Jan 6, 2003
Sasha, my (erstwhile) Mistress ...
I still think of you that way Sasha. Is that silly of me. I know it's been
such a long time since you probably thought of me in that way, but still,
sometimes, I sit here wondering.
I read your message in messenger, and a warmth swept through my whole body. You
cant imagine how it felt. And when I read of you thinking of my bottom being
marked, well, it was just so ... well, so wonderful.
Sometimes, I sit here naked, thinking of having been naked at your wish. I miss
that part of my life so much sometimes.
Enough of that... I'm not going to be mournful.
I have left the office I used to be with now. I have a new position, called
Sales Mentor, for a company in XXXXXXXX. Basically its just a training job, but
specifically in generating and promoting sales. Its fun though, and almost all
of my 'students' are women, so I am more comfortable. They used to be clients
of mine, and they offered me a full time job. My boss,
Xxxx , is wonderful. I have known her for about 5 years I guess, since I was
sent to their old offices before the sell off. (The company was in trouble and
so XXX put some capital into them, and a team of us were put in to help 'turn
things around', Im not too sure how much I helped in the turnaround, but Xxxx
must have been pleased. She phoned me out of the blue in February last year,
and I took it without a thought.
I have a new flat too. Ground floor of an old house (1895) quite close to the
center of town. There's not much to it, but it has really high ceilings and
enormous windows. And its warm - which is vital at this time of year.
I am in my office just now. There are four offices here on my floor. And a
training room, fitted out like one of the shops. Gosh, aren't I being boring.
I'm sorry. I just thought you might like an update.
I miss Lugano though, and the friends I met there. I went back over Xmas, just
for 4 days, and had a great time. Drank far too much though. Im sure I must
have showed myself up, but I cant remember if I did or not, and no one was cruel
enough to say I had. But I think we were all much the same.
You know in your note, you said you had read through my old mails to you. I
wish now that I had kept them, but with one thing and another they have gotten
lost. I remember most of what happened, but I wished I had your mails, just to
remind me of how you had once thought of me as yours.
I've made a number of friends, none in particular. Perhaps the closest to me is
the daughter of the woman who lives upstairs from me. She is a darling, if a
little cheeky. Her mum is nice too. Sometimes we share a bottle of wine and
watch TV together. (me and her mum that is, lol).
Anyway, I better go. I'm sorry, Miss, if I have bored you at all. There's so
little else happening in my life that I have only the fantasy stuff to tell you
about.
Do write back, please. What is happening with you? Do you sub for anyone these
days? I often think of you with your friend, the Mistress, and wonder ...
Happy New Year Sasha
x
Jan 6, 2003
I just have to tell you this, I feel I must.
I have just visited the bathroom, here at the office, and I masturbated myself,
wildly, thinking of how things were. Of my submissiveness and of you, and my
trips.
You were apart of it, so I just felt that I had to tell you.
I was lucky too. I had just finished when I heard the door open.
Oh, there is something else to tell you. I meant to say it in my earlier mail.
It just slipped my mind, sorry. You mentioned in your messenger message about my
shaved pussy. I have allowed my pussy hair to grow again. Oh I keep it neatly
trimmed, but it is grown again, for some time now. Sorry if you are
disappointed. It was just that there didn't appear to be much reason to keep it
clear.
Well, that's all. Have to get on with some work.
x
Jan 6, 2003
There is very little you could ever do to disappoint me, Stephanie. I am so
glad to have heard from you and to be updated in what is going on with your
life. It definitely sounds like you are doing very well for yourself. Are you
still in the Geneva area? I did notice that you said nothing about personal
relationships. I would hate to think that someone as tender, warm, honest, and
kind would not be sharing all her love with someone, male or female.
Personally, life is going along just fine. Still consulting with small retail
businesses and having to travel while doing so. No heavy personal entanglements
though I did have a short lived relationship with a young lady from England.
She was mid 30's not too tall with dark hair. When I heard her accent,
honestly, I flooded my panties in about a minute. Everything you and I had done
came rushing back to me to the point that I did have to sit down. I knew I had
to have her because I knew that listening to her speak was just like listening
to you. She eventually did notice that I did most of my listening to her with
my eyes closed. I did tell her about you and I and let her read a few tamer
letters you wrote me (I do have every single one, would you like to read a few?)
but she eventually did tell me that she felt she was living in your shadow and
couldn't compete. I have no Mistress. What I did back then was something I did
for you. CaraBeth is still a friend and reminds me about that experience
sometimes though I haven't thought about repeating it. That is something that I
would only do with the love and support of yourself.
I really did do it, Stephanie. And I would do it again in an instant if you
only but asked me to. You did so much at my behest showing your true feelings
that I really feel that I would be remiss if I didn't desire to do the same for
you out of the same feelings of love. I know exactly what you did for me and
with whom from your letters and dairies. And what happened to you was
oftentimes painful and humiliating. But you and I both know that it was your
feelings for me that strengthened you through those sessions and allowed you to
experience sexual fulfillment. Well, my dear, it was exactly the same for me
during that long, painful, night being raped and beaten repeatedly. I screamed,
I cried, and I bled. But knowing that your were there with me in spirit and how
you felt about me also allowed me to orgasm more than I ever had before or
since.
And don't be shy, my dear, about telling me you have pubic hair. Pubic hair is
nice. Shaving it is mostly symbolistic for a sub and also shows others that you
do pay special care to your appearance down there. But women who are very hairy
also have their allure. Especially if their bottom is hairy between the cheeks.
Hair hides, magnifies, and traps a woman's essence wonderfully.
Reading about your happenings has warmed my heart, dearest. Then reading about
you masturbating in the ladies W.C. has aroused similar feelings in myself. So
I will do the same. While writing the last few sentences, I have lifted my
skirt to above my waist and lowered my hose and panties down to just above my
knees. This sentence I am typing very slowly with one hand. The other hand is
doing exactly what your fingers and tongue would be doing were you safely
ensconced under my desk between my legs. This sentence I am writing with both
hands but there appear to be little wet, sticky marks left on each of the keys I
touch. I wonder what causes that? This sentence will be the last before I
totally let go.
Ahhhhh, Stephanie. I closed my eyes and there you were, nude from the waist
down, kneeling up on my desk with your precious bottom right there before me.
You had relaxed your muscles so that I could see that very special, dark, place
winking at me, begging me to penetrate it with my tongue. As I was doing just
that, my fingers brought me to a shuddering orgasm. Golly, you are wonderful!
You are my most precious Angel. My heart flutters with the thoughts of you
being that Angel yet again as you always have been in your heart..........
Your ever loving Sasha
P.S.: I would absolutely kill to have newer pictures of you, Angel. For nudes
of you I would do almost anything ........anything........you have only but to
ask.
Jan 7, 2003
Mistress
Its nice to type that. I realize its not my place to, but I thought about
starting with that for an age, and I just so wanted to.
I don't have anyone at the moment, you know, any relationship. I did have
someone I was really close to, for a while but she was already in a relationship
and started (quite rightly) to feel badly about having an affair, so things sort
of fizzled out. We still write one another but that's all.
As for you wanting to see my photos. I'm not sure you would want to. I have
been diagnosed as having gallstones, following a couple of bouts of severe
abdominal pain. They advised me to go on a completely fat free diet, and so -
after just 3 months I have gone from my 8st 4 (116 lbs) to 7st 1 (99 lbs). So I
am quite a waif now. I feel pretty healthy though, and haven't had any pains
since I started the diet.
Still, it was a good excuse to replace my wardrobe. I splashed out on myself at
Christmas, with new trousers, skirts and a couple of new dresses, and panties.
Yes, I wear panties most of the time these days. Like you said about having a
smooth pussy, it just wasn't the same when I thought about not wearing panties
just because of my own whim. I do go without sometimes, just to feel as I used
to, but it still isn't the same.
I still don't know how to say this next part, other than just to say it ... so
.. Well, I still do show myself sometimes. Just at the sports center, while
changing and in the shower. I swear that sometimes some of the women do look,
and I love to think that they do anyway. I languish in the shower sometimes for
5 minutes, and I take my time dressing. But that, sadly, is about the extent of
my sexual activity at the moment. I do sometimes have a fantasy that one of them
might approach me and slap my bottom. Some have stopped and chatted to me while
I was nude, or while getting dressed, but never to fulfill my fantasies. Oh, I
do get excited, even just being there naked as they talk to me, it doesn't stop
me masturbating myself at the thought of them seeing me naked. As I think back,
when I was clean shaven I always felt so much more naked, do you understand.
More people used to look - I guess just because it was unusual.
Sorry, Im rambling on now.
My closest friends now, outside of work, are Jo and her daughter, they are my
neighbors. Her husband left her about 2 years ago, but she is enjoying what she
calls her 'life of ease'. She is really jolly.
At work, Xxx is my boss, She must be about my age, but something of a tyrant
sometimes. She is quite big, you know, overweight, but she does fancy herself
and wear all of her clothes too tight. The others I work with are nice too.
It's worked out quite well. We are working on a project to develop scripts for
sales teams at the moment. Lots of role playing between us all, and some of the
girls from the local shops. Its great fun.
Well, I should go and get on with some work again I suppose, and as for being
your Angel again ... well, I would be honored my sweet Miss Sasha. But you know
that. To be your Angel again would give me that purpose, and sense of belonging
again. That feeling of importance, that's part of what I felt before, that I
was important. That my going without panties, and being clean shaven was
important - it was important to you. I was braver too. I was definitely braver
when I was doing things for you. I dressed in less clothes, I showed myself
more freely, I was just generally braver. And I had some freedom from being
submissive like that. It was liberating.
Well. I don't know what else I can say now. I hope you know how I feel, Miss.
I will beg of you, if you wish. I would be proud to beg you to take me again.
And I would do my best to find some new contacts, and try to please you. I have
been quite conservative in the new clothes I have bought, but I could get some
others if you wished. Actually, I have seen (but not yet been in) a
lingerie/clothes shop not far from here, called "XXXX, Xxxxxx", and the window
is adorned with both lingerie and micro mini skirts and such. Its beautifully
pink, everything about it, the logo, the lighting, backcloths, everything.
Gosh, I've started to ramble again. Sorry Miss Sasha.
Oh, one last thing ... I would like to see some of my old mails to you. It
would be lovely to see if my memory serves me as well as I believe it to.
Oh, I am sorry Miss, but I do remember what you went through with Mistress
CaraBeth. And I still feel awful that some of it was at my request. I wrote to
Mistress CaraBeth a number of times. She is fascinating, and very Domme, just
from her mails, so I can well imagine what happened to you was every bit as
extreme as you said. I'm sorry Miss.
I will go now.
x
Jan 7, 2003
Sweetheart,
I was so elated to hear back from you so soon. I am glad to hear more about
what has been going on with you. I was sad to hear that your health faltered
but feel better because you say you are o.k.
Just because you have lost weight is not a reason to think that I would not wish
to gaze upon you, dear. Stephanie, the whole person is whom I am interested in.
Your letter did indicate to me that you feel a little lost in your life right
now. Everything is going well for you employment wise and all but you seem to
be lacking direction as far as your relationships go. It would seem that your
personal life is sort of vanilla because of how sexually charged everything was
for you
when you were living to obey my direction.
I can also feel your longing for a return to those days when everything was so
exciting and the burden of decision was lifted from you in trade for the lighter
burden of only obeying. I can feel that you do wish to beg me to be your
Mistress again and to resume control over you.
Me doing so is a large commitment for us both, dearest. I think, to be fair, we
both need to show each other how deeply we are willing to undertake this newer
commitment.
How do you show your willingness, you might ask, dearest one. And how do I show
you mine?
This is what you will do for me, Stephanie. I do want to see what you look
like. In fact, I require it. I need to see the following:
1. A picture of you as you are now dressed.
2. A picture of you as you are now in bra and panties
3. A picture of you nude showing me your trimmed hair
4. A picture of you after you have removed that hair.
5. A picture of you shaved bald spread open with the
word "angel" written over your pretty pussy in black
marker.
In your next letter you may also tell me how far you are willing to go to submit
to my wishes and desires, dear one.
I hope you wish to go through with all of this and be my Angel again. When I
can call you Angel again, we will both work hard at changing your wardrobe and
eliminating your need for undergarments. We will also nurture your need to show
yourself to others and be punished for that transgression. We will keep you at
a fever pitch for most of your waking hours.
I am also forwarding to you several of your past letters. See now why I can't
get you off of my mind. I am already looking forward to your next letter and
seeing you after all this time. You do make my heart beat so much faster.
Hoping to be your loving Mistress very soon,
Sasha
Jan 8, 2003
Sasha
You know me so well in so many ways and yet in one important way you show that
you don't know me at all or i haven't explained myself to you or whatever. I
don't want you to sub for me. not today, not next week, not next year, unless i
change my whole personality, my
whole being. I cant bear that sickness i felt the last time you went to Mistress
CaraBeth and it came back to me when you mentioned her in your mail, and you
said about what i had said should happen to you, i was sick in my stomach at
just the thought of it. I had a loathing of myself that i had done that, you
must know that being Domme is not an election, its not something you decide oh
today i will be forceful and decide ways to have this person or that treated
abusively. its who you are and i am not that person you think me to be. And I
cant be that person, not even
temporarily.
Sasha, you say my life is vanilla and so it is but i am happy enough and i like
my own company and I will find things to do and enjoy and at some time everyone
has to accept that all they have are memories to live on, and i have mine. I can
cherish what i was, however briefly it was, but for me it was so intense that it
fills a canopy. I have more to think back on that many
people do at 50. Be happy Sasha, and get in touch with CaraBeth.
Jan 8, 2003
Stephanie,
I did not say once that I wished to be submissive to you. You misunderstand.
It is you I desire and only in the submissive role that you do so well in. Cara
knows our situation and why I did what I did back then. She knows that I did it
to show myself, mostly, how deeply I felt about you and how committed I was to
you. Maybe my desire to do so was your fault in some very good ways. You were
so perfect back then in that you honestly did live for my beck and call and you
performed so perfectly and so honestly. I almost felt guilty that maybe I
wasn't worthy of someone like you. Doing what I did was more for showing myself
that I was worthy of your submission, love, and devotion.
My God, Angel. I don't know anyone who has met someone as precious as you. I
showed you this entire new world and you blossomed like a flower.
I have given many hours of thought since I wrote you yesterday. And I realize
that I don't really desire to see CaraBeth. I realized that, after all the time
apart from you, that I do have the ability to bring more of this magical world
to you. I have no reason to feel guilty about being the right one for you. I
want to treat you like the wonderful gift from above that you are and use my
relationship with you to make me a better person. I mean, isn't that what it is
really all about?
I know you say that you have done more in your life than most people and you
have plenty to look back upon. But why stop there, Angel? It is not about
where you have been. It is about where you are going. I really believe that
you and I have to risk going too far to see how far we really can go. I want
you. I want to picture you packing all your panties up in a suitcase and
storing them away in a back closet. I want you sitting wet at your desk
after having masturbated in the ladies room for the third time that day. I want
you shaved, showering for long periods at your health club and then lovingly
oiling your nude body in front of whom ever desires to view you, not knowing
that what is glistening on your thighs is not oil. I see you as the best
customer of that exclusive ladies store you found and having a young clerk watch
you in the dressing room as you try on everything there. I want to introduce
you to a world of toys and devices that will keep pushing you over the edge
whenever you use them.
I don't need carabeth anymore, Stephanie. I need you. I want to be a part of
you and to be a part of widening that canopy you mentioned. I also remember how
much what I did then hurt you inside. But please remember what I wrote above
and why I did it. And I did read between the lines in your letter and went back
and read a few you wrote me more recently (see? Saving them is a good thing!)
You wrote me once that you felt that what you and I had been doing was wrong and
perverted. I sense that those feelings remain to a certain degree within you.
I understand your feeling in that respect and, as before, I feel that those
feeling are unfounded. It would be worse for you here in the U.S. Here our
society has those puritanical roots. Those were those people who were so
straight laced and prude then even England kindly invited them to leave 400
years ago. Those "moral" roots here provide people with a foundation for guilt
that pervades our society. Without going into historical diatribes here, dear,
my personal feelings are that what we did then and what you did for me then was
not perverted. You are a consenting adult. And what you did did nothing to
hurt anyone else nor did it force anyone else to do anything they didn't desire
to. You have to live your life by what pleases you and fulfills you, Angel.
Living up to other people's standards only serves to please them, not you. All
I can say is for you to remember how your heart flutters when you thought of
what you had done. Remember your body's reaction when you thought about you
doing it again. Think about how, when you are nude in the dressing room and
someone comes up to talk to you, how desperately you desire to chat with them
and gently, unconsciously (to them), you wish to gently spread your legs so that
they can see the excitement flowing from your lips. Remember how delicious you
felt in the office when you were in a meeting without panties with something
lodged in your bottom when everyone else thought you are the hard headed
professional. Remember the joy of release you felt when masturbating in a stall
in the ladies room after chatting with me and how refreshed you felt when going
back to your desk. But most of all you need to remember that when you walked
back to your desk you looked at the others there and wondered if they only knew
what they were missing in their lives by not having that delightful avenue for
joy and release that you have and how drab their lives must be without it. All
those feelings you have felt and still do that warm you all the way down to your
pretty toes (and toes I would love to kiss) are not wrong. Those feeling are
some that alot of people never get the joy of feeling throughout their entire
lives. That you do feel them is an ultimate gift to yourself. There can be
nothing wrong
with that. Gifts like that come from above, Angel. if they are given, it is up
to us to make use of them. Not doing so would be life receiving something very
special for Christmas and then deciding that it is too nice and never taking it
out of the box.
Let yourself go to me, Angel. Call me Mistress. Place your pretty self into my
capable hands and let me guide you again to the joy that awaits you. Give
yourself to me. It is time for you to leave that comfort zone and re-enter that
exciting fear zone of your life. Look at yourself in the mirror and tell
yourself that today you choose to do whatever it takes. Walk faster, talk
louder, and Smile! What lies between the start and the end of your journey is
discipline. Discipline yourself to me, Angel.
Sasha
Jan 10, 2003
Mistress,
I am happy to call you that, as I know you do have it in you. Whether or not
you are a 'switch' or not, you do have the right qualities to be Severe and
Dominant. And just as you described being submissive as being a gift, so is the
ability to have, show, and use your domination. I think back on the mystery
that was in your notes to Mme Martine, there were many times when
I have wished that I knew how you talked of me in them, and what you told them
to do to me. And the beauty of command that was in your letters to me.
They were so special, so irresistible. You know, I read and re-read them, over
and over, and I so wanted to show them to someone, to a friend, to show how I
was yours, to show them my true nature and your power over me.
I confess that I am hesitant. I don't know when, or if, you might bring up the
idea, or the need that you should suffer for me. Just as you said to me that
you feel I should be true to myself, so should you, and even if it is only as a
whim, if you do ever feel a need to be submissive, then you must say. I do know
the pleasure there is in submitting, in humiliation,
in punishment. My darling Mistress Sasha, I do understand.
Please be as true to yourself as you wish me to be.
As for me finding some of the things I do disgusting, well, I confess that I do.
But, part of they joy, inside, is the feeling that I do disgusting things, that
I follow your instruction and do finger my bottom, and wear exposing clothing
even in public, that I allow people to do things to me. The 'normal' part of my
brain says this is wrong, but the emotional
in me finds it all so very exciting. Please forgive me Mistress for my
judgment sometimes. Please know that it is only part of me that feels that way.
In other important ways it is important and special to me.
I will wait to hear from you Mistress Sasha
stephanie - angel
Jan 10, 2003
Mistress Sasha,
Thank you.
Tonight I am due to go up to Jo for dinner, but I will be thinking of you, and
of things I will do for you. And thinking of sharing with someone the joys of
my servitude and my depravity.
xxxx
angel
Jan 10, 2003
Angel,
I wish your messenger was truly up and running. I would love to chat with you,
if only for a bit. Good to hear about dinner tonight.
Do this for me. Print out the last letter from me. Take it with you. Fold it
into a long strip and insert my letter into the crotch of your panties
next to your pussy and let it remain there during your dinner engagement. That
way you will know that I am with you and will remind you of how desperately you
wish to tell josephine about your desires and
submission to me. And of course, if you desire, you may show
her the letter. If your juices haven't soaked the ink
right off of the page!
We will need to discuss wardrobe and your personal grooming habits very soon.
it would be easier to do so via chat rather than letters.
Mistress
Jan 10, 2003
My Mistress Sasha,
I will do as you say, and put your last mail to me in my panties while I go to
josephine, and I will see if I can tell her about you Mistress. I will try.
I am afraid the servers here at the office don't allow the use of messenger
Mistress, but I will see if there is a way to get onto Messenger.
The times I get to see your mails are when I visit Dotty, another friend of
mine.
I will see what I can do Mistress.
angel
Jan 10, 2003
Angel,
Tell josephine ONLY if you are comfortable with doing so. Sometimes the fact
that you have a secret like this is more delicious then her knowing. I also
would never want to risk your friendship with her. The fact that you know that
my piece of paper is there next to your pussy, probably being drenched the whole
time, will be a constant reminder to you of your status. Of
course, I do know that you will be masturbating furiously well into the night.
Hopefully you still have some of the toys you bought back when and put
them to good use. And I also have heard nothing from you about my
requirement to see you, Angel. I think you will agree that it is a necessary
thing. It will also afford you the opportunity to share yourself with someone
visually, even if it is me.
I love you deeply, Angel. I wish you only secret pleasures and joy tonight!
Mistress
Jan 10, 2003
Mistress,
I don't have a camera, but I imagine that Sxxxx has a digital one. She has most
techno gadgets - I know she has a PDA and a wap phone, so she will probably have
a Camera. I will ask her when I next see her.
As for josephine, I don't know what her reaction might be, but she was perfectly
cool when I told her I was gay. She had been badgering me about why I don't
have a boyfriend when we had had a little too much wine one night, and she was
fine with it. She even told me that one of her longest standing friends was
openly bi.
I don't think it would be as hard to tell her as it would be anyone else.
That's not to say that it would be easy. But if I did, then I'm sure I would
have some sort of relief, that someone else knows. But I am all confused now
... lol Anyway. for now I will just do as you say and just hold the paper there
and not tell her.
angel x
Jan 10, 2003
Mistress,
I am confused now. Do you want me to tell her Mistress? And should I show her
your note?
I am sorry about chat, but I have tried here before and the proxy server does
not allow chat.
I am sorry Mistress, Forgive me
angel
Jan 10, 2003
Mistress Sasha,
It's probably easier for me not to tell her then Mistress.
It feels good Mistress, to have felt excited again.
angel
Jan 10, 2003
Dos it feel good enough to go to the ladies room and to run your pretty fingers
through your pubes until you cum for me, Angel?
Jan 10, 2003
Yes Mistress, It did. lol
x
Jan 10, 2003
I am so glad it did, mon cher. I do think that we need to modify your daily
office schedule so that you are masturbating quite frequently for your Mistress.
I think that the following masturbation schedule is
good:
- Right after you arrive at work
- In mid morning when all the vanillas take their
coffee break.
- Right after your lunch
- And again in the mid afternoon.
And of course, your off work hours belong to me as well.
Please also list for me the sexually related toys you still possess. Please
include things like clothespins for your lovely nipples and vaginal lips. With
a camera, you will be demonstrating your abilities to use them for me.
Mistress
Jan 10, 2003
I will keep to the masturbation schedule you have described Mistress. And - as
for my time away from work, of course it is yours.
As for 'toys', I am afraid the only thing I still have is the small vibrator.
It was the only thing I thought I might still need. Sorry Mistress
angel
Jan 10, 2003
Well, I am off in 5 minutes. I will maybe pop around to Xxxxxx's at the weekend
if she is there.
Have a good weekend Mistress.
angel
Jan 12, 2003
Dearest angel,
I am writing you Sunday so that you will read me first thing Monday. I hope
your weekend went wonderfully and I hope to hear all about it. Especially your
dinner with josephine.
I do need to know if you were able to secure the use of a camera, my dear. If
you need to borrow one, I would be happy to write a letter to the owner
explaining why you need it. I do need to see those pictures of you before I
have you shave yourself. Having both before and after is important.
As we talked about before, we need to adjust your daily regimen so as to include
both myself and your submission as an integral part of it. Therefore, you will
need to acquire the following items:
1. A small butt plug. This will become your best friend as you will be wearing
it 24 hours a day removing it only once a day for bowel movements.
2. A larger sized vibrator. Please don't be shy and pick a size that
intimidates your sensibilities. You must have something to aspire to.
3. A clitoral vibrator of the type that has elastic straps that go around your
thighs. It has a small wired controller that can be carried in a pocket and it
can be worn all day.
4. 4 nipple clips with metal teeth sheathed with rubber that have weights
attached to the end of the clips.
These will do for starters.
You will, of course, be packing away your panties into a back closet sealed in a
plastic bag. I will want you to urinate on the pile before sealing them away so
as to eliminate temptation to pull out a pair and wear them. You will keep
aside 7 pairs of old cotton panties to wear when it is your time of the month.
On the front of each pair you will write the day, i.e. Monday, Tuesday, etc.,
and on the rear of each you will write the word "unclean". All writing will be
done in black magic marker.
You will sleep totally nude except when it is your period. You will wear the
butt plug 24/7 except to remove it at 6 p.m. to move your bowels. When you
remove the butt plug to do so, you will wipe off the end and hold the plug in
your teeth while you void yourself, reinserting it promptly thereafter.
In your home, you will always be naked from the waist down. In the mornings,
you will put on your skirt, dress, or pants right before you leave, and in the
evenings you will strip as quickly as you can.
You already have your masturbation schedule for work. At the home, it will be as
follows:
1. In the shower right after you have shaved yourself daily. (After I have
seen you before you have shaved that first time)
2. In your kitchen right before you finish dressing to leave for work.
3. In the evenings, in your foyer right after you strip for me when you arrive
home.
4. And twice after you have turned out the lights and retired to bed.
Add these to the schedule I gave you Friday. And of
course this schedule might be supplanted by other "activities" we decide for
you. We will also incorporate the use of the above toys into your schedules
after you have acquired them.
This will start you off nicely, angel. Of course you and I will be expanding on
it over time. Hopefully reading it has made you desire to run off to the
ladies room to alleviate the sexual tension that is filling you to overflowing
at the moment. I know that this is all what you desire to complete your life. I
told you before that I love you enough to control your every waking moment and
to totally dominate your sexuality.
I can't wait to hear about you and josephine. If you were able to talk with her
and she was open to our relationship I would love to try to enlist her help
to at least ensure your compliance with my requirements. In a perfect world I
would eventually have her flogging your bottom for me so that I may see it in
stripes.
Immerse yourself mentally in all the possibilities, mon cher.
Your Loving Mistress
Jan 13, 2003
Mistress
I have read your mail. Thank you.
I will, of course, from now follow your schedule of masturbation, and will try
to get out and find somewhere where I might buy the things you ordered.
As for josephine, I had a lovely time on Friday night, and again, we went our
together shopping on Saturday. We must have had almost 2 bottles of wine
between us on Friday, and were both a little tipsy. We talked quite alot about
Jackie, josephine's bi friend. Jo admitted that Jackie has approached her
sexually, and if she fancied her she might have gone ahead, but although jackie
is a dear friend she just cant think of her sexually. Apparently Jackie is a
'bit butch' and not at all attractive, though she has a heart of
gold. Anyway, conversation went on to whether I have 'anyone' at the moment,
and I told her about you. Well, actually Mistress, I lied a little. I told her
that you and I were mailing each other, but that we used to live together when
we were In Lugano - Sorry Miss, it just came out that way. She asked about you
and me, and I told her it was a 'special' relationship, and she badgered me over
it and eventually I told her that I was your sub and you my Domme. She just
kept saying 'how exciting', and ever after that she called me 'Stephie the sub',
like when she asked me for a drink or whatever.
I am sorry Miss, but I didn't show her your note. I had been to her bathroom
half way through the evening, and masturbated myself (thinking about Jackie to
be honest) and the note was in a real mess.
We went out shopping together on Saturday, but didn't buy a thing. We just did
lots of looking, and drank copious amounts of coffee - we needed it after the
wine, lol.
I have to go now to meet some new salesgirls.
