, but always at the back of our minds was the
sadness, the emptiness of not having children, we did think at one time about
adoption, but it wasn't for us, we wanted a child of our own.
So how did I get myself involved with these people, these cruel, sadistic
excuses for human beings.
One day I was doing some last minute work for John on the PC, when I saw an
advertisement about people with fertility problems. I copied down the @ meaning
to take a look after I had finished this work. How ever it wasn't until the next
day that I remembered about it.
I got myself a coffee and sat down I switched on the pc, went on line and put in
a search for the @. But what came up wasn't anything to do with fertility
problems, I had come across a 3d chat room called Apollo I had never shown any
interest in this stuff before, in fact I used to laugh at people when I read
about chat rooms. As soon as I logged in I had people saying hi to me, so I
thought I would see what was going on. I said hi back.
Pretty soon I was talking away with a guy called Zeon, I found myself blurting
out all my troubles to him.
He so understood, it was as if he had been through this himself. He understood
my frustration, my hurt all of it, he was so easy to talk to. Then I noticed
the time, jeez I had been talking to Zeon for 4 hrs, I said to him I had to go
and get my husbands dinner on and he made me promise I would come back and chat
to him again.
Over dinner that night my mind kept going back to Zeon and how he seemed to make
me feel so at ease, at one point John asked me if I was ok, as I seemed a
little distracted, I assured him I was.
Next morning I couldn't wait to get breakfast dishes over with, and see if Zeon
was on line. I got my coffee and sat down once again at the pc. I logged into
the 3d world and was greeted like an old friend, but no Zeon, I was so
disappointed, I was just about to leave when I saw Zeon log in. He immediately
typed hi to me and apologised for being late, I felt my self blush, how stupid
this is a guy on pc and here was I blushing like a schoolgirl. The next few
hours passed so quickly, Zeon and I talked about everything I had go shopping
but I didn't want to leave the conversation I was having, so I said to myself a
few minutes more. The few minutes turned into a few hours, all of a sudden I
heard Johns key in the door, I thought shit I have been on here for 9 hours
talking to Zeon. I quickly said I had to go and switched off the pc, and jumped
into bed. I pretended to be sick; John came upstairs saw me in bed and was so
concerned. I said I must have a bug or something and that I had slept most of
the day. He was so caring he brought me up some tea and toast, which I ate
hungrily seeing as I hadn't eaten all day.
John said to me after I had finished my tea that did I mind if he went out, he
had to see a possible client. I jumped at the chance for John to go out, my
mind was racing. As soon as he was out the door I switched on the pc and logged
into the chat. Once again, I was welcomed by everyone, I saw Zeon's name but he
didn't talk to me. I asked some of the people there where he was, but no one
seemed to know. Now I felt so sad, if his name is there why isn't he talking to
me, what did I do wrong, I tried to recount our conversation that day, but
nothing sprang to mind. I sat and watched the screen, willing Zeon to come chat.
An hour must have passed, when suddenly Zeon was chatting on screen, I quickly
said hi to him, and asked how he was, but he seemed strange this evening, only
answering me with hi and that he was fine. I didn't understand this at all. I
sat and sat, but he didn't speak to me in fact he didn't speak on screen hardly
at all. I was confused. I said goodbye on screen and switched off the computer.
I went back to bed, John came home soon afterwards asked how I was, and he got
into bed, that night sleep wouldn't come to me my mind was speeding I was
asking myself so many questions, what had I done wrong, why didn't Zeon talk to
me? Soon I could hear the birds out side, I hadn't slept all night.
I got up and made John some breakfast, he looked at me and said I still looked
unwell, and he ordered me back to bed, although I assured him I fine he said if
I wasn't any better that evening he would call a doctor.
I lay on my bed looking at the computer, will I wont I. To hell with it I
thought I'm going in and if Zeon is there I am going to ask Him what I have
done wrong.
I waited anxiously for the site to up load, and as soon as I logged in there was
Zeon, all apologies for not spending time with me last night, saying that he
didn't know I would be back, and that he was so very sorry. I explained to him
that I thought I had dome something to upset him, but he just laughed, said it
was his fault. So all that out of the way we chatted for hours, I felt so
relieved. The time flew in, and before I knew it, it was time for John to be
coming home, I once again said good bye to Zeon, and this time he gave me a
kiss, I felt so nice when he did that. So I sent him one back, my face was so
red, how could I be embarrassed it was a computer for goodness sake. Little did
I know then that I was being reeled in like a fish?
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Over the next few weeks my life changed from being a good attentive wife to some
one even I didn't recognise, every waking moment was spent talking to Zeon on
the pc, he was the only one who understood how I felt, John didn't, Zeon told me
as much, my family didn't Zeon pointed that out to me as well, what would I do
without Zeon I though he made sense to me in a world that didn't.
