Angel-Feb
February started out a little slow but everything was o.k. It is a direct
continuation from January and Angel's new life continues... As always it is
real. And many thanks to the many of you that have written to thank me for
putting this together. And yes, I did change the names of the individuals
involved except for Stephanie.
Tuesday Feb 4
Angel,
I must say that I had grown accustomed to receiving your letters. Five days of
silence has left me feeling a little empty. Being a woman with deep feelings
like yourself I hope you understand that I am feeling worried, lonely, and
wondering if I am to be cast aside now that all of the stars are in proper
alignment for you.
I hope everything is going well for you. And you know that I do hope that you
are deliriously happy with everything that has happened and also for what the
future might hold for you.
I know that I can't force you or Hannah to write me. I can only hope that you
both do to keep me abreast of your lives. Hopefully your lives together. I am
very curious as to how your weekend turned out.
Your Mistress waits..................
Thursday Feb 6
angel and Hannah,
Well, it has been a week since you both dropped off the face of the earth. I
sit and wonder if you both are still alive and I hope that you are both happy.
I also sincerely hope that your newfound happiness has not made you both feel
that you can just desert me completely. Please remember that I have strong
feelings as well as a heart.
Sasha
Friday Feb 7
Mistress
I tried to get into my mail yesterday, and again this morning, but it says my
password is invalid. I imagined that you had changed it with my profile, or is
there something else? You see, I checked my profile and saw that it hadn't
changed???
I have created this mail user for now, and actually it's better for me as this
mail the company accepts service as we use it for remote access to our mail when
we are away from the office.
Please let me know if you have decided not to hear from us again??? There is
so much I wanted to tell you.
angel x
Angel,
I have been patiently waiting to hear from you both. I did not change your
password. Tell me what has been happening with you both
Mistress
Saturday Feb 8
Angel,
I have given much thought to your letters. And I also Verified that, yes, your
password does seem to have changed. I did not do it. That would be
counter-productive because that is my way of reaching you. I would ask you this,
my dear. Did you give anyone else (like Hannah) your password? My thoughts are
as follows. I have lost total contact with BOTH of you. Now if your account
was messed up it still doesn't tell you or I why Hannah has not written me
either. Nothing should be wrong with her account. My guess is that you gave
your password to her and she changed it. Maybe she is jealous and wishes me out
of the way? Maybe the pupil thinks she is smarter than the Mistress? I wrote
you a few weeks ago and mentioned fears that, because of her age, Hannah might
be a little jealous and want you all to herself or at least in situations she
can control exclusively. I would imagine that there are some ingrained
jealousies with her and that she might feel threatened by my involvement and,
most importantly, your feelings towards me.
My feelings for you are as strong as ever. I was very worried about you, my
love. Do not tell anyone about this new account of yours. Find out what is
going on. Assume some control. After all, I have always told you that you are
the one in control no matter how much it seems otherwise. And I expect a very
long letter from you catching me up on every delicious detail of your life.
Mistress
Monday Feb 10
Mistress
I have not given my mail password to anyone, including Miss Hannah, and I have
to tell you that she was hoping to have heard from you. She has talked to Miss
J about you and was looking forward to having seen something for her from you,
she asked me to have you write to her through me because she can't get to a pc,
well, she can, but her password at work doesn't allow her to access the
Internet, and now that she is living with us she doesn't have access to one at
home.
I truly don't think that she has any notions of jealousy Mistress, Truly I
don't.
Incidentally Mistress, I have been asked by Miss J to only refer to her and Miss
A by their initials in any correspondence. That's why I did that earlier, just
in case you wondered.
Mistress, everything is just so wonderful, well, almost everything. When I get
home in the evening I have to report to Miss A and she undresses me, and she
also decides what I am allowed to wear when I go out. One day last week, she
left me with only two buttons fastened and I was told only to fasten any other
if I absolutely needed to. I didn't though Mistress. I only had meetings with
a couple of people from a supplier all day, and I felt excited the whole time.
In the evening, Miss A has discovered that she likes to make me orgasm, and so
she does, regularly, just on a whim she will start to finger my cunt until I
cum, then she always wipes her fingers over me. When its time for bed
Mistress, they all go and change ready for bed, and then they bring their
panties for me and I lick them clean before washing them by hand in the bowl.
Before I wash them, I have to show the owner of the panties that I have cleaned
them enough. I kneel before them with their panties in my hands, Mistress, it's
so erotic.
I am naked all of the time I am with them Mistress, and we spend most of the
time in Miss J's flat. Miss Hannah is usually up with them when I get back
from work. I get to sit on Miss Hannah, my legs spread facing her, and she
plays with and pulls at my nipples and sometimes my clit hood while I have to
tell them all who I have fancied during my day and why. Miss A has copied her
pinching my nipples at times too, and once she pulled at my nipples so hard I
whimpered and she felt guilty and I begged her not to, and I told her that she
should do it if she wanted and I put her hand back on my breast, and she did
carry on and I kept quiet and she just pulled and twisted my nipples so hard
Mistress.
Miss J always comes with me when I go to the toilet and watches me, and
occasionally I am allowed to touch her pussy as I wee and she always cums so
quickly and sprays over me, sitting on the toilet, I cant really concentrate on
weeing but I am so happy. Miss Hannah uses me fully Mistress, for her toilet.
She even wakes me in the night and uses me rather than going to the toilet, and
most times I'm allowed to kiss her beautiful pussy too. Actually, it's not
always Miss J who watches me Mistress, it usually is but Miss Hannah does
sometimes too. I had told Miss Hannah about Beatrice always watching me when I
went, and they have set it as a rule that someone must watch me.
Oh Mistress, you don't know. My pussy is bald again Mistress. They did it one
night last week, with waxing strips. All over, my cunt and between my bottom
cheeks. For a day or so it looked pretty awful, but Miss Hannah and Miss J put
cream on me, and now Miss J and Miss A, well, all of them really, think it looks
lovely. Miss J thinks I look like a young girl Mistress.
Only Miss Hannah actually makes love with me. We always go downstairs at
bedtime, and we have made love every night, sometimes quite beautifully, just
the two of us together, but she has also tied my hands behind my back, and just
ridden her pussy on my face and they were beautiful Mistress. She came twice
both times she has done that Mistress, and one night she left me tied like that
all night. When Miss A came down she had to undo me under the covers. They all
have keys to my flat and Miss H has a set of keys for Miss J's too. We just use
both of the flats like they are 'our' home. It's lovely Mistress. Miss J has
taken me down to bed for me to kiss her sometimes Mistress, that's what I meant
about Miss Hannah not being jealous, at least twice she has made the excuse for
Miss J to take me downstairs and she always asks me what happens so she can't be
jealous.
Over this last weekend Miss A has been pestering Miss J and Miss Hannah to let
her have some time with just her and her friend Her friend. Apparently, Her
friend has shown Miss A her pussy once when they had a sleepover. Miss J is
worried about others knowing about what we do. She had a long talk with Miss A
early last week about it, and I'm sure Miss A knows.
Tonight Miss A is staying away on a school trip and Miss J's friend Jackie is
coming around to meet Miss Hannah and I. I have been briefed, and I am to
answer the door to her naked, invite her in the lounge. Miss Hannah and Miss J
will be sitting next to each other on the sofa and I have to kneel on the floor
between them. When they were plBeatriceing on Saturday night they had all
sorts of scenarios, including having me beg Jackie to let me kiss her pussy,
but I'm glad they didn't. Miss J has told Miss Hannah more about Jackie, and
she is quite a bossy person, but a good person too, she was very kind to Miss J
when her hubby left and she organized her. Miss J wanted to have some show of
'ownership' over me in case Jackie starts to organize us all, but Miss Hannah
was confidant.
Miss Hannah took me out to a pizza bar on Saturday to get a take away, and she
kissed me in front of people while we were waiting. I felt so very important,
that she did that. She has told me that she wants me to meet one of her sisters
this week too. Apparently she has two, one of whom she loves and the other who
is (as she says...) a bitch.
I have to go now Mistress. I have just phoned Miss Hannah to say that I've
heard from you, and she was genuinely happy Mistress, Truly she was. She said
for me to send you "Kisses and licks" from her Mistress. Oh, before I go, Miss
A had a Sharp PDA, which allows file transfer, and now that we have made contact
again I will ask Susan in IT (she has always been kind to me) to load the
transfer software. There won't be a problem as many people use PDA's for their
Outlook diaries and things. I have the software here. They are all keen to
write to you, and Miss A has already started something.
Well I have to go Mistress. I am sorry about the Yahoo password thing. I just
thought that you might have changed it temporarily to change something. I
didn't mean to accuse you or anything. You know that don't you? Anyway, Its
probably better that we use this service. Lots of users use this for remote
mail, and at some time someone might enquire about me using Yahoo. Already they
don't allow Messenger on the networked PCs.
I will write again, as and when I can. We are very busy at work, but I will try
and make time Mistress.
Your slave
angel xxxxxx
Angel,
Suffice it to say that I am very happy for you. The only thing that I will add
to what did or did not happen last week is that I wrote both you and Hannah and
I resent you what I wrote you both. Just surprised that I did not hear back
from her at all. Well, dearest Angel, I think we both can agree that you are
living the dream you always wished to. Have you be allowed to pleasure A yet?
I hope you get to explore her before she brings Her friend into the scene.
Because I would imagine that you will be playing with her as well. I only wish
that you had acquired some of the toys I mentioned a few weeks ago so that they
all have more implements to use on you. And since they have to watch you in the
bathroom I do think that some enema equipment would also be appropriate for you
to start using. Being forced to hold a couple of liters of warm, soapy water
inside you for specified periods of time is such sweet torture, especially with
a butt plug to prevent you from releasing it. So glad to hear you are bald again
as you should be. Did the waxing hurt you, dear? Maybe you should think about
writing the word "angel" over the bare area now. H and J are correct in wanting
to prove ownership of you before someone dominant like Jackie inserts herself
into your play. I would personally recommend the piercing or small tattoos.
Until that time, someone needs to assume control (preferably J because she knows
Jackie) as inform her as to your ownership status. In my experience, the more
masculine, dominant, lesbians are more like men in that they might take many
more liberties then is proper with a freely given loan of a sub. Everything
must be made clear to her beforehand because someone assertive is a very
intimidating factor when exposed to several novices. I am thinking of your
safety here and all their feelings towards you. Let's hope you get the word to
J beforehand. Please tell me more, Angel. Do you still eat J as often? Are you
her toilet as well? Or at least her toilet paper? Do you bathe them, as you
should? Are you sticking to the masturbation schedule I set forth for you?
Life appears to be so wonderful for you now that Hannah is living with you,
dearest. I am so very pleased at the events that have taken place in your life.
Mistress
Mistress
Miss Hannah and Miss J have talked about getting a dildo, Miss H wants a strap
on one, and they have also asked me how I would feel having my nipples and cunt
lips clipped. I told them that I would be pleased to please them if they wished
me to be. Miss Hannah wants to get some that can be fastened together with a
chain; she saw them on the web last week apparently. Miss J was talking about
getting a dog collar for me to wear and for me to have a lead, but Miss Hannah
said that they could use on attached to my nipples if we got the chain one.