Will write more later.
angel x
Jan 13, 2003
Angel,
I am so glad you had a wonderful time with josephine. I can only imagine how
excited you were. From the way you related it it seems like she is a very
understanding person who is intrigued by both your preference for girls and also
your willingness to put yourself into someone else's hands and submit to their
whim. I do feel that the vast majority of women are fascinated by both to some
degree. We are all always checking each other out so it is obvious we have more
of a physical interest in our own sex. I believe that all women are bisexual if
only the right person presents herself to them. Who knows? You may be that
right person for her.
I also feel that her interest in your submission, especially evidenced by
calling you "stephanie the sub" for the balance of the evening, shows that she
respects that you are willing to subject yourself to the desires of another and
also in that you are willing to let yourself be controlled. Like I said, most
women dream of doing this at some point I guarantee she has been thinking about
not only her being as you but also her controlling someone as
willing as you.
The way I personally would play this with her would be to question her if she
only calls you 'stephanie" in the near future. If she calls you "stephanie the
sub" as if your name has changed then you have her definite thoughts and
interest. If she doesn't call you that again, innocently ask her why she
dropped "the sub" off of the end of it. After all, it is what you are and you
enjoy that she should call you that. If she does want to call you that then she
is ripe to be taken a little further. I would then approach her
innocently about how to use your digital camera and also to help you take some
pictures of yourself. This would be an excellent way to help bring her along if
she shows a willingness to be lead. It is safe because you two would not be
doing anything of your own ideas. The pictures aren't your idea. They are
mine. You are doing it for me. She is only helping. She'll feel safe in that
you don't have any overt (to her knowledge) designs on her and she will probably
be flattered that you trust her enough to ask her to
help.
Did you like everything else in my letter, angel? Is your precious body
adjusting well to all the attention you are giving it know? Was it the
attention that it needed, my angel? Does your pussy need to be taken to
the ladies room and played with right now? Do your fingers need to be licked
clean afterwards?
Mistress
Jan 13, 2003
Mistress
I just received a mail from Jo, she has invited me to eat there again tonight.
I told her on Saturday that I would be working late tonight, and she invited me
to come up and she will warm something up for me. She has done that before for
me, when I have worked late, so its not especially because of Friday. We have a
sort of arrangement. You see she hates washing up, so she prepares things and I
do all the washing up and putting away. lol. So she has method you see. I
presume its ok for me to go Mistress?
The other thing she mentioned was that they called for me yesterday. Jackie was
visiting her, and she wanted us to meet, actually - what she said was she wanted
me to see why she didn't fancy Jackie.
They must have called when I went out for a walk. I like going for walks. Even
in this cold weather. Its great to stroll around and think sometimes.
There is one other thing I want to tell you about. Tomorrow I am going to be
working in what we call the warehouse (its not just a warehouse though, it has
mock shops, counters, and display stands for prototyping). Previously, JXxxxx
has told me that she has been into Hotmail Messenger from their PCs,
apparently they don't go through the mail servers. Anyway, I will try.
I like going over there, Its all open, and there is a very pretty girl who works
in the office space, she is really the receptionist, but she really runs the
place.
I will check in later to see if you have written
Mistress.
angel x
Jan 13, 2003
Mistress,
As soon as I had read your mails I did go to the ladies room, and I did
masturbate myself and I did lick my fingers clean as you suggested Mistress.
I will presume that I should go to josephine's flat this evening, and I will ask
her about calling me Stephie the sub. In the mail she didn't mention it, but I
will see what she says this evening.
Mistress, ... If she asks about you, and you and I, what do I tell her? I mean,
how much should I tell her? I know I will bring up the topic of her taking
photos of me for you, but do I tell her about the spanking, the nudity, the fact
that you have had me visit other women? About my acceptance of pain and bondage?
Or is this all too much initially? I really don't know. When we talked on
Friday it was all fueled with wine, so, although she was interested and kept
asking me if I was joking, I don't know how far to go this time. I don't
suppose that we will be having wine this time, not in the week.
I will wait to hear from you Mistress, and failing hearing from you I will keep
things fairly vanilla, as that's what you seemed to be suggesting in your last
mail.
angel xxx
Jan 13, 2003
Of course you should go tonight, angel. After all, she is your friend. Inquire
as to what she calls you only if she doesn't call you a sub anymore. Should she
ask if you are serious, tell her of course. You may tell her whatever you deem
prudent about me. Perhaps if she shows an interest you might relate to her some
of your adventures with Mme. Martine. As far
as what josephine is to do, use your conversations to test the waters with her
to gauge her interest. If she is interested and presses you for more
information or stories, then you know you might have more from her
in time. As far as her and her bi friend go, this is a tough nut to crack.
There are so many scenarios it is kind of tough to give you advice. josephine
did tell you that while she has no problems with girl/girl sex, she
declined to do so with her friend Jackie. This should tell you that if
josephine were interested, Jackie was not the right person for her to experience
it with.
Of course this leaves the door open for you to walk through if invited. If
Jackie is sort of butch like you said and josephine is trying to get you two to
meet, then you might have to make a decision eventually which of them you desire
more. jackie is probably a sure thing. And she is probably Domme if she
actually is a little butch. But of course you might prefer the attentions of a
good friend like josephine. Knowing, of course, that no one is sure what might
come of her or where your relationship is headed. You wouldn't want to show too
much interest in Jackie if your preference is josephine. josephine seeing an
interest in Jackie might totally stop thinking about the possibilities with you
or might actually get jealous. The key to remember is that josephine wasn't
interested/turned on enough by Jackie to do anything that you know of. So if
you make it with Jackie and maybe possibly with josephine in the future it might
cause problems. It would be oh so easy if they were a lesbian couple, wouldn't
it, mon cher? If josephine, tonight, brings up Jackie alot then she is probably
trying to set you two up together.
You might let her know based on your feelings about her reactions to what you
have told her, that you have other interests in other more special, people. And
because you are shy you were contemplating asking her to help you out in a few
matters for your Mistress. Keep in mind that she may write me at any time and I
would be happy to tell her more about life and things.
I trust you as much as I love you, angel. Look before you leap. Have fun
tonight. I know that josephine being able to look deeply into the book that is
your thoughts, feelings, and desires turns you on to no end.
Maybe something below your waist needs more attention?
Your Loving Mistress
Jan 13, 2003
Mistress
I have never met Jackie. josephine described her as being a bit butch, and as I
think about it, it was a very friendly put down. I know that she and Jackie
have been friends for a long time, but I just got the feeling that she was aware
of her friends lack of physical attractiveness. There are two options really I
guess - Either that she wants me to meet Jackie, or that she wants Jackie to
meet me - They are different scenarios aren't they? I wonder????
Anyway, I don't suppose that Jackie will be there tonight so I don't suppose it
matters. I might actually ask Jo why she tried to have Jackie and I meet. The
idea of Jackie is a turn on, you know, the way Jo describes her, but I know that
the reality of meeting someone is so often different from the self
created fantasy.
I have a session in a few minutes, then I will check my mail before I leave
later Mistress. Do you want to know something pathetic ... I have already
started thinking of what I should wear when I go up to Jo's this evening,
though I know I will probably just keep my work clothes on. I always have when
I have gone up from work before - except on Fridays. Then I would normally
change.
I know I have not met Jackie yet, so its difficult to even start to compare
between her and Jo, but I do like Jo, and the idea of slaving for her is so very
exciting.
angel xxxx
jan 13, 2003
Mistress,
Well, I am off now Mistress.
I shall think of you this evening, and hopefully we will chat in the morning. I
wont be able to be online all of the time, but I will log in from time to time.
angel x
Jan 14, 2003
Mistress
I had a really great night last night. josephine was just wonderful, but
probably more to me than in actual fact.
She had a glass of wine waiting for me when I got in at 8:00, and I didn't
change, I went straight up to their flat. We both sat and talked about our days
while we drank the wine and she put the leftover pasta from her and allison's
dinner in the microwave for me. After I'd eaten, josephine said "so now its time
to put you to work", and she bodily steered me to the kitchen, with my plate in
my hand, and she stood me in front of the sink and turned me around and tied an
apron around my waist. There was quite a pile of
washing up and while I was doing it, she sat on a stool, drinking wine and just
watching me, then, when I was almost done she stood beside me and put her arm
around my back and rested her hand on my hip. She was just telling me that I
did a good job, or something like that, and just then allison (her daughter)
came in, and josephine didn't let go of me. She just held my hips and turned me
towards allison and Jo told allison that they didn't need to get a dishwasher
now because they have me, and allison just wanted to know if they could get a
computer instead. Actually, what she came in for was to tell her mom that she
needed a shirt for school tomorrow, and josephine said, well, maybe we can get
Stephie to put a wash on, I said "OK if you want" (or something like that) and -
well, anyway, allison just said "Brilliant", and josephine showed me to the
bathroom, and the washing basket, and she told me to get a whites
and undies wash. I felt so naughty sorting out their undies while josephine
watched me. I even laid them out carefully on the pile.
Anyway, I did put the wash on, and josephine took off my apron, and told me to
get another glass of wine for both of us, and we sat in the kitchen on the
stools, and talked. I asked her why she had wanted me to meet Jackie, and
apparently it was Jackie who wanted to meet me. Jo had told her about what I'd
told Jo on Friday, about being sub, and Jackie was fascinated. Jo asked me if I
wanted to meet Jackie, and I said I would if she (Jo) wanted me to. and she
said "I'll see".
Mistress, Im sorry but I forgot about asking her to call me sub, but at one
point she did pat me on my bottom, just a friendly pat, when I filled her glass
one time, and when I left she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek, something
she only usually does when she has had too much to drink (which she hadn't last
night).
Anyway Mistress, it was a lovely night, even the washing up. lol
Hannah, the girl I told you about, is here this morning. You know, the
receptionist. She is fascinating. She is a punk, well, almost, with a ring
in her lip, three in each ear, a crop top and low waist jeans, and she still
looks so wonderful.
I will look in Yahoo Messenger every now and then. I have tried it and it does
work, and I saw your messages from Friday.
angel
Messenger Chat with Angel later that day
Sasha: Angel?
angel: Mistress
angel: my Mistress xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sasha: My love......
angel: I was so afraid you might not be able to be online today
Sasha: I would have moved heaven and earth to do so for you, mon cher.
angel: thank you Mistress
angel: Hannah has been so sweet, she has sensed I was anxious about something
Sasha: It would appear from your letter that josephine has relegated you to Maid
status
Sasha: You ought to tell her that you are seriously contemplating getting your
lip pierced. But not the one she did......
angel: yes, in a way I suppose she has
angel: tell Hannah?
Sasha: sure! Lol!
angel: oh, you are kidding
angel: lol
angel: She may have others done too for all I know
Sasha: Not particularly but that is down the road. At least she can tell you
wear to get it done
angel: yes she could
Sasha: And how do you feel about what happened with Jo?
angel: I loved it Mistress, it was good as a start wasn't it?
angel: I thought you would be pleased
Sasha: yes it was. Were allison not there, I would imagine you could wear the
outfit
angel: what outfit?
Sasha: french maid's
angel: oh, yes
angel: actually, Jo shocked me with allison
angel: I thought she would back away when she came in
angel: but she didn't
Sasha: Jo is testing the waters with you.
angel: Yes, I guess she is
Sasha: she will be more than happy enough to photograph you.
angel: Yes, I think so
angel: she does like me
Sasha: if she didn't have an interest, she wouldn't have taken those liberties
with you.
angel: no, I know
Sasha: and I know you would love to shave in front of her
angel: and I am not sure she wants me to meet jackie
Sasha: you think she has changed her mind after seeing how good you were last
night?
angel: I don't know, but she wasn't certain about introducing us
angel: she said we would have to see
angel: I told her she could introduce me if she wanted to
angel: she just said we'll see
Sasha: To me, it appears that Jo has an interest in you. I would guess that she
was trying to introduce Jackie into the scene mostly to enlist her help because
she doesn't really know what to do with a woman.
angel: yes, Maybe
Sasha: Jo doesn't know, and maybe she should, that I am more than willing to
give her all the help and advice she needs
angel: Good
Sasha: if you put her in contact with me.
angel: I would like that
Sasha: would she?
angel: I don't know that she has a mail address
angel: I don't know it if she does
angel: Yes, I think so
angel: As I told you, She was fascinated at the idea of me having a Mistress
Sasha: Is Jo British, Swiss, french, or what?
angel: British
angel: english to be exact
angel: I am in England now
angel: didn't you know?
Sasha: Never was sure. It certainly helps that she can understand everything
better than Mme. Martine
angel: yes, lol
angel: I sometimes had troubles with them
angel: my french just isn't that good
Sasha: Understand
Sasha: So how long are you back home?
angel: as long as I want
angel: I have rented the flat for 6 months initially
Sasha: Gotcha. I guess I still had you in Switzerland
angel: no, not for a while now
Sasha: understand.
angel: I went back for xmas
Sasha: What are you wearing today?
angel: shirt, black knee length skirt and panties
Sasha: what kind of panties. Angel?
angel: ordinary cotton ones Miss
angel: high thigh though
Sasha: color?
angel: blue I think
angel: lol
Sasha: and you have not shaved yet?
angel: no Miss
angel: not until I have the pic for you Miss
Sasha: good. Let it grow until such time as I can see it and then see it
shaved.
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: do you have a private office?
angel: no, its all one big room Mistress
angel: Hannah is the only one here though
Sasha: all right
angel: and she is in the bathroom just now
Sasha: good. Remove your panties.
angel: but she will be out in a minute
angel: yes Miss
Sasha: then do it quickly
angel: they are off Miss
Sasha: after they are off, put them between your legs and slowly push them into
your pussy
angel: they are pastel blue
angel: yes Miss
Sasha: they will be a wet pastel blue in a minute
angel: yes Miss they will
Sasha: after you have inserted them, leave them there to soak.
angel: they are in my pussy miss
Sasha: good girl
angel: Thank you Mistress
angel: x
angel: Oh I have missed you
Sasha: and i know you managed to massage your clitoris a bit while you were
doing it.,
Sasha: and I you, Angel.
angel: yes Mistress I did
angel: Hannah is back Mistress
angel: just to let you know
Sasha: massage it enough to send a few shivers up your pretty spine?
angel: more than a few Miss
Sasha: I know how much you want to walk up to her and lift your skirt up to your
waist.........
angel: oh yes Miss
Sasha: if you only knew how she would react............
angel: i know
Sasha: Tsk, tsk. So shy, mon cher.
angel: i wish i knew
Sasha: She might scream out an alarm!
angel: i have a confession Miss
Sasha: or she might bend you over her desk and spank you with a
ruler...............until your bottom is red.
angel: I have thought in the past, when we were here alone, of spilling my
coffee
angel: if only she would Miss
angel: that would be heaven
Sasha: then spill your coffee, mon cher
angel: lol, I don't have any at the moment Miss, but anyway, it was only a
fantasy Mistress
Sasha: or ask her privately if she has anything else pierced that can't be
seen........
Sasha: start a conversation that a friend of your desires that you get a
piercing or two.
angel: now Miss?
Sasha: how strongly do you desire to do so?
Sasha: and then are you willing to get a piercing?
angel: Mistress - she has just gone to get us a coffee, lol
angel: I do desire her Mistress
angel: I confess
Sasha: then you might wish to start a conversation when she returns with yours
angel: but I am scared of piercings
Sasha: and I know then you will be willing to get yourself pierced. For me, for
and with her, and for Jo.
Sasha: And most importantly for yourself......
angel: yes Mistress
angel: yes Miss
Sasha: She will tell you the following. It is just a pinch, Angel. And your
clitoral hood is the same sort of tissue that is in your mouth. When you bite
the inside of your mouth, you know how quickly it heals.
Sasha: and then you will never wish to take an elevator again.
angel: lol
angel: yes, I will talk to her about it after you have gone Mistress
Sasha: good girl.
Sasha: Pinch your nipples for me. They need the attention. i can feel them
calling to me
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: do it hard and hold the pinch
angel: oh Mistress
Sasha: twist, angel.
Sasha: and release
angel: Mistress, Hannah came back while I was pinching
angel: she saw me
angel: she smiled
Sasha: good
Sasha: since you are back in the U.K., you must avail yourself of all the BDSM
shops there.
angel: i started typing quickly into a word document, absolute rubbish all of it
angel: Yes Miss
Sasha: I need for you to acquire those objects I mentioned in my letter
Sasha: and quickly.
angel: Yes Miss, I remember, I will go out at the weekend
Sasha: And I also know that there is a wire bra available that you would look
good in.
angel: a wire bra??????
Sasha: yes. And the ends of the wires are pointed inwards.
angel: ohhh
angel: I will look
Sasha: you need the constant stimulation, Angel. With a little pain and pinches
mixed in.
Sasha: you will have to avail yourself of the better underground shops.
angel: Yes I do Mistress, oh yes I do
angel: perhaps I need to go to London, XXXXXXXX is too small
Sasha: yes you will.
Sasha: Maybe Jo would like to go with you. Or even Hannah
angel: maybe
angel: it would be nicer to go with someone
angel: i hate going into those places on my own
Sasha: would you like to call Hannah over and ask her about hr piercings now?
angel: if you wish Miss
Sasha: I think we both wish, Angel.
angel: gosh Im nervous
angel: im tingling Miss
Sasha: you are asking only an innocent question.
angel: Yes I know
Sasha: and it is good to tingle. reminds you that you are alive.
angel: should I keep this open, so that she knows its you asking if she sees it?
Sasha: yes, Angel.
angel: She is just sitting there reading at the moment
angel: and if she sees, do I call you Miss?
Sasha: Whatever makes you most comfortable.
angel: I don't know
angel: I want her to know, in a way, I do
Sasha: base what you call me on how receptive she is to the questions and her
answers
angel: ok, how do I clear the screen?
Sasha: just minimize the size of the box.
angel: ok
angel: Ill call her over
Sasha: good.
angel: Apparently, hannah did have her nipples pierced but she has let them heal
over
angel: she is here with me now
Sasha: Very interesting. Nipple piercings are painful
angel: uncomfortable in her bra too
Sasha: and take time to heal
angel: and you are right, hannah agrees
Sasha: surprised she is wearing one.
Sasha: how long ago did you have it done, Hannah?
angel: bout 2 years ago
Sasha: why did you let them close?
angel: i only kept them in for about 4 months
angel: just a pain
Sasha: what gauge were the holes?
angel: had one in my nose too
angel: cant remember
Sasha: the nose piercings are easy but a little too visible at times.
angel: i don't mind that
angel: lol
Sasha: I keep telling Stephanie she needs a piercing.
angel: scared people
Sasha: good girl!
angel: she said
angel: a private piercing she said
Sasha: she just needs someone to go with her to bolster her courage and make
sure she doesn't bolt out the door.
angel: wouldn't suit her to have a nose ring lol
Sasha: rather private.
Sasha: she is definitely not the type for the nose.
angel: how private?????????????????????
Sasha: a hood piercing.
angel: wow
angel: private
Sasha: not so much a wow, my dear. Definitely a lot easier and less painful
than nipples.
angel: so u say
Sasha: and more beneficial to the individual.
Sasha: One may acquire piercings for decoration to impress others or to provide
joy to one's self.
angel: sorry we was talking here
angel: i got mine to scare people
angel: lol
Sasha: that's o.k.
Sasha: i know. Steph is not the type to scare or intimidate anyone. In fact
the thought of getting one scares and intimidates her though she knows how much
she will like it.
angel: she says i should ask u if u 2 are an item???????
angel: i asked her
Sasha: Lol! We are. Is that all right with you?
angel: fine
angel: np
Sasha: o.k. Did not know where your preferences lie
angel: oh im easy
Sasha: Hmmmmmm. Should I ask you to elaborate on one of those
words............?
angel: which 1
Sasha: easy
angel: its ok with me, we all done some petting haven't we
angel: quite fancied a girl once too
Sasha: the vast majority of us have
angel: guess so
Sasha: You did? Did she know of your fancy?
angel: no way
Sasha: lol! Shy?
angel: no, thimble brain
Sasha: LMAO
angel: pretty, but thick as shit
Sasha: Well, was it her brain you fancied, hannah?
angel: rofl
Sasha: what was it?
angel: she was just fine all over
angel: slim, brown skinned, pretty
Sasha: very, very nice.
angel: now she's got 3 kids!!!!!!!!! loser
Sasha: I feel the same about our Stephanie. Except that she is smart as a whip.
Sasha: well, she probably is not so fine now that she has foaled three times!
angel: nope
angel: missed my chance eh?
Sasha: bellies and certain muscles just never recover.
Sasha: chances are always what you make of them, my dear.
angel: yep
Sasha: they are always there waiting
Sasha: waiting to be taken.
angel: Stephs gone to the bathroom
angel: didn't guess she was gay
Sasha: Angel can't hold her coffee?
angel: angel?
angel: pretty
Sasha: pet name for her
angel: nice
Sasha: how do you feel about her now that you know?
angel: fine
angel: np really
angel: hate the mundane
Sasha: not surprised?
angel: a bit i guess
angel: did you mind me asking?
Sasha: ask anything
angel: i meant did you mind me asking if you were together
Sasha: no problems
Sasha: Angel is a most sensuous, obedient young lady.
angel: k
angel: she's nice
Sasha: more than nice
angel: yes, she is nicer than most of the ones you meet
Sasha: yes. I am working on totally unlocking the tiger that lies just beneath
her surface.
angel: you older than her then?
Sasha: yes
angel: k
Sasha: and she is so wonderful to bring along also.
Sasha: very pliable and willing to please.
angel: sounds like your training her - obedient, pliable
Sasha: would it bother you if I were?
angel: she new to gay then?
angel: no
angel: if you rescued her from a guy its all well
Sasha: No. But she is in need of someone to sort through the huge rings of keys
to unlock the proper doors for her.
angel: ?? too deep for me
angel: angel is back
Sasha: lol! She needs only direction and someone to do things for.
Sasha: she is? Good. Want proof of her obedience and pliability?
angel: go on then
Sasha: is she looking at the screen?
angel: y
Sasha: Angel, lift your skirt to your waist for Hannah, please.
angel: excellent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sasha: Angel. Hold your skirt up and pirouette for Hannah
Sasha: Hannah. Is she without panties?
angel: naked assed
angel: you are into bdsm then????
angel: gets better and better
Sasha: angel. Show Hannah your panties!
Sasha: yes I am.
angel: Mistress I left them in the bathroom, sorry.
Sasha: retrieve them, Angel.
angel: i can go away if u want to play with her for a bit
Sasha: What do you think of stephanie now, Hannah?
angel: excellent!
Sasha: are you into BDSM, hannah?
angel: my kind of girl
angel: some
Sasha: does she excite you?
angel: with guys tho, you know
Sasha: understand
angel: well, i aint as cold as i was when i came over here
angel: lololol
Sasha: Good answer.
angel: she's back
Sasha: Isn't her bottom worthy of a good spanking?
angel: her knicks are wet
Sasha: tell her why they are wet, angel.
angel: probably
Sasha: tell Hannah where they were hiding
angel: she told me she stuffed em in her cunt
Sasha: quite so.
angel: magic
angel: this is some afternoon
Sasha: she ought to have them in her mouth now, don't you think?
Sasha: yes it is, isn't it?
angel: she has gone to answer the phone Miss
angel: omg Miss
Sasha: she is quite the good girl, don't you think?
angel: she is lovely isn't she
angel: I knew you would like her
Sasha: and now you like her so much more
angel: yes Mistress
angel: oh Mistress,
Sasha: and I know that you are about as wet as you can be right now.
angel: i am
angel: every inch of me is tingling Miss
Sasha: and how did you feel with her looking at you?
angel: i felt degraded and wonderful Miss
angel: just so wonderful, and shocked
Sasha: good. As it should be
angel: yes Miss
Sasha: when she gets off the phone, call her back.
angel: i am back sasha
angel: nice name btw
Sasha: hello, Hannah
Sasha: Thank my mother
angel: lol
angel: ok when i next see her i will
Sasha: lol!
Sasha: and what do you wear to the office, hannah?
angel: whatever i want
angel: nobody cares in the warehouse
Sasha: lucky you. Angel wears whatever I want.
angel: nice
Sasha: so, Hannah, where do your experiences with BDSM lie? As a Domme or a
sub?
angel: both really
angel: depends who im with, you know
angel: just games
Sasha: what kind of games?
angel: this is about u 2 not me
Sasha: I understand. Just inquiring
angel: ok
angel: np
angel: you live together then?
Sasha: I have been both before with men also.
Sasha: No, we don't were it only that we could.
angel: k
angel: shame, i was thinking about poppin round to say hi
Sasha: really? That would be interesting
angel: lol
Sasha: I am also full of pointers on how you can control the opposite sex. If
they are worth controlling
angel: well it works on angel here
Sasha: you like that about her?
angel: its cool
Sasha: well, I am tempted to ask you to redden her bottom a bit.
angel: I know she is no wimp, I've seen her talk down some of the buyers here
angel: so she does it by choice, and that's cool
angel: u want me to spank her?
Sasha: I love that about her. So hard and professional on the outside and soft
and yielding on the inside.
Sasha: what is your choice or objects with which to spank her?
angel: she's nice, don't get me wrong
Sasha: ruler, hairbrush, hands?
angel: hand sounds best
Sasha: Well, I think it would only be proper if Angel got onto her knees and
begged you to do so, don't you?
angel: k
Sasha: beg hannah, Angel. beg her to spank you.
angel: i told her i would if she took her skirt off first
angel: lol
Sasha: is she begging?
angel: she did
angel: nice
Sasha: do you feel that she really wants you to do it?
angel: in her eyes she does
Sasha: and does that make you wish to do it to her all the more?
angel: the truth ... makes me want to kiss her
Sasha: please do so then, hannah
angel: she cant see the screen, don't tell her i said that
Sasha: you tell her by your actions.
angel: really?????????????????
Sasha: you may do so.
Sasha: kiss her forcefully.
Sasha: she needs to know who is in charge
angel: k
angel: omgggggg
Sasha: how was is, my dear?
angel: she is just so neat
Sasha: are you brave enough to check to see how excited angel is, hannah?
Sasha: you'll be surprised!
angel: her nips are standing high
angel: i can see that
Sasha: want to use a finger as a dipstick? Check her oil level?
angel: just have her show me
angel: no
Sasha: Angel, spread and show hannah how wet you are.
angel: ill tell her to get up and read the screen and u tell her to strip
angel: ok?
Sasha: please do.
angel: .
angel: .
angel: .
angel: .
angel: .
angel: .
angel: .
Sasha: Angel. You need to remove your skirt for hannah at this time.
angel: and ...
Sasha: and then show her how wet you have become.
angel: i told her to take off her shirt 2
Sasha: all right.
Sasha: as long as you two are totally alone
Sasha: What do you think, hannah?
angel: naked wet angel here in my warehouse
angel: just fine
Sasha: is she about as excited as you could possibly imagine?
angel: i guess so
angel: pretty little slut isn't she
Sasha: take credit for it, my dear. This scenario and your being there has done
all this to her
Sasha: yes she is.
angel: she fancies me?
Sasha: I wish you had a camera there so you could show how she looks right now.
angel: oh yeah
Sasha: she fancies you if you would let her, Hannah
angel: you meeting with her tonight?
Sasha: Regretfully not.
angel: can i take her out then?
Sasha: Where would you wish to take her, hannah?
angel: just a pub maybe
angel: where ever
Sasha: You have my permission. I would gather that you fancy Angel more than
you are ready to admit.
angel: maybe
angel: we gotta go soon, i close at 3:00
Sasha: that is fine. All this is alot to take in at once, my dear.
Sasha: then isn't it time to spank her?
angel: yessssssssssss
Sasha: let her read this then
angel: k
Sasha: Angel, please bend over the closest desk and present your bottom for
Hannah. You reward for being such a good girl is to receive what you enjoy so
much
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: Hannah is going to spank you, Angel.
angel: thank You
Sasha: And you are going to count each stroke and thank hannah after each one.
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: Present yourself, Angel.
Sasha: hannah?
angel: y
Sasha: Angel can take a surprising amount of pain, dear. So feel free to lay
into it should you desire. Or use a rulers or the like.
angel: k
Sasha: I need to know how many strokes you give her, dear. redden her bottom
well. And should you desire to stroke of finger her during, then please feel
free to do whatever you are comfortable with.