John would come home I was on the computer, no housework done, his paper work un
finished, we argued all the time, he said the computer was splitting us up. In
my mind all I wanted was for him to leave me alone, not to talk to me, in fact
if he left me it would be all the better. Zeon told me its no use being in a
relationship where u feel un wanted and suffocated, well I felt that right now,
John always on my back telling me what to do, he didn't love me, he didn't want
me. Zeon was right.
The next time I spoke to Zeon I told him I was going to ask John to leave, I
couldn't stand him being near me, I couldn't stand him in the house anymore, he
interrupted my life. Zeon was all concerned for me was I doing the right thing,
was this what I wanted, I assured Zeon I had never wanted something so much in
my life, I thought to myself and with John out the way, I could spend as much
time on the pc as I wanted.
That night when John came home, we had a blazing argument, perfect I thought. I
shouted to him to get out, that I didn't love him and that I didn't want him in
the house. If I had been anything other than selfish at that time, I would have
seen the hurt in Johns face, and the tears start to rise in his eyes. But I
only saw what I wanted to see, some one who didn't care and didn't want me.
John went upstairs and packed some things, he made to kiss me on the cheek but I
moved away. I heard him go down stairs and the door close. Yes I thought to
myself, I'm free to do as I wish. And immediately switched on the pc.
Where was Zeon though, once again I asked for him but no one knew, I sat and
watched the chat on screen, I didn't know these people I couldn't follow the
conversation, I had only spoken to Zeon, I tried to join in but it seemed that
the people who welcomed me with open arms now didn't want to talk to me. I
could feel the tears well up in my eyes, I so wanted to tell Zeon my news, but
he wasn't here, where was he?
Then my eyes light up as I saw his name log on, my heart was beating so hard I
thought it would burst, I said hi to him and he replied that he was doing some
mail and that he would join me as soon as possible, I wasn't bothered he could
take as long as he wanted as long as I knew he would be back soon. I went
downstairs to make some coffee and when I came back up and looked at the
screen there was no Zeon, he had gone! He had left me without saying goodbye; I
checked my mail, nothing. My heart felt like it would break, why did he leave,
why didn't he say good-bye. I asked on screen if he has left nay message for me,
but no one answered.
I switched of the pc and crawled into bed, knowing I wouldn't sleep, knowing I
had done something to upset him, but not knowing what.
I tossed and turned in my bed, I couldn't sleep, it evaded me. I got up and
wondered round the house, not doing anything in particular just walking around
in a daze, all kind of questions going through my mind.
I opened the liquor cabinet and brought out a bottle of gin, I wasn't a drinker
really but I needed to sleep, I said to myself ill have one drink and go to
bed, but before I knew it I had emptied half the bottle, I looked at the pc, I
was drunk I knew I was drunk but I needed to talk to Zeon. I switched on,
logged on and there he was, very quickly I apologised to him for what ever I had
done, my spelling was terrible because of the alcohol, and he spoke to me
briefly, told me to go to bed and that he would deal with me in the morning!. I
must have said sorry a thousand times, but I didn't care now he spoke to me I
was happy. I said goodnight and switched off.. Happy I climbed into bed and
slept all night, probably for the first time in weeks, oh I was so happy Zeon
had spoken to me.
Next morning I awoke with the biggest hangover in the world, I still felt drunk.
I went to the kitchen to make coffee, while my pc switched on, returning with
the pot of coffee, I sat down and logged on.
Right away Zeon was there; he suggested we go to one of the other worlds,
because he wanted to chat in private without other people here annoying him. I
agreed and we met in this other world, I hadn't been here before, it looked all
strange. Zeon immediately started shouting at me, I tried to talk but he
wouldn't let me, so I sat there tears streaming down my eyes while he hurled
abuse at me and called me for everything. I said sorry every two minutes, but
he was having none of it, he said at any time I could switch off my pc, if I
wasn't happy with what he was saying. I told him I didn't want to switch of, I
said I wanted to be nice to him, if only he would tell me what I did wrong I
could fix it. He went silent for the longest time, I was afraid to speak lest it
would be the wrong thing to say and he started shouting at me again. So I sat
and sat.
Then he came back and said to me there was one way I could make amends, anything
I said anything tell me what can I do, I was desperate I would do anything. He
asked me if I knew what Cyber sex was, I didn't and said as much to him, Zeon
went on to explain it was like having real sex except it was using type, I
asked how could some one have sex using type, this baffled me. Zeon went on to
say, you type what you feel, what you would do to the person, what you taste. He
said its just the same as real sex but more intense. He said, the point is that
we have mutual orgasms through cyber sex, your mind is free to do things you
would never possibly do in real life. He sent me a link to click on, it was all
about how to perform Cyber sex on line, he had written it for Laraki, the world
he wanted to take me to, the world where I would be his. He suggested I read
the material and decide if I could do this, he added that if I felt that I
couldn't, then it would be better if I did not come back to the site.