With regard to Miss A, I am sorry to say that I am not pleasuring her as you
mean. I am very subservient to her Mistress, more so even than the others.
When I am with her, I always thank her for touching me, and when she spanks me I
thank her. I have even kissed her feet in gratitude to her when she has
undressed me. But she has never undressed in front of me, though when she first
brought me her panties to lick, she did show me, I think inadvertently, that she
hadn't put any on to sleep in. I have offered to bathe her too Mistress. She
has watched me shower a few times, and I have offered, but she generally
suggests that her mom "might not be too keen on that". I don't know what Miss J
has said to her, but I think she has set, or suggested limits. I would love to
please her any way she wished, you know that Mistress.
When they waxed me Mistress it was agony, all over Mistress, and I cried. Miss
Hannah asked me if I wanted to use my word, but I begged her to carry on. My
cunt and bottom really stung for a long time afterwards Mistress, but they were
both kind to me.
Miss J and Miss Hannah really had a long talk about Jackie at the weekend. They
have briefed me that if I go with her, one of them will come too. One thing
Jackie wants is to use me to model for a friend of hers when she does some home
lingerie sales and Miss Hannah says she wants to go. If I go with just Jackie
then Miss J says they both might go, but at least Miss J will.
Mistress, the latter part of mast week I didn't go with Miss J much at all. She
did play with me but she didn't let me kiss her pussy; thought I asked her if
she wanted me to. On Saturday morning she told me that her period was almost
over and that soon she would want me to kiss her again, and I offered to kiss
her even though she is on her period if she wants me to. She smiled and kissed
me (she doesn't often kiss me either generally) but she didn't let me, but on
Sunday she took me downstairs to my bed twice, and she came both times, and she
came for me while I peed once. I have not offered to be her toilet slave
Mistress, just because it is a particularly 'unusual' pleasure and I am
reluctant to. I rather hoped that she and Miss Hannah might talk about it, but
obviously they have not, and I don't mind. I'd be rather full if I drank both
of them Mistress. In truth though, I would love to serve her that way too. If
she wished it. I will get up courage to ask her and hope she is not disgusted
with me. I don't want that.
Mistress, I had to take a break then because Susan came and loaded the transfer
software onto my PC. I will attach the note that Miss A had done for you. It's
the only one on here at the moment from any of them. I've looked and it's ok.
It opens in notepad.
Mistress, I bathe Miss Hannah, and I have washed Miss J once, but I haven't Miss
A. I should love to though. Miss Hannah and I have shared a shower more than
once Mistress. She has pushed soapy fingers into my bottom them Mistress, as we
hug.
Mistress I have to go now. I will send this now with the attachment. (I have
not read what she has written, nor will I ever Mistress. I have promised each
of them).
angel xxxxxxx
Mistress Sasha Hello, I am Allison and I guess you already know all about me
from our slave girl. I have a French pen pal already, and I suppose this is like
that but I have never ever thought about telling her about the things I am going
to be telling you. The slave girl says you are very kind but strict. I hope you
will think of me as a friend and not a child. I do not want to become a slave
girl. I thought i should tell you that straightaway. I like the feelings I get
when I am in charge of her. I have asked her lots of times what she does with
other people but she doesn't tell me and so I wondered if you would tell me ----
pretty please. I have told my best friend about that she is a lesbian and that
she and her lover live downstairs from us and she really wants to meet her
again. You might not know that she has already met her once, but she was clothed
then. My mom is being a pain about it all. Maybe you can tell them to let us
play with her. I sort of want to tell you details about her but maybe I should
not. I did write lots before but I scrubbed it. Mom is really cool but you
Can't really talk about some things can you. HBeatricea tells me some things
they do but it is sort of awkward too cos she is her lover. Anyways ---- its
really cool having her with us and mom hasn't been so happy in a long time and
she lets me do just what I like so that is cool too. HBeatricea is really cool
too. I love to watch them kissing. It makes me wet!!!!!!!! My dad bought me
this years ago. It would be a real shock if he knew what I am using it for.
Don't worry, I will not tell him. Or anybody. I may be young but I am not
stupid. Allison kiss (She always call me Miss Allison but I always sign myself
Allison kiss)
Angel,
It is good to hear that either H or J will always be with you when you are with
Jackie. A cardinal rule is to never trust another Domme until you know their
methods, habits, and overall intentions. H and J must realize that they MUST
maintain control over you at least to show ownership when with other people. A
leash is a good idea to facilitate this. However when it comes to leashes I
would recommend running a leash through nipple rings, vaginal rings, or a
clitoral hood ring. Yes, dear, this means getting pierced. I know this scares
you but it is for the best. Using standard alligator clips can be even more
painful and damaging to your nipples and pussy lips especially if they
accidentally get pulled off. The teeth get dragged over your most sensitive
spots and can break the skin very easily. Piercing your pussy lips also adds
the advantage that they can be locked shut. As far as a dildo goes, I would
recommend a strap on of a larger size. This is something you all can use
together on each other. I would expect that you would use it in H more often
than you might expect. Her fucking you is a good way to assert her dominance
over you and you fucking her are a good way to let her know that she will never
need another man again. I would sincerely recommend your group setting a time
aside ever few days when you can all sit as women and speak as equals. You
should never consider yourself so much of a sub that you should repress your
opinions. You are the linchpin of this whole relationship as well as the most
experienced. So assert yourself at times to make my ideas and wishes clear as
well as your own. This is a time for you all to be honest and discuss ideas and
directions where this is taking you all. You will be permitted to wear clothed
for these get togethers. And these tea times are very important. H, A, and J
should all respect your ideas and opinions. How does it feel being the most
important person in a group relationship, my dearest lover? Thank you for
sending me Allison's letter. J and H should also use this as a way to write me.
I just know you are dying to know what young Allison wrote about you. Well,
maybe you should go wonder in the ladies room while pulling on your clit and
fingering your bare bottom......... Mistress
> Mistress
My dearest Miss Allison,
(You may wish to read this in private or with only angel present. Consider
reading it to angel afterwards and taking her totally into your confidence and
telling her that is it o.k. for her to tell you what it is she does for your mom
and Hannah)
I am so pleased to enter into a correspondence with you. Let me say first off I
do NOT consider you to be a child nor only a kid. When I was your age (longer
ago than I care to admit, Lol) I was very much involved in the magic of
exploration of my sexual desires at an all girl's school. While you might have
been a child before all the excitement started in your life, you are being
exposed to things that will make you a woman all the more rapidly. It's kind of
like being thrown into Advanced Calculus when you were only taking Algebra 1.
But I would encourage you to consider me your friend, teacher, and confidant for
items that you might feel uncomfortable with discussing with your mother. I
will say that I am very impressed with your relationship with your mother
because it is very rare that something such as a lesbian slave to be introduced
into everyday life. You have probably realized several things over the past few
weeks. I'll guess as to a few of them. First off, you might have found out that
you have all the sexual desires and needs of a mature woman. Well, surprise!
You do. You just haven't had all the exposure granted by time to experience
your likes and dislikes. Secondly, you might not have known that your mother is
a very sexual woman and has all the same desires as you do, maybe stronger ones
because she has done so much more and is older. While the love that Angel gives
your mother is new to your mom, she has found that she really likes it and wants
all she can get. I don't know if you are the type of person that looks at Angel
and your mom (and myself for that matter) as being way too old. But I will tell
you, dear Allison, that we ALL love a tongue between our legs as much as you
(not knowing if you have ever experienced that) Thirdly, you have probably
realized that sex is sort of like going into the world's largest sweets factory
for the first time. All you can do is stand there and marvel at all the
different types and kinds you never knew existed. But instead of rushing around
trying to stuff your face with as many different types as is possible and
risking getting sick, I am here as your tour guide to help lead you along.
Seriously now, dearest, what you are being exposed to is something that you must
treat with a high degree of maturity. Your mates at school probably would be
best off not knowing about all this. You are quickly being raised to a much
higher level sexually than they might EVER experience. Sexual growth is so
important but so many people never progress past a man lying on top of them,
grunting for 5 minutes (if they are lucky) and rolling off to go to sleep. At
your tender age, you are seeing things that so many people only ever fantasize
about. Having control over and the usage of a sexual slave like Angel is a huge
responsibility. Never be so prideful that you don't use everything you see as a
learning experience. Now. Beside myself, your best teacher in everything like
this is, believe it or not, Stephanie herself. As you know Angel is the
kindest, most giving and gentle person you will ever meet. She is the one to
help you see how beautiful two women together can be. She would never try to do
anything to hurt you. And she will be totally focused on your pleasure. As you
become more comfortable and you figure out your needs and desires you will
probably work on returning that pleasure to her. Were I in your position I would
recommend spending as much time with Angel as possible. Watch what goes on
around you. You mom will naturally be a little tentative letting you watch her
and angel together but that is understandable. This is sort of new to her also
and every mom has misgivings about telling her daughter to go have sex with
someone, man or woman. I would imagine that Hannah would have no problem
letting you watch her and angel together. Use the watching as a learning
experience. If you get wet, my dear, (as you should, it's normal) please don't
hesitate to play with yourself. The ability to do so and have orgasms is the
greatest gift God has given us. Sex and Orgasms don't care of you are rich or
poor, fat or thin, pretty or ugly. What a gift! And when watching please feel
to get as close to the action as is possible so you can see everything that is
going on. If you desire to touch angel, please don't hesitate to do so. Why
don't you try touching and playing with her pussy in the same way you like to
touch and play with your own. Watch how she reacts to you giving her pleasure.
And also realize that Angel wants nothing more than to give you pleasure as
well. You should really let her do so. This will help you to understand how
special she is and how special what a woman can do for you is as well. Why
don't you let her assist you in giving you a bath? Let her undress you, bathe
you, shave your legs, wash your back, trim your pubic hair (if you desire), dry
you off and then massage oil into you afterwards. If you get as excited as I
suspect you will, please consider letting her bring you to orgasm with her
fingers or her mouth if that is what you wish. This is the most beautiful and
gentle way I can think of you exploring more about your needs and desires.
Maybe you might want to ask angel to masturbate for you so you can see first
hand how she likes to treat herself. You know she loves being watched and she
really wants you to experience everything she can give you. I can't wait to hear
back from you. Please tell me something about your current level of sexual
experience. What you have done so far and with whom, boys and girls. It will
let me know how far along you are. Remember, dearest Allison, that what you are
embarking on will change your life FOREVER! You, at your young age, will be on
a path to enjoy and explore more about sex and this will give you so much more
pleasure for the rest of your life. You are well on your way to becoming the
person that has tried everything on the menu rather than limiting yourself to
the same choice every time you go out to dinner. Being able to glimpse at your
age at how wild, large, and wonderful the world of sex is, is something
incredible. Look at how happy your mother is right now with what she has
learned and is experiencing. I'll bet you a quid that right now she wishes she
had learned about all these wonderful things when she was your age so that she
could have spent an extra 20 years enjoying them. That's what is so wonderful
about where you are sitting right now. So ask me anything, tell me everything,
and let me help you along and help you to avoid any pitfalls. Welcome to the
most wonderful sorority of all!