Sasha: she'll orgasm for you quite nicely
Sasha: Proceed
angel: this is so sick, but oh yes
angel: i gave her 10
Sasha: It is not sick, hannah.
angel: sorry, went b4 u write that
Sasha: It is very loving and proper.
Sasha: do you wish her to orgasm?
angel: its
angel: we have to go, security come over any minute to lock up
angel: she's gotta get dressed
Sasha: then have her dress
angel: and i will take her out later
angel: we gotta go
angel: didn't see the time
Sasha: how badly do you want her, Hannah?
Sasha: she needs that piercing also.
Yahoo! Messenger: angel has signed out
Jan 14, 2003
Angel,
You did so very well today in your office. I am absolutely beaming with pride
over you. What you did with Hannah was perfect and is something both you and
I will remember for many lifetimes if we could. Hannah wants to take you out
tonight. She wants you more than even she is willing to admit. You are
perfect for someone like her who resides in a sexual closet. With you, she can
take everything at her pace and do whatever she desires. I can't wait to see
what adventures happen with her starting tonight.
Because you are such a perfect vision and I am so proud of you, below I am
including the entire unedited content of our chat (above) today. Read it as
often as you desire. Masturbate over it, print it out, cherish it and treasure
it for a lifetime. You are most definitely one in a million.
Your very proud Mistress
Jan 14, 2003
Mistress
I cant begin to tell you how elated I am. I took a long walk back to the office
in complete disbelief. I have had such urgings for Hannah since I first saw
her, and it grows with every time I see her. Her independence of spirit, and
she is so pretty and sexy. Most of the time I have just thought and thought of
her kissing me, not so often anything like this really, but she did kiss me, and
when I left the warehouse she kissed me again, full on the mouth, just like she
did earlier, and she hugged me so close.
Oh its just unbelievable.
She didn't say anything about tonight before I left, but we were sort of rushed
out by the security guy. Maybe she will just be waiting there when I leave
later.
Anyway, thank you Mistress. Thank you Thank you Thank you.
angel xxxxxxxxxxx
Jan 14, 2003
Angel,
Thanking me isn't necessary. Everything about you was already inside you. All
I did was to help you unlock the doors. I should be the one thanking you for
letting me into your life and letting me help the flower that is you bloom. As
satisfied as you were with memories two weeks ago, Angel, isn't living the
reality so much better? I know Hannah will be willing to photograph you. I also
know that she will take you to the proper place to get your hood pierced. Please
forward to me her email address. As Freddie Mercury once said; "It's a kind of
magic!"
Mistress
Jan 15, 2003
Mistress
Hannah didn't get in touch with me last night, but I have just got back to my
desk in the middle of the meeting, and I have a mail from her. She asks me if I
fancy her and what I fancy about her, and why, and she told me to meet her at
McDonald's in Xxxxxx this evening.
I don't have long the write just now, but when I got back last night there was a
note from josephine and she asked me to pop up if I wanted to, and when I went
up there she asked me if I wanted anything to eat, but I'd had a snack at the
office. We sat over a coffee, and just talked generally, but she did mention
Jackie a couple of times, and that she had phoned josephine about us all going
out sometime together. Also, just as I was about to go, she said to me that
she'd thought that a sub would wear more revealing clothes than I do (I was
still in my work clothes), and I didn't answer, so she said "Don't you think
so...?" and I said I suppose so, but I did say that I can hardly dress
improperly with allison about, and she said that I must have seen allison and
how she dresses sometimes, so it cant matter, and she said 'so next time maybe
you
should dress more appropriately' and again she persisted until I agreed.
I must go now, have to go back to my meeting
angel x
Jan 15, 2003
Dearest Angel,
It is quite interesting how completely one's life can change and how quickly. I
would imagine that your mind is a whirl all of a sudden with all the new
things that you are discovering almost everyday. Last week, you admired and
desired Hannah from a distance. Yesterday, you were standing nude in front
of her in your office warehouse, showing her how wet you were, right before she
spanked your bottom and kissed you passionately.
Last week, you had a straight friend named josephine. This week, this straight
friend has asked you to wear more revealing clothes in private for her. It would
seem your life is spiraling quickly in a delightful direction. Now that
everyone seems to desire you in the submissive role you relish so much, you must
come to terms with how you are to manage all these new relationships.
First off, my dear, these new friends must realize that your desires make you no
less of a person then you were before. You are still someone worthy of
their respect. Maybe more so because you are honest and forthright about your
desires, preferences, and needs.
I must insist, for your protection, that these potential playmates be made
totally aware of your relationship with myself. They must agree that I
remain on the top of the food chain here. You, of course, are at the bottom.
These friends fall in between. I would insist on being put into contact
with them so that I may give them the proper guidance regarding you. The same
way your relationship unfolded with Mme. Martine. Hannah and Jo are
novices, Angel. Remember that. You have more experience as a sub then they do
as Dommes. With my guidance, I can help them make everything a more
enjoyable, comfortable experience for all involved.
Otherwise you'll wind up bottoming from the top. That is where you are the one
giving dominant advice and ideas to your would-be Dommes in mid scene. It gets
confusing and subtracts from the enjoyment. And I seriously need for you to
acquire a camera as soon as possible. I need to see evidence of your
progress. Either of these ladies seem to be happy to be the photographer for
your adventures. And adventures you will have in plenty.
Those toys are very important as well. You will need to use them on a daily
basis and have these ladies learn to use them on you (and themselves, if they
desire) as well. But I do need for you to add an enema bag to your shopping
list. And get one that has a medium sized applicator, ribbed and flanged that
can not slip out. You'll love it when used daily. It will also be good for
your health. Hannah will be the one to take you to get that piercing on your
clitoral hood. Don't worry, whimper, or whine, Angel. It's quick, easy, and
relatively painless. And the enjoyment you'll receive afterwards
will be well worth it. Besides, how can Jo mention clothing when you hand her a
small chain leash out from under your skirt attached to your clitoral ring for
her to lead you around with?
I will also want you to write the word "Angel" in black magic marker very neatly
over your pubic line. It will look better after you have shaved. Have one of
the girls write it for you and keep it refreshed.
And also remember, Angel. Be honest with me. One of these girls might turn out
to be that relationship you have hoped and dreamed of all your life. You
secretly hope for it and I am well aware of this. I love you no less knowing
this. I actually hope and pray for nothing more than your total happiness. And
if something magical results from all this, God Bless You. I will be here for
the both of you to help lead you further into the D/s world in ways that will
make love grow even stronger and deeper. But all that is in the future, Angel.
Just realize that your best interests, both present and future, are in the
forefront of both our minds. You and I are one
mentally and always will be. The earlier and more firmly you introduce me into
these new relationships, the more apt I am to be able to stay an integral part
of your life as these relationships flourish. I was there at the beginning. I
will be there helping it grow, and I wish to be there always. The sooner these
potential lovers realize that, the more fun it will be for everyone.
I can't wait to hear about what is developing with all this.
You are the truest jewel, Angel. You do know that, don't you?
Mistress
Jan 15, 2003
Mistress
Hannah took me to a McDonald's last night and just asked me and asked me about
who and what I really was, and at first I didn't understand what she meant, then
she just asked me if I really was as submissive as I seemed, and I told her that
I was and she said she would have to test me, and so she spat out part of her
burger, from her mouth and told me to eat it. Later, she also had me touch her
thigh, and stroke it while a couple at the next table watched, then she kissed
me full on the mouth with everyone watching. For most of the time she asked me
what was the most disgusting thing I had ever done, and I said that I didn't
think I should say, I didn't want to shock her, if it would have, so I told her
she would have to ask you.
She asked me if I was a lesbian or just bi, and I told her lesbian, that I don't
go with men, and she was ok with that. At least she didn't say anything. She
has told me to call her Miss Hannah too, whenever I am with her and there is no
one from Xxxxxxxxxx (the Company we work for) there, even if we are in the
office or anywhere.
She has told me to give you her e-mail address, it is: xxxxxx@xxx.xxx. She
wants to know the most disgusting thing I have ever done, and how old you
are, please Mistress.
She said that I am a disgusting slut, but I am not sure she meant it, though she
tried to sound tough when she said it when we got out of the McDonald's,
because she asked me if I wanted to touch her pussy, and when I said that I did
want to she told me that she might let me one day if she felt like it.
I have to go now Mistress. She and her boyfriend are going to a party tonight so
she said I have the night off. I don't know if I should go to see josephine or
not, and if I do, I don't know what to wear.
I wish you were here. Thank you for your mail Mistress. I don't really think
either of these will really turn out to be a 'relationship;, but maybe
that's not what I am looking for. I will ask Hannah about a digital camera and
PC when I next see her, maybe she has one.
My darling Mistress, I know I am the bottom of the pile, and you are at the top.
And I will tell them. I know Hannah would never have done what she did if you
had not been there. I know that, and I also am old enough to know that someone
as young as her could only see me as a play thing for a while, but I accept
that. And I don't mind. I did tell Hannah that she has to ask you details about
me. I think she knows. You now have Hannah's mail address, and should you wish
to send anything to josephine, you could put it in a mail, and I Promise, I will
print it and not read it, - just please be sure to put to 'To josephine' as the
subject, I still don't know her email address, if she has one. I know they
don't have a PC at home, but I promise that I won't read anything addressed to
her, I promise. In honesty, I think she is just amused by the idea of me being
lesbian and a sub, but I am not sure she will actually do anything about it.
Oh, Mistress, I hope she does, I would love that, but I just don't know. But
then again yesterday morning I would NEVER in my life have thought that Hannah
would have kissed me and spanked me.
Well, I should go, I am in early today, the new intake start training today and
I wanted to tell you what happened before I had to start. I was hoping that I
might have more to tell you about, but I don't, sorry Mistress.
Jan 16, 2003
I had a call from josephine on my answer phone when I got back to my desk. She
is asking if I wanted to have dinner with her tonight and has asked me to call
her back. I will call her, and when I do I will ask if she has an e-mail
address. I cant just now because the girls are too close.
I will leave this mail open for now. I guess you are still in bed, - I will
write more later.
This morning, I kept thinking of how Hannah had been last night. I know she had
to get back to her boyfriend, but I had just thought and thought that I
would be with her longer than that. She was very nice, but wasn't pleased
initially with me, she called me a stupid slut for not answering her mail
properly.
She had me tell her that I fancied her, and when I said again that I admired
her, she said 'do you want to have sex with me?' In the McDonald's for anyone
to hear. I said yes, but then she told me to tell her, and when I'd said 'yes
Miss I would love to have sex with you' she became nicer to me.
Just called Jo, and told her I would love dinner, and she said that Any has a
friend around tonight so they will be busy in her bedroom. I really don't know
what to wear? I don't really have anything that revealing or anything. Some
scoop neck vests, I do have one mini, but its not that short, and that's about
all.
The new intake are all very keen, it makes a nice change. There have been so
many Companies I have worked with in XXxxx where the staff are so demoralized
at being acquired that it gets depressing. This is so different.
I will send this now.
Hope you had a good night's sleep Mistress
angel x
Jan 16, 2003
Mistress
I think I have decided what to wear this evening, if I go to josephine's. I
have a pastel blue sleeveless vest/dress, it comes to about mid thigh on me. I
usually wear it with jeans but I have worn it without, mostly on my own in the
flat, but also when Kate last stayed with me, and she didn't say anything about
it. It will be ok of allison were to see me in it anyway. I almost wish she
does, I have seen her in her skimpy disco outfits a number of times. At least
she would see that Im not a frump.
I will try it on tonight when I get in, I have other vests but they are shorter,
and I might not even be brave enough to wear the blue one. lol
Did I tell you that Jo does not have a mail address that we can use, apparently
its a shared address for all of the support staff.
You know in your mail, you wondered if one of these developments might turn into
something, well, I suppose there is a chance of that with josephine, but
really, I think for her this is just two friends having a bit of fun, not
building towards a relationship really. Just 'playing a game'. Still,
that's enough isn't it?
One quandary I have is what to say if Jo should ask me if I want to meet Jackie.
Part of me does want to, but then I wonder what Jo will think if she does come
on to me. And what should I do? It would be so much easier if they had a pc
and you could write to Jo then I wouldn't have any of the decisions. Like with
Hannah, I mean, I had thought/fantasied about spilling my coffee so that I would
have to take off my shirt or skirt for her, but I know I never would have gone
through with it. Not really. And now, I have
been naked for her!!! And in McDonald's - just looking down and seeing my hand
stroking her thigh was wonderful. I know she had jeans on, and Mistress, I
didn't actually touch against her pussy or between her legs, but it was still
wonderful. Thinking about it, I wished she had touched me too.
Mistress, I do swear to you, with my love and trust, that if you do write to me
with the subject "To josephine" I will print it immediately, without reading
it, fold it up and deliver it to her, and I will delete the original.
I don't know how she could reply, she could dictate something for me to type,,
or maybe write a reply and I could scan it, or maybe she can send mails even
though she cant receive them?
Anyway ... I should go back to work now, Lunchtime is over.
Your angel xxx
Oh, Incidentally, Hannah called me angel too, but I saw that in the chat on
Tuesday, you told her it was a pet name for me while I was in the loo. So I
suppose its all right.
x
Jan 16, 2003
Mistress
Your mail came while I was writing to you. I am afraid that I don't have any
clothes pins, but I will look on my way home, I do pass a small corner
shop/supermarket, but I am afraid that they might scare her, but you have always
known what to do before Mistress, so I will try to get them. As for my clothes.
The vest is tight.
fitting, all down my body, and if I have anything attached to my lips they will
be seen - I'm sure - so I should wear a skirt. I will look in my wardrobe,
there must be one I can wear.
You are right Mistress, I had hoped that Hannah might have taken me with her to
her bed, I didn't know that she lived with her boyfriend though, but I should
have guessed that she would not have lived alone or at home with her Mom and
Dad. But I had hoped that after Tuesday I might have - well, done more to her,
for her, with her.
I think she is about 18 to 20, so she is quite young. Actually she may be a
little older, but not much I don't think.
Mistress, if I don't get the clothes pegs, Should I just offer to show her my
name over my pussy? I have just dropped a Marker in my bag to take home with
me. Oh I wish someone else would write if for me ... But I will write it as
neatly as I can. I will be sure to say - if I do please her and not scare her
away - "My Mistress, Sasha, has told me that as I have pleased you, then you
have her permission to spank my bottom with kitchen implements such as wooden
spoons or anything as a reward for pleasing you, and i have permission to sit at
your feet for the entire evening". I will learn that exactly, as I used to
learn some things for Mme Martine. Ohhh Mistress I am so happy. and now I am
late for my next session. lol
You suggest that I will have controlled the scenario, but it is you really. And
I will know that.
angel
xxx
Jan 16, 2003
Dearest hannah,
My Angel gave me your email address so that you and I could communicate. She
also related to me your evening out.
I would hope that, from your office adventure together, that you had as good a
time as she did. I would have to say that that little scene was one of
those things that you read about in one of those stories that you can't believe
happened. Except it does sometimes. And it happened to you both. What you
wish to make of it and where you wish it to go is up to you.
I can tell a few things about you, hannah. Both from our chats and Stephanie
relating events from your meal together. She is quite taken with you, my dear.
Suffice it to say that you have been admired from afar for quite some time now.
She never would have had the courage to do any of what happened on her own
though. You are young yourself but have to really admire how huge a step
Stephanie took and exactly how much courage and guts it took to initiate. After
all, you might have screamed out or slapped her in the face, right? So alot of
respect must be shown stephanie for doing what she did even if it was at my
direction. After all, she could have lied and made up something like alot of
people do online, right?
Angel wrote to me that you had asked her yesterday what the most disgusting
thing she had ever done was. Very interesting question. I would like to take a
moment to qualify that for you. I can tell you are young and a little
inexperienced (though with alot of potential) by that question. In your own
words to me you said you like to sort of scare people. You have to realize that
what Angel does for me is not digesting to her. What she does are acts of love
and devotion designed to put her into situations that are deemed to turn her on
immensely. She thrives on the submission, the act of potential humiliation and
embarrassment, or displaying herself sexually to strangers. I have never had
her do anything "disgusting" (in the vanilla sense of the term) because I love
and respect her. She has demonstrated quite handily that she has few limits,
can take a considerable amount of pain, and is very loving and eager to please.
But love is a two way street. Just because she is a submissive does not give me
permission to abuse her like an animal or like a whore because that would
violate the tremendous amount of trust she has placed in me. I have had her do
things that might be considered harsh by many, such as presenting herself nude
to a room full of people, let them all touch her, to be punished in front of
them, and to masturbate for them all but these are not things digesting in the
traditional sense of the word.
These were exercises deemed to help angel grow within herself as a submissive
and also to excite her to levels she has never reached before. So many of the
vanillas out there have absolutely no conception of what they are missing. They
are like drugged horses, plodding through life with blinders on. By releasing
herself to me, stephanie has stepped up to a higher level both mentally and
sexually and is experiencing things that 99% of humanity will never experience
outside of dark fantasies. Quite an accomplishment,
right? And all achieved by just letting to someone that has earned your love
and trust. You must realize, dear hannah, that to become a Domme carries an
incredible amount of responsibility. Angel has placed herself, mentally and
sexually, into my hands. Once you can accept that kind of responsibility, you
would be shocked at the power that you can wield over people. In your case,
both male and female. You can be the one in control if you only desire to be
and present yourself as such. I would like to know your feelings on where you
desire this thing with yourself and Angel to go. I know that you are a novice
bisexual with strong urgings to learn more if only the right lady presents
herself. Maybe stephanie fits that bill, hmmmm? Maybe you are even more
comfortable with her because she is submissive and things and evolve at your
pace at a speed that is comfortable with you.
I have no problems with it and could really enlist your assistance if you were
willing. i do need to have some pictures taken with a digital camera of Angel
and her continued progress for me. She really needs someone to take the
pictures for her. Might you be that person? She also needs to go on a shopping
trip for some sexual toys that I require she have and use. You might want to
point her in the right direction and go with. You might be surprised how much
you learn and how much fun you'll have! What you and I did mention when you
chatted last was that Angel needs a piercing for starters. She could really use
your advice and support in getting her clitoral hood pierced with a gold ring.
If you could direct her to a place you trust to get it done, preferably with
female personnel, I would be so appreciative. Going with her would also ensure
she wouldn't chicken out. Kissing her on the lips very hard right when the
needle pierces her would be sublime for the both of you, wouldn't it?
Consider all the possibilities, my dear. I am here to offer my advice and
assistance in educating you in these matters and ensuring you both have as much
fun exploring each other as is possible.
And, since angel said you have an inquiring mind, I am 39 years old. I am 5'6",
with shoulder length strawberry blonde hair. I am 9s 2 with 36C breasts and
rather pale skin. Like you, I am bisexual, though, as I age, I have less and
less tolerance for the male gender. You and I may exchange pictures if you
desire and feel comfortable doing so.
I eagerly await a reply from you, my dear. Your thoughts and feelings are
important to me. I am really so glad you two had such a good time together.
Mistress Sasha
Jan 16, 2003
Angel,
Do make it a point to pick up spring clip clothespins on the way home. I would
prefer that they not be visible under your skirt. Of course, they should hang
down between your legs and get brushed by your thighs as you walk. How
delicious. Trust me, Angel. You are doing nothing out of the
ordinary and she should not be taken too far aback. Walking in wearing normal
clothes like I suggested will put her off stride. But she doesn't really know
what to expect, does she? It is up to you to provide that. If she opens the
door of opportunity for you to raise your dress and she her then I do want her
to see your name AND the clothespins. She did have the
option to say no, didn't she?
And being able to sit at her feet for the evening will give you the opportunity
to nuzzle her knees, won't it? Maybe even look up her dress. I also think
that, if you please her, you should also be given permission to give her a full
body massage, with oils, should she desire. If she would be more comfortable,
she may blindfold you during the massage if she doesn't wish for you to see her.
Relax, Angel. Don't let this keep you from eating. And give yourself more
credit. You are doing as I tell you, but the strength and fortitude to do so is
a quality that VERY FEW people possess. What I told Hannah about you was the
absolute truth. She should look up to you. josephine should look up to you.
And, in so many ways, I look up to you because of your courage, love and
obedience.
Mistress
Jan 16, 2003
God you are heavy!.. and I don't mean your weight. You are so deep with all
this Ds stuff, but i do know that its a serious thing when you get into it. I've
looked at a few sites and these people are really intense.
U asked so much in your mail i don't know where to start.
First off I am only bisexual in thought and some fantasies, lol, and i don't see
me becoming a lesbian in this lifetime, so lets get that str8.
BUT ..............it does turn me on when you say and she has told me too, that
angel fancies me. and i really do like her too, she's pretty and she doesn't
have a foul body as i have seen !!!!!!!!!! a bit boyish even but the best thing
about her is how she is, so cool when she is a suit and so magic when she is a
sub. like an alter ego thing, steph the anal and angel the slutty sub. and she
is so submissive by choice. that's what gets me, its her choice. that's what
makes it exciting and disgusting. ohhh and i dooooooooo like kissing her. yummy.
oh, and don't get a hang up on me saying disgusting, its just a word, maybe i
should say interesting or exciting, but i don't get a hang up when dweebs say my
lip ring is disgusting, its a buzz. disgusting is a compliment, ok??????????
;)
i love what u have had her do, but i have a few questions - does she pleasure
women too? you know, with her mouth or whatever? cos i have to admit that I've
thought about maybe she could please me sometime? she as good as told me she
wants to.
as for the shopping, sure i will be there with her, maybe have her test out a
few things, and i know just the place in portsmouth. there's a few gay/lesbian
shops down there, clubs too, maybe she might want to go to one? or should i say
maybe you might want her to go to one.
I've told her to call me Miss Hannah btw. do you want me to call u Mistress
Sasha?????? Sounds cool, if u call me Miss Hannah, respect for respect eh?
i called her a slut the other night, i guess she told u, but that is a
compliment too, it don't mean i don't respect her, i do, both of her, the Steph
and the angel, but for diff reasons of course, rofl. :)
i cant see her tonight but i will call her, maybe she can bring her camera in to
the warehouse tomorrow. do u have any poses in mind??? something disgusting?
(compliment remember lol)
u know something? i don't know you are being completely honest with me???????? i
just read your mail again and what u had her do is not at all disgusting, after
how she was in the warehouse the other day i expected more. oh don't get me
wrong, what she did ( and will do again !! :) !!) was cool and i wish id been
there, but there must be more? if you have someone like her about???
thought id just tell u that i haven't told barry about all this and i don't know
that i will. 1st off he would explode in cum as soon as i started to tell him i
kissed a girl and 2nd cos he would want to take over, and this is MINE - well
yours, lol
as you told me i should tell you. i am nearly 20, next month so don't forget -
birthday greeting and bottle of wine. i am 5'6, a bit plump in places, size 10
or 12, bra 34b, haven't a clue how much i weigh. u know about the rings, the
only other surprise is a small tat on my shoulder. a dolphin (a bit dweeby eh?).
k. that's it.
kisses Mistress Sasha
Miss Hannah
Jan 16, 2003
Glad to hear back from you, my dear. Now that we have a better understanding of
each other, we'll get along famously.
For starters, you may just call me Sasha, or Mistress, and I will continue to
call you hannah. I have no intentions of you turning into a lesbian, dear. Only
that you fully enjoy all the potential you have as a person. I enjoy men at
times myself. I think everyone involved would greatly appreciate you
getting angel to yourself. She is not into men and I really think you will get
so much more out of everything if your b.f. is kept where he belongs; in
the dark. I think an educational experience in dominance will benefit you
greatly for the rest of your life. Trust me on this.
And angel definitely does girls. She would be happy to service any or all parts
of you. However you wish her to for as long as you wish her to.
Taking her to the shops is a very good idea. The clubs also. You ought to
accompany her. Her being submissive to you there should provide for alot of
fun, providing you and I chat about the possibilities in depth beforehand so as
to set some limits. Can you help her with the piercing also? Did you like
the kiss idea during the process? I thought it was very erotic.
Taking pics of her would be great and I can tell you exactly how I desire her.
It's acquiring a camera that is the issue. And it needs to be done soon because
I need to have angel be totally shaved for me. But I do require pictures of her
beforehand. Maybe taking pictures of her shaving her pubes would be something
fun for you two to do.........?
You do sound very attractive. Angel does have good taste. And angel and I will
endeavor to make your upcoming birthday an experience you will cherish for a
lifetime..........
Mistress Sasha
Jan 16, 2003
So Sasha
(and don't think i didn't notice that i don't deserve a capital letter at the
start of my name - not yet but i will!!!)
you are absolutely right. i am very attractive, ask angel. she said so, course i
practically had to make her say it lol. I've just been online with a friend and
told her about me finding a girl who thinks i am irresistible, no names or
details but she wants to meet her. i also looked 4 u, boo hoo. i really fancied
a chat. I don't get much chance
when thing is not around. nosey got. he kept asking what i wanted a digi cam
for, he just kept on and on until i told him to stuff it, i will get around him
tomorrow then maybe cadge one off one of his mates. one of those losers must
have one.
i have decided that i want angel to beg me to lick me somewhere, don't know
where yet, but i loved it when she was on her knees and begging me to spank her.
that was SOOOOOOOOOO lovely. and she really meant it you know. i want her to beg
to kiss me, anything. and i want to learn about the sort of pain she will take.
she didn't bat an eye when i slapped her little bum. what else should we do???
oh, and don't doubt it for a second, when the slut goes shopping i will be
there, and if anyone takes her to a gay bar club i want it to be me and for
everyone to know she is my bitch (well that's what they say in the films). and
for the piercing, i want to find a dyke so we can let her be naked for the whole
time, and watch her squirm, then, just as the needle gun goes off i kiss her.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mmmmmmmmmmmm. that is such a beautiful idea Sasha, not Sasha.
for that idea u are the Mistress!
she has got to be dressed up a bit for when she is out with me though. or do i
mean dressed down? dress less anyway. i have a real slutty g/f who is about
her build, i will call her to see if i can get some stuff off her. she's always
buying new stuff and it would look good on angel
have to get a pic of that fuzzy pussy so i can shave her too. i like the idea of
that. or should we cut off the fuzz and use wax strips. that might be nice. no
stubble too. after that the piercing will be nothing ;)
sleep time, ta Sasha
Hannah
jan 16, 2003
Dear hannah,
I am so glad you are thinking about all the possibilities about what to do with
Angel. So many more than with a man, right? You are more than welcome to make
angel beg to lick you. She does so well. she is also an expert licker.
Don't let her forget to spend good time on your bottom as well. To start out
with, I would recommend you blindfolding her and letting her undress you blind
and then give you a complete body massage using only her hands and then her
tongue. Blindness will heighten her other senses. I also hope that you find
the courage in yourself to sample some of her charms with your pretty tongue.
A woman's taste is so much more addicting than salty, greasy sperm from a man.
As far as pain goes, she can take quite a whipping. Riding crops and hard
wooden things like rulers have been used on her well until she was in tears and
her skin was broken in a couple of places. So she is very
durable. She may go to lesbian bars as your bitch. She may be as revealing as
you wish as long as the place allows it and understands both it and your
relationship. If they do understand, then it is o.k. for her to eventually be
nude there in the bar and it is also o.k. for her to service other women there
nut do remember to use your discretion. Never forget that mutual respect thing
I wrote about before. Respect her for allowing you to place her in those
situations. Trust is a precious gift. Cherish it.
Angel has a list of the toys she needs. She can give you that. I just
yesterday added an enema bag with medium sized silver metal nozzle to the list.
One nice thing about her piercing (hopefully one of several planned for the
future) is that I can have her (or you) hang weights from it for her to wear at
work or at play.
If you could have her pierced by another lesbian or a dyke, that would be great!
The best scenario would be to have angel undress and then strap her to the table
so she is trapped and can't move. It would also be wise to see if she could get
a discount by orally servicing any of the female staff in the establishment.
And/or she could be strapped down bent over or face down at first for a nice
whipping with a belt before she is flipped, hopefully licked to one last orgasm
without the ring, and then pierced right when she orgasms while you are kissing
her deeply. That's the perfect scenario. Any lesbian parlor owner will
immediately recognize the pure erotic D/s value
of doing it all exactly that way and might be very willing to help.