I didn't need to read anything I would do anything how bad could typing sex be,
and these Laraki worlds of his what ever it was. I told Zeon I didn't need to
read it that I would do anything for him, he was my friend and I trusted him, I
was desperate not to lose him.
He wasn't having any of it, "READ IT" I sat back in my chair with surprise that
he shouted like that, I said I would read it and asked when should I let him
know my decision? He said in 2 days, 2 days without talking to him I couldn't do
that, but I had no choice. I printed off the reading material, and went to get
what was left of the gin and sat down to read this Cyber sex and Laraki
information. I read the first page, Rules of Laraki, how people are divided into
three different types of citizens. 1 Masters, 2 Free people, 3 Slaves. I was
intrigued as I read through the pages, how a slave should behave, who were
Masters who were Free People. I read on and on, whether it was the gin or what
but I thought what the hell, I could always switch off if I wasn't happy, and
any way I wanted to be with Zeon. Then I came to the page about Cyber Sex, it
said this included foreplay, and the sexual act itself, orgasm and the cooling
down period.
I must have dozed off because next thing I knew it was 10 am, I went to switch
on, then realised I couldn't not till tomorrow like Zeon said and I didn't want
to upset him even more.
What would I do? It had been weeks since I left the house, I decided to take a
shower, get dressed and go to the mall, buy something nice. I imagined I was
buying something to wear especially for Zeon. I was so choosy, now what would he
like to see me in, black, red or maybe white, yes white I think. I picked some
nice white panties with lace at the top and a bra to match. Then I saw the
perfect dress, short but not trashy. With my purchases in hand I went to the
coffee shop, and ordered cafe latte and a donut, bought a magazine and sat
down. I read and re read the magazine but reading nothing, because my mind was
filled with Zeon, soon I would speak to him again, 17 hrs and I would be happy
once again.
Once back in my house I took out the stuff I had bought and laid them carefully
on the bed, I looked at the dress and the underwear satisfied that when I told
Zeon tomorrow he would be pleased.
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15 hrs to go, what could I do now, I switched on the TV but I couldn't
concentrate, my mind was to full of Zeon and tomorrow, I got up and wandered
into the kitchen thinking better make something to eat, I hadn't even touched
the donut in the cafe.
Needless to say l left the kitchen empty handed except for a glass, the only way
I knew how to get through this night was to get so drunk I would sleep anyway.
I opened the liquor cabinet and took out the first bottle that came to hand, I
poured some into a glass, not really tasting it but feeling it burn as it
travelled down towards my stomach.
When I slept that night I dreamt about Zeon, I dreamt he took me in his arms and
was kissing me with so much passion, and my body trembled at his touch, as his
hands moved all over my body, and I reacted by raising my hips up to him. Then I
woke my body covered in sweat, I had an ache in my stomach of being
unfulfilled, I looked at the time I had 10 minutes before I would at last be
with Zeon, I quickly showered while my pc switched on, I ran back through and
logged on, there he was my Zeon. My heart skipped a beat as I saw him say hi to
me on screen, my fingers nervously typed hi back. H e asked me if I had made a
decision, and I said I agreed to what ever he wanted, I was his.
He then said we had to go to another world to have me initiated, he asked me to
wait for 10 minutes and he would be back to me with instructions.
So I waited and soon Zeon and right on q Zeon came back with my instructions,
1 Upon entering this world I had to choose the avatar with my name on it (the
avatar barely covered my ass)
2 After putting my avatar on I had to say, Here is the slave jena she kneels at
the feet of Zeon for she is his
3.I have to explain how I am kneeling in front of him (With knees apart and head
on the ground, hands behind crossed over)
I could feel excitement welling up inside me, surely after this Zeon would be
mine.
I entered the world and did all I was told to do.
Zeon then said " Let all here know this slut belongs to me, if any one wishing
her to pleasure him on her, she will do it without question, she will obey or
she will face the consequences,,,,,,,,,,,,, have her bound for beating"
In my head I was kneeling down I was exposed I knew my ass was in the air, my
hands were bound tightly round my back I felt people watching me, (all in my
imagination), but surely Zeon wouldn't allow another to touch me, after all I
was his, this must be part of the speech, said as a matter of formality.
Next Zeon typed, " This slut must learn who is Master and who is slave, and the
way for her to acknowledge this is to be beaten" What, why would he want to beat
me I had done everything that he asked of me, I typed "Why Master why would you
beat me when I have done nothing wrong" and with that I typed what I imagined.
I felt the first searing pain across the backs of my legs, then a second over my
back then a third across my ass, I whimpered "please Master enough " but he
didn't stop, I was to be beaten until he was satisfied.
Zeon typed to me I need no reason to beat you, you belong to me, I can do
whatever I wish with you.
I was sitting at my pc stunned, I felt as if this beating had actually taken
place, I swear my back and ass was stinging, the back of my neck was sweating.