Mistress Sasha
Stephanie,
As one mature woman to another, I have decided that you should have a copy of
most of what I wrote Allison. You are so very important to her sexual
development that it would be remiss of me to try to hide everything from you.
As always, you are the controlling factor of her development so it is important
that you know how I am treating her and what path I am leading her down. The
responsibility you and I have in helping her along is tremendous, as you know.
If we do something wrong, too quickly, too much, or in the wrong context, we
risk scarring her for life because she has not had enough experiences to inure
her a little. You and I have taken on task of initiating her into her life and
helping to create a sexual identity for her that will be with her always. I
know you will guard this responsibility well. I don't know H well enough to
know if she will be as gentle and understanding as you. Remember that H and J
are almost as new to this as Allison and are not in positions to teach or to
help with feelings because they probably haven't sorted out their own feelings
totally yet. I love you and trust you, my love, to always do the right and
gentle thing. Allison is your daughter in many ways. Be her confidant and
friend. What you are doing with her is beautiful and guarantees your
immortality because she will always remember your kindness and gentleness long
after our passing and hopefully she will be in a position many years from now to
pass on what you have taught her to other young ladies and help them to fulfill
their lives more completely. I love you and honor you.
Your Sasha
Tuesday Feb 11
Mistress,
Jackie did not come around last night Mistress; apparently she telephoned Miss J
to tell her that something had come up.
I have printed Miss A's note, but she was not at home last night. I will give it
to her this evening.
I have notes from Miss J and Miss Hannah though. They are attached. I should
have more time later to write to you, but I just have to tell you that last
night. After they wrote their notes to you, Miss J asked Miss Hannah if she
would make love to me while she watched, and we did, on the sofa, and on the
floor, and it was wonderful. Miss J touched both of us as we kissed and made
love to one another, then I went and got drinks for us all. Miss Hannah had put
her t-shirt back on and she told me to go and get a scarf from Miss A's room. I
got it, and she tied my hands behind my back, and she pulled and pinched at my
nipples, while they drank and talked, then she laid me down on my back, and she
sat on my face, and she moved so that I licked her pussy and her bottom, and she
came for me, and Miss J played with my cunt and I came. Later, Miss J took me
into her room and I was still tied, and she sat on me too, and came all over my
face, and she let me lick between the cheeks of her bottom. Mistress, they were
both so very happy. Miss Hannah was waiting for us in the lounge, and they left
me tied until we went to bed.
I will try to write more later, Mistress, but I had to make sure that you knew
about that. It was so wonderful.
Angel xx
MISTRESS SASHA STEPHIE TOLD ME WHAT UD SAID BOUT ME BEING JEALOUS BUT IM NOT!
BELIEVE ME. I HAVE STEPHIE IN MY BED, RATHER HER BED LOL, AND SHE LOVES ME AND
I LOVE HER AND I LOVE HER TO GO WITH JO AND TO THINK OF THEM MAKING LOVE
TOGETHER. HONEST I LOVE IT AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER WITH ANOTHER WOMAN,
EVERYTHING AND ME TELLING THEM WHAT TO DO. I'M NOT JEALOUS. ITS NOT MY THING.
PASSION, HORNINESS AND A BIT OF BDSM - YES THEY ARE MY THING, BUT NOT JEALOUSY.
LOL TO TELL THE TRUTH ... SCARY HUH ... WHEN IM RUBBING MYSELF OFF ON HER PRETTY
FACE I THINK OF HER AND ALLISON OR HER AND JO, TRUTH IS I THINK OF HER WITH LOTS
OF GIRLS, LOL. SHE TELLS ME EVERY NIGHT WHO SHE HAS FANCIED EACH DAY YOU KNOW,
AND I GET HER TO CUM TELLING ME ABOUT THEM AND I NEARLY ALWAYS CUM TOO. LITTLE
ALLISON HELPS WITH THAT TOO SOMETIMES, GETTING HER TO CUM NOT ME, LOL, BUT IT
HELPS ME TOO ROFL. SHE'S GETTING TO BE QUITE A LITTLE PUSSY LOVER FOREVER
FINGERING OUR ANGEL. I TRIED TO GET BARRY TO LET ME TAKE THE PC WHEN I WENT COS
I USE IT MORE THAN HIM, BUT HE THINKS IM COMIN BACK SOMETIME SO HE WOULDN'T LET
ME WHICH IS A PAIN. I'VE JUST TOLD HIM IM STAYING WITH FRIENDS FOR A WHILE AND
I HAVE TOLD MY SIS BUT NOT MY MOM AND DAD. MOST F MY FRIENDS KNOW NOW. WHEN I
SAY THEY KNOW, ALL THEY KNOW IS IM LIVING WITH STEPHIE, NOT THAT I HAVE A
PERVERTED BEAUTIFUL SEXY PUSSY LICKING SLAVE AND THAT I SHARE HER WITH THE
OTHERS LOL. STEPHIE SAYS SHE WILL TRY TO GET A LAPTOP FROM WORK THINGS ARE
REALLY COOL BETWEEN US ALL. I'VE GOT TO REALLY LIKE ALLISON AND JO AND THEY LIKE
ME. JO IS FOREVER FONDLING MY BUM, JUST SLIPPING HER HAND IN MY PANTS SO NOW
SOMETIMES I OFFER IT TO HER WATCHING ALLISON PLAYING WITH STEPHIE. PRETTY SOON
SHE'S GONNA BE INSIDE MY ASS THE WAY SHE'S GOING, NOT THAT ILL STOP HER, ROFL.
GOT TO TELL U THIS. YOU KNOW THE TOILET THING, WELL ITS MEGA. JUST HAVING HER
ASSUME THE POSITION COS IM READY. SHE WIPES MY ASS JUST ONCE THEN SHE LICKS IT
CLEAN, MMMM SUCH A HEAD SHATTERING AMAZING POWER IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. OH WOW.
I KNOW SHE TOLD ME SHED TOLD U, BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW AMAZING IT IS FOR
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE'S SO OBEDIENT. SHE TELLS U ABOUT THE SHOWER. I TOLD
HER TO LOOK AND SHE DID AND SMILED WHEN I PEED ALL OVER HER. SHE IS SO LOVELY.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. DON'T KNOW IF JO IS USING HER TOO BUT I DID SORT OF TELL HER
YOU'LL LIKE THIS SASHA. ALL HER CLOTHES ARE IN ALLISON'S ROOM SO SHE STRIPS HER
WHEN SHE GETS IN AND DRESSES HER WHEN SHE GOES OUT AND WHEN SHE GOES BETWEEN THE
FLATS SHE IS STARK NAKED. SHE STILL ASKS TO PUT JUST ANYTHING ON BUT THAT JUST
WOULDN'T BE RIGHT EH???? I TOLD JO AND ALLISON THAT WHAT YOU WRITE TO YOUR
ANGEL WILL BE PRIVATE BETWEEN YOU 2 AND THEY ARE COOL WITH THAT. BUT NOW THEY
ALL WANT THERE'S TO BE PRIVATE TO THEM TOO. BOOHOO. LOL I ALWAYS LIKED READING
OTHER PEEPS MAIL. LOL
IF I GET TO A PC I WILL WRITE, WE CAN WRITE LATER THIS WEEK WHEN WE GO SEE MY
SIS. I'M TAKING STEPHIE TO MEET HER ONE DAY THIS WEEK. SHE'S REALLY COOL ABOUT
IT BUT I KNEW SHE WOULD BE. KISSES AND LICKS HANNAH
Sasha You will be amused I am sure, to learn that I had not believed you to be
real. I thought that you were a design of stephie's. You will have to excuse my
typing but I am not used to a 6-inch keyboard! And the idea of using capitals,
as one should is preposterous. But I am sure you will understand. I don't
imagine that these notes between us will be very long. ha ha! Just one thing I
should like to say and that is thank you. It appears that not only is stephie
your gift but that Hannah's presence too is more than in part down to you. We
love them both, though in quite different ways you understand. Ha-ha I wish
stephie to be discrete in her mentions of "A" but I am sure you understand that.
She has promised that you are the only one who is aware of what happens in our
home and it MUST stay that way please. Finally, I work in a centre, which
includes a swimming pool, and I used to swim daily (a vain attempt to keep some
sort of shape ha-ha) and just yesterday the shop there was clearing out and
selling off and I bought a delightfully brief bikini for stephie to come
swimming with me sometime. You would approve I am sure. I have absolutely no
surprise that it hadn't sold. It really is quite rude. I have seen stephie's
current costume and this is quite a seed change from that. I hope she will wear
it. Well, I have become more accustomed to the keyboard than I thought I could.
Still adaptable then, always a comforting thought! Ms J
Josephine,
I am so glad to hear from you and to have a way to finally communicate with you.
Let me say first that I am so very happy for everyone involved. In the several
years I have known angel I have only ever wanted her happiness. Time and
Patience have gotten her over some obstacles she has had. First off, being a
true submissive, she was painfully shy and introverted about her needs and
desires. And also, she had so many doubts that her needs and desires were
somehow wrong and perverted. I think she is finally convinced that people who
have not experienced the fullness that life offers are not fit to judge someone
who has. Not having spoken with you before, Jo, I don't know your experiences
and desires. What I tried to get Angel to do was to expose her needs gently to
you in an effort to see where your interests were. While she was acting on my
commands and suggestions, she deserves a huge hug and kiss for taking some
initiative. Frankly, she was scared to death of being rejected by you. But she
and I can see now that you really do enjoy her servitude to you all and the love
she has been showing you so well. I think it is great that you have the ability
to ejaculate. That is so rare in a female and gives you the ability to have
orgasms much stronger than the other 98% of us. Nurture that ability so you can
enjoy it to it's full potential. There will probably come a time (rather soon)
when you will wish to reciprocate the oral pleasures Angel has been showing you.
You might wish to lick her, Hannah, or both! If you have never done so before
and are nervous, just try doing to them what you so love to have done to you. As
to A. I am elated that your relationship with her is progressive enough that
you feel free to show an interest in another woman in her presence and to embark
on a BDSM type relationship with her full knowledge and participation. As a
mother, I know you are very nervous about letting your daughter become too
involved sexually with you present. I understand this fully. What you do is
your decision but I will highlight the following points. First off, while you
and I might not know the extent of A's sexual experiences and explorations prior
to this relationship, we both do know, remembering how we were at that age, that
she has a full platter of female desires and the urges to satisfy them. I would
recommend for you to, if not encourage her desires, then, at least, to give
tacit approval for her to explore them with Stephanie and maybe Hannah.