I do need those pictures of her (and you if you desire). And waxing her would
definitely be preferable to shaving. (are you shaved or natural, my
dear? I usually have a closely trimmed red landing strip but am bare everywhere
else.) So much smoother and softer on your cheeks after a few days. And that's
a big hint that I hope you place your cheeks
there. Though angel will masturbate for you at any time (she does for me
several times a day, even at work), being pleasured by another Domme lets her
know that she is doing well and it is a great reward.
You are thinking in all the right directions, hannah. Allow yourself to be open
to me and I'll do my very best to make sure you get yourself set for types of
fun that will last you a lifetime. I promise you that! Besides, the only thing
better than having angel below you subbing for you is to also have me above you
coaching you along. We'll see later if you desire my expertise in controlling
men. Their smaller minds make them so much easier to master.
Hugs, kisses, and licks,
Sasha
Jan 17, 2003
Mistress
I tried my local corner shop, and even walked to a bigger one about two miles
away, from my flat, the only other one I knew to be open at that time of
night, but I couldn't get any clothes pegs. But things went ok, but I am sorry
that i disappointed you, but Miss josephine was fine. That's what she wants me
to call her, I started it, when I asked her if she liked what I was wearing.
I'd worn the tight vest and a bolero skirt which came ot just above my knees.
She does like me, and she has the idea that I do wish her to be
in control I think. Well, actually, I am certain that she does.
When I got there, she kissed me on the cheek and we went through to the dining
room and she said that it was nice that i didn't have any shoes on, she said it
was a nice touch, and she turned me around to look at me and said that i looked
nice and that I did look alot more relaxed like that, then she got our dinners
ready and we sat and ate and drank wine, almost in silence. I just didn't know
what to say, and nor did she, I don't think. Anyway, after dinner, she leant
back and said, you'd better clear away then sub, - she
used the word, and I said Yes Miss, and she followed me into the kitchen and sat
on the stool just watching me wash up and dry the dishes. At one point, her
glass was empty, and I asked her if I should fill it up again, and she just
handed me the glass, so i did. Normally she would have said Thank You, but this
time she didn't, she just smiled at me.
When I'd finished washing up, I stood in front of her, about a yard from her,
and she said "You know that I can see your nipples though that top", and I just
said Yes Miss. Then she went quiet again, just looking at me, and I asked her
"Miss josephine, may I ask if you are pleased with what I am wearing?", and she
said she liked me calling her Miss josephine, and then she said that she thought
I might have worn a shorter skirt maybe, then I just asked her if she wanted me
to take off my skirt if it is too long, and she just said "Hold it down and let
me see how long your top is", so I undid the zip, and held it around my thighs,
and my vest was covering my pubes. I looked up at her, and she said "Give it to
me" and I took it off and she put
it into one of the kitchen cupboards. She looked at me for a while, told me to
turn around, then to come and stand by her, at the side of the stool, and she
put her arm around me. She stroked up and down my back and said something like
"you are lovely sub", and then I told her " My Mistress has asked me to show you
the pet name she has for me", and she let go of me,
and just looked puzzled, so i went in front of her, and pulled my vest up to
above my waist. She looked, then climbed off the stool, and bent over to look
closer, and said "Angel, its a lovely name, should I call you that?", and I told
her "you may call me whatever you wish Miss josephine", then she asked if it was
pen, and I said it was permanent marker pen, and her fingers touched where I had
written it, just above my pubes. Then she said "its a nice idea to have a
Mistress", and I thought she meant that she thought you were a figment of my
imagination, and I started to say "She is very real", and she put her hand over
my mouth, and said, it doesn't matter anyway, and she put
her hand on my breast, just resting it there. She let go and told me to put
down my vest again, and told me to get her another drink, and she went into the
lounge. I gave her her drink and she sat on the sofa and she told me to show
her my name again, and when I did, she leant forward and slid her hand over the
outsides of my thighs.
Then we heard allison's music getting louder and she pulled down my vest and
told me to sit. allison came into the lounge. She said they were bored and
wanted a
drink. josephine asked me to get them, some cokes, allison followed me into the
kitchen and helped me, and we went back into the lounge. I got back in the
lounge, and allison's friend was there (and I cant remember her name at all.
We sat down, and just chatted about what they had been doing, and at one point
allison said that I was looking 'cool' (that expression is getting more and more
popular here, everything is 'cool', but I've never been called it before, lol).
Jo got up at one point, and she asked me to help her in the kitchen, and we went
through and she said that she told me it would be ok me being dressed like that,
and that I looked alot nicer like that. I said Thank you, and she held me so
close and kissed my face and neck. And after that she broke away and just ran
her hands over me, fondled me and cuddled me then fondled some more, and at
times I felt her bottom as she hugged me, and I did hug her back.
We were interrupted by allison friend's mom coming to pick her up, and after she
was gone, allison sat about with us, and we just chatted, mostly allison
bitching about how boring her friend was, I wish I could remember her name.
Some time later, when we'd finished our drinks, Jo told allison she should be
getting ready for bed, and she moaned for a while, then Jo said that I would be
going now too, we all need to get to bed. allison went back into her bedroom,
and Jo came over to me, took my hands and pulled me up , led me to the door
door, and as I said Thank you she said "You're only allowed one item of clothing
when you visit us from now on angel". I picked up my key from the hall table (I
nearly forgot it), and I went downstairs.
About a minute later, she knocked at the door and it was Jo, and she had bought
down my skirt, I thanked her, but she came in, put it on the table, and told me
to take off my top for her, so I did, and she initially just stood and looked at
me, but then stroked me, and hugged me. She said that I was lovely as she
hugged me naked. She said that i really was submissive, and I told her that I
would love to do anything she wanted and she must feel free to punish me if I
failed to please her. She held me at arms length and said "I will".
When she had gone I just lay on the floor and masturbated myself till I orgasmed
twice. Its just so wonderful Mistress. She is gentle but she is getting the
idea that I am hers to do with as she wants isn't she. And the fact that
allison and her friend saw me like that, and my nipples must have been so
obvious, I was so aroused the whole time. Even while we were eating,
there was the anticipation of what might happen.
I hope you are a little pleased with me Mistress. I know I didn't get the pegs
but things still worked out ok didn't they?
Its Friday today, and I spent my walk into work thinking about what I should
wear tonight. She definitely said that I should only wear one thing but most of
my dresses are pretty boring really. I don't have many anyway. Maybe I could
just wear a shirt, I have some ridiculously long ones. The only other thing I
have is a beach sarong, but that is maybe going a little far.
I will pop out at lunchtime and get some clothespins, but if I cant get them,
then I thought that some crocodile hair grips would be ok? There is a chemist
near here which is bound to have some of those, at least some kids ones. They
would look prettier too maybe?
Well, I should go out now, I will try to write more later Mistress.
angel xx
Jan 17, 2003
Angel,
What happened last night was beautiful. Everything you did was excellent. The
desires that lie deep within Jo are slowly coming to the surface at a pace that
she is comfortable with. She and Hannah are much alike. They both have a lot to
get used to here. First, they finally have someone they are attracted to. And
it is someone who automatically lets them be in control and explore as they
wish. It's alot to digest but done so beautifully and naturally that they
really have no choice but to enjoy.
What you, my dearest angel, have to think about, is that with the attentions of
two novice Dommes being directed to you, are you leaning towards keeping
Hannah and Jo apart and having them share you separately, or are you intending
on them meeting and sharing you together? You have to take things like
jealousies into consideration here, mon cher. And also, since they are both
novices, will they be as willing to gently explore their own sexuality as easily
if the other was there? Give yourself alot of credit, angel. You are not only
creating Dommes here but you are also helping to create lesbians (or at least
bisexuals). You are quite the temptress.
Keeping them both apart might be a chore very soon depending on how much each
wish to try to control your life. I can tell you that Hannah does have some
plans for you that I am helping her with. I am only trying to get you to think
about what happens when you stop by Jo's with red marks possibly on your bottom
from Hannah the night before.
Having both of them would be perfect. But you might have to choose at some
point between them. And choosing, though hard, is preferable than having
neither. But, as I always say, only those who risk going too far ever find out
how far they can go.
Your Loving Mistress
Jan 17, 2003
SASHA Y O U A R E D E L I C I O U S
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we HAVE to find the right place for her piercing so that everything you say can
happen just as you say except for one thing. just before its done she will have
an incentive that she will be allowed to lick my pussy then, for the first time
kneeling completely naked in front of me right in front of the girls in the
parlor licking my pussy for me. and she has to tell me that she worships my
body.
As for the clubs thing, I've heard of one place, im sure its in Portsmouth, and
its supposed to be a les BDSM hangout. I will find out about it over the
weekend. Im sure I've seen something on the web about it, so its the PERFECT
place for her to show herself and her devotion to Me. Have to get her dressed
up though and waxed!!!!!!!! mmmmmm
3 things - 1 i am not trimmed or waxed or shaved or nothing, just as nature
built me. 2 i don't know that i will actually want to lick her cunt really, but
i will reward her when she is a good slut with a little fingering. 3 the next
time we meet i am going to let her beg to lick my bottom and i mean she has to
beg to lick BETWEEN the cheeks :) Has she told you i wear a belt most of the
time? nice and wide and leather. so each time she don't beg well enough she
doesn't get to lick but she DOES get the belt across her tight little bum... how
does that sound???????
i'll call her later to get the shopping list from her. the shots (that's our
team btw) are playing away tomorrow so all this will have to wait till sunday
but i will give her a call to get the list off her. maybe we could meet for a
half hour on my way home tonight too. get her used to being there when i want
her. got to get her trained up haven't we. and she is such a good girl she
deserves a nice kiss don't u think. i know just the place, if she strips naked
for me in the car then she can be allowed to kiss me then she can show me how
she frigs herself.
one biggie and to show that i don't want to really hurt her. does she have a
safe word or anything, i mean if she can be whipped till she bleeds and cries
out when do i know when enough is enough? i guess she has one, but what about if
she says something like "I worship you"? that would be nice eh? i promise id
stop then, ok.
Just had a delivery so i got sidetracked. where was I???????
Phone her. The slut has gone out to lunch !!!!!!! I've left her a message to
call me.
hugs kisses and licks - nice greeting
chat soon delicious Sasha
Hannah x
Just talked to her, she has something to tell you, lol
Jan 17, 2003
Angel,
the hair clips sound fine. As long as they have little teeth to hold them in
place. Since they will be prettier and maybe smaller, maybe you can arrange
them in a design on your lips using more of them. And remember that clipping
them to your lips and then taping the clips to your upper thighs will hold you
so deliciously open for everyone...........
Bet you feel the urge to masturbate yet again, don't you? Well, run along and
do so. And pleasure your bottom more this time as well.
Mistress
Jan 17, 2003
Thank you, dear hannah. It is nothing more than experience talking. Experience
that I am willing to impart to you should you prove yourself willing enough to
place yourself under my tutelage.
I understand about not being willing yet (or maybe ever) to lick my dear angel.
But do consider the next time you meander past a Sweets Shop that angel is just
the same. Lying naked, open, and ready for you to feast upon. And her candy
gets juicier the more you hold it in your mouth. If you like tasting yourself
on your b.f.'s cock or off your own fingers then you will certainly enjoy her.
If you consider it and are nervous about what to do, just do to her what you
love having done to yourself. That's the trick, hun.
Maybe in lieu of you eating her, you should get a nicely sized dildo that has a
suction cup on it to hold it in place on a table or chair. It would give
you both something nice to share and fuck yourselves with.
It is good to hear that you are natural. So few girls now are. does that mean
that you are a very hairy person to start with? And when I mentioned angel
kissing your bottom, I really only meant for her to go deeply between your
cheeks. Her nice stiff, pointed tongue does wonders when cleaning out one's
arsehole. Just spread, totally relax, and let her give you something that you
will love. I would love to have pictures of Angel's face buried in your bottom
and/or quim.
Angel can definitely handle your belt. I have never given her a code word or
anything like that. You might consider that but explore her limits first so
you can get a feel for what is happening with her. Be sensitive to what is
happening and everything will work out fine. Remember this whenever you
consider letting someone else play with her.
So how do you feel going around with your panties wet all the time now that you
are discovering a new life and fantastic things about yourself.............? Do
you masturbate in the ladies loo like Angel does for me?
Mistress Sasha
Jan 17, 2003
Mistress
I have to tell you something which I discussed on the phone with Miss Hannah. I
want to lick her bottom, if she would allow me to, so very much that it hurts
and I will tell her each time that I meet her how I will do anything for her if
she allows me to lick her anus.
Miss, I mean it too, its not just something that Miss Hannah has thought for me
to say, I would love to lick her bottom, even to clean it for her after she has
been (though I haven't told her that, it was awkward because people kept coming
and going past my desk when I was on the phone, and I was afraid that she might
not understand. Miss Hannah wants me to meet her from work at 5:00, just for
half an hour and if I am a good girl she will reward me.
I hadn't thought about whether they should know about each other or not. It
hadn't occurred to me, but I think they should, because, even if it isn't a
marked bottom, there is the chance that I will say something wrong. I think I
have to tell them, but I just don't know what to tell them. I will think of
something, and if they want to meet, well, I don't mind, if they do want to.
I have to go, sorry Mistress.
angel xxx
Jan 17, 2003
Angel,
If you desire her bottom so much, then you must beg well to show you are worthy
of cleaning. And please do be honest with her and tell her just how deeply you
wish her bottom. And that you don't care about the condition of her bottom at
the time. I do consider it imperative, angel, that you acquire
that butt plug immediately so that your bottom can be filled at all times.
Please do not disappoint me on this.
And it is good for you to start thinking about them maybe meeting. I recommend
seeing how they progress for a little. After all, in a few weeks, you might
greatly prefer the style of one over the other. Jo is the one that is going to
need the most time to come along. Hannah has been exposed to more alternative
lifestyles and, being younger, is more adaptable.
You and I both know you are the sub, Angel. But don't you ever forget the power
you wield. One truth you know but might not have realized is that the subs are
the ones ultimately in charge. Subs are always the one to choose their Dommes.
Not the other way around. And everything done in a scene is tailored to fit
within that sub's limits. Trying out Dommes to determine which best fits your
needs is what most subs do throughout their lives. But sometimes, over time,
tastes, limits, and desires change just as in vanilla
relationships. That is why I consider myself most honored you chose me. So
remember that these girls can dominate you but only at your say so. Once you
have given yourself over to them, you can relax and lose yourself in the
pleasure but the ultimate choosing is entirely up to you.
I sincerely hope you have a weekend full of discovery.
Lovingly, Mistress
Jan 20, 2003
Mistress
I wont have much time today, we are preparing today and then I am off site
tomorrow for a presentation. Sorry. I just had to tell you that I have
massaged Miss josephine and been at her house most of the weekend.
She had allison come down for me on Sunday morning to share breakfast with them,
and she had given me a baby doll nighty and a string to wear, and I had to ask
allison if she thought I should wear a housecoat, and allison said I shouldn't.
It was a test to see if allison was comfortable with me like that, and she was.
It was wonderful. None of us dressed until about 2:00. And whenever I was alone
with Miss josephine she fondled me all over, and slapped my bottom lots of
times, and when allison took a shower, she allowed me to kiss her pussy until
she came.
I have to tell you that I have told both of them about each other, I didn't tell
Miss josephine much about Miss Hannah, save just that there was someone else
that I was serving at the moment. But when I told Miss Hannah she insisted that
she know who it is, and I did tell her Miss josephine's name but nothing else,
and she rewarded me for being honest by letting me lick her
belly button and her tummy, and while I did she pulled and grabbed at my breast.
I was naked in her car, she pulled into a car park and as she pulled in she told
me to be naked before she switched off the engine.
I have not heard from Miss Hannah. I rather hoped she might have mailed me or
something. And you have not mailed me either. I don't expect you to, it was
more a hope.
Mistress, you will tell me if you don't want me to write anymore wont you? I
get the feeling that you think that something serious might develop between
Miss josephine and I, but she confirmed that that is not going to happen,
because when I told her that there was someone else I was seeing she just smiled
at me, and said that she was pleased, then she said maybe she, Jackie and I
should get together sometime, and she asked me if I would like that. I told her
that I would be pleased to if she wished to. So she obviously isn't seeing this
as any sort of relationship.
Anyway, I must go. I will try to write later, maybe after we have finished if I
get chance, if not, I may not be able to write to you until Wednesday, as I am
out tomorrow.
your angel xxxx
Jan 20, 2003
My dearest Angel,
I am so very glad you had a wonderful weekend serving josephine. I was waiting
and hoping on pins and needles that everything went o.k. I don't think you ever
told me how old allison is though.
So how was it when you finally went down on josephine, angel? I assume you were
the first woman to ever do so? Did she cum nicely for you? Please describe her
body for me. Have you outlined for Jo the requirements I have set forth for
you? And, if so, is she willing to assist?
I chatted briefly with Hannah this past weekend. She said she was with you for
a bit on Friday as you two had planned. I think she was busy this weekend with
her boyfriend and a football match. She did express interest in who josephine
was but there wasn't much I could tell her other than that Jo was like her in
that she was also just starting to explore her bisexuality
and dominant nature.
What I hope for for you, mon cher, is your complete, total, and utter happiness.
I would imagine that, ultimately, you would fit better as a serving girl/slave
in josephine's household since you assume that role so well. You probably are
going to make yourself so pleasant, useful, and indispensable in their lives
that some sort of relationship will be inevitable.
Only time will tell. I do know that Hannah has some interesting things planned
for you and her as well but they are a little stronger going along with her
nature. Jo is more conservative and slower to proceed, though jackie might help
her along in that regard, while Hannah is younger, freer, and much more open
about proceeding faster.
I never want you to stop writing me, angel. Hearing from you is what I live
for. I really dream of the day when there are photos to go along with your
letters. How many times did you masturbate over the weekend? Were you able to
keep with my schedule? And how many times have you done so today already? And
does the thought of kissing josephine's pussy make you wish to do so now?
Lovingly,
Mistress
Jan 20, 2003
Mistress
Thank you for writing to me. allison is 16, 17 at the end of next month, and
yes, I am easily keeping up with your schedule of masturbation, I have cum four
times so far today. I just have to think of what has happened, and of being so
nearly naked for Jo and allison for so long yesterday. allison came down and
called for me in her nightshirt, and we went up at about 8:30,
and it was well into the afternoon before we all dressed. Miss josephine had a
long nightdress on, and I felt so rude, it was wonderful. Its not that the baby
doll was transparent, but you could see my outlines when I was near a light or
by the window, Miss josephine told me so. It had ties over the bust, and then
cutaway so that my tummy and the front of the string showed all of the time, and
at the back it just covered my bottom. I haven't mentioned that it was her
outfit, she gave it to me on Saturday night, it was one her husband had bought
for her but she has never worn it. Miss josephine is about my age, maybe a
little older, and she is quite slim generally, but her bust
is quite large, certainly next to mine. Her breasts sag rather and she has a
tummy, but she is so lovely and soft to touch. Her nipples are magnificent, so
large and hard and lots of nobbles around her nipples. And she tastes just so
wonderful Mistress. I imagine that I was the first woman to taste her. She
didn't say so, but just some of the hesitations when I first
asked her if I might be allowed to kiss her pussy, I think it was the first
time. And yes, she did cum beautifully, and Mistress (though I don't want you
to tell her that you know should you and she ever get to write to one another)
she sort of spits her juices when she cums, it was lovely.
I had a message from Miss Hannah earlier and I when I called her back, she was
sort of cross with me that I wouldn't be available until Wednesday, she said I
would have to make up for it. She actually asked me if I didn't want to kiss
her pussy anymore, but I told her that I did, and I begged her to forgive me.
She also said that the next time we meet she would have some
tasks for me to perform, and she told me not to make any plans for Saturday
night. She was quite vicious on Friday night, and she made me feel dirty. She
made me wipe my cunt with a tissue before she would touch me. She'd had me part
my legs and then hold my pussy open for her to see, but after I had wiped it she
gripped my clit hood between her finger and thumb and pulled at it, demanding to
know all about josephine. Incidentally, Miss josephine has said that I can tell
Miss Hannah all about what we have done, but again, I'm not that sure that Miss
josephine believes that Hannah is real. But I might be wrong.
I have this time to write, because we had a power cut in the room we were
working in, and Im just waiting for someone to say that its ok now.
You know when I was in the car with Miss Hannah, and I licked out her belly
button, she became excited, just from that. She was pulling and twisting my
breast as I licked and sucked her. She has a wonderfully firm grip Mistress. I
had her finger marks on my skin from her grip when she let me go. It was
wonderful.
The only thing Miss josephine said about allison seeing me, was that we should
test how she felt, so she asked allison to come down and collect me on Sunday
and I asked her about a housecoat, and the other thing was that I mustn't let
her see my name. That was all, but I didn't actually flaunt myself to her
really. She must have seen my bottom though. I have thought since.
When I was putting the breakfast things away, she and Miss josephine were
sitting watching me. Anyway, she must have seen that my panties were strings or
thong. She didn't say anything though. When she got back from the cinema, I
had a t-shirt on, a long one. We just sat about and watched a film on TV,
drinking wine and eating crisps, with Miss josephine making a point of telling
me to serve them, whenever their drinks were empty, or the crisps were gone.
Power is back, so I have to go.
angel x
Jan 20, 2003
Sasha
I have to confess to being more than a bit upset that i wont see the slut for 2
days. I've been thinking of her over and over and how she spread her legs for me
like that, just cos i said so.
i was hoping u might be online tonight. i want to have her drink my piss. i've
been thinking of that since we chatted. to see her face taking my piss into her
mouth would be soooooooooooooo . you know what i mean don't u?????????? do you
think i should meet this jo? i want to. i want to share her with someone and be
able to talk about it with someone. and she is the obvious choice. gotta go, baz
is being a shit head ....... again!!!!!!!!!!! lol
kisses and licks
Hannah
Jan 21, 2003
It would appear, dear hannah, that angel has gotten deeply under your skin. You
have alot of plans for her. I would suggest trying to make some time to be with
her and then planning out what you would like to do when you have her. And try
to rein yourself in a little, hannah. You don't want to try everything all at
once. This is new to you, remember. Part of the
joy of having someone like angel is desiring to do these things to her as well
as having her desiring to have them done and having to beg for them to be done
to her.
And she would drink your pee. Of course that means her having her face right
deep into your wet hairy puss. And there are so many things she can do to you
if her tongue is there......... And of course the b.f. is being a shit head.
that's what they do best. Wouldn't you much rather acquire a nice strap on and
have angel take you with it, lovingly, in the ways that you prefer instead of
having some man sweating, cursing, and heaving on top of you for only a few
minutes? Maybe you should go masturbate in the loo the way angel does for me so
as to relieve some of that sexual tension building up in you. Meeting Jo might
be a good idea. Let's just get the two of you comfortable with angel and secure
in your abilities and strengths with her.
Mistress Sasha
Jan 21, 2003
Dearest Angel,
You are so very lucky. Jo is not only beautiful, but she also squirts when
cumming! You do know that less than 1 out of 100 women can do that. And that
their orgasms are so much more powerful because of it. The fluid is trapped
behind and above the clitoris within the spongy tissue there. The way to make
it release is through a strong orgasm. In my experience, the best way to do it
is to have Jo on her back with your mouth firmly latched onto her clit. To get
the most powerful orgasms you have to be just a little rough. When sucking and
nibbling on her clit, finger fuck her hard with at least two fingers and
concentrate on fingering her upwards, massaging that soft, inner protrusion
right behind the clit above the vagina. And when she starts to squirt, don't
stop! Do it harder. The inclination is to stop when the squirting starts
because one is normally shocked that it is happening. Be ready for it and then,
when it starts, really concentrate on drawing more fluid from her. Only another
woman knows how to make the most out of this, angel. You'll make her happier
than any man ever possibly could. She will also soak whatever surface she is on
unless you drink it all. Be ready to do so. I also never asked if Jo has
shaved and what color her hair is. Does she groom her pubes to make herself
more attractive?
Not knowing Jo's relationship with allison, you being there as sort of a serving
girl is quite interesting. Being in Europe where things are much more open and
respected, I would imagine that it will not take too long for allison to realize
the extent of your relationship with her mother. If this continues, I would
imagine that you will eventually be serving allison as well and initiating her
into lesbian sex. After all , don't so many proper British girls have
their first experience with a submissive serving
wench? You might wish to inquire of Jo what her thoughts are and if she wishes
you to give allison a massage also.
Please tell me, dear heart, what the status is of you getting a camera? I need
this to happen as it is a condition of your submission to me. I also require
you to be shaved and that is being held up because of your inability to show
yourself to me beforehand. I need your skin to be smooth but I would need to see
it before you do this for me. This is starting to distress me not a little. I
also need for you to make some time to be with hannah and acquire those toys I
require that you have. I love your letters, my angel.
They are complete and very descriptive, as they should be. But please notice
that our Mistress notices when you gloss over the requirements I have set forth
for you. Fulfilling the requirements I have made for you should be your highest
goal.
Hannah is quite depressed about not being able to have seen you over the
weekend. You have gotten completely under her skin, so to speak. It's nobody's
fault, dear, You were busy with Jo and Hannah was tied up with her prick of a
boyfriend. But she does need to be with you in a one on one situation,
privately, and not in a car. Maybe you should get her over to your place or
someplace private where you can serve her properly. She has a great many ideas
and needs to experience some of them before she gets so many she explodes. It
would appear, my love, that everyone you come across and reveal yourself to, is
quite taken with you, you beauty, and your sincerity.
Since you have been able to maintain your masturbation schedule so easily,
angel, I would suggest that we make it a little more interesting. From now on,
instead of masturbating after each meal, I require that you do so before each
meal as well. And after you get home, I require you to orgasm once each hour
until you retire for the evening. If you had those toys, it would be so much
more fun and easier for you. And are you still wearing panties, Angel? I asked
you to take care of your panties for me by sealing them all up in a back closet.
And speaking of panties, please tell Jo that your Mistress wishes for her to
have you wash all of her and allison's panties by hand from now on. Except that
I first require you to lick and kiss the crotches of each pair before you wash
them. With that new requirement and thought in your
pretty mind, Angel, I think that you probably need to go masturbate, hmmmmmm?
Your loving Mistress
Jan 22, 2003
Mistress
Miss, I did have a quandary about allison, she touched me and didn't know if I
should tell Miss josephine. It might not have mean anything, but it did to me.
And I got excited by it, I was shocked but whenever I think of it now I get
excited again and yet part of me wishes she hadn't. Now that I have read
your mail. I will ask Miss josephine if I may be allowed to wash her panties,
first with my tongue and then by hand but should I ask about allison's as well?
Or should I just add "and I will wash allison's too? I will have to see how
brave I
feel. Gosh Mistress, I got so wet when I read your suggestion about me cleaning
their panties and licking them, I went straight to the loo and masturbated
myself. And of course I will masturbate before and after eating from now on,
just thinking about that will be enough to make me need to. It was such a
wonderful idea Mistress, x. It may be difficult to do so each hour in the
evening Mistress. They will think I have something wrong with my bladder going
into their loo so often if I am with Miss josephine and allison (lol).
When I got back last night there was a note from Miss josephine, all it says is:
Come up as soon as you get in and I will get you a drink for a change, you must
be tired. Just one item of clothing .
Remember?
Miss josephine x
When I got in, I looked for something to put on, I ended up trying another
t-shirt on, the only thing that would be ok which wasn't in the wash basket
(Must put some washing on lol), but it was shorter than the other one, and I was
so uncertain. I looked at myself in the mirror, and whenever I moved pretty
well, some of my bottom was exposed. Anyway, I was just looking for something
else when Miss josephine came to the door. She was going to put
another note under my door to say that it didn't matter what time I got
in. She asked me if I was going to come up, and I told her I hadn't anything
proper to wear, She said "Perhaps you should come up naked then?" but
she was smiling, and then she asked me what was wrong with the t-shirt and I
lifted my arms and showed her, and she laughed, said "Well don't lift your arms
that high then, come on, its ok" and I asked if I shouldn't put some panties on.
She asked me if I had a thong, but I don't, then she said "allison saw your
bottom at the weekend anyway, come on".
allison was in the lounge when we got up there, she was in a disco outfit, she
often sits about in disco clothes. She said "forget your skirt?" and I just
got embarrassed but her mom said that she had dragged me up and she asked "Its
ok isn't it darling?" and allison just said yes, of course.