I sat back and tried to focus on what just happened, but there was no time, as I
did so he typed on screen that it was now time for the slave hole ceremony Then
he typed that he had
blindfolded me. Zeon typed to me that I had to go with him to the bathhouse. He
asked me if I had read about the bathhouse in the literature, I couldn't
remember, so I said yes any way, and followed him.
He then showed me a bench like seat, it had a mound in the middle of it, he
motioned for me to sit upon the bench and lay down over the mound meaning the
mound was under my lower back making my hips rise in the air This was not
comfortable, I truly imagined my body in this position and it seemed to hurt me.
Zeon then shouted on some one, who I don't know but the next thing he typed that
I was to be opened ready for his Master manhood to enter me I had to type what
I imagined was happening, I felt fingers inside me ploughing into me, I let out
a scream, what was going on, I knew it was not Zeon's fingers, because I could
hear him over the other side of the room.
Then I heard him shout " is she ready"
Another man typed that I was. I then had to type what I felt at this time I
could feel Zeon in between my legs he thrust his cock inside me, there was no
gentleness no ease he just thrust in and out of me not caring if he hurt me, he
never missed a stroke it seemed he went on like this for hours, I could feel my
self draining of energy, how much more could I possibly take? But I wanted him,
I wanted him to want me, and as I had said I would do anything for him, and if
this was as bad as it would get then that was fine, I understood I had to learn,
and he was teaching me, so really I should thank him for all this, because I
think he has taught me well.
After this was over Zeon typed to me that I had dome well for a first timer, he
said that I had got into the idea of it. I was so pleased with myself. And with
that Zeon said I could go
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"Do you think you will turn her Jamie"? Scot alias Leon asked "She will be easy
man, I have been reeling her in for weeks now, did you see how she reacted on
screen tonight, when I had her beaten, man she is ripe for the picking,"
laughed Jamie alias Zeon
"How long before you get her down here then, it's about time we had some fresh
meat"?
"Soon bro, very soon " Jamie winked
"Think I'll fuck that slut Phyllis tonight, she got the tightest little ass"
Scot said as he got up to pour another drink.
" I am surprised that you still fuck that slut after Big John nearly killed her,
I wouldn't touch her if she was the only slut left in here"
Jamie loved to tease Scot about this, as Big John has a cock like a stallion,
and he fucked the slut and next time Scot fucked her he said it was like
throwing a bowling ball and not hitting the sides, boy did he beat her bad for
that, so now if he fucks her its in the ass only or she blows him. He did how
ever tie her to the bench and forced a baseball bat up her, saying she wanted
big she got big, he left that Baseball bat in her for hours.
" Fuck you Jamie," said Scott laughing as he pretended to throw a glass at
Jamie.
"So serious Jamie when you going to get it down here, long time since we had
some fresh"
"Ha ha ha little bro u getting a hard on already, I told ya soon" Jaime said as
he swallowed the last of his whiskey
"Any way better get going back on line maybe pass the slut around a bit today,
give her a sense of what she is, a nothing"
"Ok Jamie you cyber fuck I'll fuck for real hahahahahahahahaha "
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I sat back on my chair wondering what had just happened, knowing deep inside
what I had agreed to and I kind of liked it, what would be next though, I am a
grown woman and my head was in that pc, I truly believed I was being beaten, and
fucked .Oh but how I wanted to have made love to Zeon in a more sensual way,
but if this was what he wanted then I would do it for him. I needed rest my body
was exhausted from the mental ordeal I had just been through, this night I
doubted I would need anything to make me sleep.
But once again sleep wouldn't come to me, I am lucky if I slept for 1 or 2
hours, I went to make some coffee before I switched on, I felt like a zombie,
but what kept me going was the thought that soon I would be with Zeon.
I watched as the pc came to life, the screen flickered before me, and once again
I was swept away to that other world, the world of Zeon, the world where I
could escape.
I followed the ritual as I logged in put on the avatar for me; knelt down in
front of my Master and typed this slave was his to do with as he pleased.
He, Zeon My Master, asked the room if any one wanted me, I typed; I wanted to
look up but I knew to do so would bring about the most fear full of
punishments.
The Mistress Zena typed she wanted to have me pleasure her. "Lets see what this
slut can do for me"
"Ah ha" I saw my Master type, "then you will not mind me observing"
The Mistress Zena typed that she laughed and nodded her head.
My mind was in turmoil, a woman, I was to have cyber sex with a woman, but how
could I, and I knew nothing of this.
And with that it was typed in that; I was dragged to one of the rooms at the
back which when occupied it is known why.