Remembering back to when we were younger, I think you will agree that kids will
do what it is they want with or without our approval. You giving approval for
her to explore her sexuality within the current group relationship actually
gives you the ability to retain control and not have her out on the street
having bad or maybe dangerous experiences. I mean, wouldn't you rather have her
learning the ropes (so to speak) with people you also love and trust? Stephanie
is, as you know, one of the most loving, pure, and honest, people we will ever
know. Isn't the person with whom you trusted yourself to initiate you into the
Joys of female love a person fit to do the same for A? I will tell you this
honestly, Jo. What you are doing now is wonderful. If your bisexuality is
totally new to you, you might have some regrets about not having known someone
like Angel many years ago because you might feel that you have missed out on
many years of pleasure. Well, A is in that position now when she can realize
how wonderful her potential is. What she is learning now will bring her so much
more Joy throughout the rest of her life and you will have given that gift of
knowing to her. Too many mothers feel that they have only to chat with their
daughters about the facts of life and to prepare them for childbirth. How
medieval and depressing! Look at the gift you are giving A by allowing her to
experience that there is so much more than just a grunting, sweating husband and
the opportunity to have a child or two. And you can be sure that the gift you
give A will be passed on to her daughters (and sons maybe) and they will
continue to do the same. I firmly believe that the ability to fully enjoy our
bodies and sexual potential is a gift from God. Regretfully, it is often an
underused and misunderstood gift. Anyone who can help someone realize that gift
is doing a good thing. Think on all that. The strength of your relationship
with A will only benefit over your lifetimes by the love and understanding that
you are showing now. I honor you for that! Now as to where all this is going.
My suggestion to you is to put Angel into a position where she is the
maidservant for you all. Currently with Hannah (and you might know this) not
only is angel a slave and lover to her, but she also is an old fashioned maid in
that she helps with Hannah's bathing, washing, drying, shaving, dressing, and
also serves as her toilet and toilet paper. While the extent of this may seem
excessive, please understand that this is all part of angel's acceptance of her
position as a slave and her acceptance of Hannah's dominance over her. They
both thoroughly enjoy everything that they do together. Angel and Hannah both
would love nothing more than for you, and maybe A (when she is ready), to allow
Angel to serve you in the same way. Understand that Hannah loves seeing Angel
with other women. There is no jealousy between them at all in this way. So
feel free to allow yourself to enjoy the decadent pleasures of having a
beautiful, willing full maidservant serving ALL of your needs. I mean, could
life get any better than that? You must realize that any Queen does not have
maidservants will to go to the lengths that yours is willing to go to please
you. So feel free to stand, sit, or lay down in the bathtub or bathroom and let
Angel pamper you. And don't forget the full hot oil massage afterwards. And
Hannah? Well, I would suggest that you two dominant ladies just sit back
together and make love. As equals. Enjoy yourselves. Angel can assist, Join
in, sit back and watch, or be in the kitchen pouring champagne and arranging
cheese and crackers for afterwards. And there is little reason to be modest or
shy around A. She knows a lot more than you probably give her credit for. And
I do know that she has a very real thirst for knowing more. Learning and
watching the women around her will at least let you know where she is getting
her education. You'll have so much more control than any other mother you know.
Relax, bite your tongue, and enjoy your life and the relationship I have helped
to create for you all. Angel tells me you have a friend Jackie who is also
interested in her. I would caution you (and Hannah) as to how you handle this.
If you relinquish control over angel to someone else who has more experience
they will feel free to take liberties that you might not like or accept.
Maintain firm control. Admit to yourselves and recognize tat, in Angel, you,
Hannah, and A, have the proverbial Goose That Laid the Golden Egg and that you
three are novices as to the usage and full potential of that goose. Others will
be very envious of what you have and try to possess it for herself so guard her
very carefully. Not to say that Angel might desert you. Not at all. But when
Angel acts as a submissive she will do as you are told. If you tell her to go
with someone and do as they say, she will try her best to follow your orders.
You have to have 100% confidence and trust with whomever you let play with her
so that they will fully accept and respect the boundaries you all set forth
ahead of time. Having a slave returned to you bruised and crying will break
your hearts. My suggestion is to, maybe once or twice a week, is for all of
you to sit down to tea, with Stephanie wearing clothes, and to all chat as
equals about your plans, hopes, and fantasies. It is easy to forget that slaves
and maidservants are also quite intelligent people with full opinions. In this
case Stephanie is the center of all the activity in your group. She also has
the most experience in these situations. So sitting down and chatting about
mutual likes, dislikes, fantasies, and plans would probably be advisable. Make
sure you are all on the same page and everything is going well in the minds of
all concerned. This is also going to allow you to crawl inside the head of A
and see what is going on in there if she feels that she can speak freely as a
full equal. These sorts of chats are what are going to make this arrangement
one that will last a lifetime for you all. And it is my goal to see that this
does last at least that long! You are a very lucky lady. I hope you know that,
my dear. Write me back. Ask me anything. The only stupid questions you'll
have are those you don't ask because then you will never know the answer! So
just consider me your confidant and your guide in all this. I welcome the
opportunity to help you enjoy your new life and role.
Mistress Sasha
My Dearest Apprentice (Hannah),
I was very worried to have lost touch with you both for a week. I guess I
didn't know your computer situation to know why you have lost touch. And I
think I also know better than to ask if you have any intentions of ever going
back to Barry (or any other man). You are now living, my dear, in a dream world
that only happens to one out of maybe a million women or men. You are living
what ones only reads in fantasy novels. You could go to a bar and honestly tell
people about your overall relationship and they would all call you a liar!
That's how good you have got it. Angel mentioned that you all were thinking of
having her wear a leash for you. That is a good idea to firmly show ownership.
Attaching a leash to clamps on either her nipples or pussy lips is kind of
dangerous because they can do damage if they get pulled off. Those clamps have
teeth, you know. My suggestion would be to all pool your money and get angel a
very nice color. If you look hard enough you can find one decretive enough for
her to even wear to work. This is one of those special gifts that Angel will
cherish but must come from you all as a group. Leashes can also be attached to
nipple or pussy rings. You can see why I have mentioned piercing several times
and now you can see their many uses. You can also attach weights to the nipples
rings for angel to wear around the house and you can also put a lock on the
pussy rings to keep her vagina closed. As a Domme, you must realize that
torture is also being able to prevent angel from accessing her pussy and denying
her pleasure. You might wish to explore lockable chastity belts for her to wear
sometimes that would prevent her from even touching her sex. I wanted to ask
you how often you do go down on Angel and lick her. I hope you are doing it
often. Do you know if Jo has ever tasted her? If not, encourage her to do so.
It's easy to do to someone you love, as you know. Angel mentioned that you were
thinking about acquiring a strap on dildo. I think that that is perfect.
Purchase a good one with decent straps that will hold it properly. Make sure
that it is at least 8 inches long and is plenty thick. Work on the principle
that, if you all are going to accept any kind of penis inside you, it might as
well be one that is worth the effort and one that you will remember the day
afterwards. You still probably have an urge to be fucked. Angel or Jo can do
that for you. You can also fuck Angel and Jo. Jo might enjoy being made love to
in that way. Be gentle and patient the first few times for try to fuck Angel.
She is not to all used to cocks, especially in her ass. If you do train her
bottom properly, I will walk you through getting your whole hand in there also.
Other items to purchase that will train/torture/pleasure angel to no end are an
enema bag and large butt plug. Make her take an enema that is large (1 1/2-2
liters), warm, and soapy. Remove the tube, quickly insert the butt plug to
prevent her from expelling it and then let her go about her business serving you
all having to hold all that water inside her for 20-30 minutes. She will beg
you to the ends of the earth to allow her to release it. It will also keep her
totally cleaned out inside. A healthy colon is a happy colon! Lol! Another good
suggestion is to, maybe once or twice a week, is for all of you to sit down to
tea, with Stephanie wearing clothes, and to all chat as equals about your plans,
hopes, and fantasies. It is easy to forget that slaves and maidservants are
also quite intelligent people with full opinions. In this case Stephanie is the
center of all the activity in your group. Realize and respect her for that.
She also has the most experience in these situations. So sitting down and
chatting about mutual likes, dislikes, fantasies, and plans would probably be
advisable. Make sure you are all on the same page and everything is going well
in the minds of all concerned. This is also going to allow you to crawl inside
the head of A and see what is going on in there if she feels that she can speak
freely as a full equal. These sorts of chats are what are going to make this
arrangement one that will last a lifetime for you all. And it is my goal to see
that this does last at least that long! Stay the course, my dear. Revel in the
Joys I have brought you. Always keep learning. And why don't you sit down with
Jo and just make full, passionate love to each other, as equals. Lick out each
other's pussies and rears. See if you can learn to make her squirt with your
tongue the way Angel does to her with hers. Deeply French kiss each other for
long periods of time. You are young, happy, and in love. This is the Joy that
all your mates seek to find with the help of drugs, alcohol, and loud music.
Don't they all now, knowing what you now know, Hannah, seem silly and immature?
Isn't it nice to have proof that you have grown up? Do you know what it means
to me to have been able to help you do this painlessly? You are important and
you are going to make a difference in your life. That's a fact.
Mistress Sasha
Weds Feb 12
Angel,
I am very interested in knowing what the reaction was from all your Mistresses
to the letters I sent them. And between you and I, what you thought of what I
wrote to young Allison. Hopefully you think I handled it in the correct
fashion.
Mistress
Mistress
Last night, Miss J was wonderful, in fact everyone was wonderful, but it was her
who started it all, though I'm sure what you wrote to her played more than a
part. Miss J has asked me to tell you that she sends her love to you, and she
hopes you are pleased with her. No one wrote anything in the Sharp last night.
They read their notes from you on the Sharp and we straightaway sat, and Miss J
was quiet during our meal. After we had eaten, she called me to her and she
asked me to kiss her, well she told me to kiss her, and I started to kiss her
softly but she put her tongue into my mouth and kissed me fully and hugged me.
She hugged me for so long and then she told me to go to Miss A. She was just
shocked I think, it was the first time that her mom had kissed me like that,
never mind in front of Miss A. Her mom came over to us and hugged us both, then
Miss Hannah came over to us, and she kissed me deeply, and Joined in the hug,
then Miss J just said we need to talk, and we all went to the sofa and chairs
and she sat me down beside her, and all the time she talked she fondled me
between my legs. She was nervous. She said that you had suggested that we all
talk about our expectations and hopes and that we needed to get things into the
open, and she looked at Allison and told her that she knew it was time for her
(Miss J) to be honest, then she said that she wanted to have me share her bed,
just occasionally, and she wants me to be her bath slave, and maybe more. Miss
Hannah reached across and held Miss J's hand for a moment and smiled at her.