Whenever allison was out of sight, in the loo, or when we were in the kitchen,
Miss josephine lifted my top and fondled me, stroking my pubes and my bottom,
and feeling my tits under my shirt, it was wonderful, and I was so excited, but
then I am almost every minute when I am with them. Later, when Miss josephine
was in the loo, allison came over to sit next to me and put both of her hands on
my thigh and stroked me and asked me if I would get her a coke. Her left hand
was just on my knee but her left one ran right up to the hem of my t-shirt. I
was stunned and so excited, I must have sat there for a half a minute just
watching her hands on me, then she said, "Well?". I practically
leapt up and went into the kitchen and I got the coke from the fridge but I
just had to stand there for a minute. She came in to me while I was there and
asked me if I was ok, and I just said "Yes" and gave her the coke. I know she
may not have meant anything by her touching me, but it was electrifying
Mistress, and now I don't know if I should tell Miss josephine.
ANyway, that's why I am in a quandary, and I know it's something I have to sort
out for myself, but at the moment, I am thinking that I will leave it for now,
and see if she does it again, then I might tell her that she shouldn't, but I
really want her to, as well??????? As for their relationship with each other, I
do know that they are very close, they hug each other all the time, but I don't
think there's anything sexual in it of course. Actually, last night before
allison went she hugged and kissed her mom goodnight, and then came over to me
and hugged and kissed me too. allison does sit about in revealing
clothes quite alot of the time, not showing her pubes or bottom of course, but
just short skirts or tight trousers, sort of party stuff.
I have not told you about her I don't think - she is gangly and quite thin, even
thinner than I (lol) and about 2 inches taller than I am. She has a shock of
mousey hair and, I don't want this to appear cruel at all, but I don't imagine
she is one of the 'in' crowd at school. Not one of the pretty people if you know
what I mean. Her best friend is claire who I have met a few times, and the girl
who was at their flat last week, whose name I still cant
remember.
Miss josephine has mousey brown pubic hair, and she does trim it I think, and
there are signs that she shaves her bikini line. I want to be shaven again
Mistress. I feel even more exposed that way. I have phoned Miss josephine this
morning Mistress, and told her to ask Jackie if she has a camera we could use,
and i told her to tell Jackie that I would do anything for her or to her if
she will allow us to borrow it. I had already phoned Dotty, they do have one
but its not working. As for the shopping, on Friday Miss Hannah told me not to
go shopping without her, she said that she had told you that she would go with
me. If she doesn't plan anything for Saturday I will go myself to the Ann
Summers shop and at least get another butt plug Mistress.
Miss josephine came down with me when I left tonight, allison had gone to bed,
and she just sat on my sofa and told me to "Come here" and she pulled me down to
my knees, pulled my t-shirt off, fondled me a little. Then she opened her legs
and pulled up her skirt and I licked her again. and she still tasted wonderful
Mistress, and she came so quickly in my mouth. She really likes me to kiss her
pussy Mistress. She squirted and squirted right into my mouth Mistress. She
hugged and hugged me afterwards, and she told me that she had seen my bottom
earlier, so perhaps it should be spanked, and she turned me around so that I was
side on to her (I was still on my knees) and she slapped my bottom, then
caressed it, telling me that she was going out tomorrow ( that is tonight now -
if you know what I mean) with Jackie, and she was thinking of telling her more
about me and what I do, and she asked me if I would like that. I just smiled,
because I didn't know really. But now - after my phone call this morning she
does know.
Anyway Mistress, I will ask Miss josephine if I may wash her undies by hand, and
lick them as soon as I see her. I was thinking of just showing her your mail,
but it mentions me massaging allison too, and I don't know if I should say that
to her really. Also, from what you have said it shows that I like allison that
way, and I don't know if she should know that. Perhaps me mentioning also
washing allison's undies will lay the seed? But then maybe I shouldn't say that
either?????
If I don't hear from Miss Hannah by tomorrow night I will see if Miss josephine
wants to come with me to the Ann Summers? I wonder too, what to do if allison
comes down for me tonight? With her mother being away?
I will bag my panties tonight, except one pair Mistress, and I will
pee on them as you said.
I must go now. Thank you for writing to me Mistress. I will try to
please you and get what you want me to get this weekend.
angel x
I didn't send that then, I was called into a debriefing meeting, and Miss Hannah
called me twice but she has gone home now. She will be cross with me.
Jan 22, 2003
My love,
josephine must realize that displaying you around her flat must be tantalizing
her daughter. She would be quite naive indeed if she expected that allison
didn't have the same mature womanly desires as she does.
But, just as you are a beautiful, submissive introduction into the world of
girl/girl sex to josephine, you do serve exactly the same purpose to allison.
Please tell josephine that allison has shown some interest in you and you
respect josephine enough that you ask her permission to pursue it further and
make yourself available to allison the same way you are to her. josephine
allowing allison to pursue and interest in you would be the greatest gift a
mother could ever give her daughter. You are so kind and gentle that I strongly
feel that she will give her blessing if she hadn't intended on this happening in
the first place. Perhaps offering to masturbate for them instead of going to
the loo every hour might be beneficial. Tell them that it is a requirement of
your Mistress. This continually reminds them that you are collared to me. You
may tell josephine that your Mistress requests that you hand wash BOTH their
dirty under things for them. That is, hand wash then after you have cleaned
them all out with your tongue. This places the onus of responsibility on me,
not you. You will be doing it more for me than them. And please tell them that
your
Mistress requires you to perform the oral cleaning in their presence.
When in their presence, I would prefer you not to wear any panties. Again,
place this onto me. They wish it, you wish it, and all three of you are too shy
to say it. Quire soon, you will be going around their place either nude or
bottomless in a regular t-shirt. Additionally, please tell josephine for me
that I really prefer that your bottom have a continuous reddish tinge to it. A
tinge preferably in the shape of a hand or belt. If josephine and/or allison
would be so kind to assist me in keeping your bottom red in their presence, I
would be eternally grateful.
Do you still have your Psion? Or some other kind of home computer? I really
need for you to make the necessary investment and purchase a digital camera,
Angel. This will allow you the freedom to give me a record of your appearance
on a daily basis. Please don't worry excessively about the money. This is part
of the total commitment you make to our relationship, angel. Both you and I
will have a permanent record of your adventures. Believe me, dearest, you need
to see these records of your progress as much as I.
I need you, I want you, I adore you, and I cherish you. I was thinking about
you today right when I was about to wipe my bottom. Wishing that I could lower
it down upon your little kitten tongue for you to clean completely.
You are always in my thoughts.......
Mistress
Jan 22, 2003
(cc'ed from Hannah to Angel)
Slut, u will answer my calls first thing in the morning or you will live to
regret it, with everyone knowing how perverted you are, and that you tried to
pervert me.
Your Mistress has allowed you to see me. Obey her and me, slut.
Unless there is a massive reason why you can't, i want you to be in the
warehouse tomorrow at 12:00.
Jan 22, 2003
hannah,
Be gentle with angel. She would never not call you without good reason. And
please be very careful about threatening her with exposure.
What plans do you have for the weekend?
Sasha
Jan 23, 2003
Mistress
I have just read your mail, and last night was so wonderful, and reading your
mail and thinking of what happened makes it easy to keep up with my
masturbation schedule. And allison has seen me naked!.
I have phoned Miss Hannah, she left 2 messages for me. She insists that I go
over there at lunchtime. Its ok for me to go, so I will see her then.
First though, Miss Joanne told me last night that Jackie believes she can get
hold of a digital camera. She will let Miss Joanne know, hopefully tomorrow.
As soon as I got in last night, I took all of my panties, including those from
the washing basket, and I put them in the bath So that all I have left now are
the ones I was wearing yesterday and Miss josephine's thong. Then I took my
panties off, pulled my skirt up, and peed on them all for you. They are now in
a freezer bag on my wardrobe. I should mention too that I did actually put on
some washing - including the string and my panties - , at last (I haven't done a
wash in over a week). I just thought I would mention that in case you were
afraid that I was getting a bit smelly (I am only kidding, I shower each day
Mistress).
I had just put the kettle on, and allison was at my door. She just walked in
past me, and she asked me if I minded her coming down for a while because her
mom was out. I told her it was ok, but that I had some things to do, and she
asked for a coke, but I had to give her coffee instead as I don't have coke,
then she asked me if I wasn't getting changed tonight, and I said I might
later, but she said you can go now, so I went into the bedroom and when I went
to close the door she was behind me, and she said "You don't mind if I sit and
chat to you do you?" and I said I didn't think she should, but she told me she
had seen her mom undress loads of times, so I just said ok, and she just sat on
my bed and watched me. I took a t-shirt out of the drawer and put it on the
chair, then I undid the buttons of my blouse and took it off, and every nerve of
me was tingling. I undid my skirt and told her Id
been to the loo and I'd already taken my panties off, and she just shrugged, so
I let it drop and I was naked for her Mistress. I was just so excited I was
breathless. I picked up my skirt and put on my t-shirt. She was still just
sitting watching me, and I said, shall we get our coffees and we went into the
kitchen and sat and drank them, and al she said was I need more sugar. After a
while she did talk about Sunday, she and her mom are meeting with her dad.
It was quite late when I got in last night, so by then it must have been about
half past nine, and I thought she should go, as I had things to do. She hugged
me goodnight, and went.
I lay down and just masturbated myself silly. It was wonderful. When I had
recovered, I heard someone come in, Later I knew it was Miss josephine, and
about 20 minutes later she came down. When I opened the door to her, all she
said was "So you show yourself to my daughter but not to me?" but she was
smiling, and I said Sorry Miss josephine" and took off my shirt, then started to
explain what had happened, that allison had just followed me into my room when I
was changing, and she said that allison had told her, but she did say that
allison had not seen her naked in years, and she just laughed. Later, she told
me that she didn't think I should 'play' with allison, touch her or lick her,
and I
told her that allison did touch me yesterday when she touched my leg, and Miss
josephine asked me if I minded, and I said No, of course not Miss, and she said,
"well I suppose that's ok then".
She undid her jeans and pulled them down to her ankles, sat on the edge of my
sofa and said, quickly then my little slave, momma needs to be pleased. I
pulled her panties to one side, and with my fingers and my tongue I made her cum
so quickly, spurting her juices into my mouth. Oh it was wonderful Mistress.
Just wonderful.
She kissed me then asked me to get her bag while she dressed, and she gave me a
present. Its a burgundy silk top, with tie strings over the shoulders and it
comes to just above my pubes. The front is square cut but the back is cut away.
Its lovely. I put it on, and she said wear that tomorrow when you come up, but
maybe with some panties and she slapped my bottom as I turned for her, and I
told her you had told me not to wear them, and she said ok, and she let out the
ties so that it did cover my pubes and my bottom just
about, but it is only about an inch above my nipples. Its loose, not fitted,
but it is lovely.
I was so carried away with what had happened that I forgot to tell her about
cleaning their panties by hand, and of course I hadn't had your mail then. She
wants me to go up tomorrow, she wants to tell me about Jackie. ALl she told me
last night was that she might get a camera.
Mistress, when I read you mail, the third or fourth time, I went and masturbated
again. The thought of masturbating for both of them is wonderful, just
wonderful. I still cant believe that allison watched me naked and then her mom
let me suck her like that. Oh everything is so wonderful just now, and I will
try to tell them that you insist on me washing their
panties by hand, both of them. It will be lovely, but I don't know if she will
let me do it while allison watches Mistress. I would, but she may not want me
to lick hers when she is there. I will also ask her to make sure that my bottom
is reddened for you.
Angel xxxx
Jan 23, 2003
Its ok Sasha, she has phoned me, and she is coming over at lunchtime.
Im going to ask her what she and this jo tart are doing together. Then maybe i
will get a better idea of what she wants. then she wont ignore me so much. Barry
thinks its xmas again i've been so fucking randy all the time. Im not going to
go over the top with her, just find out what she wants and maybe slap her ass a
bit , we know she likes that don't we???????? lol
it would be good if you could be online later but i guess you'll still be in
bed. on saturday i have found the address of this club in portsmouth where its a
gay night on saturdays so im going to take her there and maybe we can do some
shopping too. i don't know if i should tell her where we are going tho. And
like i was going to say that a gay had come on to me?????? that was just a
threat. she just makes me randy, even thinking about her, the slut. but she
shouldn't ignore me.
gotta go. Hannah. Kisses Licks and Spanks
Jan 23, 2003
Dearest,
It would definitely seem that your life is going very well for you. josephine
has accepted you as a slave and has also given you the go ahead that it is all
right for you to initiate allison into your needs and desires. They are both
going in the direction you and I desires them to. Just stay the course and let
me make the necessary requests to move them both along in the right direction.
When you are together next, please inform her about washing their under things
and them spanking you for me.
I think that it is wonderful that josephine bought you a top to wear. Even
though she retied the string so it sits lower, please untie them for me and
adjust them so that it sits a little higher. allison has seen you nude so there
is no reason to try to hide yourself from either of them. Once we have you
shaved they will all be able to see just how wet you always are.
Since Jackie does have a camera, I should hope that pictures of you will be
forthcoming very soon. It would be extremely nice to have a few of you showing
your oral talents on josephine as well as Jackie thanking her for photographing
you. (Maybe if you offer a little more to Jackie, she will let you borrow the
camera) Of course their faces don't have to be in those. But I would appreciate
having a picture of josephine, allison, Jackie, and Hannah (just regular ones)
so i can put faces to their names.
Now about Hannah. She really wants you desperately. I told her firmly not to
threaten you like she alluded to in her last letter to you. She wishes to go
out with you on Saturday night so be prepared. You will dress sexy for her and
do what she says. One disadvantage about her that you need to help her with is
that she has no places to take you since she lives with a man. It might be wise
to introduce her to josephine so that she might get more involved with the
little, loving group that is forming at your place.
She will do alot better if there are more places to play other than the loo at
work or an automobile. But I do know that she wishes to go to a ladies bar with
you this weekend.
One thing I do need from you, angel, is your password. I require that you update
your profile for me to reflect your status and your preferences. With your
password, (and I will respect your privacy) I intend to set up your briefcase in
Yahoo, on a very private, secure setting, as a repository for the photographs of
you that will be soon forthcoming. I can arrange them there properly and we can
control the access completely. You may, of course, go to my briefcase see see
all of the female bottom I have in there for you to drool over. Your briefcase
will be dedicated to your submission and your progress. I sincerely hope that
you are planning on acquiring all those toys by this weekend, angel. They are
all needed, especially the enema bag so that we can clean you out properly.
Print out the list of everything I
require you to have at this point and give it to either josephine or Hannah, or
both. I think that you would agree that everything is progressing better than
you could have ever hoped, my love. I am so very happy for you.
Mistress
Jan 23, 2003
And by the way, Angel, the address for my briefcase is xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You have to be logged into your Yahoo I.D. to access into it. I hope you enjoy
it fully and take the time to view it all. And, by the way, since you will be
going around josephine's place bottomless for me, i do think that it
is time that you stop sitting down in such a ladylike fashion. When you sit
down in their presence from now on, please keep your pretty legs spread so that
they may always see your charms. I do think that it is pretty enough to be seen
at all times, especially since it will be shaved soon and most likely pierced as
well. I do also hope that you start leaving visible wet spots on their
furniture. Of course, I know that you are more than happy to clean those spots
up with your tongue for them. But they both need to see just how excited you
are for them. Excitement breeds more excitement, I think you will agree, my
angel.
Now go masturbate!
Mistress
Jan 23, 2003
This is the chat we all had together today. For both your records and your
enjoyment, angel. I love you dearly.
Sasha: Hannah!
Sasha: I am writing you now!
Sasha: can you chat?
hannah: Mistress, Its angel, Hannah is on the
telephone
Sasha: My love!
hannah: my love
hannah: xxxxxxxxxx
Sasha: there are two letters waiting for you
Sasha: that I just finished.
hannah: Miss Hannah has just allowed me to cum
Mistress
Sasha: where did you cum?
hannah: on her chair mistress
Sasha: are the two of you alone?
hannah: Yes Mistress, we are in her Warehouse
Sasha: are you dressed?
hannah: no mistress
Sasha: good girl. Reach over and feel her bottom
hannah: sasha helloooooooo
hannah: its hannah
Sasha: greetings, young lady
hannah: i was at the other desk
Sasha: Just told Angel to feel your rear
hannah: hoped you'd be here
Sasha: and I am
hannah: then she should
Sasha: yes, would you consider lowering your pants
first?
Sasha: so she might do it properly?
hannah: she has none on
hannah: oh meeeeee.
Sasha: yes you
Sasha: it's your bottom
hannah: yes she's deserved that i think
Sasha: let her tongue you back there
Sasha: you bend and spread
Sasha: unless you'd like to use the loo first
hannah: i do need a wee
Sasha: do you require assistance?
hannah: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Sasha: then I think it is time, don't you?
hannah: yes
Sasha: on hr knees in front of you?
hannah: ohhhhhhh yes
Sasha: her mouth latched onto your hairy bush?
hannah: its not that hairy!!!!!!!!!!
Sasha: have her remove your pants and panties
beforehand so everything is easier to access
Sasha: how ever it appears is fine, my dear
Sasha: but she makes a good roll of toilet paper
hannah: ok she had taken my jeans and pants off
hannah: and she says thank you
Sasha: do you wish to have her do it there at your
desk?
hannah: why not
Sasha: then get her in position and pee in her
mouth. Surprise her!
Sasha: tell her that you and I love her right
beforehand
hannah: k
Sasha: she needs to rink it all
Sasha: and to clean you properly afterwards
Sasha: let her make you cum with her tongue as a
reward
hannah: omg
hannah: u there???????
Sasha: of course
hannah: oh fuck
Sasha: is she still thirsty?
hannah: o love her mouth
Sasha: she is a jewel, isn't she?
hannah: she's sitting on the floor between my legs
kissing my tummy
hannah: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sasha: did she drink?
hannah: yep
Sasha: how much?
hannah: and licked and sucked and omg
hannah: how much?
Sasha: how much did you make her drink?
hannah: all of it
hannah: and..................
Sasha: was it alot?
hannah: she thanks me for it
hannah: yep
Sasha: of course she does
Sasha: did she make a mess or did she get it all?
hannah: i NEVER wanna use a loo again
hannah: she got everything
Sasha: good girl.
Sasha: did she lick your bottom also?
hannah: gotta give her a kiss, brb
hannah: oh
Sasha: tell her to masturbate some more
Sasha: did she lick your ass/
hannah: i couldn't do any more
hannah: she fucked me out
hannah: im shattered
hannah: lololol
Sasha: in a very good way
hannah: oh yessssssssssss
hannah: god
hannah: i don't believe it
Sasha: Now tell me honestly, hannah. Has ANY man
EVER made you feel anywhere close to what you are
feeling right now?
hannah: NO
hannah: NOT ONE, NEVER
Sasha: then remember this lesson well, young lady
hannah: I WANT HER
hannah: I'VE BEEN SO FUCKIN RANDY FOR DAYS
Sasha: if you want her, hannah, then sit her on
your desk, spread her legs, and lick her to an orgasm.
Sasha: you taste her pussy
hannah: I DIDN'T MEAN THAT
Sasha: but i do.
Sasha: It would be a wonderful thank you for her
Sasha: as a reward for a job well done
hannah: IT WOULD
Sasha: but of course. And you will enjoy it
immensely
Sasha: give her some of the joy you just felt.
hannah: K
Sasha: this is all an act o sharing
Sasha: Mistress's reward good service in very
tender, loving ways
hannah: K I GET IT
hannah: HANG ON
hannah: OK?
Sasha: then make her cum with your mouth an tongue
Sasha: yes
hannah: tHANK YOU mISTRESS, tHANK yOU tHANK yOU
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
hannah: Sorry, I didn't see caps were on.
Sasha: was that hannah or angel
hannah: angel Mistress, Miss Hannah told me to
Thank You
Sasha: and did Miss hannah enjoy it as well?
hannah: Miss Hannah just made me cum so beautifully
hannah: yes
Sasha: Did Miss hannah think you tasted divine?
hannah: i've sent her away,
hannah: this is hannah
hannah: its lovely
hannah: im in love
Sasha: better than having a penis shoot a salty
substance into the back of your throat?
hannah: too right
hannah: she's just sooooo lovely
hannah: hang on
Sasha: I hope you know, hannah, that if you
purchase a nice strap on dildo, angel will fuck you
better than any man ever could.
Sasha: and be more loving as well
hannah: she cant see this, she's sitting on my lap
facing me
hannah: oh yes
hannah: and i'll fuck her too
Sasha: stick our finger deeply into her bottom
Sasha: and then stick that finger into her mouth
hannah: dooooooooo
Sasha: and let her clean it
Sasha: do it
Sasha: really ge it in there
hannah: she's sucking it like she loves it
Sasha: she does. Welcome to her world
hannah: one hand typing
hannah: omg
Sasha: try two fingers next
hannah: i just kissed her
hannah: had to
Sasha: lol
hannah: ohhhhhhh
hannah: lol
Sasha: do two fingers now
hannah: hang on
hannah: god y u r dirty
hannah: and delicious
Sasha: and then in her mouth
hannah: she's bent over my lap
hannah: spank 1st eh
hannah: lol
Sasha: no finger her ass
hannah: k
Sasha: and then the fingers in her mouth
hannah: omgggggg
Sasha: now it is your turn. Have her finger your
ass and then put her fingers in her mouth
hannah: im dressed and we gotta open up
Sasha: do it
hannah: but she will
hannah: k
hannah: hang on
hannah: she is unbelievable
hannah: god its horny
Sasha: I know that and now you do.
hannah: i gotta open, hang on, she got to dress
Sasha: and believe me, hannah, your b.f.'s cock
won't be able to cure the itch you now have
hannah: she can talk while i open
hannah: Miss Hannah has told me to chat with You
while she opens Mistress
hannah: Mistress, I am in heaven
Sasha: I would imagine you are
hannah: She is so wonderful
Sasha: and how did she taste?
hannah: and she Kissed me
hannah: she is so delicious and sweet Miss
Sasha: and you are the first girl she has licked
also I believe
hannah: and I drank her pee Mistress
Sasha: I know.
hannah: Yes Mistress
Sasha: You just deflowered a virgin, my love
hannah: oh, Thank You
Sasha: never forget that
Sasha: how was her pussy?
hannah: No Mistress
hannah: divine
Sasha: she told me it was au natural
hannah: I don't understand Mistress
Sasha: she never shaves, dear
hannah: She has no piercing Mistress
hannah: no Mistress, she is beautifully hairy Miss
Sasha: I know she doesn't. But you will soon,
angel.
hannah: soft shiny hair
hannah: yes Miss, Please
Sasha: what color hair?
hannah: soft brown, not as fair as her head hair
Miss
Sasha: did she pee alot?
hannah: yes Mistress, she was wonderful
Sasha: she says she never wishes to use to loo
again
Sasha: only you
hannah: oh I am so very happy
hannah: I will be here for her whenever I can
Mistress
Sasha: and how did the finger taste after it had
been in her bottom?
hannah: Its so sweet Mistress
Sasha: would you like to eat more of that?
hannah: there was a taste of her on my fingers
hannah: if she wished me to Mistress,
hannah: I would if she wants it.
Sasha: I know you would
Sasha: and i know you would eat more than a taste
also.
hannah: Yes Mistress, if she wished
Sasha: and if I wished
hannah: she is back Mistress
Sasha: I love you, angel
Sasha: you are doing so well
Sasha: and I am so pleased with everything that is
happening
hannah: i love you too Mistress
Sasha: as you are I know
hannah: Miss Hannah is here with me Mistress
hannah: I am so happy
Sasha: your life is a dream now thanks to your
friends
Sasha: and Hannah knows now how precious a woman's
love is, don't you, hannah?
hannah: Miss Hannah says she doesn't like me so much
with my clothes on Mistress
Sasha: and how much joy control can bring.
Sasha: Lol! I can understand that
hannah: She said, "I do"
Sasha: I think that you and I have ruined her for
her boyfriend.
hannah: She said "Its not just any woman, just this
slut"
Sasha: Men just don't have the passion we do for
this thing
hannah: good chance
hannah: this is hannah
hannah: i want her again already
Sasha: hello, my young apprentice
hannah: hello Mistress Delicious
Sasha:
hannah:
Sasha: I am so honored that Angel was allowed to be
your first.
hannah: i reckon she'll be the only
Sasha: And the pleasure is only beginning
Sasha: that is probably true. No one else could do
what she does and as well.
Sasha: At least I know how proud you will be of her
when you take her out this weekend
hannah: i've just undone her top and she didn't bat
an eye
hannah: i know
Sasha: And being proud, I know you will protect how
precious she is.
Sasha: And be careful of your treasure.
hannah: i know what u mean
Sasha: I am glad you now understand
hannah: i want her to be a slut 4 me, but i do love
her 4 it
Sasha: she is so much more than a toy or a pet.
hannah: she's a slut lover
Sasha: and now you really realize it.
hannah: a lesbian slut lover
Sasha: and so are you now.
hannah: well i don't know about
that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sasha: Look, hannah. How can you think about
pulling back some guy's foreskin and seeing a big ball
of lint there and possibly tell me otherwise?
hannah: she gets so turned on just playing with her
nips
Sasha: reach under her dress and pinch her ss as
hard as you can
hannah: its just her tho, im not just gay
Sasha: gay for only one girl still proves my point.
hannah: she's gonna cum
hannah: panting slut
hannah: here
Sasha: when you try to put what you have just
experienced next to looking at some man's sweaty hairy
ass I think you and I both know who you will be
thinking of
Sasha: buy a strap on. let her make love to you.
And then me I am wrong.
Sasha: pinch her ass hard!
hannah: she cum
Sasha: of course she did
hannah: just pulling and pinching her nips
hannah:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hannah: special
hannah: im in love with her body and what it does
hannah: bugger phone
hannah: brb
Sasha: and what about her as a person??????
hannah: back, delivery in 10 mins
hannah: i love her as a person too
hannah: ok?
Sasha: let me talk with her then
hannah: k, ill go open up the gate
hannah: Mistress?
Sasha: yes, angel.
hannah: Miss Hannah said you are trying to 'do a
dating agency thing'
Sasha: Congratulations, dear. hannah has just
realized how special you are
Sasha: dating agency?
hannah: and so is she Mistress
hannah: That's what she said Mistress
Sasha: But it was more important for her to realize
how special you are so that she can learn to treat you
as such and not as a toy to pull out and play with
hannah: I don't mind that Mistress
hannah: Not really
Sasha: I don't know what a dating agency is, angel.
Why would either of you need a date? You have each
other
hannah: I don't know Mistress
Sasha: I know, angel. But you are so much more
than property. And if you were to be considered
property, then you are MY property.
hannah: Yes Mistress
hannah: I wasn't questioning you Mistress
hannah: Sorry
Sasha: and that I am very protective of how my
property is treated when loaned out
Sasha: I know you weren't
hannah: She was lovely to me Mistress
Sasha: but Hannah is a lovely young girl. But she
is young. And she needs to quickly gain the experience
hannah: Yes Mistress
Sasha: I just don't want something too wild to
happen in a situation she might have fantasized about
but might not have the experience to control in reality
hannah: Thank you Mistress.
Sasha: especially if you two are going into public
this weekend
hannah: I didn't know Mistress
Sasha: I love you more than anything, angel. I
would never wish you hurt.
hannah: I know that Mistress, I do know that.
hannah: x
Sasha: so I am making sure to the utmost that that
doesn't occur
hannah: Thank you Mistress.
Sasha: An inexperienced rider might whip the horse
too much or use the spurs too harshly without knowing.
hannah: She did once ask me about a safe word
Mistress
Sasha: do you wish one?
hannah: I don't think she wants to hurt me.
hannah: No Mistress, I don't feel the need with her.
Sasha: but you can never predict the situations,
angel. Especially public ones.
hannah: Yes Mistress
hannah: Then perhaps I should have one Mistress
Sasha: And I know you would never use it unless
your better judgment and common sense stepped to the
forefront.
Sasha: Your Safe word is: Mercy
hannah: Thank you Mistress, I will tell her.
hannah: I don't think I need to say anything of this
to Miss josephine
Sasha: And if you are to ever play with others she
knows or has met, she must always be there to hear you
say that if necessary
hannah: I shall tell her Mistress
Sasha: Hannah needs to meet jo but needs to be told
about what type of relationship you have with her
beforehand so that she may be respectful of another
Mistress' boundaries and limitations.
hannah: Do you wish me to say Mistress, or will
you?