The Mistress sat on the seat pulled open her dress I saw she wore no under wear
as she opened her legs, I was pushed roughly into a kneeling position by my
Master in front of the Mistress, I had to now imagine how I would feel what I
would see and smell and taste I typed that I could smell her sex. "Come on the
slut get on with it" she shouted
My master whispered to me, "If you embarrass me Ill beat you, If you fuck this
up Ill beat you, hell I might even beat you for the hell of it any way"
I had no idea what I was doing I had to think quickly, ok I am in this position
I have to do this to win Zeon's favour, I typed I knelt further into to the
Mistress and my hands opened her pussy up my mouth went to it.
I could only do to her what I would want done to me.
I licked into her opening, and up to her clit, feeling it hard on my tongue, I
moved round it in tiny slow circles, and my tongue went back into her slit
tasting her wetness, and when the Mistress typed, deeper slut tongue me deeper I
thought ok I am doing this right
so I continued typing with this licking and circling process.
Zeon typed, Suddenly the slave's head was wrenched up, what have I done wrong
the slut thinks " Now watch how it's really done," My Master typed.
And at this another girl came into play, she typed,
and another slut is brought in to the room, she immediately kneels in front of
the Mistress, and her fingers part the Mistress pussy lips and she inserts 2
fingers inside while she licks and sucks on her clit, moving her fingers in and
out slowly at first then quicker until the Mistress lets out an almighty groan,
the girl licks, and continues licking until, her head was pulled back.
So that's how he wants me to type it, I thought, ok I'll surprise him so I typed
I could see the cum on her face, as she went to rise up she was once again
pushed down this time in front of me, facing me, " you know what to do slut" I
heard my Master say. And she kissed me full on the lips, pushing her tongue
into me, My Master commanded me to lick the cum from this sluts face, I did so
immediately as I knew it would please him.
Zeon typed on screen that I was to stay on my knees, and to follow my Him; he
took hold of my hair and pulled me along to the main arena, there he locked me
in what was known as a four link, he described on screen that, that meant was my
hands were locked through wooden pegs, as were my ankles, then the top half was
swung over, meaning I was bent over double.
And once again my Master had me beaten although not so severely, and when it was
over I had to thank him.
I was drenched in sweat, I was tired I hadn't slept properly for weeks, and now
I realised what I had done on the is pc, I had made out with a woman, but if it
pleased Zeon, then I would not argue, I had to ask his permission to come off
line, sometimes I had to wait an hour before he came back to say I could go,
this time however I had been waiting nearly 2 hours.
I was thirsty but I dare not move in case he spoke to me and I wasn't there.
When he did give me permission it was only to be told I had to be back there in
4 hours.
I needed sleep, 4 hours I could have cried, but I knew better than to argue if I
wanted to keep him. I thanked him for being so kind and I switched off.
Scared to sleep in case I didn't wake in time I made more coffee, strong coffee.
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I took a shower and looked at myself in the mirror, my God what a mess, my eyes
were sunken in with lack of sleep, my face looked drawn, but never mind I told
myself, its worth it Zeon has chosen me, and that's all that mattered.
Sitting at my pc waiting for the time to go by before I could log in, I thought
I would check the web for news, having thought I hadn't had any real life
contact for days I read about murders, rapes, and all the usual bad stuff that
was going on. Why couldn't people behave normally? Why did people feel the need
to hurt others?
Suddenly a box appeared on my screen, "Hi my name is Ruben, how are you? "
jeez I thought where did that come from. I answered " Hi I'm Jenny, and I am
fine thx for asking"
Ruben asked me questions like where did I come from, what did I do for a living/
how long I had been using chat lines for?
I typed " Oh I don't really use chat only one really"
He asked me which one, so I told him.
He asked if I liked it and how long I had been using that particular site. I
answered saying yeah I liked it and only a couple of weeks, but when I
calculated this I had been using it for 2 months now. Ruben then said he had to
go but hoped I would speak to him another time. So we said out goodbyes, and he
went off line.
I looked at the clock, yesssssssssss it was time.
I logged on did the customary avatar and kneeled at Zeon's feet, not knowing
what my orders were today. Then I got an instant message from Zeon, I could
answer this with out permission, as he was my Master.
" Would you like to meet me in real life"? was the message?
I didn't hesitate I said I would love to, when. Where? When?
"Next week"
"Yes" I typed, "of course I will"
"OK ill email you with the instructions, but lets have some fun now"
" Why yes Master".
I was delirious I was going to meet Zeon in real life, but first things first, I
was his slave online and I had to do what he wished.
This time however Zeon made me watch as he had sex with other slaves, he didn't
involve me at all, the only involvement I had was to bring him some wine.
This I had to do with grace and humility.
After some time Zeon allowed me to go off line. As I switched off, I couldn't
help but feel disappointed, even a beating meant he paid me attention.
Then I thought, ah its because we are to meet, he doesn't want me thinking he is
like this in real life, more and more I convinced my self then when we met it
would be, flowers and champagne.
He had allowed me off line for 6 hrs. I went straight to bed, and I slept, but
my sleep was full of Zeon, how we would meet, I pictured it 100 times in my
head, would I run into his arms, would we be very cool and shake hands, what
would it be like?