Then everyone was silent for a long time, Miss Hannah was smiling at me, and
Miss J was looking at me, Miss A and she was looking at me, so I just started
talking, I didn't mean to, I started saying that I would love to share Miss J's
bed and if I may I would love to share Miss A's bed if she would wish me to, and
not necessarily for anything sexual, if she doesn't want to, and then I got
embarrassed and I was just babbling, but Miss A said Come here, she sat me on
her lap, kissed my cheek and she just asked the others when she could have me in
her bed. Miss J suggested that after Miss Hannah and I had gone downstairs then
she and her mom would have a talk, but Miss Hannah agreed that tomorrow night I
should sleep with Allison then on Wednesday I would go with Miss Hannah, then
Thursday with Miss J. Miss J asked me to get some drinks. I went and got them,
and when I got back Miss Hannah asked me what I wanted, and I told them there
was nothing I wanted, but she and the others pressed me, and I told them I was
as happy as I have ever been, but Miss Hannah pleaded with me to say what I
wanted, and I told them I just wanted to serve each of them. Miss J asked me
how, and I said that I wanted to bathe them, to please them sexually, to have
them use me and my body for any pleasures, to clean them after their toilet, to
please their friends as they choose, I just listed everything. I told them that
I loved being at their beck and call, I want you all to know that you can do
anything with or to me, that you must not think of pleasing me, that I get
pleasure from being who and what I am, and if they choose to please me then that
is a reward and if I fail them in any way then they mustn't fear from punishing
me, and I just went on and on, and I ended up saying that I get aroused from
pain and so if they wish to they must spank me wherever they wish and that
sometimes I should be pained sometimes, to show that I know my place. And
suddenly I knew I had, or feared I had said too much. And I stopped and they
were just staring at me, and I feared that I had said too much, so I said I was
sorry and I started to cry, but Miss Hannah came to me, I was still standing
from bringing in the drinks, and she kissed me so softly on my lips, and told me
I was spectacular, then the others stood up and we all ended in a group hug
thing and I was crying and they each kissed me and we all told each other that
we loved each other. Mistress, even now I am almost crying thinking about it.
I was sobbing, I was pathetic, but they were all comforting to me, and Miss J
got me a tissue and told me something like "we will all use you my darling" or
something like that, and when I'd blown my nose, Miss A took the tissue off me
and she kissed me. I was so relieved I kissed her back, kissing her and licking
her tongue on mine, and we hugged and she was crying too. Miss J went and got a
bottle of wine, and we all settled, Miss Hannah and Miss A had sat me on the
sofa between them, and we sat, and just talked for that bottle of wine and
another. At one point, I asked to go to the toilet and Miss J asked who was
going to take me, and the others just said you go, or something like that, and
in the bathroom, Miss J told me that from now on, I pee in the shower, so that
she can see properly, so I crouched down in the shower and peed. She turned on
the shower and I washed off my feet, then she hugged me, and told me I was a
lovely creature. Miss Hannah asked me if I had splashed myself because I hadn't
thought to dry my legs, but Miss J told her what had happened, and they, all
three of them including Miss A, agreed that I should pee in the shower and Miss
J said that Hannah must send me up in the morning so that she can supervise me
when I pee. Miss Hannah talked for some time about me getting a strap on dildo,
and she explained to Miss A about it, and they asked me how big I wanted it to
be, and I said that you had said it should be big, but I didn't know how big,
and Miss Hannah said at least 8", and she said it is for my cunt and in time, my
bottom. Miss J called me to her and she lay me across her lap, next to Miss A
and she said we cant get too much in here, and she fondled my bottom, then Miss
Hannah crouched on the floor in front of her and she put her finger in my cunt,
then over my bottom, then she put her finger into me, in my bottom, with both of
them watching, and I came almost at once. Just feeling so exposed like that.
So crude. So wonderful. Then she put her finger into my mouth and told me to
clean it. Miss J spanked my bottom a few times, not very hard, and then said
well you two better go because Allison and I need to talk. Both of them kissed
me fully and passionately on the lips, and Miss J pressed her finger against my
anus as she did.
Downstairs, I undressed Miss Hannah, she and I had had more wine than usual I
think, but she a little more than I, she went to clean her teeth, then she told
me she needed to wee, and she started before I was close enough and she wee'd
over me. I did get some in my mouth, but there was wee all over my chest and
legs, and on the floor. She did stop, but then she told me to get in the shower
and kneel down, and she purposefully peed on me, in my hair and everywhere. She
stopped and asked me if I was a happy slave, and I told her I was, deliriously
so. She told me to shower off, and she started to clean up the floor, then we
went to bed, cuddled, and we fell asleep.
This morning, we both forgot about my going up to Miss A before I went for a
wee, and when I went up to get dressed she was pretending to be cross, pulling
at my nipples (I'm sure she wasn't really cross), looking very bossy in her
school uniform, but I begged her to forgive me, and she said that I will be
punished tonight when I get home. Then she kissed me and told me to dress and
get off to work.
Things have suddenly changed, the feelings I had when I went up to Miss A were
different Mistress. I cant really explain it, but in a way, I know I have
spoiled some of the discovery with my ranting last night, but at the time it
just wouldn't stop. Mistress, Its all just too wonderful, I've found three
people with whom I can be myself. Four -you too. Now it's for them to be
themselves as well.
Thank you Mistress
angel x
Angel,
What a beautiful letter you wrote me. And what a beautiful evening you all had
together. I guess that I what I wrote each of them was taken to heart.
Basically I told them to be honest with themselves, you, and each other about
where they were each headed. I also suggested the bi-weekly get togethers where
you can all talk as equals. I reminded them all that you are the one whom
everything revolves around and that you are the one there with the most
experience. You chastise yourself for maybe telling them too much. But you
unwittingly started the ball rolling on what I told them to do in their letters
and that was to be honest. Never chastise yourself, my love, for being honest.
They are all the novices and need your input on what pleases you. You are, by
far, the one with the most complex desires in the group. Luckily you are the
most important one as well so your needs are the ones most naturally catered to.
You mentioned at the end of your letter that you also fear that some of the Joys
of discovery might be lost with Allison. Don't worry. She is a big girl and
knows where she is headed. Getting everyone to be honest and open brought her
mother to the realization that she can tell Allison about her feelings for you
and that Allison rightfully is able to have the same desires and feelings. I
can't think of a better gift that a mother could give her daughter than the
gifts of acceptance and understanding. But the Joys of discovery with Allison
are yet to be had, angel. When one goes on a Journey it is usually wisest to
have some sort of plan or roadmap to follow for the trip. And even though one
knows, more or less, where one is headed, the Joys and excitement of what new
things are experienced along the way have yet to be savored, right? I would
also suggest that not only will you share the beds of your ladies, you will also
enjoy serving Hannah and Allison together as well as Hannah and Jo together.
Suffice it to say I am on the edge of my seat to hear about your deflowering of
Allison. I envy you for having three virgins in almost as many weeks. What I
would most dearly love is to have a photo of the four of you together so I can
place faces with everyone involved.
Isn't it amazing that something you already thought was wonderful could get even
better, mon cher? And how did my pictures go over? Did you want one for each
bedroom as well as the sitting room?
Your most loving and pleased Mistress
Josephine,
Angel gave me a full account of what happened last night with all of you. She
has such a wonderful way of relating these things and reading her is the
highlight of my day.
I have always wanted to enter in conversations with you from the start because
you are of my generation and are involved at a much more complex level. You
have your own feeling to decipher and well as managing the sexual upbringing of
A. This is why I will write to you the most and offer the most support to you
as I possibly can. Hannah is a free spirit that needs more reining in than
encouragement. I am working with Hannah to help her grow up a lot (and to try
to present herself in a more mature, less scary fashion). You and I both know
that girls try to affect this scary image as a defensive measure. They only
have to achieve balance in their lives to reflect confidence in what they do.
With everyone's support and seeing how happy Hannah now is, I am sure she will
come along nicely. After all, she is very young and has to be able to set and
reach career goals. You, my dear, just inherited another daughter in many ways.
Beats pushing one out and raising one from scratch, doesn't it?
I am so elated to hear from her about how open and honest everyone was and how
you let A see your feelings for angel. There is no way at all that any young
lady like A can ever feel guilty or dirty about something when she sees how much
Joy it brings her mother and also when she see how open her mother is about it.
While not totally in line with puritanical teachings, it is 100% healthy.
Please remember that up to about 100 years ago, people lived in one-room houses
and parents regularly had sex in front of their children. So never let anyone
less worldly, a priest or a penguin, ever try to tell you differently. With the
love, guidance, and understanding of yourself, angel, and Hannah (and ME
hopefully!), I will virtually guarantee that A will never be one to come home
bruised, beaten, or pregnant. So the bottom line is that you are one hell of a
mum!
I meant to ask you in my last letter as little about yourself and your sexual
preferences. Angel told me you are divorced. I don't know for how long or if
you still hunger for a man at times. I was married myself for three years and
sometimes I still do though not as often now. Angel told me that Hannah brought
up the idea of having a strap on dildo handy for you all to use. That was, of
course, my idea. My reasoning is that perhaps you might still desire to be
penetrated. I know that Hannah probably misses it a little also. The strap-on
is something very special for women because it allows us to get that totally
full, thrusting, feeling we all adore but without having to stare at a hairy
back while receiving it from a male. So it is the feelings we love given with
all the love and gentleness (or harshness if that is your pleasure) that only
another woman can give. And they also last until we are totally satisfied. I
told Hannah you should get a large one to make the experience worthwhile. Why
go halfway? You and Hannah may then make love to each other or Angel and angel
would be happy to take care of you also. Additionally, that might be the best
way for A to also experience penetration for the first time when she is ready.
It is always best to receive this from someone you love and with experience
rather than some fumbling, pimply-faced teenager. First times are supposed to
be beautiful, aren't they? Regretfully they almost never are.
The only thought that I have and that I present to you is that experiences like
these will be hard to duplicate again from someone else. What we are creating
here for all of you are sexual standards that are very high. Now you have to
realize that for A this can be a double-edged sword. Say for instance, if angel
makes love to her passionately using a strap on dildo, this is an experience
that very few, if any, males her age (or older) will ever be able to give her.
But the same is true for any of you. Angel is the only avowed lesbian amongst
you. Believe me when I tell you, Jo that I am not trying to create lesbians
here. All I am doing is helping you all to realize your full potentials as
women and to hopefully start a loving relationship that will last a lifetime for
you all if you so choose. Shall we call it broadening everyone's horizons and
opening everyone's eyes? You and Hannah have experienced men, both their good
sides and their bad. So you can make educated decisions. But I will assume
that A hasn't been with a man yet. So by initiating her into what you and
Hannah are experiencing does present a better opportunity that she will actually
become a lesbian. But the better and better all this gets for all of you, the
less the chances will be that someone else, a man, will be able to make her
happy in the same way. So please realize and accept that there is a very good
chance that A will become a lesbian. Not that that is a bad thing at all. If
you want grandchildren, she and whomever she chooses as her life partner can
always adopt, right? I know that you are wise and loving enough that you would
rather have a happy, well adjusted, daughter than one who accepts societies
norms and mores and dooms herself to an unfulfilled life. Now, dearest Jo.