Sasha: a scene with multiple Mistress' involved can
only progress as fast as the experience and comfort
level of the least experienced Mistress
Sasha: You may tell her. She has to respect your
relationships.
hannah: Are they my Mistresses too now Mistress?
Sasha: You are a highly intelligent, sensitive lady
Sasha: No.
Sasha: They are both Miss
Sasha: I am Mistress
hannah: yes Mistress
Sasha: I used that word in the context of the
sentences
Sasha: so you would better understand
hannah: Miss josephine loves me to call her that
Sasha: Miss or mistress?
hannah: Miss josephine
Sasha: O.K.
hannah: I have not called her or Miss Hannah
Mistress
Sasha: Leaving them as Miss solidifies my position
over you all and lets them know that they do not have
my approval to go totally wild with you.
Sasha: neither of them is remotely qualified to be
Mistresses yet. You know that, dear.
hannah: I am still not sure that Miss josephine
believes you are real. I feel she thinks you are a
device I am using Mistress
Sasha: Neither of them can do any of this without
my guidance and direction.
hannah: She has never asked about you
Sasha: I would be happy to write Jo and correspond
with her separately if she could.
hannah: Yes Mistress
hannah: I know that Mistress, it ok, don't worry. I
do relay things to her.
hannah: and tonight I shall tell her about me
washing their panties Mistress
Sasha: I wrote you two letters about everything
hannah: I have not seen them yet Mistress, I will
log onto my account later, Thank You
Sasha: You are most welcome
hannah: I love your letter Mistress
hannah: I get wet just seeing your name in my inbox
Mistress
Sasha: And I do as well with you, angel. You write
so beautifully
Sasha: I cant wait until a camera comes into play
and I can see you
hannah: I love writing to you, its like reliving it
all
hannah: Miss josephine may know about one tonight
Mistress
hannah: from Jackie
Sasha: I know I read your letter
hannah: Yes Mistress, sorry
Sasha: But you need to be able to borrow it so it
can be used daily
hannah: Yes Mistress, I will ask
hannah: back
hannah: So chat about Miss josephine
hannah: Sasha?
Sasha: yes?
Sasha: Is this hannah?
hannah: thought you'd gone
hannah: yes
Sasha: Chat about josephine/
Sasha: ?
hannah: above
hannah: i saw her name mentioned
Sasha: You and her are two very different people.
Sasha: With very different tastes
hannah: ?????
hannah: does she taste as nice as me??????????????
hannah: rofl
Sasha: she is much slower moving and doesn't have
the incredible imagination you have
hannah: right
hannah: you scared ill frighten her?
hannah:
hannah: u got server probs hun?
Sasha: no
hannah: ok
hannah: just wondered
Sasha: Not scared you'll frighten her. Just a
little shock. Lol!
hannah: lol
hannah: ill be good. promise
Sasha: You have to remember that when two Dommes
get together to hare one slave, both must be
respectful of another
hannah: slave?????????
hannah: m lovely
Sasha: and when together a scene can only move at
the pace of the slowest moving Domme
hannah: of course, i understand
hannah: i get that
Sasha: Just making sure.
hannah: k
Sasha: And Jo has a 16 year old daughter allison
hannah: i promise i wont spank the SLAVE in front
of them, how's that?
hannah: right, that's awkward for her
Sasha: She definitely has an interest in angel also
and Angel and Jo know it. That must be allowed to
progress naturally.
hannah: angel is getting to the daughter
too??????????????????????
hannah: woohoo
hannah: the slut
Sasha: But I think you realize now, that, when done
right, something like what you just did with Angel, is
something that if you experience it young, you will
have that much longer in life in which to enjoy it.
hannah: she is so amazing
hannah: right
Sasha: Today you have changed your taste in sex FOR
THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!
hannah: u might be right
hannah: probably are
Sasha: because it was the right situation, with the
right person, and it was controlled gently
hannah: and she is such a dream
Sasha: she is, I know.
hannah: our slave
hannah: nice word slave
Sasha: So we must allow allison to experience things
like that at her pace in a way that is beautiful and
natural
Sasha: if that is her choice
hannah: i get it. don't worry
hannah: i didn't even know there was a daughter too
hannah: i know fuck all about josephine either
Sasha: Angel will fill you in
Sasha: no you are taking her out saturday right?
Sasha: lesbian bar?
hannah: yes
hannah: well a gay bar, ladies night
Sasha: any chance on that piercing happening the ay
we talked?
hannah: i hope so
hannah: there's bound to be a place in portsmouth
hannah: its that sort of place
hannah: lots of sailors
hannah: lol
Sasha: lesbian place?
Sasha: female piercers?
hannah: there's a gay area there, we are going to
look there
hannah: its gotta be fem!!!!!!!!!
hannah: mine was
hannah: but that was in Xxxxxx
Sasha: do some homework and figure it out
hannah: yes Miss
Sasha: only planning will make everything right
hannah: ok, ill make some calls
Sasha: good girl
hannah: thank you miss
hannah: lol
Sasha: you know what you want to make it right for
the both of you.
hannah: what ?
Sasha: that requires some effort on your part.
Sasha: 'we talked about it all
hannah: ok, i do know
hannah: yes I remember
Sasha: good
Sasha: to make it more than a fantasy requires
effort
hannah: i get the message
hannah: she's told me about miss josephine
Sasha: And what do you think?
hannah: maybe i call in there when i pick her up
hannah: she sounds nice
hannah: you know she lives upstairs from angel?????
Sasha: yes
hannah: k
hannah: handy
hannah: 4 her
hannah: lol
Sasha: yes it is. If we can get you over there,
you will have a safe place to play
hannah: fine
hannah: excellent
hannah: saturday then
hannah: ill arrange it with slut
Sasha: and I know Jo and allison are busy Sunday
hannah: im not
Sasha: but write me your ideas about Saturday night
hannah: lol
hannah: i will
hannah: sasha ...???
Sasha: yes, dear.........
hannah: T H A N K S
hannah: u wanna swap pikkies?
Sasha: You are most welcome, dear Hannah
Sasha: You bet I do!
hannah: k, ill dig one out
Sasha: i sent you mine
hannah: sexxxxxxxxxy
Sasha: Thank you dear
hannah: np
hannah: u got a look about u too
Sasha: thank you, dear.
Sasha: Hopefully it is the proper look
hannah: was there more to see in that pic?????????
hannah: its a serious bossy look
hannah: very proper 4 u
Sasha: not in that particular one, dear.
hannah: slave was getting restless so i got her to
hitch up her skirt and frig for me
hannah: pretty pussy
hannah: god. did i say that
Sasha: yes you did
hannah: lol
Sasha: and I know you want to kiss and kick it
again
hannah: mmmmmmmmmmm
hannah: kick it????????????
hannah: lololololololol
Sasha: sorry
Sasha: LICK IT
hannah: np
hannah: true
hannah: one quick kiss
Sasha: why don't you do that, smarty?
Sasha: and more than a quick kiss too
hannah: she's sooooooooooooooo
Sasha: tasty?
hannah: yep
hannah: an WET
Sasha: did she cum again?
Sasha: on your tongue?
hannah: NOT YET, SHE'S STILL AT IT
Sasha: lick her to orgasm, hannah
hannah: NICE TO WATCH
hannah: ONE HAND COS IM PLAYIN TOO
Sasha: lick her
hannah: LOL
Sasha: to orgasm
Sasha: hold on, dear. I'll be back in 15
hannah: back
hannah: oh
hannah: u there?
Sasha: here
hannah: k
Sasha: but only for a few more minutes
hannah: np
Sasha: did you make her com with your tongue?
hannah: mmmmmmmmmmmm
Sasha: You are well on your way to becoming quite
the pussy licker yourself, hannah
hannah: lol
hannah: only the 1 pussy
Sasha: who's the lesbian slut now? Lol!
Sasha: for that one pussy
Sasha: and, my dearest hannah, it only really takes
one pussy to make that determination, doesn't it?
hannah: me!!!!!!!!!
hannah: lol
hannah: she made me cum too tho you know
hannah: she's gone back now
Sasha: Of course, I do know you would bury your
pretty face into mine as well.
hannah: SASHA!!!!!!!!!
hannah: Im shocked
hannah: SASHA
hannah: my fingers aren't working too well just now
Sasha: I would be shocked if you didn't beg for the
opportunity to do so.
Sasha: I can understand why
hannah: lol
hannah: right
hannah: you know when she was ready to go ...
Sasha: tell me
hannah: she stood there and asked me if I needed to
pee before she went
hannah: awwwwwwwwwww
hannah: she is soooooooooooo
Sasha: special?
Sasha: obedient?
hannah: everything
Sasha: such an Angel?
hannah: now i see
Sasha: want to move in with her?
hannah: that's why she's called angel
Sasha: But of course
hannah: you serious?
Sasha: Let's see how everything goes, hmmmm? But
don't discount anything
hannah: omg
Sasha: you do know you would be happier, right?
Sasha: all you do is talk bad about the b.f., you
know
hannah: yes, i do
hannah: ?????????????????
hannah: would she let me?
Sasha: you will, in the next several months, my
dear, come to many new realizations about yourself,
your desires, and your needs.
hannah: god im talking about becoming a lesbian
Sasha: pay attention to all of them and be honest
about them to yourself as well.
hannah: now you've said it i want it more than
anything
Sasha: Look dear, if doing something that
ultimately makes you happiest needs to happen, then so
be it. Don't demean it with a useless label set in
place by vanilla who judge but don't experience life to
it's fullest
Sasha: there endith the lesson.
hannah: i need to think
hannah: lol
Sasha: Take all the time in the world, hannah.
There is no rush
Sasha: you have the rest of your life
hannah: what about josephine?
hannah: does she want her?
Sasha: but your mind is definitely turning in
different directions and in ways you never imagined
hannah: i would share her with them
hannah: but i do want her
Sasha: Like I said, time will tell. You might
enjoy sharing and/or being a part of their world and
they yours.
hannah: y
Sasha: call it a support group
hannah: lol
hannah: sex group more like
Sasha: I can't do everything and provide all the
support that you might need. You have to have others
that you will come to trust to talk about.
Sasha: group with the same sexual preferences shall
we say?
Sasha: not a sex group unless you all decide on that
mutually.
hannah: yes angel
Sasha: think on a more mature level
Sasha: I am Mistress or ma'am, young one
Sasha: she is angel.
Sasha: you are a much loved and valued pupil to
whom I am imparting several decades experience
hannah: i meant that she is the same sexual
preference
hannah: you're not that old!!!!!!!!!!!
Sasha: Lol! true. She is the focus.
Sasha: o.k. I stand corrected. 2 decades
experience
hannah: k
Sasha: but listen and learn what I impart to you.
hannah: locking up time, i have to go
Sasha: I am jump starting you to a much higher
level than any of your mates.
hannah: true
Sasha: and giving you wisdom beyond your years
Sasha: use it wisely. It will serve you well over
your lifetime
hannah: i know
Sasha: and someday in the future, you may impart it
to someone like you
hannah: i have to switch off b4 security arrive
sasha
hannah: sorry
Sasha: have fun!
Sasha: take care
hannah: we will
hannah: you too. and thanks
Sasha: welcome, dear
hannah: byeeeeeeeeee
Jan 24, 2003
Mistress
I was naked for the both of them yesterday, when I changed and all the time
while I washed up, and the whole evening was unbelievable. After what Miss
Hannah and I had done I was unsure of whether I wanted to go up, but now I am so
glad that I did, and then this morning Miss josephine came down to me to tell me
that allison and she had been talking about me and allison wants to touch me.
Apparently she had told her mom that she really wanted to touch me last night
and she asked her mom if it was wrong, and Miss josephine told her that she had
wanted to as well, and they talked about it and she told allison that she would
come down and ask if I would let them touch me. So she asked me if I was all
right if allison did, and I said that I'd do anything for either of them. Miss
josephine told me not to touch allison, and she will tell allison only to touch
me
while Miss josephine is there. She is going to tell allison that I told her
that I am submissive and like to do things to please people, and she will tell
her that I'd suggested that I should call them Miss josephine and Miss allison,
and that I would do whatever they asked and let them touch me where they wanted.
I've been wet all day just thinking about it, and what happened yesterday with
Miss Hannah. I did say to Miss josephine that if she touches me I will orgasm,
and she said, "I expect you will my dear".
When I got in last night, Miss josephine had left me a note, saying that allison
is out till 7:30, so come up straight away and do your duty, so I went up and
she straight away took me to the sofa and she had me kiss her pussy until she
came, and she nearly screamed as she came in my mouth, then she put her panties
back on, and told me off for coming up with so many clothes on (I was still in
my work clothes) but she smiled at me when I apologized, and said maybe you
could change into your new top for us both when allison gets in, but I
had to not tell allison that her mom had bought it for me.
I told her your instruction about me needing to have a reddened bottom, and she
told told me to stand up and she pulled my skirt up and smacked my bottom, and
said, there, how's that, and I thanked her. Then allison came back and she
hugged and kissed each of us, and Miss josephine and I went into the kitchen and
I got coffees and she was preparing dinner. Every now and then, she came up
behind me and squeezed my tits through my shirt, and sometimes said things like
we are going to see your little breasts soon.
allison came in, and asked me for a coke, then she said that I was very dressed
up tonight, and her mom said "Stephie has just told me about a new top she's
got, perhaps she should try it on for us to see it?" and allison very quickly
said yes, then, bring it up and change here, and her mom said yes, so I went
downstairs and got it, my heart was just pounding Mistress, I almost found it
hard to walk up the stairs. They were both in the kitchen still and I went
through and showed it to them, and allison held it and said that it felt really
nice, and Miss josephine said lets see it on then, so I undressed right there
in the kitchen, and when I had taken my skirt off and was naked, allison asked
me if I never wore knickers because I didn't have any on yesterday either, and I
said sometimes I don't wear them, and I went up to her, completely nude Mistress
and asked for my top, I think I said "May I have my top" and she held it behind
her and said "Ask nicer, and I said May I have my top
please Miss" and her mother was watching me stand naked in front of allison,
just inches from her, and I'd called her Miss, and I could have exploded if
allison had just touched me anywhere, but she just gave me my top and said
"Better". I put it on and they both said how nice it looked, then allison said
"I can still see your tits" and I looked down and they were pretty well
uncovered, so i lifted the front and covered them, but she just pulled it back
down again, and we started a tug game of me covering them and her pulling it
back down again till I stopped and the top was resting under my breasts. The
strings connect to the front almost at the sides, under my armpits, so my tits
were
just exposed to her, and she was so close. She just sat there, laughing and her
mom was laughing too, and she came over to us, and put her arm around me and
said "You have no secrets from us Stephie", and I couldn't believe that it was
like that, standing there in Miss josephine's arms with my breasts out by
allison. It was wonderful. Something boiled on the hob so josephine went to
it, and allison got off her stool and hugged me and I felt her shiny top on my
breasts, It was just so wonderful Mistress.
We sat and ate, and when I went to get wine for josephine and I, allison said,
"I can see your bottom when you bend over too" and Miss josephine came over to
me and told me to bend over again, so I bent down to the rack again, mostly I
bent my legs, but I did have to bend my back a little too, but I must admit that
this time I bent more at the waist, and she smacked my bottom, and said
"that's for showing your bottom", and I stood up and completely instinctively,
and now I think about it, wrongly in front of allison, I thanked her. And she
said, "So that's what we do when she shows off her bottom
allison", and they both giggled!. Miss josephine took me back to the and we sat
for a while just chatting about our days, allison went out for a while and while
she was gone Miss josephine played with my tits, and squeezed my nipples, and
she asked me if I was all right, and I told her I was very happy, and she kissed
me.
When allison came back, Miss josephine said "There's washing up to do" and
allison came over to me and put her Arms on my shoulders facing me and she
looked at my tits and said "You better get to it then", and I got up. Miss
josephine said "It would be a shame to get your top wet, silk stains", and I
just agreed, and she said "You'd best take it off while you wash up", all very
matter
of fact, and she lifted it over my head, and I was nude again, and they both
just looked at me, then allison went behind me and smacked my bottom and said
something like "There it is again" and they both laughed. So I took the plates
to the sink, and I washed up nude while they just sat at the breakfast
bar and watched me washing up. I could feel the wetness between my thighs, I
was just so excited by it all. I just didn't think about the cleaning at all,
and Im sure half of the dishes are still dirty, I just don't remember it at all,
I was just so full of the fact that I was nude for them both. It was wonderful.
When I'd finished I went back to them, and said "May I have my top now please"
to Miss josephine, and she said, first you can top up our drinks I think, so I
got more drinks and she gave me my top and we went into the
lounge. Miss josephine sat on a chair and allison on the sofa, so I sat on the
sofa too, and when Id sat allison just quite calmly leant over to me and pulled
my top
down again so that it was under my breasts again.
Miss josephine suggested we watch a video, so allison shouted "Ali G" and her
mom agreed and allison told me to put it on, and I admit that I purposefully
bend down to get it and put it in the recorder, and Miss josephine called me to
her, and she turned me sideways and lifted my top and smacked my bottom and said
"Naughty", and I thanked her. I went back to the recorder and pressed
start, and allison called me to her, "Come here" with a sort of mock 'fed up'
voice, and she copied exactly what her mother did and she lifted my skirt and
she smacked my bottom and I mumbled Thank You because I was hardly able to speak
with her holding my top up and my breasts showing, and I almost came.
I sat down next to her in front of the TV and her mother got up from her chair
and said "Budge Up" and she sat on the other side of me. I was sitting
between them both and I looked down and my pubes were just showing because my
top was scrunched up over my tummy and my breasts were showing, my nipples and
everything. I didn't really see any of the film. At one point, allison leant
into the corner and put her legs over mine and onto her moms, and she giggled
almost all the way through that part of the film. Once, They had me get drinks,
and they each slapped my bottom, just the same way, thought I didn't care that
they may not have actually seen my bottom. When I put their
drinks down, I do remember, I leant forwards almost over them. I just remember
that. After I'd sat down after getting the drinks, allison sat with her legs
tucked up under her and sort of leaned into me, and josephine told me to get
comfy, so I tried to do the same, but there wasn't enough room to hitch my legs
up, and allison just grabbed my left leg (the one nearest her) and pulled it
over her lap and I could see my pussy open so I put my other leg over hers, and
she rested one arm across my tummy and her other hand hand on my thigh, and Miss
josephine put her arm around me, so my head was on her shoulder and her arm was
across chest, and for the rest of the firm, I leant into Miss josephine, with my
legs across allison's lap, and she stroked my thighs up and down while she
watched the film. Not up to my pussy, and I couldn't see it over her arm, but I
was sure that my pubes were uncovered because of the way her arm was across my
tummy. I kept concentrating on the film to stop myself from cumming. I was all
sweaty and so hot. And knew I was wet.
When it finished, it was about half past 10 I guess, and we all just sat there
like that till the tape stopped. Then, Miss josephine nearly did it, she brushed
her hand over my breast as she took her arm away. I so wanted to cum then.
Feeling her hand on my breast like that. allison got up and went into the
bathroom and Miss josephine pulled me up and hugged me and groped by bottom,
and she said, "Maybe allison is having to release some tension you've caused, I
know I do", and I couldn't say anything. She let me go and went after
allison, she'd been in the loo for a little while. I heard her call, "You all
right darling?". When Miss josephine came back in, she said I should go back
downstairs when allison came out, but that when allison was in bed she would be
down.
allison came out, and she did look flustered, really. I know I must have. She
came over to me and hugged me, then pulled her mom to us and the three of us
hugged. Then Miss josephine asked me if I enjoyed the film and I said I had,
and she said we'll have to do that again, it was nice". And she kissed allison
then me, and said its time for bed, and allison moaned. But after a while,
I got my clothes and went downstairs, and came just from putting my finger on my
clitty, I came and came, then waited for Miss josephine, oh I'd taken my top
off, and I just thought and thought of what had happened, then when she came
down she just sat, pulled me to her, and kissed me, then pulled her dress up and
her panties down, and I loved her pussy, and as she came I came, without even
touching myself, just from being there and doing that to her, for her. Mistress
it was wonderful. Just wonderful.
I have to go, Ann is calling for me. will try to write more later
angel xxx
Jan 24, 2003
Absolutely beautiful, angel. Just beautiful.
I do think that you should remember my instructions to sit with your legs spread
when in their presence. I also think that you should give yourself the
opportunity to cum while in their presence. Since you are always so close to
cumming when with them, it can almost happen accidentally. You need to make
yourself available at all times to Miss allison so that she will be enticed into
touching your in more special places.
She also needs to know that it is really o.k. to do. That she went this far with
her mother there tells me alot about how healthy their relationship is. There
does stand a good chance that something permanent will result. But the same
chance exists with Hannah. And I do think that everyone should be amicable to
sharing you since their tastes and preferences are so different. Hannah is alot
harder core. She gives you that down and dirty edge of humiliation that you so
desperately crave. And experience has shown, my dear,
that you will cum when with her. Miss Jo and allison are much more tender and
tentative with you due to their inexperience. That serves to provide you with
necessary frustration, angel. When giving motivational seminars, I tell people
that "Frustration Equals Success" I actually have that come up on my
cell phone when I turn it on. With Jo and allison, I see you becoming their
permanent submissive, lesbian, maid servant. And I personally would prefer to
outfit you as much for them to show them that you know your place. Consider the
following outfit when in their presence. Nude, with thigh high black or white
stockings wearing black high heels. Black or white fingerless gloves up to your
elbows. A black or white bow tie around your neck, and a little back or white
lace maid's headpiece. Compliment this outfit with a
silver clip on each nipple and your butt plug inserted. This is really how your
Mistress wishes you presented to Jo and allison at all times. Please inform
Miss Jo that these are my wishes. And inform her that I am doing this so as to
present you to her in such a fashion that shows off not only you, but your
status in their household. Call it my gift to her.
As a result of this status, I would also like for you to offer to assist both
Miss Jo and Miss allison with their toilet functions. You may bathe them, dry
them, shave their legs, spread their lotions on them, as well as wiping them
when they need to use the loo. When not needed in the loo and you are waiting
for them to complete whatever they are doing there, you will wait nude on your
knees watching them in a corner. This is how a personal maid servant acts,
isn't it?
I also would like for you to help them with a candlelight dinner. I need for
you to be on top of their table on your hands and knees nude. Your cheeks
need to be close on the table surface and your pretty rear up as high as you
can. The long candle needs to be in your ass, angel. They can light it and you
can hold it there without your hands. I think that it will quite a romantic
setting, don't you? You might think about them inviting Jackie and you inviting
Hannah but you can feel free to do it for Jo and allison and then again for the
group. After all, YOU are the focus of all their attentions, aren't you? You
are now the center of things for several women, angel.
You are performing and you are respected and loved for your devotion, beauty,
and obedience. You have, in fact, arrived. And it only took you and I a couple
of weeks to do it. Just as I promised you.
I only wish that I was more in your world, my dearest, most loving, slave.
Mistress
Jan 24, 2003
(cc'ed from Hannah to Angel)
Pussy
that's your pet name from me. i know your an angel and its fine that sasha calls
you that, but that is her name for you, but i have been thinking of you and the
name pussy came into my mind and i new it was your name. pussy, cos a pussy cat
is something you take care of and cuddle, as well as the more obvious reason for
calling you pussy.
i read what you'd said in your private chats with sasha yesterday, she sent me
the file of the whole chat. I also saw what you told her while i wasn't there
Do you remember that you said:
hannah: Mistress, I am in heaven
Sasha: I would imagine you are
hannah: She is so wonderful
Sasha: and how did she taste?
hannah: and she Kissed me
hannah: she is so delicious and sweet Miss
It was beautiful that you said that. I hope you meant it because i meant it when
I told Sasha
hannah: this is hannah
hannah: its lovely
hannah: im in love
hannah: she's just sooooo lovely
hannah: special
hannah: im in love with her body and what it does
hannah: bugger phone
hannah: brb
Sasha: and what about her as a person??????
hannah: back, delivery in 10 mins
hannah: i love her as a person too
I also told her and i want u to know that i will share you with josephine,
allison and jackie (but i don't know who the hell jackie is) but i do want you
my pussy. And i want to see my friends faces when i first kiss you in front of
them, and your friends when u kiss me. I hardly slept last night thinking about
you as my slave, my pee drinking pussy pleasuring bottom spanked darling pussy.
Earlier this week i thought you were ignoring me and i got upset and i
threatened to out you to everyone. I now know that you were just busy and i am
ever so sorry for saying that.
Pussy, you are simply amazing and completely amazing. i love what you are, i
love who you are, i love you.
I decided about 6 o'clock this morning to tell you that, but its taken till now
for me to actually do it. I want you for my slave lover whenever you are free.
you have to decide if you want to be. I'll wait for your mail in reply. don't
phone. pls. do it by mail. i don't want you to hear me cry ...except in ecstasy
when u kiss my cunt. lol (was getting too heavy)
your Miss Hannah
you'll see i sent this to Sasha too, i thought she should see this too. i know
you and she got no secrets and she asked me to include her in on any mails i
send u.
wish i'd spanked you even just the once yesterday. still, next time???????
Jan 24, 2003
hannah,
It would appear, dearest young hannah, that you have made some momentous
decisions about yourself and the direction of your life. Maybe it was what has
been happening to you over the past week, maybe it was what happened yesterday,
maybe it was having to curl up next to a man last night and listen to him snore
and smell him sweat after such a beautiful afternoon with
angel. Maybe a little of all three. In your letter to angel you tell her that
you can't wait for your friends to see you kiss her in public. Is this true?
Are you ready to "come out"?
And what plans do you have for angel this weekend?
She has been having alot of fun playing the maid servant to both Miss Jo and
Miss Amy. As I told you before, they are not as free spirited as you but I
think you will all get along since you have that one important thing in common,
angel.
I love the way you express your feelings, dear hannah. I can't wait to see what
angel will say. Remember that your love shown for her is also love shown to me.
I accept you as a very promising submissive apprentice. Submissive to only me,
that is. I think that I have proven to you that I have earned your devotion and
that I have changed your life in a very
short time. And, between you and I, should you express a desire to direct your
dominant talents towards men, I would be happy to train you privately in that
respect. They are alot easier to control. Just give them a sniff and they will
promise to do anything to get another. Lol!
I eagerly wait developments. Did you get to check on piercings for angel?
Mistress
Jan 24, 2003
Angel,
Please c.c. me copies of your correspondence with Miss Hannah.
I read her letter to you. Aren't you proud of what you have done to her? I
know that I am beaming with pride over you. Remember that she is young and
might not have sorted out her feelings for you thoroughly. Wanting to kiss you
in front of all her friends is a huge step for her. That means coming out, so
to speak.
You, being the intelligent, older, level headed one in the relationship must use
your best judgment as to what is best for you, her, and your relationship. She
must be made to understand the dynamics of everything that
is going on in your life. With Me, with Jo and allison, etc. Hannah is a very
lovely girl but might have a tendency to be very possessive of you depending on
how YOU control the situation. She must know that sharing and attending to your
relationship with Jo and allison is of equal importance to you now, by my
direction. She is more than welcome to meet them, and get to know them, and
make herself welcome in the group. But at this time she must understand that
you and her can't be exclusive until you know more about what is happening on
the whole.
I love you and trust you with all our loves and lives.
Sasha
Jan 24, 2003
Sasha
i want to dominate our little lovely slave and only her, unless she wishes me to
share me with another sub and i don't imagine that will ever be a man, and if
she wants i will be a lesbian and give up men, but perhaps all this doesn't
matter because she may have chosen not to reply to me. I don't know her home
phone or her mobile or her addy so i cant pick her up tomorrow or meet Miss Jo
and Miss Amy .. oh sasha, i so want her, i want to strip her of all her hair, i
want to tie her to my bed and fuck my cunt on her face, then kiss her pretty
pussy till she screams in delight. i want her face at my cunt.
I want to watch her as she serves miss jo and miss allison, i want to give my
permission to her to serve others. I want them to see her kissing my pussy and
drinking me. i want her to come back to me and tell me all that happened when
she sees them. you have to let me know if she tells you anything
Miss Hannah
Jan 26, 2003
Angel,
Hannah was quite distressed because she did not have your numbers or any way to
contact you. Please rectify this if you haven't already. Can't wait to
hear about your weekend.........