When I awoke I went straight to my email, and there a message from Zeon, I
clicked it open. It gave me instructions on where I was to meet him and the
time and date.
Nothing else no kind regards, no look forward to seeing you nothing, maybe he
was to busy I thought. But more important, 4 days I would be seeing him in real
life.
Jeez I hadn't even seen a picture of him, he had one of me but he hadn't sent me
one of him. Wondering if I should ask him later, I thought better of it, he
knows what I look like so that's enough.
Logging on I did the usual, and went to kneel at Zeon's feet. He typed that,
He grabs the slut's hair roughly pulling itsy head right back, and he slaps it
hard across the face, saying, and "You think you are a slut able to please me,
ahahahahaha, you, slut has a lot to learn, who have you been talking to?"
"No one master" I typed, wondering what game he was going to play today,
trying to get the gist of it so I could answer appropriately.
"PREPARE TO BE BOUND"
Zeon typed in capitals meaning he was shouting at me.
Thinking quickly I typed;
I Immediately I fall to my knees, my face on the cold floor, my hands crossed
over behind my back, my ass high in the air. And once again I feel the ropes
being roughly tied round my wrists, I daren't move a muscle as much as I was in
pain I know better than to move an inch
Zeon then informs the rest of the players what is happening he types;
The slut is dragged by the hair to the middle of the arena, pulled to her feet,
and braced onto a wooden cross like object. Its hands still tied behind its
back, ropes are threaded through the slut's upper arms round the cross and down
to its thighs, which are stretched wide apart making movement impossible, the
sluts face is pressed hard against the wood.
I could see the type of the other people there; they are laughing and egging on
Zeon. This was a new experience for me I hadn't been beaten this way, in fact I
didn't even know why I was being beaten, but then I have never been privy to
that knowledge. Some one who I had never met before sets the next scene he
types;
It feels its shift being ripped from its body, how vulnerable it feels tied
naked in front of all these people, helpless and scared of the unknown.
What kind of tortures had Zeon concocted for the slut now. It knows its Masters
mind was capable of the most outrageous and Pain full atrocities.
I had seen him beat a slave the other day he used a whip with 7 lashes attached
to it, he didn't miss a spot on her body, except her face of course, a Master
wouldn't mark a slaves face unless she had done something really bad like steal,
or have sex with out her Masters consent.
The scene writer continued;
Zeon picks up a leather belt its about 3 inches wide and he begins to beat the
slut. Zeon screams, " Who have you talked to slut" each time he delivers a
blow.
The slut can't answer because it has no answers
With a sudden jerk the slut feels movement, the cross was manoeuvred, being made
horizontal, Zeon throws the belt to one side; he lifts up his tunic, and thrusts
himself into the slut, holding onto its hair pulling it back each time He
ploughs his manhood into it,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
My cue to type was the,
I thought my Master was going to kill me there and then, he is fucking me hard
and furious, and now I feel his cum fill my slave hole. I try then to relax
thinking the worst was over, I feel My Master him withdraw from me, only to feel
another manhood fill me and repeat the performance, then another, and another.
I have no idea how many Masters fucked me. I whimpered quietly scared to make a
sound.
The screenwriter continues;
The slut hears her Master instruct another slave to wash her out, this was no
gentle experience, and a rubber hose is inserted into the slut and soapy water
fed through it, over and over again, till it's Master is satisfied that the slut
is cleaned of any cum inside. The Zeon goes back to the slut he wasn't finished
with it.
The whore knows her slave hole is swollen and couldn't take any more, but Zeon
isn't interested in that hole. The slut feels an object not sure what it was,
forced into its other slave hole. It screams as the object is twisted and pushed
in and out, This being a sign that it was my turn to type;
I couldn't bear it, then what ever the object was it was withdrawn, to be
replaced by my Masters manhood Zeon, was merciless in his fucking my ass he was
like a rampant bull, my insides felt on fire as he forced his manhood in and out
of me relentlessly, until at last he spewed is cum once more into me, then I
thought to myself please God no more please don't have him allow the others to
do this to me.
I saw I had an instant message it was from Zeon
"You slut will learn not to talk to anyone unless I give you permission, now get
off line, I don't want to look at you, be back here in 4 hours"
And with that I switched off, I was shaking psychologically I had just been
through that ordeal, my body ached, my mind hurt.
I decided to have a bath, thinking it would ease my pain, I had no idea what
time it was, or what day it was.
As I sat in the bath I recounted what had just taken place, well at least when I
meet Zeon in real life it wont be like this, I laid my head back on the bath
thinking of all the nice things that awaited Zeon and me.
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I finished my bath feeling refreshed once more, but bored, what could I do now,
my head said gout get some fresh air my heart said I couldn't I have to be here
for Zeon, he would know if I had gone out and not asked permission.