Women our age will always talk about younger girls going through phases and that
this might be an exploration phase A is going through. Perhaps, my love,
perhaps. But please understand that schoolgirls innocently petting and kissing
each other in the showers after gymnastics is what I define as a phase. But a
girl being part of a wondrous relationship like the one that you have all
embarked on is, granted, a much different, intense, exposure. Remember that if
one exposes a child constantly to high-class gourmet food, that child will
develop high class, gourmet tastes. But a parent is always supposed to teach
their children to have high expectations, aren't they? Everything you are doing
now is good, Jo. I have only wanted to try to give you insight into possible
futures so that you can better understand them and prepare for them. I know you
are on absolute pins and needles about what to do when you have Angel in your
bed all night. And you are probably terrified wondering about what will happen
with A when that night happens. Don't be. It will all come naturally. People
loving each other, regardless of their sex, is a beautiful thing. Just continue
to be open and talk about what happened with each other. And it is all right
for you to become excited when hearing what occurred between Angel and A. It's
natural. We are all sexual beings. At least you know and trust all the
principals involved and know that whatever happens will be as beautiful for A as
it is for you. You should just sit there and beam with happiness for all
involved. And don't worry at all about pleasing Angel or her pleasuring you
while the others are present. How else is everyone going to learn one's likes
and dislikes? Angel was worried that she expressed herself too fully in your
alls conversation about what she wanted from the relationship. She knows now
that everything is o.k. Go ahead and use her. Let her treat you like royalty.
I suggested to Hannah that you all might wish to acquire a chastity belt for
Angel that can be locked on 24/7. You can all have the honor of being key
holders and totally control her access to her own sex. Think about it.
I await to hear back from you.
Affectionately, Mistress Sasha
Thursday Feb 13
Mistress
I am very sorry, but we have been having goal setting days at the office over
the last couple of days so I have not been able to get to my PC. I have now
picked up and copied the notes you have sent, but I have to leave shortly so I
will not be able to read my ones just now.
Mistress, last night, lots of things happened in the evening, which I will write
to you about when I have more time, but at bedtime, Miss Hannah took me into
Miss A's room, and put me onto her bed, and she came in, dressed with her
nightshirt on, and Miss Hannah kissed her on the cheek, then she left us and
closed the door, Miss A sat beside me, touched my breasts and my pussy, and I
opened my legs for her. She touched and pulled at my clitoris until I came and
then carried on playing with me until I came again, and then I asked her if I
might touch her, and she told me that she will see, and she told me that she is
in charge and that I mustn't talk to her again unless she told me that I may.
She just touched and stroked me, and then she pulled at my nipples, really
firmly, until they ached. Then she reached to her desk and took a 12" ruler and
started to slap it on them, softly then hard then softly. She asked me if I
enjoyed it, and I said Yes Miss and she did it harder, then she started to slap
my cunt with it, and I came, and she carried on doing it, and to my thighs,
until I was almost cumming again and she leant over me and kissed me, really
harshly. She lay next to me, and just stroked me, and told me I was weird,
but every now and then she kissed me. At one point she had me bend over, and
she fondled my bottom then lifted me up so that I was on my knees and she put
fingers into my cunt and my bottom. Later she used the ruler on my bottom until
I was panting, then she just lay next to me and put my hand onto her pussy and
she let me finger her to orgasm, and Mistress it was beautiful, she orgasmed
through her whole body, straining and screaming, it was so beautiful, and when
she was done, she pulled me onto her and we kissed and kissed. I have to go, but
she spanked me a little more later and she woke me once, pulling on my nipples,
and she had me touch her again, to orgasm. I have to go they are looking to lock
up and I must get home. I will write more tomorrow Mistress.
angel xxx
Sasha You will know by now that I took your council and I have been honest with
both myself and A, and that I have set A free to enjoy the truly amazing child
that is within stephie. I have to declare to you that I sat quite in awe of her
when she declared her wish to serve us as completely as she did, and then, even
in that declaration she showed submission and regret. Regret which none of us
shared I have to tell you. With respect to A. she and I talked after H and
stephie had gone downstairs and my darling baby is no more. She is now a young
woman with desires and passions. We have always been open with one another.
About all subject which arose, but this particular subject had never arisen
before. I had hesitations, but now I have a wonderful freedom, a peace, in my
honesty to the one I love. And for that, I thank you. You confirmed my own
feelings and gave me strength to act. We have to make conscious efforts I
believe, to ensure that our precious slave is satisfied in all ways she desires.
H and I have talked about ways in which we might satisfy her apparent (and I
have no doubt genuine) wish to be spanked. She was tearful when she talked of
being subjected to pain, but one could see it was tears of both embarrassment
and desire, I'm sure. Sasha, I hope we might maintain personal contact with each
other like this, (there will be times when I will wish the subject to be private
between us) but there will be times when I shall handwrite notes to you for
stephie to type for me, providing you are happy with that. Ms J
Well Mistress Sasha, things have moved on at home. Funny, but its like home
already being with stephie, miss Jo and A.
Stephie told me that she told u about the open-heart session the other day. Wow,
was it tense!!!!!!! But its all fine now, and stephie has another conquest, or
she has been conquested by another maybe, I don't know. Anyway, A was a smiling
bunny this morning.
Can u imagine how much I love her? I love that she is who she is, I love her
face, I love her body, every inch of it, I love that she loves me, I love that
others love her even. Its part of why she is so attractive. Makes no sense does
it? But it just makes her even sexier somehow????????????? U know what? I told
my sis that she has other lovers. When we got here tonight she was cool, and she
even told us to kiss. She is showing stephie her garden now. All floodlit. I had
a bit of a tiff with Allison tonight about what steph should wear. She wanted
her to only have her vest on, but I've lent her my sweatshirt and let out the
straps so her pretty bum is covered at least.
Miss J wants me to show her my hand inside steph, I told her 'my pleasure', and
it will be.......... miss j loves her too, u know that, right? She talked to me
about us keeping steph's other interests satisfied, so we are thinking things to
do. Spankings, bondage nipple torture, anal games (her idea, neat huh? she
learning off u???? Lol)
Well, going to eat now.
Sorry u weren't there
Kisses n licks
Hannah xxxxxxxxxx.
Hello Sasha, you don't know me, this isn't Hannah, I'm her sister. They left,
Hannah and her/your sex slave, a while ago but they left messenger open and I
have just read through the mails between you and her.
My god. You're open, that's obvious, so I can tell you that I have just frigged
myself silly reading it all. Toilet slave, maid, and Hannah told me the slave
(and she is a pretty thing) had other lovers but a mother and daughter and tiger
is involved in it all! I can't believe it, except that once earlier Stephie did
call tiger Miss! God it's so perverted its fab.
I don't know whether to tell tiger that I know???? I'm going to keep your mail
address and maybe one day I will write you. Maybe the slave wants a sister and
sister as well as a mom and daughter??
Donna
Dearest Hannah,
I was so sorry to have missed you while you were all at your sister's house. I
was tied up in conferences all afternoon. It would have been a lovely
diversion. One thing important that I would like to discuss with but hesitate to
do so. I don't know whether or not you did it intentionally or accidentally, but
you left your messenger up on the computer at your sister's house.
Consequently, she accessed your mailbox and read through all the correspondence
we have sent each other. She then wrote me afterwards. Now! Before you freak
out about her knowing exactly what you have done and the extent of your
relationship with angel, Jo, and Allison, I will tell you that, in her letter to
me, she said that she "frigged herself silly" while reading through her sister's
adventures. I can tell from her letter that she is very happy for you, is also
rather envious, and also has a strong interest in doing some exploration in the
same areas as her dear sister. She really does think that what you are doing
now is "fab" and mentioned in closing "maybe the slave wants a sister and sister
as well as a mom and daughter?? " (Her words, my quotes). She doesn't know how
or whether or not to tell you about how much she knows. What I am going to ask
you is to give her email address to me and let Auntie Sasha take care of
everything in that oh so special way that you know that I have. Can I assume
that you have an interest in sitting on a sofa chatting with your sister naked
with angel alternating her face in each of your pussies till you both are
cumming together? Please let me handle this, dear Hannah. You know you can
trust me to do so in a very tender, touching, way that will not only strengthen
your relationship with your sister but also possibly increase her Joy of life as
I have yours. And may I make a suggestion? The next time there is a
disagreement about something angel is to do or to wear between yourself,
Allison, or Jo, please solve it in one of the following ways: 1. When conflict
arises, the one of you that can lick angel to an orgasm the fastest will get her
way, or you and Jo, or you and Allison can strip from the waist down and get
into a classic 69 position. The first one licked to orgasm loses. There,
Mistress has just made disagreements fun and I help to improve on all your pussy
licking talents! Aren't I special????? Do you have my pics up in prominent
places, dear?
Mistress Sasha
Angel,
I am sorry I missed you and Hannah when you all were at her sister's. I just
have to ask you what you thought of her sister. I sincerely hope you liked her
because Hannah left her mailbox open after you all left so her sister got to go
through and read all of my emails to Hannah, especially the chats from yahoo
that the three of us had in the warehouse. And then she wrote me. She, in her
own words "frigged herself silly" while reading them and thinks that what Hannah
has found is "fab". I am working with Hannah on handling all of this. Suffice
it to say that there just might be another addition to your family rather soon.
How many Mistresses do you think you can serve, my dearest? My suggestion to
you, Angel, is that, at your next group chatting session, suggest that you,
Hannah, and Jo, all pool your resources and see if it is expedient for the four
(possibly five) of you to rent a house all together. It would probably save you
money from your current arrangement, and be a perfect, private environment for
your extended family to all live together as they please. Hopefully there will
even be a basement where we can have a dungeon for you. Suggest it and consider
it. From all the letters I have been getting and all the hours I spend typing,
supporting you all, I think that all of you are very happy with the arrangements
you and I have created and have no intentions of changing back to dull, vanilla
lifestyles. Suggest this to the group as soon as is convenient, chat with me
with any fear, questions, or reservations you might have personally beforehand.
That is what I am here for. As for you, my love, I think it is time for you to
consider being bound to your new Mistresses by contract. If you so desire to
take this step at some point I will devise a legal contract for you all to sign.
It would be between Jo and Hannah (as your owners) as well as Allison when she
comes of legal age. (I am so glad you made Allison cum while with her. Is she
as hairy as her mum? Did she taste good when you licked your fingers
afterwards? You do know that as a total maidservant you can offer to trim
and/or shave them all to your tastes.) A contract like this would totally bind
you to your Mistresses. You would give up your identity, bank accounts,
clothes, possessions, and paychecks directly over to them. They would have the
total responsibility of making sure your needs are cared for and you make sure
all their physical and household needs are taken care of. Total obedience also
goes without saying. Basically a 3, 4, or 5-way marriage with you as the bride
and them as the Mistresses. This is something down the road, Angel. Something
for you to consider for the future. Think on it. But do bring up the one house
arrangement with them soonest. Plenty of room to live, each with their own
bedrooms (except you of course), room for guests, room to entertain, room for
you to serve them all properly. I am always there with you in spirit.