Mistress
Jan 27, 2003
Mistress
I didn't see your or Miss Hannah's mails on Friday afternoon. Ann came round
and told me to switch off and she took me out for a drink as a celebration for
the presentations earlier in the week. I was meaning to get back online, but I
couldn't. This morning I've been to another office for a meeting too.
I have phoned Miss Hannah now though, and she was lovely and I thanked her so
much for her mail, I told her it was beautiful. She told me that she was cross
with me for not having got back to her, but she also said she was disappointed.
I told her that I would love to serve her, whenever I could and however she
wished me to, and she told me that I will. She asked me if I could talk, and I
could, and she asked me if I was with her right now, what would I do, at first I
said anything you wish Miss, and she pressed me, and I
told her I told her I would strip for her and kneel before her and beg her to
forgive me for not having got back to her sooner. She said I was a very good
girl. I told her that she wouldn't have to kiss me in front of her friends, but
she said she wants me to kiss her in front of them, just her girl friends. Then
she said that in front of strangers and my friends she is going to have me
orgasm for everyone to see. She asked me if I had cum for Miss josephine and
her daughter at the weekend, and I said yes Miss, and she said, "Good girl, I
want to see you cum for them one day". I said Yes Miss, and she was
interrupted, then said "Do you think you deserve to be spanked?"
and I said Yes please Miss. Then she had to go. We are going to talk more
later, she had a delivery come in.
My weekend was nice Mistress. It wasn't quite what I'd expected. On Friday I
went up to Miss josephine's and they were both there. Before going up I had
wondered if I should dress for them, but then MIss josephine hadn't left me a
note so I didn't, I went up in my blouse and skirt - I did take my shoes off. I
was quite late, because Ann had kept talking in the pub, and they wondered if I
wasn't coming, but I explained. They both hugged me, and then Miss allison said
"You haven't changed", and I said sorry Miss, and Miss josephine told me to take
off my skirt and get comfortable. My blouse covered my pubes and Miss allison
came over to me and hugged me again, but that time was the first time
her hands roamed over me, just over my back, but it was lovely. Miss josephine
ordered pizza's and when they were delivered we sat and ate them, and in between
she and Miss allison would occasionally just touch my legs and stroke me, and at
one point, Miss josephine fingered my pussy while Miss allison was in the
toilet. I came Mistress, just in seconds. Later, I washed up, and Miss allison
came behind me and hugged me with her hands on my tummy, and down low on my
tummy, then up almost to my breasts. In the lounge, I put a film on for
them, 4 Wedding and a Funeral, and I must have shown my bottom, because Miss
josephine said "there's that bottom again, come here", and I stood before her
and she lifted my blouse and slapped my bottom, and they both giggled. During
the film, I sat between them, and both had their hands on my legs, and I could
just see my pubes but neither touched them then, but later, Miss josephine
turned me to face away from her and she pulled me into her and she put her arm
over my shoulder and her hand was just below my breast, and Miss allison pulled
my legs onto hers, and Miss josephine's arm had pulled my shirt up and Miss
allison stroked my tummy then that first time she stroked my pubes with
her hand, I shuddered. She was just putting her fingers through my pubes as if
combing them, and I was so thrilled, my whole body tingled and I couldn't move,
and then Miss josephine was holding my breast and Miss allison had stroked until
my blouse was high on my tummy. Every now and then she would look at me, at my
face, and she would smile and I smiled back at her. Her hand was just below her
mom's, then Miss josephine started to undo my buttons until Miss allison pulled
my top open and I was as good as naked for them, my blouse just hooked under my
arms, and Miss allison put her hand on my breast and just looked at my breast.
Over the next half hour or whatever she was playing with my
pubes and fingering my nipple and breast and I came as quietly as I could, but
just being there like that for them was too much an I couldn't stop myself.
Miss josephine stroking my face and occasionally my breast, and Miss allison's
hands just sort of investigating me. It was lovely, just so wonderful Miss,
feeling their hands on me like that.
Later, Miss josephine told me to get us all a drink, and as I stood up, she took
my blouse off altogether, and I went naked to get the drinks. One thing
Mistress, when I got back, I had Miss allison and Miss josephine's drinks and I
knelt down in front of Miss allison to put her drink on the floor at the side of
the sofa, and she leant forward and just took both of my breasts in her hands,
and fondled them as I knelt naked in front of her. She stopped just before I
came again, I don't think she knew, she just did.
Miss josephine told me to sit down again, and she positioned me so that I was
facing her this time, and she pulled one of my legs onto her lap and I was
leaning against Miss allison, and she put her arms around me and she just
stroked me. With one leg on her and the other off, my pussy was completely
exposed to Miss josephine, and initially she just stroked my thigh and my pubes
and tummy. Miss allison leant forward sometimes and ran her hand over my pubes
too, but then, Miss josephine put the palm of her hand over my pubes and put
her thumb over my clit and in seconds I came again, but she carried on, just
rubbing her thumb over my clit, and I don't think allison knew. It just looked
as though her hand was resting on my pubes. But I shuddered as I came, I know I
did.
When i was in the kitchen later with Miss josephine, she fingered my pussy and
she ran her hand between the cheeks of my bottom. Anyway Mistress, I have to go
shortly, but the whole evening went like that, with them just touching me, and
it was wonderful, and when I went downstairs later, Miss josephine told me that
she would come down and collect me for breakfast in the morning. She did, and
she had me suck her, and lick her pussy until she had cum twice Miss, and there
was just as much cum both times. She just sat back with
her bottom just on the edge of my chair, and I knelt between her legs, lifted
her nightdress and kissed her pussy for her. She was very pleased with me
Mistress, she told me so, then she told me to put on something just to come
upstairs. When we got in, allison almost ran over to me and hugged me and
kissed my cheeks, then she stood back and ran her hands over my breasts, then
she just calmly took my t-shirt off me and threw it in a chair, and then fondled
me again. And that was how it was for the rest of the day, until about 2:00.
They just touched me and hugged me as they wished, and once Miss josephine had
me sit on her lap, my legs apart around her, and she touched my breasts, then
when MIss allison went to get changed, she kissed and sucked my breasts until I
came for her. She sucked them so hard, deep into her mouth. It was heaven, and
I collapsed against her, and I was like that when Miss allison came back. Miss
allison went skating, and Miss josephine spent the whole time in her bed, and I
massaged all over her body and sometimes we just lay together, and I kissed and
touched her pussy till she came again. Once, I had four fingers at the pussy
she was so wet. When I wanted to go for a wee, she said that she should take a
shower and she followed me in, so she as there, watching while I peed, she was
just standing at the shower door waiting for the water and
she watched me pee. She pulled me into the shower with her, and I washed her.
It was lovely, soaping her, and I hadn't seen your mail then Miss. She just let
me wash all of her, and she even bent a little (as much as she could) when I was
washing her bottom, and she let me clean her properly there.
allison and claire came back about 4:00, and I'd put my t-shirt on again and
Miss josephine was dressed, and we all just sat about for about 2 hours. When I
went to get drinks or anything, one or the other of them followed me and fondled
me, with claire just next door. My t-shirt was long enough though that I don't
think claire would have seen anything, except when I got up from the sofa maybe,
but she didn't react at all, so I don't think she saw anything she shouldn't.
Miss josephine didn't seam worried anyway, she didn't say anything to me. When
claire had gone, Miss josephine stood just behind me with her arm over my
shoulder, and she cupped my breast, and Miss allison came to us and we all
hugged, and between them they pulled my t-shirt up and then off me as we hugged.
The night ws just the same, except that Miss allison showed me some of her
clothes in her bedroom, and all the while she was just touching me. And, when I
went to the loo, I'd just sat down and Miss josephine put her head around the
door and watched me again for a minute then went and she left the door open.
Miss josephine also had me lay across them on my tummy once, and they
touched my back and my bottom.
I have to go for a while. I will write more later.
angel xxx
Jan 27, 2003
Angel,
It seems you had a wonderful weekend. And it appears that Jo and allison have
both accepted you and are really beginning to accept themselves and their mutual
interests in you as a sexual being. Do yourself a favor. Do not hold back when
they make you cum. Let them see how excited you are. Moan for them. Make them
know that what they are doing to you is so right. Few people in those
situations can resist going further when you whisper the word "please"
Especially allison. You want her fingers in your pussy, don't you,
dear? Please tell Jo and allison what I wrote about you becoming their full
maidservant. Also inquire of Jo if you might be allowed to service allison in
the same way you do her. It seems obvious to you both that the interest is
there. She just does not have the experience to act upon her feelings. She
needs to be reassured that what she will be doing is both normal, right, and
part of growing up. allison will probably express herself more with you if
josephine were not there. There are some things that a mother shouldn't see the
first time until everyone is more comfortable with it. allison might be
embarrassed. josephine is embarrassed, sort of, because she only performs overt
sexual acts on you when allison is not present. Why shouldn't it be the same
for her daughter? Getting a mother and daughter into a three way lesbian orgy
would be very rare though I see it coming eventually. They both have to get
comfortable enough with themselves and you in private before doing it all
together. Jo is getting that way with you in private. allison deserves the
same chance to fully explore her sexual potential. And for you, mon cher? A
third virgin in less than a month.
As good as things are going presently, angel, you are falling behind in some
areas. I need to know, see or know the status of the following as soon as
possible:
1. Your Yahoo password so I can read Hannah's mail to you and set up your
briefcase.
2. You updating your Yahoo profile to reflect your status to me.
3. How hard you are working on acquiring the photographic gear as you promised
in the beginning.
4. The status of you acquiring the sexual toys I directed you to.
5. Giving Hannah all your contact information including address.
I require answers to these issues soonest.
You need to pay special attention to Hannah, angel.
She is frightfully in love with you, you see. Part of that is being so young
but it is also evidence of the strength of the feelings that you (and I) have
aroused in her. Not that she is a jealous lover as far as Jo and allison are
concerned. She has accepted that. She just pouts a little when you are not
available to show her attention or you have disappeared to her like this
past weekend. I think maybe an invitation to spend the night at your place
would be in order. That way she could meet Jo and allison as well as spend an
open night with you together. Hannah realizes that the new feelings she has are
much, much stronger than she has ever felt for a man, angel. She is finding out
what you and I already know. But part of the high degree of excitement is that
what she is feeling is totally new to her. The key for you is not to let that
excitement of hers wear thin. I don't think it will
because I know that you can provide more love, both mental and physical, than
any man ever could for her.
By the way, angel, as excited as you are right now, how do you manage to keep
your skirt from getting stained sitting in your cubical? And don't you wish
your rear passage was stretched with a butt plug?
I love you and am very proud of you. Living your dreams is wonderful, isn't it?
Mistress
Jan 27, 2003
Dearest young hannah,
Angel was very apologetic about not being able to hook up with you this past
weekend. I am disappointed that she didn't as well. I know that a weekend with
your boyfriend now looks no different than a black and white re-run on the telly
now that you really have experienced full color. Lol!
I told angel that you two need to spend an evening alone at her place where you
can meet Miss josephine and Miss allison and also be be to explore each other
properly. She also must get those toys we talked about as soon as possible.
The picture in your profile shows you to be quite a stunning young lady. I
would dearly love to see more pictures of you. I don't know why someone such as
yourself with so much natural beauty would try to put on airs to "scare" people,
as you say. Maybe a defensive mechanism? You certainly show yourself to have
very deep, loving, attributes when you do let yourself go and let someone
inside that rough exterior you show to the rest of the world.
I do think that a plastic sheet on a bed, copious amounts of baby oil, and you
and angel naked rolling around in it all will show you the true nature of both
the world and what is beautiful and meaningful in it. Allow yourself to have a
natural lesbian experience with angel if you desire. Both as equals, pleasing
each other equally. But please remember that you must always, except for that
instance, maintain control over angel and keep her in her place as a submissive.
She derives pleasure from pain and pleasure from pleasing and being humiliated.
I think that sharing her with other women in public would be delicious for the
both of you. maybe even better if you blindfolded her first so that she would
not know whom she was being passed around to. It is good though that you are
quickly falling in love with her. This assures me
that you will not allow her to be hurt in any way beyond stripes on her bottom.
And she does need to be shaved or waxed. That is something that would be proper
to do if yourself, Jo, and allison can all get together. You, being the bold
one, should suggest it at a tactful moment. Since angel will most likely be
nude, you ought to suggest that she really should be totally nude.
And please update your profile again, sweetness. I think that there is alot you
can add in the latest news section. As well as adding that I have taken you as
my apprentice. Ah, were you only available to serve me privately. You do know,
my dear, that to be a good Mistress, you first must be able to be a good sub.
Imagine yourself on your knees, dear hannah, with your face buried deeply into
my closely trimmed curls .............. personally showing me your gratitude for
opening the most important doors of life for you. Ones that will never close
and ones, that when passed through, will always make you welcome....
Lovingly,
Mistress Sasha
Jan 27, 2003
Sasha
god u r so horny. the idea of playing about with pussy on a plastic sheet,
mmmmmmmmm.
we've talked lots on the phone this afternoon, and i am going to pick her up
from her office and take her to her flat. she asked me to go there with her. i
wont have long this eve cos my sister is coming round for tea tonight.
i will tell her tonight that we want her waxed. i wont have time tonight but ill
arrange something for tomorrow night.
she told me she had a lovely time with Miss Joanne and Miss allison at the
weekend and i told her i don't want that to stop.
in fact i want to visit when she's nude for them and she said she would love me
to be there too. wont be able to keep my hands off her tho.... lovely.
Im thinking about what to put in my profile???????????????????? help
Hannah
Jan 27, 2003
well ......... im out!!!!!
i told my sis tonight, she was cool about it, but i knew she would be. she wants
to meet pussy, i even told her she is a submissive lesbian and all she said was
that she was happy for me.
i met miss josephine and she is lovely and she watched when pussy licked me out
and she even had her hand on my leg after!!!!!! so we are friends already i
guess.
pussy went up to their flat when i left.
well, i think i need a drink. check out the new profile. im not very good at
that sort of thing.
Hannah
Jan 27, 2003
(cc'ed from Hannah to angel)
My darling pussy
Did you enjoy kissing my cunt for Miss Jo to see? it made you wet didn't it? I
know I LOVED to have you there for her to see you . your lovely face at my cunt.
her hands on you. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Next time maybe you should lick my bottom for her to see????
Hope you were a good little slave for Miss Jo and Miss allison and had a
delicious time. don't forget, if Miss Jo tells me of ANY misdemeanors you get a
real spanking, your cunt too. talking of cunts, We will use Miss Jo s waxing
strips, maybe tomorrow. it will hurt but i will just have to sit on your face to
keep you occupied eh?
I did tell my sis, and she wants to meet you. she's happy for me. so am i. very
happy.
kisses
Miss Hannah
Jan 27, 2003
Angel,
I can't wait to hear what happened between Hannah, yourself, and Jo. Waiting on
pins and needles.
Serious question now between only Me and you. If Hannah comes totally out of
the closet, tells her boyfriend, and needs to move quickly, can you suggest
a place for her to stay? I think she is afraid of him. The more people she
tells, the better chance there is of finding out. Besides, I know she acts
differently around him now also.
Your thoughts, Stephanie?
As a friend,
Sasha
Jan 28, 2003
Mistress
I don't have long to write now, but 2 important things from your mails, well 3
actually.
Mistress, I am in debt, from my move to UK, my holiday between Xxxxxx and here,
fitting out my flat, the deposit on it (?4.000), and so there is no way at the
moment that I can afford to buy a camera. My credit card is up to ?2,800 too.
Mistress, after I get paid this month I will see what I can do.
Second, my password is xxxxxxx. Miss Hannah hasn't written to me much. There
were some just quick notes which I may have deleted.
and finally, Mistress, I would so love if Miss Hannah would move into my flat
if she wanted to, or if she needed to. She wouldn't have to share my bed
Mistress, my sofa is a pull-out, but I do hope she would want me to share it
with her. But she can have the bed and if she has 'friends' over I would
disappear. Should I talk to her about this Mistress? She hasn't told me.
Mistress, even if it were just for a few weeks I would beg her with all that I
am to move into my flat, as a Mistress, lover, or just a friend.
I only have a few more minutes, last night, with Miss Jo and Miss Hannah was
just so wonderful, they like one another, and Miss Hannah let me kiss her pussy
while Miss Jo was watching, and she fondled me while I made Miss Hannah cum
Mistress, and I came too.
They both spanked me before we all left, I went with Miss Jo, naked upstairs to
Miss allison. She was lovely to me too, and she even pinched my nipples a few
times Mistress, and I did cum to her hands on them
Have to go.
angel
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jan 28, 2003
Mistress
Have you heard from Miss Hannah, about her moving? She must know that she can
move in with me but she hasn't mentioned it to me, perhaps I could just invite
her to stay with me, to keep better control of me perhaps. I don't want her to
think that I am offering charity at all, or anything like that.
Mistress, as a friend (as you said) may I ask you to instruct me to beg her to
move in with me, for her to see that it is your wish. You can, of course tell
her that I do want her there, to serve her whenever she wishes, and I will serve
her sexually, and as a pain slut, and her toilet, and I will do her laundry and
ironing and everything.
Anyway Mistress, I will leave that with you for now, but if you think I should
talk to her then I will, of course.
Last night, Miss Hannah collected me from the front of the office, and she drove
just down to my flat, and when she stopped she just said "Kiss me", and I leant
across her and kissed her on the lips, for the longest time.
When we got inside, she just started undressing me, before we had even left the
hallway, and she hugged and kissed me, and pinched my bottom, then she told me
to give her a tour. When we got to the bedroom, she sat on the bed, and she
fingered me, in my pussy and my bottom, actually, she told me that I am pussy
and my cunt is a cunt and I should call it that, so she fingered my bottom and
my cunt and I came for her, and she hugged me to her and kissed my breasts.
Then she stood up, and told me to take off her jeans, so I knelt before her and
undid her jeans and Id just pulled them off her feet when I heard the door. She
asked me who it was, and I said it could only be Miss
josephine or Miss allison, so she told me to let them in. It was Miss
josephine, and I let her in, and she hugged me as I was telling her that Miss
Hannah was here, and she let go of me then she saw Miss Hannah, she was standing
in the doorway to my bedroom and she looked lovely, she still had her top on and
just her panties, and she said "You must be Miss josephine, I'm Miss Hannah, we
share Stephie" and Miss josephine walked over to her and held out her hand, but
Miss Hannah just hugged her instead and Miss josephine told her she was
normally known as just Jo". They sat on the sofa and just chatted about me, and
Miss Hannah said I was the most gorgeous thing she'd ever met, and she was
stroking me, I was just standing by her. She was saying that she'd never met
anyone so submissive and things like that, then she told me to kneel, and she
fondled my breasts as they talked, then she told me to go to Miss Jo, and I did
and knelt in front of her and she touched me all over. It was then that Miss
Hannah and Miss Jo agreed that I like pussies so I should be called pussy, but
that my own is a cunt, and I should refer to it as such. Then they talked about
them shaving my cunt, like a little girl.
Miss Hannah said that she had to get back, and Miss Jo said that Miss allison
would love to meet me, but Miss Hannah said "Id hoped that pussy could satisfy
me before I had to go", and Miss Jo said, "of course she should". Miss Hannah
stood up, and Miss Jo said she would go, but Miss Hannah said that she could
stay, as it wont take long, and Miss Jo sat down again and Miss Hannah told me
to go into the bedroom, then I heard Miss Hannah invite Miss Jo to watch and
they both came in, and Miss Hannah lay on the bed and pulled off her panties,
and she said "Your Mistresses are waiting pussy" so I climbed on the bed and on
all fours I kissed her pussy and licked her, then at some point Miss Jo sat on
the bed at the side of us and she was
fondling me and Miss Hannah's leg, and Miss Hannah came, and as she came she
called me her darling cunt licker and lots of things like that, and she pulled
my hair, and she told me to suck and she really orgasmed completely, and so did
I, just listening to her, and feeling Miss Jo's hands on me.
Miss Hannah pulled me up on top of her and we kissed, and Miss Jo was just
fondling my bottom and between my legs all the time.
Mistress it was heaven. Just heaven. And then Miss Hannah sat up and said she
was shattered, and that she had to go. I picked up her panties and slipped them
on her and then went and got her jeans and put them on
her. We all went out together, and Miss Jo and I went upstairs while Miss
Hannah went down, but she kissed me really passionately first.
Upstairs, Miss allison was there and was shocked to see me naked, and I hadn't
even thought about it (but the downstairs door has an entry pass system so only
those who live in the block could get in, but I did wonder about me going back
down).
Anyway, Miss Jo told Miss allison about us having chatted with my girlfriend
downstairs, and Miss allison got all pouty that her mom hadn't come up for her.
She was pinching my nipples while she talked to her mom about it being unfair,
and Miss josephine agreed that the next time Miss Hannah comes to see me, I must
ask her nicely to come up and meet Miss allison. I promised I
would.
I have to go again Mistress. I will write again soon.
Angel xxxxxxxxx
Jan 28, 2003
Angel,
Thanks for writing. Believe me, dear, I do understand about debt. Being in it
myself, that is. I am not sure about Hannah and how serious she was about maybe
having to move. You have just really gotten under her skin and have made her
re-examine her life. Since that she has told her sister that she is seeing you
and that is o.k., I asked her when she was going to tell the boyfriend. She
said that she might have to hold off on telling him until she had someplace to
live and had found a good doctor. This, of course, disturbs me, but I have to
realize that Hannah is young and so is her boyfriend. Young in she knows he
will consider all this a horrible threat to his
pitiful manhood and also young in that, being headstrong, there is no halfway
for Hannah. She gives the impression that there is no gray area for area
between straight and lesbian. I guess it is o.k. to make those determinations
easily when you are young.
I am not sure if you should broach the subject with her. Maybe you should let
her know that you would love it if she were to stay over with you more often so
that you two could be together more and also she could better integrate herself
into the little group you seem to be so successfully forming around yourself. I
will let her know also that there is a safe haven for her if her current
position becomes uncomfortable.
But, if this happens, angel, there MUST be rules. Yes, you are the submissive.
Yes, you will defer on matters sexual and be available to service Hannah, but
also Jo, and of course allison. And who knows? Maybe
your group will grow w from there. I hope it does. But Hannah must realize
that she MUST defer to you on just about everything else. She has to pull her
own weight. While you are a maidservant and slave (and not only to her), that
does not give her license to live like a pig. She must be as neat as you are,
live decently and quietly, and be respectful of everyone and everything around
her. And, of course, she must chip in with all expenses. All matters involving
the control of the household are your decisions to make.
The funny thing is that Hannah may think, being a budding Domme, that you are
her pet. In fact, dear, the reverse would be true. She would be your sexual
pet. A dominant pet, to be sure, but someone who must defer to you to all
things important. Like I told you before and I hope you are starting to
believe, it is the sub who chooses her Domme. The Domme lasts only as long as
it is the sub's pleasure. Never forget that, my dearest angel. You are the
controlling factor in everything. Everything with Hannah, with Jo,
and with allison. You (with my assistance) are molding THEM into what YOU want
them to be. So, knowing that, how do you feel?
I don't know what your feelings are but I would also like to see her act and
look more feminine as well. But that is your preference for sure. You and
I,though, being of the same age, know that someone has a better chance of being
accepted and more marketable in their career if they don't look "scary", right?
I am just thinking ahead making sure that she is going to
grow personally in this sort of relationship. Being in love with you and
feeling responsible for you, I would never wish her to move in with you for only
sexual reasons. I would think that some molding of her person is necessary for
this to work in the long term. It is a golden opportunity for her to get the
benefit of you not only sexually, but also of your life experience and high
intelligence. Let's see how it all goes but I seriously want you to digest
what I have just written.
Lovingly,
Mistress
Jan 28, 2003
dearest,
It would seem that everyone had a most wonderful time last night, except Miss
allison. Though it would seem that she is going to witness you pleasuring
Hannah
soon enough. That probably makes Jo more comfortable because it is very rare
that a mother would let her daughter witness her pussy being licked. You also
might want to continue to let Jo know how beautiful and normal it is that her
pussy squirts. I am thinking deep down that Jo might think that it is somewhat
abnormal that her does that and might be nervous about it happening in front of
others. When it comes to offering yourself up as a pain slut, my angel, be very
careful. First off, careful in that you don't scare your Misses away. They are
all either new to this or young. None of them have the experience in giving
pain like that and might hurt you seriously if they tried. Gaining experience
at giving pain used to be as easy as being a dedicated medieval Spanish Priest
(lol!) but it is something that they probably wouldn't go for. And as far as
offering to do all the chores, you must remember, before committing to that,
that, as they say, Monkey See, Monkey Do. If Jo and allison see you doing
everything for Hannah and they are all sharing you, then they, likewise, will
want you to do the same for them. Being their toilet slave and hand washing all
their underclothes, like I said
before, is fine to start. Stay the course, dearest.
Don't offer too much at first. Let them become conformable with what you are
capable of and let everyone grow into their respective positions. You have
many, many years in which to enjoy your life, dear one.
And I will talk with Hannah about everything we have talked about. I will make
it look like it was my idea first (which it might have been) and that you are
very pleased with the thought of it. You should mention these matters to Jo as
well. Please make sure that she would be o.k. with it as well. Some might say
that it is none of her business but since you will all
be sharing you at relatively close quarters she must also be o.k. with it. I
think she might but, as I said in my last letter, since there would be rules for
Hannah, I think there is a very good chance that everyone will get along
famously and grow from each other.
I understand about the camera unless one can be borrowed. Until then, please
acquire those disposable cameras or a regular one and film your growth. Hannah
will see to getting the pictures developed. The pics can then be either scanned
into a computer for me or they can be developed right onto a disk and emailed to
me. I do need to see you, dear, and will not waiver
on this with you.
Let's see how everything goes, angel. (And personally, I do prefer the name
Angel for you over Pussy. I never have gotten used to using the word "cunt" for
a woman's genitalia. That is such a degrading male word that I don't think it
has much place coming out of another woman's mouth. Pussy is so much better
because it connotates something warm, soft, and cuddly. Cunt has that
regressive "k" sound and is so harsh. If everything works out I would love it if
everyone there called you Angel. I would love to see that tattooed on your
pubic line. That is what you are, Stephanie. An Angel. Not a pussy. Look
what you are bringing into the lives of Hannah, Jo, and allison. Peace,
happiness, joy, and contentment. Not that I read the bible often these days but
isn't that what Angels are supposed to bring people? I do think that I named you
well. And I also think that, since that name is so apt, that others should use
it freely. You have to believe in what you are, dear. Others already do. You
have changed their lives just like seeing a real Angel flapping away overhead
would change their lives. Believe it, your Mistress does.)
Lovingly,
Mistress Sasha
Jan 28, 2003
My dearest young hannah,
I have taken your possible plight to heart. And I understand how afraid you
might be about telling your boyfriend about your new, shall we say,
"discoveries". Don't let the fucker touch you, dear. How you wish to handle
the matter is up to you. But there is no way I am going to let you accept
physical abuse from him just because his feelings are hurt. What you are
experiencing, my dear, is life and growing up. And when someone grows up,
things in life change. And you and I both know that you will learn many more
valuable things about life hanging out with Angel, Jo, and allison, than you
ever will hanging out with what's his penis.
If things become uncomfortable for you, dear, Angel is willing to have you stay
with her. I think you will enjoy the company of not only her, but also Jo and
allison. And your staying there does have the option of being permanent should
everyone get along. Of course, hannah, if this sort of thing should go for the
long term, there will have to be some boundaries set.
You, hannah, must realize that, even though you are a budding Domme with some
good potential, that you are moving into a situation with an older woman and
developing a relationship wit not only her but also another older woman,
josephine. While angel would be a shared sexual slave, maidservant, and toilet
slave you must learn, dear, that you are submissive to her and
must therefore defer to her, in a way, in so many other matters concerning life,
employment, and managing a household. A smart girl like yourself will
probably consider this a golden opportunity to learn, grow, and expand herself
to touch upon all the beauty that is life. But also, having been young once
myself, I also realize that youth is sometimes headstrong and tends to feel that
they know everything. So the life that awaits you with Angel is a party of
sorts, but a much more mature party, quieter but with so many other benefits
that so many girls your age never get to experience because they are all wrapped
up in defiance, loud music, drinking,
and throwing up behind dumpsters at four in the morning. Can you, hannah,
handle the trade offs, and see the wisdom in what I am imparting you? When it
comes to absorbing wisdom, hannah, I can only tell you this. If I knew at your
age what I know now, I would be a millionaire many times over. If I only had a
mentor to guide me. Think about what I just said.