I sat back at my pc and went online, as soon as I had done this Ruben popped up
saying
Hi
I answered with a Hi back and we got chatting, strange as it was, I kind of felt
guilty talking to Ruben without the permission of Zeon.
Ruben asked how it was going with me and this other site, I said it was fine; I
so wanted to confide in someone about me meting Zeon, I said to Ruben
can I tell you something?
He said of course, then I told him about me meeting Zeon, in 2 days time, Ruben
of course asked if that was wise considering I didn't really know Zeon that
well, but I wouldn't be disheartened I said I knew all I needed to know about
him and that was fine by me. Ruben suggested I tell a friend or relative about
this meeting at least to ensure my safety, I thought he was over reacting, but
I said I would anyway, and with that I said I had to go and hoped to talk to him
later if not when I returned from meeting Zeon.
I logged into the site and did the usual ritual of kneeling at Zeon's feet, with
him stood someone I had not met before his name was Leon, I greeted him in the
customary fashion.
Then I saw there was an instant message from Leon, I asked permission from Zeon
to answer it, and it was granted.
"Slut today u r mine, I paid Zeon for your services and you better be up to
standard, because as long as this day lasts you will do what I tell you"
"Yes Master Leon" I replied
I then sent an instant message to Zeon, asking why he had sold me for the day to
Leon, had I displeased him in some way But there was no reply.
And for the next 5 hours I was used, beaten and abused by Leon, in ways that I
had never imagined.
He inserted various objects inside my slave holes both at once, as he laughed at
my pain and discomfort. He beat me with sticks and leather belts, he made me
suck his Master manhood and cum on my face. He attached nipple clamps to me
twisting and turning them causing me to scream out loud, he opened my slave
hole so wide I thought I would be ripped in half. Leon by far was the cruellest
Master I had come across, and I thanked God that in less than 2 days I would be
meeting Zeon.
When at last I was given permission to leave, I had hoped for some word from
Zeon, but he never spoke to me. All I knew was that I was to return on line in
3 hours.
God I was tired, I couldn't remember when I last slept for more than a few
hours, and I must look a sight.
I was jerked out of my thoughts by my door bell ringing, I couldn't answer it
not in this state, so I remained quiet not daring to move less the caller would
hear me.
Eventually after what seemed like an age I went downstairs to see if he / she
had gone, they had.
I saw a piece of paper on the floor at the door, I picked it up it was from
John,
Dear Jenny,
I miss you so much I was hoping we could talk and try to fix things between us.
Please phone me at Mikes
Love you always John
Shit I don't need this now, what did he want? We are finished, shit, ok think
rationally I said to myself, and tomorrow I am meeting Zeon.
No one can contact me there, peace and quiet. Or so I thought. All promises of
telling some one where I was going went out the window.
I decided to fill in the time before I was due back on by packing some clothes,
I carefully picked out, the sweetest underwear, and packed them, next I pulled
out some warm clothes who knows maybe the temperature would drop; I stood back
and looked thinking I leave some for later to keep my mind occupied.
Soon it was time again to log on, I felt so tired, I could hardly make out the
screen, and I had to screw up my eyes. I was vaguely aware of birds singing,
but I heard no traffic so I guessed it must be early morning, I wondered when
the last time was I opened these curtains, as I looked round the room, I saw my
unmade bed, clothes all over the floor, unwashed coffee cups sitting on various
shelves, what a mess, I promised myself I would clean it up once I came off
line.
The same promise I had been making for weeks and hadn't got as round to it..
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This time however when I logged on, and before I got a chance to change avatar,
Zeon messaged me.
He said it was best I took some time out because I would be leaving to meet him
in 6 hours. He added that he would be at the designated meeting place to pick
me up.
Although I was disappointed I was somewhat relieved that I could take some time
to prepare for this, I had envisioned running around at the last minute; this
however took some of the pressure off.
I switched off, and decided I best do some cleaning up before I left to meet
Zeon.
I pottered around clearing cups and picking up dirty laundry, until at last my
bedroom looked Respectable.
Then I finished packing, got in a shower, took the longest time with my make up
and hair, until I was satisfied that I looked not bad, not bad at all.
My heart was beating so fast, I had butterflies in my stomach, as I loaded my
case and bags into the car. Checking for petrol and making sure I had water in
my washers, it was now time to leave. Zeon had reckoned it would take me 4
hours to drive to our meeting point, I was meeting him at 6pm it was now 1.30
pm I decided to leave early giving me extra time in case there should be any
hold ups on the way.
So I got in the car started it up and away I went, into the unknown, Driving
down the highway, I recounted the conversations I had, had with Zeon, although
this world of his was a fantasy; I knew he would be such a gentle man in real
life. I daydreamed as I drove, imagining romantic dinners, feeding food to each
other, laughing as we made a mess.