Mistress Sasha
My dearest, sweetest, Allison,
Angel told me all about your evening together. I hope you are as happy with it
as angel and I am. It sounded like a very beautiful night. Isn't it wonderful
to sleep in the arms of someone who loves you as tenderly as does Angel? Next
time, you might feel more comfortable with letting angel taste you and maybe you
might consider tasting her. Another woman's taste and scent is ........
captivating, shall we say?
You mum has written me and she is as happy for you as I hope you are for her.
She has accepted and is so happy that her little girl is a woman and that, as a
woman, she is still so heavily involved in your life. As you know, so often
when a girl becomes sexually active, it drives a wedge between her and her
mother. Not so in this case. She is also very, very relieved that she can be
as open and honest with you about her sexual desires as you are about yours. I
don't know if you are surprised to learn that your mother as just as strong, if
not stronger, sexual desires that you do. Continue to be open with your mum.
Talk with her about what you and angel did all alone. She WILL understand. Ask
her what she likes angel to do and what she likes to do to angel. Be open,
mature, and honest. Treat everything in your life as a learning experience. Be
open enough to ask if you can watch angel with your mum or with Hannah.
Learning something you might wish to try later is probably what will happen.
And you can be a part of, and share, their Joy as well. As an older, semi-mother
like, friend/guide to you, I will tell you that all these changes going on and
you partaking of them and becoming a woman with specific likes and dislikes
carries with it a large responsibility. No longer are you so much mommy's
little girl. You are all women together now in a complex, mature highly
charged, sexual environment. You have to be open and honest and mature about
these things. Respect is openly given and received. As well as respecting the
privacy of this arrangement. Not everyone will be able to or want to understand
how loving and wonderful an arrangement all you ladies have together. Keep what
you all do together and your thoughts within your group. Don't trust your mates
to keep secrets. They are just girls now to you. You are a woman. You will
find that you and they have less and less in common as time passes because you
have now matured many years past them and you are already more mature sexually
than many of them will EVER become. Others can't judge you or torment you if
they don't now about what's happening or aren't given the opportunity to. I only
wish, as so many millions of other women do, that we had the special
relationship with our mothers that you have with yours. Cherish it for a
lifetime and remember it always.
Mistress Sasha
Friday Feb 14
Mistress
I am sorry we missed you Mistress. Miss Hannah was really hoping you might be
there. She even told her sister that she was not my only lover, and when I was
with her sister she asked me how many other lovers I had, and whether I was a
lesbian or just bi. She is lovely Mistress, a little like Hannah in appearance
but much more mature. Miss Hannah left the messenger on with the sound turned
up so that if you came online we would hear it, but we got to talk about their
family (there is another sister whom neither of them appear to like very much)
and their mom and dad, and we must have just forgotten about it.
Donna is very pretty Mistress and if she really wishes it I would love to serve
her, provided Miss Hannah is ok with it. I should tell you that Miss Hannah
put her sweatshirt on me before we went into her sister's place last night.
Miss A had said that I should only wear my vest but Miss Hannah wasn't at all
sure that it was right. I am not to tell Miss A or Miss J about wearing the
sweatshirt, so please don't mention it to them, please Mistress. Anyway, what I
was going to say was that I'm not sure that Miss Hannah will actually want me to
serve her sister, and if she is not happy then I should not wish her to be upset
Mistress. You know, just between us Mistress, I will serve anyone they or you
wish, and Donna is so very pretty I would do whatever she wishes. You do know
that don't you Mistress?
Mistress, I want to be bound to them. You mentioned the contract? I would sign
a contract with them at a moment. I want this relationship to last, and Miss J,
last night, when we were in bed, did suggest that she is hesitant about losing
me, and Miss Hannah, but I told her that I would be there for them as long as
they wish, but if you were to supervise a contract then they would see how
committed I am to them. Please start preparing it, or asking them what they
wish to be or think should be in the contract.
I know a lawyer here in the UK who could check it for validity. She is a woman
I knew some years ago, and Mistress, she was once a short-term lover of mine, so
she will understand. She knows of my nature.
As for the one house - Mistress, that would be perfect. I am locked into my
flat contract for 6 months; I don't know how long Miss J is locked into theirs.
I don't suppose either of us has enough money for a deposit, houses here cost in
excess of ?250,000. But we can look for somewhere bigger to rent maybe, where
we can all live together, and I should love for them to have a room, a dungeon,
for them.
Oh Mistress that would just be the most perfect thing. For them to know how
committed I am to them and my lifestyle, our lifestyle choice.
Last night I slept (very briefly) with Miss J, and we made love, and she bound
me, my hands behind my back and my legs tied at the knee at one point to the
arms of a chair, and she kissed my cunt and fingered me until I was completely
exhausted. She was wonderful Mistress, and woke me for me to take her pee. She
pees so slowly into me, and she asked me before she started if I was sure, and I
told her "Oh yes please Miss" and she released into me, and afterwards she said
that I am so much nicer that a cold toilet. She used me again this morning when
she woke. She just said, "I need to pee" and opened her legs for me Mistress.
Just like it was right, which it is of course.
She loves me to suck her nipples Mistress. Maybe I shouldn't tell you, but she
repeatedly put my face to her nipples, and she arched her back and was so
excited when I sucked her there, and she kissed my cunt Mistress! She kissed
and sucked my clitoris until I came Mistress, then she kissed me too. She
slapped me while I was on the chair too, my inner thighs and on my cunt
Mistress. She told me that I was very precious to them all, and that they
didn't want to lose me. That's why I want the contract Mistress.
This morning, Miss A came into her mom's room (she did knock first), but she saw
us in bed together and she asked her mom if she could take me away for a while
and her mom let me go. She took me into the kitchen and asked me if I wanted to
kiss her pussy, and I said yes please Miss, and she told me that if I was good
she would allow me to, then she bent me over a chair, put my hand on her pussy,
and she spanked me while I stroked and rubbed her soft pussy under her
nightshirt and she came for my fingers while she spanked me. When she had cum,
she lifted me up and she kissed me, then she looked at my bottom and took me in
to her mom to show her my red bottom. Ms J was delighted, she has her skirt on
and a bra, and she told Miss A that my bottom looked much nicer a little red,
and she bent me over the bed and she spanked me too, at least 10 times till it
really stung.
Then it was time for me to get ready for work, and Miss A decided that I should
wear a t-shirt, so that (as she said) it shows off my nips. She gave me one of
hers, a white scoop neck one, and its really quite tight and it only just
reaches the waistband of my skirt when I'm standing. When I sit, like now, I
have almost a 6" gap between my waistband and my shirt. I am feeling quite
aroused today, and this evening Miss Hannah should be pleased when I tell her
about my day. Actually, later I have a meeting about the goals days with
Beatrice (my boss) and I have wondered about telling her about the fact that
Hannah and I are living together. Hannah will have to change her address to
mine to get her mail from the office, and I am supposed to Beatriceounce to my
line manager of any relationships with colleagues. I will see how things go,
but I think that I can tell her in confidence, just so that someone knows. I'll
ask her what else she thinks we need to do. Miss Hannah doesn't have to tell
anyone about us, I imagine its only people of a certain management level. I
will tell you how it goes Mistress.
Mistress, I've just re-read your mail to me. You ask me to let you know of any
fears or reservations I have. Mistress, the only fear I have is that all this
might stop. I have no hesitations with anything I have been asked to do, to
share in, nor with anything that I think might happen. Mistress, I am so happy
that at times, when I get chance to think about things, like now, these times
when I write to you, I wonder if I might burst. I am masturbating almost hourly
Mistress (well maybe not quite). I freely look at girls I meet in the office,
thinking about telling Miss Hannah and Miss A about them, and about whether I
fancy them. Whether I think they would have nice breasts, or whether I would
like to lick their anus. That's the sort of things they ask me Mistress. It's
sort of a ritual now.
Tonight, Miss J is taking me swimming, and she wants me to wear the new costume
she bought for me. Apparently, Miss J told me last night, Miss A has asked to
come, and she wants to bring her friend, but I think Miss J is hesitant, not
about Miss A, she said he would love for her to come, but she is not sure about
her friend. Miss A said that I'd be dressed, and Her friend would normally
come out with them or come for a sleepover and soon she's going to think there's
something wrong. Miss J said that we all have to be very careful about ordinary
people knowing what's going on between us.
I should go and do some work Mistress. I will write to you over the weekend,
and I will try to get the Sharp to Miss Hannah sometime today. I saw that her
message is urgent. Incidentally, two things Mistress: I don't actually print
the messages for the others, I transfer them as text files and they read them
from the sharp, and as for your pictures Mistress, first I love the one of you
on the rattan chair Mistress. It's just my favorite. The problem is that the
Sharp can not deal with images at all, there's no image viewer on it, and I
don't have access to a private color printer here, so I haven't been able to get
them printed, but maybe today I will be able to. Things are more relaxed on
Fridays, and people tend to stay out too longer than usual lunches.
I may write more later Mistress, if I get chance I certainly will.
I have a file from Miss J for you to attach to this mail Mistress.
angel xxx
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Sasha I saw your note and thank you. I haven't mentioned it but I was surprised
about what you had written earlier, about my spurting. Surprised that you knew
about it and that you said it. But yes, I spurt. I had quite forgotten about it,
my ex used to remark on it in the early days but those have long since gone.
Has she said how eagerly she opens her mouth to catch my cum. she really is
delicious. He left us 2 years ago and yes I did sometimes miss sex with him but
not now. Sex with myself thinking about her and with stephie has overtaken any
memories I had about that. I do have worries about A and her sexuality, but in
our chat the other evening she made it clear that she wants one day to be
married and have children, and that it would be marriage to a man. She was quite
frighteningly mature about it, and accounted for stephie as a 'sexual sister'
and as someone else's lover whom she was being allowed to borrow. She has grown
so much in just this last two weeks. I have realized that I have not related
much to you of Hannah. She too is a delight. Are you aware that I have watched
her make love with and use stephie? It was really quite beautiful and very
arousing to see. And so intimate to be allowed to see. I believe that part of
the appeal of stephie is the degree of intimacy one has with her. I know every
inch of her body better than I came to know my ex's, from her lips to her little
pink anus (if you excuse me for saying so, I realize that is perhaps a little
crude, but it is true). With reference to the strap on dildo, Hannah did relate
it to us as being your idea, but I fear that something as large as she
suggested, 8" and fat, would be perhaps somewhat large, especially as she
suggested (and here I don't know if this was her own invention or not) if we
were to penetrate her bottom with it. I do know that having spent 15 years with
a 5" penis I cant relish the idea of being impaled with something that large.
However, thanks to her beautiful nature, I confess a fascination in the idea of
fucking little stephie with one. Is this unfair? It is so strange to be making
reference to me fucking someone. And yet it is a want I have had since Hannah
first mentioned the idea. Will she enjoy being fucked by us Sasha, or is it more
for our pleasure? I do know that all three of us have equal interest. Hannah
and I talked of a round robin with us taking it in turns to fuck her tied on the
edge of the table. Disgusting eh? Last night, Hannah and I sat in the lounge,
and heard my baby scream in passion. Can you image that, hearing your baby make
love, and being pleased and even aroused by it? Do you have children Sasha?