All of this is rather deep, my dear. I am trying to get you to think of
possible future paths for yourself that might include Angel, as well as Jo and
allison in them. And who knows? You little group might grow even further.
Suffice it to say, you have a safe haven waiting for you. What you make of that
haven is up to you because you are the youngest and therefore the most flexible.
Golly, I feel old.
Sasha
Jan 28, 2003
Sasha
well, i've met young allison. she's only 3 years younger than me but she seems
alot younger. she is a sweety tho.
her mum was fondling my leg when allison was playing with stephie earlier , i
think she's got the wrong idea about me maybe. but i didn't mind, it saved me
rubbing my pussy anyway lol, btw, i still had my jeans on this time!!! just in
case you wondered.
allison was very curious about stephie and me, wanting to know if we were really
girlfriends and then lovers. and you know what, i got horny just telling her we
were! apparently jackie, Miss Jo's friend wants to meet stephie and Miss Jo
thinks its a good idea for us both to meet her at the same time. but i told her
i wasn't there to crowd out a scene, but she was really keen.
cant wait to hear what the slut did with them tonight, and i wish she was laying
in bed with me to tell me. i told my best friend penny tonight in chat. guess
what she said, i've got the chat open still
pennygpl says: awesome
tigerbut says: its true
pennygpl says: what? sex 2
tigerbut says: ohhh yehhhhh
pennygpl says: u gotta let me watch :)
Miss jo says we make a really pretty couple! nice eh? btw, we didn't shave
stephie, just didn't think of it. too busy with other things lol. i was good tho
an we all had a share of stephie. its a gas having her naked there for us. 3 of
us! she is lovely
thanks for the advice sasha, and i was deferential to Miss Jo yesterday and
tonight. i like her alot and i wont do anything to hurt her or allison. i loved
what you said in your mail about stephie becoming= a shared sexual slave,
maidservant, and toilet slave, but apparently she doesn't do any of the toilet
stuff with them?? i didn't mention it though.
well, i have to go. now penny knows and my sis, and both of them are ok, and
they promised not to tell anyone till i say so. ill come out if stephie
voluntarily tells me that she loves me. don't push her sasha, this has to be
inside of her not an order. i just know that if she would let me, i will love
her and use her to make both of us happy forever. and that includes Miss Jo and
allison. i honestly love sharing her with them like this.
Jan 29, 2003
Dear hannah,
I am glad you had a wonderful time. From what I can tell, allison does really
have an interest in what women can do to each other. I do think, though, that
she is shy about initiating something. And I also fully understand that Jo is
probably reluctant to let her daughter see angel licking her pussy. You might
be of great help to her as someone who is comfortable with having angel eat you
with her watching. This is how she is going to ask to have it done to herself.
These things are tough to do with your mother there. Imagine that happening
with your mother there. I know that I can't. So I really respect their
relationship as to how far they have come already.
I am amazed that, as much as I have written about you and angel living together,
that you didn't mention it. Between you and I (ONLY) angel would absolutely
love to have you under her roof. She is ready and willing to be your maid
servant and toilet slave when and if you do. I do think and have suggested that
she be the same for Jo and allison and she is totally agreeable to
this also but you must agree that Jo and allison need to be brought along a
little more slowly and conservatively so as not to shock them too much. You
have to realize, dear, That last month Jo and allison most definitely did not
have a naked girl sitting between them with her legs spread being lovingly
stroked by them both. I do have to say that I have done rather well and am
rather proud of myself for being able to bring all this together. Jo and
allison just need time. And please let them explore and play with you as well.
They are learning. So are you, to be sure. Learning together can be so much
fun. Feel free to touch them back. Especially allison. But do let angel be the
first to lick her. She deserves that pleasure. And because they don't have the
internet I can't counsel them the way I do you. I can definitely use you as a
conduit for that though.
AND, dear young lady, if you desire proof of how much angel wishes you to move
in with her, if she hadn't expressed to me such strong desires for you to do so,
I wouldn't have written you so strongly about rules and deference and all that
in case you did move. There's your proof, my young protegee. All of the
teaching that I am giving you makes me feel like Yoda sometimes.
And do tell me how sex has been with the boyfriend since you've been with angel.
Have you taken to count the hairs on his back yet? Or wonder how you possibly
could have been turned on by a hairy ass before? Or why he doesn't clean you
with his tongue after you have cum the way angel does? Not that I don't enjoy a
cock now and then. it's just that I prefer them after the man has been tied
down. That way I can sit on his face until I am satisfied and I can ride him
until I am satisfied. And, of course,
afterwards I can sit back on his face until I am sufficiently clean. That's
when I'll empty my bladder on them as well. Right before I head out their door.
Men are there for our pleasure, hannah. Not the reverse. We have what they
want. They need to pay the proper price to have a chance at getting it. It's
rare that you will ever feel the outpouring of emotion you have for angel for a
man. Because men can't combine sexuality, care, and loving the way a woman can.
Continue your journey, my dear. Revel in life! And keep me posted on
everything that occurs.
Your Mistress
Jan 30, 2003
Mistress
Im sorry I haven't been able to write to you recently, things have been so very
busy at work, and I have been working very closely with Ann on the next year
Budgets so I haven't been able to get into Yahoo.
Today she is out so I have chance.
I had four mails from you Mistress since I last write, and thank you for them
all, and as for the last one,
Yes Mistress, everything is fine with me, just about perfect in fact. Miss Jo
continually plays with my pussy now, even when there is a risk that Miss allison
might see, and they both love Miss Hannah as I do (well, not quite as I do
perhaps, lol), but I hope you know what I mean. Last night they had claire
round with allison, and Miss Jo dressed me in the tie string top,and a belt on.
I also had the string panties on from Miss Jo's teddie outfit she lent me. Miss
Jo thought I should not be quite so indiscreet with claire
there, but because of the belt, I was constantly showing my bottom when my top
scrunched up under the belt, and more than once when I was with he three of
them, and with claire and Miss allison alone, my breast came out of the top. It
was wonderful Mistress. When she went, Miss allison stripped me and had me sit
on her lap while she played with my breasts and telling me that claire likes me,
and that she bet that she would have liked to see me like this.
Miss Hannah is wonderful Mistress. I have invited her to stay over at my flat
Mistress, and Miss Jo was there and she was really excited about it. Miss
Hannah is going to see if she can fix something for Friday night. Oh, And she
has told one of her friends about me and that I am her lover. I almost cried
Mistress when she told me, I hugged her so much she pinched my bottom and told
me I was lovely.
I'm naked all of the time when I am with any of them now Mistress, its a rule
that Miss Jo and Miss Hannah (and Miss allison) set for me. Miss Hannah has
bought me home each night, and I have to undress in my flat for her, and she
allows me to kiss her pussy and touch her and stroke her until she cums, then ,
well last night anyway, she kissed me back, but stopped before I came, and she
laid me across her lap, face up, and she played with my cunt and my nipples,
pulling at them and twisting them, and slapping all over my cunt until I came
for her, and she hugged me and kissed me so much, and I thanked her and thanked
her. Anyway Mistress, once we have had a few minutes together, Miss Hannah
takes me upstairs to Miss Jo and Miss allison, and they let Miss allison play
with me first. She has become more adventurous, and she often squeezes my
bottom, and runs her fingers between the cheeks of my bottom, and well, almost
everywhere.
Mistress, its all so wonderful. When Miss Hannah had to go last night (and on
Tuesday) She kissed me full on the lips for them both to see, a real smooch, and
then she puts her fingers in my cunt and just sort of holds on to me like that
while she tells me to be good for my Misses. I promised that I would be.
On Tuesday, she took me to the toilet with her in their flat, and she used me as
a toilet. She was wonderful Mistress and let me remove her jeans and
panties, then she stood over me and told me to get ready, and she pulled my face
into her beautiful pussy and she held my head to her pussy so tight and I drank
her, then kissed and licked her clean till she came for me. Neither of them
asked about it at the time, but last night, when Miss Jo took me downstairs at
bedtime, she asked me if I watched Miss
Hannah when she was peeing, and I told her that she used me as her toilet, (Miss
Hannah has told me to tell Miss Jo anything she asks about), and Miss Jo got
excited and pushed my hand onto her cunt and I played with her and she asked me
about it and she came to my fingers listening to me. She didn't ask me to serve
her though Mistress, or I would have, of course.
I should just check my other mail. I will write more
later Mistress.
I've missed you.
angel xxx (and I know I will always be angel to you Mistress. They both
have just started to call me Stephie again actually).
Jan 30, 2003
Angel,
It does seem as though everything is going as wonderfully as could be. What a
nice group you have created. I am pleased that Hannah used you as a
toilet slave. You should take the initiative and offer yourself to Jo in the
same capacity. Or at least offer to let her watch you serve hannah in that way.
You should also be bathing them all and assisting them with any of their
personal needs in that way. And please don't hold back on letting Hannah know
about your feelings about her. You might be surprised at the response. But, as
your mother taught you, only by being honest and open will you be assured of
good things happening to you. The next time allison runs her hands into the
cheeks of your bottom, please shift yourself so that they run
fully into your pussy. You may also guide her hand by the wrist down into your
pussy. Whisper to her that you want her to feel how happy she is making you.
It is quite all right for you to take the proverbial bull by the horns in this
way, my dear. She needs your encouragement also. After all, you are a mature
woman who has the right to show approval in what she is doing and also a desire
that she do even more.
I am so happy about how wonderfully everything is turning out for you. If you
were only able to provide me with pictures of yourself as well as your little
group, it would be totally perfect.
Mistress
Jan 30, 2003
Mistress
Miss Hannah has invited me over to the warehouse for lunch. If you are there
maybe we could chat???????????
angel xx
Jan 30, 2003
All depends on what time, Angel. I have a conference I must attend in 2 hours.
I would love to be there though with you two. My messenger will be up. I wish
you could chat and that Hannah left hers on during the day.
Mistress
Jan 30, 2003
Sasha: Angel!
BUZZ!
angel: Mistress
Sasha: My love
angel: xxx
Sasha: and dearest young Hannah
angel: Miss Hannah is just seeing to someone Mistress
Sasha: How are you today, my young apprentice?
Sasha: then I have you to myself, my darling
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: I am so very happy for you
angel: I am so very happy Mistress
Sasha: and feel so honored that i have been able to help you make it happen
angel: yes Mistress
angel: me too
Sasha: and I can't wait for you to be bald again
angel: They were going to do it on Tuesday Mistress
Sasha: don't worry, my dear. They will
Sasha: And i hope allison will be there watching
Sasha: Everyone needs to see you made hairless for them
angel: but I wonder if they don't want to because of Miss allison
Sasha: No. I think that they were just overtaken by events on Tuesday and just
didn't get around to it
angel: I see
Sasha: and I do think that everyone had good fun notwithstanding, right?
angel: Oh yes Mistress
angel: I hope they did
Sasha: I thought so, my dear.
Sasha: what are you wearing now?
angel: I am dressed Mistress
Sasha: and what are you dressed in?
angel: I've just come from my office
angel: I have a blue blouse and a skirt and shoes Mistress
Sasha: Hannah still busy?
angel: Yes Mistress, she is on the telephone now Mistress
Sasha: time to give her a surprise
angel: yes Mistress?
Sasha: reach into her desk. grab all of her pens or pencils
angel: there is a pen pot here Mistress, right by the monitor
Sasha: lots of them there./
Sasha: ?
angel: three fat felt markers and two pens Mistress
Sasha: see how many you can fit in your pussy ow
Sasha: and put the pens in your bottom
Sasha: can hannah see what you are doing?
angel: she can Mistress
Sasha: do it now for her. But pull your dress up above your waist for her first
Sasha: and then fuck yourself with the bunch of markers
angel: Sasha my delicious 1
angel: hannah here
Sasha: Is that young hannah?
angel: yes with a self fucking slut too
Sasha: hello, my precious
Sasha: if I were there, I would have my tongue down your throat
angel: mmmmm nice
Sasha: an Angel's tongue up my ass.
angel: nicer
Sasha: Is angel giving you a show?
angel: i've just given her my hand to fuck herself with
Sasha: should we see ho much of your hand she can take/
Sasha: /
angel: she is
angel: ooooooo wet 1
Sasha: but the question is, my dear, can she take all of your hand up to your
wrist
angel: kiss time
angel: ?????????
Sasha: think I can get angel to take your whole hand into her?
angel: u can try
Sasha: what do you think my chances are of succeeding?
angel: u already know don't u?
angel: lo
Sasha: Actually I do not
angel: ?
Sasha: I am only making, shall we say, a prediction.
angel: she is tryin already i think
Sasha: and of course, Angel will be a little sore afterwards
Sasha: can she read the screen?
angel: she's cummin
angel: no
Sasha: only for the first time.
Sasha: Let her see the screen
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
Sasha: .
angel: k
Sasha: Angel?
angel: Mistress
angel: sorry Mistress
Sasha: You are going to do something special for Hannah. You are gong to show
her how much you care for her. Are you ready to serve her and I?
angel: yes Mistress, of course, anything
Sasha: I am glad you said that. Are you sitting?
angel: no Mistress, i am standing
Sasha: then sit down in hannah's chair. Butt towards the edge of the seat
Sasha: and spread your legs wide. Be indiscreet
angel: I am Mistress
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: Can hannah read this also?
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: good.
Sasha: Angel, would you like hannah to fuck you?
angel: She is sitting beside me Mistress
angel: Yes Please Mistress
Sasha: Hannah, get down between Angel's legs and leave yourself in a position to
read the screen. Angel can type
angel: k
Sasha: all in position?
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: Are you wet, Angel?
angel: Miss Hannah has just kissed my cunt Mistress
Sasha: Soaked?
angel: oh Yes Mistress
Sasha: Good for her.
Sasha: Good you will need to be soaked
angel: Miss Hannah says I am beautifully wet Mistress
Sasha: Hannah, take your hand and pull your thumb into the palm. Press your
fingers into each other as tightly as you can
Sasha: make your hand as small and as narrow as possible
angel: She has Mistress
Sasha: Now, hannah, gently push you hand into angel.
Sasha: angel, Relax yourself totally.
Sasha: Absorb her hand
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: Hannah, keep pushing gently. And at the same time, gently twist your
hand a little to open up angel more.
Sasha: Angel, relax, it might hurt you a little
Sasha: Hannah, flick angel's clit as you insert your other hand.
Sasha: Keep her excitement level at it's highest
Sasha: and hannah, keep pushing. The hardest point will be when the widest part
of your hand reaches the opening of her vagina
Sasha: keep your thumb tucked as tightly as possible.
Sasha: how far along is she, angel?
angel: on hand and 4 fingers
Sasha: keep talking angel.
angel: mistress
angel: oooooooo
Sasha: I need you to tell me how you are feeling
angel: i cat
Sasha: keep pushing, hannah
angel: cant
Sasha: your hand will slip in all at once.
angel: oooo
angel: mis
Sasha: Angel, relax all the way. it will hurt a little, or a lot, but it will
go it.
Sasha: all the way
Sasha: as gently as possible, hannah
angel: mis is in me mistress
Sasha: her whole hand?
angel: oh my
angel: ys mistress]
Sasha: when it is in, hannah, go to the wrist
angel: cumming
Sasha: you'll cum alot.
angel: xxxxxxxxxxxx
Sasha: But don't stop, hannah
Sasha: Now, hannah
Sasha: Start to fuck angel with your arm.
angel: mmmmmmmmmm
Sasha: but don't take your hand out
Sasha: past that wide spot
Sasha: she cant stand continued insertion past the wide spot.,
Sasha: This is call fist fucking, hannah.
angel: wtg
angel: hot n horny
Sasha: keep fucking her, hannah
Sasha: Fuck her until she is limp from cumming.
angel: she i so hot..........................
Sasha: she will be sore afterwards so make it worth her while.
Sasha: now while you are fucking her, lick her clit
Sasha: flutter your tongue on it directly
Sasha: and buzz your lips on it also.
Sasha: your hand inside angel will hold her still
Sasha: does it hurt, angel?
Sasha: are you arming to having her hand all the way in your, dear?
Sasha: warming?
Sasha: are you two o.k.?
angel: she is the mot wonderful person ever
Sasha: Yes she is.
angel: god i love her
Sasha: Is she still inside you?.
angel: this is h, lololol
Sasha: guess not!
Sasha: How did she handle it?
angel: i've cum out of her
angel: omg she is wonderful
Sasha: not too much pain?
angel: she thanked me
angel: she's crying a bit but she kissed me
Sasha: very few people ever experience that. From either end.
Sasha: Angel, are you o.k.?
angel: hang on
angel: i am very happy Mistress
Sasha: crying because you are happy and not hurt? Be honest!
angel: happy Mistress
angel: and hurt but so very happy
Sasha: all right. How does your pussy feel after having been filed fuller than
ever before?
angel: empty mistress
angel: and stretched
Sasha: how sore is it?
angel: im sorry about my typing Mistress
Sasha: it;'s o.k. No bleeding?
angel: around the bottom is sore mistress
angel: no mistress
Sasha: All right. As long as you are safe.
angel: i am still shaking
Sasha: You should be.
Sasha: Fist fucking gives very hard orgasms.
Sasha: You pussy contracts but has no where in which to contract to.
angel: its like my head is floating
Sasha: Would you like to do something for me now, angel?
angel: yes mistress
angel: please
Sasha: Hannah, are you reading?
angel: y, now
Sasha: Angel, take Hannah's face into your pretty little hands.
Sasha: Kiss her lightly
angel: with my greatest pleasure
angel: yes Mistress
Sasha: An tell Hannah, from the bottom of your heart and with total honesty, how
you feel about her and what you honestly want from her.
Sasha: and then kiss her again, Harder though
Sasha: Ahem! Ladies!
angel: Mistress, Miss Hannah has gone to get some toilet roll to blow her nose.
angel: she was crying Mistress
Sasha: Does she have a sniffle?
Sasha: it is the cold and flu season.
Sasha: are you o.k., angel?
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: how do you feel?
angel: I told her I love her, with all my heart, head and body, and that I want
to serve her
angel: I am crying too Mistress
angel: I am so happy
angel: She loves me
Sasha: That is quite all right, Stephanie. I fully understand.
angel: oh Mistress
angel: I know this is silly, but
Sasha: Happy you told her?
angel: Yes Mistress
angel: she cried Mistress
Sasha: and the but was........?
angel: I cant help it, I do love her
Sasha: I know you do.
angel: I love you too Mistress
Sasha: and she needed to know.
angel: so much.
angel: and she loves me too Mistress
Sasha: and I know that also. I think she does also but she has never said it.
angel: She said so
Sasha: yes, but never in the context in which you and I have chatted, mon cher
angel: she will Mistress, I know she will.
Sasha: Has she returned from the loo?
angel: i do sasha
angel: there
angel: of course i love u
angel: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
angel: and i love angel here
Sasha: Hello, hannah. How are you feeling inside?
angel: butterflies
angel: the size of jumbo jets
Sasha: Angel has a habit of being honest.
angel: good
Sasha: so now you know how she feels
angel: i do
Sasha: and do you accept it?
angel: yes
Sasha: Does that mean Angel had to run off to the W.C. this time?
angel: she's cleaning up
Sasha: Ahhhhh.
angel: she has to go
Sasha: Do the revelations of today make you miss to change some things, Hannah?
Sasha: wish to change I meant
Sasha: Hello?
angel: sorry, she was just going
Sasha: So angel is gone?
angel: I am just off Mistress, I have to go to a meeting
angel: Thank You Mistress xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sasha: Don't you think, Angel, that if two people love each other they should
spend a lot more time with each other?
angel: Yes Mistress
Sasha: And that maybe they should sleep with each other?
angel: I have just begged Hannah to move in with me
angel: Miss Hannah
Sasha: And Hannah, what do you say?
angel: but now I have to go Mistress
Sasha: you go,m angel.
Sasha: I will chat with Hannah
angel: i said yes of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sasha: I am so very happy for you both!
Sasha: so when should these living arrangements commence, girls?
angel: i have to think
Sasha: I know, dear
Sasha: It is a huge adjustment
Jan 30, 2003
Mistress
Thank you. Thank you - one of those is from me and the other from Miss Hannah,
she phoned and left a message to say that she had clicked you offline
accidentally and couldn't get back in and she is very sorry.
She also told me to tell you that she does love you, actually, what she said
was, "How couldn't I love her, she's delicious".
Mistress, I am so happy. Miss Hannah is going to pick me up from work tonight
so that we can talk.
Oh you are so wonderful, not only for having built her to fuck me so completely
and wonderfully, but that you had me tell her how I feel, and she feels the same
about me. She was so wonderful, she just cried and said "Oh and I love you my
darling little Stephie".
I have some things to complete before I go, so I should close now. But I have
to say Thank you, my Mistress.
your angel xxx
Jan 30, 2003
My dearest Angel,
You are most welcome. And, of course, so is Hannah. The words that needed to
be said were, and the tears that needed to be shed were as well. I just helped
you two realize what you both so desperately wanted to say.
I always knew that the greatest gifts I could bestow upon you were the dominance
you craved and the love of and from Hannah that you so richly deserved in your
life. To Hannah I wish to give the knowledge to make
your lives as best as they can be. And also to turn her enough into me in many
ways so that you will know that I am always with you.
I can't wait to hear what you two glowing young ladies talked about after work.
Hannah has the most to think about because so much has happened to her in the
past couple of weeks that is totally earth shattering. Not only her feelings
for you but also her feelings for herself as a woman in love with another woman.
And here we are wanting you two to live together. I know
it is fast but it probably would be the best. But you really must assume some
control here to make sure about everything I have written you in previous
letters. She is young and things might work better with a trial period. Of
course, as infatuated as you are with each other, love might just find a way to
make this work. I certainly hope it does.
I love you both so much. But you know my heart always rests where it first
started to beat. With you...........
Your Mistress, your Love, your best friend,
Sasha
Jan 30, 2003
Dearest hannah,
Isn't it funny that when life gets to be the best ever, it also gets to be the
most complicated as well? You must be sitting on top of the world right now.
Looking at angel sitting at your feet as well as what is below you. All these
new thoughts and feelings are whirling around in your head like a storm, I'll
bet.
I never asked you, hannah, if you have ever been in love before with anyone. If
you have been, did it feel like this? Isn't it neat to finally realize that you
can feel your heart beating in your chest?
I know everything has happened so fast over the past few weeks. I think it has
only been two or so after all. I'll bet if I had approached you at a new Years
Eve party and told you that by the end of only a month you would be totally in
love with an older woman and not only that, but also a submissive woman who begs
you to live with her and let her take care of your every physical and sexual
need. You would have thought me to be absolutely daft. People often say that
life is but a tangled web. That might be true. I personally pre fer to untangle
webs for people and to re-weave them together. And of course, I wove myself in
this web with you and Stephie.
And to be honest, my dear, teaching you more and more about life and how things
happen is changing you a little (or a lot) into me in many ways, at least as far
as sexual mindsets go. I think you might have already realized this. But it is
a good way for me to be there with you both in spirit.
I love you both so very much, my dear. And I am so very happy for you both.
Just to let you know, tears came to my eyes also this morning. For all three of
us............ You are to be welcomed into the family. You, Me, Jo, allison,
and of course, the person whom everything revolves around, Stephanie.
I congratulate you both on finding love.
Your Mistress and confidant,
Sasha
Jan 30, 2003
Mistress
yes, you are the mistress around here, i know that and i know that i owe you so
much
i haven't even thought that angel is older than me, and lately i haven't even
thought that she is female, its just that she is who and what she is that's
important, and we've decided not to tell Miss Jo or allison just yet. i want
some way to show her that i want a big family of this, with you, me, angel (of
course) and Miss Jo and allison. I want us all to share and all of us to get to
be a family, that's what i told stephie and she kissed me cos that's what she
says she wants too, but she also said that she will serve me maybe in more ways
than them, and she always wants to return to me after she has done what i wish,
what we(you and me) wish.
im going to stay with her tomorrow night and i want to tell Miss Jo and allison
that i might be moving in, but we both want them to know that it changes
nothing, that she is there's to love and use too, that we can share her, and she
said i can have my friends around anytime and she will stay in the bedroom if i
want. but i wont want that, not ever.
i don't know how to tell barry. i think i might just say im moving out, we
aren't in love, it was convenient that's all, but i cant tell him i've left him
for a female. and what do i say to my mom and dad??? angel wondered if we need
to tell work too!!! wtg. we both said that you are part of us so don't think we
don't want you to carry on writing and chatting Mistress, and of course you
carry on writing to her anytime you want. i know i can learn from u, id heard of
fisting and never knew what it meant. now i do. and it was beautiful to see her
face with my whole hand inside of her like that. i want to learn how to please
her every way i can, like she pleases me with what she does and allows us to do.
im not sleeping with barry lately, not this week anyway, but that's not that
rare. he knows i hate him snoring and he never says anything less he's horny. i
gotta tell u something tho. angel hasn't seen my tits, cos i hate them, and
tomorrow she will see them, and im scared. they are like im one of those silly
tarts who have 3 kids by the time they are 25. i hope she isn't turned off by
them, but i've never wanted anyone to touch and kiss them like i do her. now im
the one whose horny. she's going to phone me when she has finished with Miss Jo,
i told her she has to say goodnight to me.
kisses and licks Mistress
Miss Hannah
Jan 30, 2003
Dear hannah,
I'll try to answer your issues as best and honestly as i can. It is simpler to
just do it in a list format.
So here goes.
1. Don't worry about your breasts. That's childish. You are officially a woman
now as of today. Woman pay attention to what is inside rather than outside. I
will tell you what i tell everybody, including Stephanie. You can only achieve
greatness when you first recognize it in yourself. Write that on a piece of
paper and tack it to your wall. Believe it and live by it.
2. As far as telling work goes, I feel that it is none of their business. As
long as you two aren't french kissing by the tea pot. You may tell people
whom you trust but neither of you need unwanted attention from people with small
minds.
3. Your parents. Hmmmm. My guess is that they love you. Because they love
you they will be happy when they see how happy you are. They might be a while
accepting and understanding but hopefully they will trust you to make the right
decisions based on what is in your heart. My recommendation would be to tell
them that you are moving in with a female friend and sharing digs with her.
They can figure out the rest over time and accept it as they grow comfortable
with it. Besides, after they meet Angel, how can they not like her?
4. Barry. I would tell him that you are going to go stay with a girlfriend for
a week for the heck of it. He shouldn't care if your relationship is the way
you related to me. After the week, tell him that you decided to stay with her
permanently.
5. Your dealings with Jo. Jo and Jo should treat each other as good friends.
Friend who have similar interest in both Angel's and each other's bodies. If Jo
fondles you, please feel free to fondle her back. You two are equals sexually.
Hopefully allison will be your equal also someday. Angel wants you to enjoy the
sensations from other just as you wish for her to. Angel knows very well that,
sexually, her position to all of you is that of a much loved and treasured
servant, slave, and pet. If she is there watching you
and Jo 69 with each other, she is happy to watch and participate in any way
asked. So ENJOY YOURSELF! allison and Jo, by the way, will be very happy for
you both also.
Hope this gives you the direction you need, dear.
Now with Angel. She does need to be waxed very soon. Her pussy needs to be
bald for us all. She also needs that piercing we talked about. And also very
soon. Ultimately I would like for her to have her nipples pierced as well as
her clitoral hood. I am also considering a gold ring through each of her
vaginal lips. This has the advantage of being able to put a lock through them
to close off access to her vagina. very nice if you are the keyholder. Think
about these possibilities.
Golly I envy you being so young and in such a great position in life. I really
hope that when you move in with angel you bring a computer with you so we can
all chat together at night. You two could get a web cam so i could see you
play........
Mistress
There ends the month of January. Once again, this is all very real. That
should be very easy to tell just by reading. i myself never expected things to
go as well and smoothly as they have. makes me so very glad I saved all the
letters to share. this type of relationship would be totally unbelievable
without them.