I looked at the time, I had been driving for 2 hours solid, and I was well
within the time, so I decided to take a break and have a coffee. Pulling into
the road cafe, I parked my car and walked through the glass doors, the aroma of
fresh coffee was the first thing I noticed. I sat down and a waitress came to
take my order.
While I was drinking my coffee I noticed a woman sitting opposite me, she was
very petit, and she had the longest blonde hair, I looked at my own reflection
in the window, my hair was shoulder length, my complexion quite pale, but that
was due to being cooped up in my house for to long, but I couldn't help feel a
sense of inadequacy, when I watched this woman, every movement she made was
gentle, the way she ate and drank her coffee was as if it was a natural
movement, I couldn't quite get into my head who or what she reminded me of, but
she did.
Anyway I thought to myself, no time for this I had better be going. I got up
paid the bill made my way back out through the glass entrance doors, got into
my car and made to drive off again, when I noticed I had better get some fuel,
I drove over to the gas station, and filled up my car.
When I went to get the cash however I didn't have enough so I had to pay by
credit card . With that done I resumed my journey, passing probably the
prettiest scenery but not really taking any notice. My mind was on other
things, like Zeon, and what tonight would bring.
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Pretty soon I drove towards the meeting point, I couldn't see anyone there, I
thought I had been stood up. There was no one in sight, only a bunch of trees
and a few benches, I stopped the car and got out, looking around, I saw no one.
My heart sunk, all this for nothing.
I went back to my car, looked at the address Zeon had given me, yes I was at the
right place, and it was the right time.
I put my head down in the driver's wheel, really wanting to cry. I lit a
cigarette, and opened the window. Blowing the smoke I watched it disappear, I
threw the cigarette out, and as I did I saw someone walking towards my car, my
heart leapt up into my throat, could this be him?
The man I saw wore jeans and a sweatshirt, he had a swagger like he owned the
road, his hair dark, as he moved closer I noticed his hair was long and tied
back.
I got out of the car, what should I do? I just stood and waited as he came
nearer.
My whole body was shaking, as he approached me smiling, he held out his hand.
"Hi I'm Zeon, sorry if I am a bit late"
"Its OK " I stuttered, " I only just got here myself"
"OK I'll drive us to where we are going, because I know these roads better" Zeon
stated matter of factly.
We both got into the car, Zeon in the drivers seat, me next to him, it felt so
strange.
As we drove I wanted to ask questions like where are we going, but I didn't I
just sat there quiet as a mouse, Zeon making small talk, like asking me how was
my drive down.
I thought to myself this isn't how I imagined it would be, I felt so flat.
Soon we turned into a long drive way, I could see a large house at the very
bottom I said " Wow Neon is that your house?"
Zeon laughed, he replied " Not just my house, I share it with a few others,
didn't I mention this to you?" I just shook my head, I was amazed at the size
of the place, it had huge gardens all around, and what looked like an orchard
at the side, the house itself stood 3 storeys high, I was dumbstruck.
Zeon pulled the car into a garage at the back of the house, we got out and
entered through a side door.
I asked Zeon about my luggage, but he said it was ok he would send someone for
it shortly, but 1st he wanted me to meet his friends.
We walked down a very long corridor, which was badly lit; I could hardly make
out the paintings on the walls. H e was walking fast and I was almost running
to catch up with him. All at once we were in front of, a huge pair of wooden
doors, I could hear laughter from inside, I guessed there must be a party going
on. Zeon stopped and looked at me, he took off my jacket, and asked me to wait.
He went inside, I heard shouting men's voices, but I couldn't make out what was
being said. Then Zeon came back out; he took my arm and led me into what looked
like a medieval banquet room, there was a long table at the top, I reckon I
counted 8 men there, there was woman flitting all over the place, carrying
trays with drinks and food on them.
Zeon stood me in the middle of the room, all eyes were on me, and I tried to
take in what was happening, but my mind wouldn't or couldn't register it.
I looked over to my left, I saw a man a huge man standing as if he was guarding
the door he was in front of, and to my right the same.
Zeon then addressed the room, he said, "This gentlemen is a new addition to our
household"
There was nodding and laughing from the men at the top table, I noticed some of
the girls who were serving stop and look at me.
The Zeon barked at me to strip, I looked at him in amazement,,,,,I made to
move,,,but he had a grip of my shoulder, he roughly pulled me back,,,,and once
again ordered me to strip. I looked round, people watching me,,, I started
crying I couldn't believe what was happening.
I begged Zeon to stop it all,,,,he walked away from me I just stood there unable
to move, I felt numb, frozen to the spot.
I heard someone say to Zeon to shut me up that I was a whining slut, I couldn't
see for tears in my . eyes. Zeon came back towards me and he started pulling
at my clothes, my hands went up to stop him, he slapped me hard across the
face, I was stunned into silence, "that's better, " he said " Now get your
fucking clothes off"
TBC