These are very confusing times Sasha, for me at least, and I fear that I should
be expressing guilt at what I have allowed and yet I just feel arousal, and a
feeling of peace. Tonight Hannah has taken stephie out to meet her sister. A
would only allow stephie to wear her string strap vest. I felt quite sorry for
Hannah but she accepted A's opinion. When they return, she will come to my bed
and we will make love and I shall kiss her cunt until she screams too. Then she
will pamper my every whim. With my love Jo
Dearest Angel,
I am up very early this morning working on all of our email. I am turning them
into a novella because your growth and progression is just so beautiful to read.
The urgency of the letter to Hannah is mainly to inform her of what I told you
about her sister. I wanted to calm her in case she freaked about her sister
knowing the exact extent of your all's relationship. I also wanted her to give
me her sister's email so that I could handle everything and gauge her sister's
desires and needs to see if she is of the right mind to group your family.
Do see about printing out my pictures for your ladies. Even if only in black and
white, I do think they should be able to put a face to all the correspondence I
have been generating. The reverse is true as well. I want to see them all in a
photo with you. And I don't want to see you all nude (though it would be nice).
We have sort of moved beyond sexual. We have become a family and I also wish to
be able to place faces with names.
And I did want you to consider renting a house together. Buying is something
for down the road. I just want you all to be together.
As far as a contract goes, I know that you desire that more than anything else.
Let us give this some time, my love. Do keep in mind that everything that has
happened, your Journey, Hannah's, Jo's, and Allison's transformation have only
occurred in five weeks. Never in my wildest dreams would I ever have thought
that possible. I could never have imagines that so many lives could
dramatically change for the better so quickly. I give you all the credit for
trusting me so completely. Makes me wonder what I could do to your company's
sales figures if I were only allowed to train the sales staff. And if you ever
need help with your mentoring, you have only but to ask. Helping advance your
career is something I take in stride because I love you dearly. You might guess
that I have a flair for mentoring and training. Lol!
Jo's letter to me was very nice. She told me a lot about her feelings and her
marriage. She has accepted, as you know, A's needs and growth. She also loves
you very much and does not hunger for the touch of men at all with your company.
Be proud of yourself. I am so very proud of you and what you have done.
As far as telling your company about your living relationship with Hannah, I
leave that totally up to you. Not knowing how large your company is, it is
tough to counsel you. If you have little daily contact with Hannah, then your
relationship will not affect your work except for numerous unexplained trips to
the ladies room. But you would need those even if it were only you and I,
right? If you and Hannah are in different divisions, no one might notice that
she has your address. Since your work should not be effected by your
relationship, it would be safe to tell them that she has moved in with you as a
roommate sharing your flat to cut down on all the expenses you incurred moving
back to the U.K. I am very big in keeping as much of your sexual lives and
identities private. I can't stand little looks, office tittering, and gossip
around the coffee pot about whom is seeing whom and all the garbage. What you
are doing is between two consenting adults and, since it doesn't affect anyone's
work, it is no one's business but your own.
I love you and hope to hear from you again today.
Mistress Sasha
Sasha This is Hannah and I've come up to steph's office to tell her that Donna
phoned me to say shed seen our mails. All she said was that shed seen it all and
she thinks its really cool and she wonders if she can borrow our slave sometime
and she wanted to read the mails again so I've given her my password. If u want
to write to her write to my address because I cant get in to it now anyway with
no pc. She was really cool about it, she didn't say anything about anything just
that she was ok with it and she was happy for me. gotta go, angel says she is
gonna tell Beatrice bout us today. so then its all out!!!!!!!!!!! cool. n yes u
r special xxxxx I saw your pics.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lovely. Can I say I love your nipples Sasha? Kisses n licks Hannah
Thank you so much Hannah. I will write Donna today. Is she older or younger
than you? And where do your feelings lie about the possibilities of her joining
your family? And by the way, if this family gets any larger, not only will you
need to rent a whole house, but your Mistress here will have to hire a secretary
to dictate all these letters to! This is like training and managing a growing
company! And the most Joyful management Job I have ever had. And I am glad
you liked my photos, dearest Hannah. I would like for them to be printed in
color, framed, and placed in all your bedrooms and living rooms so that I am
always there with all of you.
Mistress
Mistress
Hannah just sent you that mail and she told me about her sister calling her. She
phoned me to see if we could meet, then she just arrived. She was asking me if
I would serve Donna, and I said that I would if she wanted me to, and she wasn't
certain that she wanted to be there if I did, but then as we talked she just
became more and more sure that she wanted me to. She said she would lend me to
her and that I should do anything she wanted. I also told her about me telling
my boss. I have just seen your note Mistress, and I feel that I can tell
Beatrice. We have had a close relationship and I know I can tell her in
confidence. She is a Director but is very approachable. She always asks me if
there is anything troubling me when I go in her office, almost every time, so if
I just tell her that I want her advice and tell her that I have a relationship,
without necessarily telling her who, then she will advise me. Don't worry
Mistress. She is a good person.
Mistress, Hannah said she was sad that she had got me to wear her sweatshirt
yesterday, and she said that my nipples in this t-shirt look ready to explode,
and then I showed her your pictures. She was whispering to me but she said that
she really loved your nipples and she asked me if that was after I had just been
sucking on them. Oh that I had.
I have to go now Mistress
angel xxxxxxx
ps. I will get the pics printed today Mistress
Angel,
You write beautifully, as always. As for you boss, I will trust to your
feelings. But always guard your career like a lioness guards her cubs. Hannah
must defer to you on this not matter how much she wants people to know because
your career is well founded and must continue. She needs to control her desires
to tell people just as Allison must. What you all are doing and have together
is beautiful but is often misunderstood by the vanillas out there. There is
nothing worse than being judged by all the arseholes out there? (Do you like
the way I have translated my writing into British? I do it for Hannah also.
She must think I am around the corner. I even converted my weight into 9s 2 for
her!)
Love,
Sasha
Mistress,
I telephoned Miss Hannah about you having mailed her and she had me read it to
her. She was uncertain at first but then told me to tell you that she doesn't
mind if you arrange for both of them to play with me at the same time, but she
does not want to watch me 'sucking Donna off' and she doesn't suspect that Donna
will want to watch me with her (Miss Hannah). She said to tell you that Donna is
26 and to remind you that it's Miss Hannah's birthday on Monday. I have an
appointment with Beatrice in 10 mins Mistress. I will feel happier if I have
discussed it with her and I do have confidence in her.
Angel. Xxx
Mistress
I have spoken to Beatrice, and she was fine about it all, and she has promised
her confidentiality and that my telling her is all we need to do. But, I don't
know if it's my heightened sexuality at the moment, but I fear she was coming on
to me. I'm sure she was, but I don't know what to do about it, if anything.
May I relate to you how the conversation went and you can advise me Mistress,
please. I'm sure it's not just me.
I went in, told her about a new range change, then asked if I could talk about a
personal matter, and she said she would be pleased to help. I told her that I
had entered into a relationship with a member of the team and she asked whom,
and I said I was a little reluctant to say, but she said she couldn't really
comment if she didn't know, because who it was would change the circumstances. I
asked her if at all possible what I was going to tell her should be in complete
confidence, and she said unless it was Mr. Harrington (our owner) then she was
certain she could promise that. Then I told her it was a lesbian relationship,
and she didn't flinch, and she asked with whom, I told her, and she said she
thought she had met Hannah. Then she said that she understood why there was a
need for discretion and she promised me that no one outside of this room would
need to know. Then she got up and came around her desk and put her hands on my
shoulders (she does that quite often - that part wasn't unusual) and she told me
that she was happy for me, that I'd found someone, then she asked me if we were
living together, and I said yes, and all the time she was holding my shoulders.
Then she said that my top looked nice today, and I thanked her, and she said
that I always dress so smart and that I should realize that I'm not working for
XXXXX any more and that I can dress more casually now. I told her that it was
just habits to dress like this, and she said I should take advantage of my shape
while I still had it and that I should wear some shorter skirts. I just sat
silent. And she went on, and said that she didn't think she had ever even seen
my knees. She laughed and I laughed, partly nervously, then she said I should
think about dressing more casually, before I get as old as she is and so fat
that no one would want to see your body. I said that she was neither old nor
fat (which she isn't, not really) and then she moved her hands lower on my
chest, not quite to my breasts, but certainly lower than she ever usually does.
She asked me if I would think about dressing more casually, and I said that I
would, then she said 'good', and she went back to her seat and sat down.
She promised me that she would keep my confidence, as she knew that I would do
the same, and she said 'wont you? And I said of course I would. Then she told
me that I nor Hannah have to tell anyone else, and I thanked her, she said she
was glad I felt I could talk to her about something this personal, and I left.
I swear she was putting her hands lower than she ever has before. It wasn't my
imagination Mistress. Honestly. Please, Mistress, can this be kept between
just us? I don't want the Misses to know that I may be going mad or whatever. I
will await your mail Mistress. angel
Sasha, Just to let you know I have told Hannah about seeing the mails. She was
speechless for a while (a rare thing!!!) then I asked her to let me have her
mail password so that I could read them all again and she gave it to me, just
like that.
one other little matter ------- I've asked her if I can borrow the slave
sometime.
Donna
Donna,
Allow me to introduce myself. I am Mistress Sasha. I am Mistress to stephanie
as well as a Mistress/Mentor to your dear sister, Jo, and Allison. Providing
the proper direction to everyone has eased transitions and has allowed something
beautiful to unfold. I wanted to write you to let you know a little about what
is happening. Hannah was pleased to know that you are all up on the status of
her relationship. She, and myself as well, was pleased that you found that what
your younger sister is doing so exciting you needed relief. I do hope you
understand how exciting and complex this relationship is for all parties
involved. But you yourself can see how incredibly happy Hannah is. The same is
true for everyone. They have all found new direction in life and all have new
ways to look at love and relationships. You mentioned in your letter that you
mentioned that you might want to partake in the giving and receiving of pleasure
from this arrangement. Hence my wishing to get to know you. Your sister is
more than willing to share angel with you and angel does find you very
attractive and has indicated a willingness to do to/with you as Hannah, Jo,
Allison, and myself tell her. I would like to know more about you first, my
dear. Mostly for my own edification but also to get a better idea of how to
treat you. If you ever doubt my bonafides, just ask your sister or angel. They
will tell you that you may trust me more than probably anyone else you ever will
meet with your deepest secrets, thoughts, and feelings. A gift I have is being
able to help people sort through their needs and bring them to a reality that
grants them complete fulfillment and enjoyment of life. Please trust me enough
to take the same chance they have. Everything that has happened between them as
a group has been initiated, grown, and flourished in only five weeks. That's
kind of hard for even me to believe. That's why I call what I have a gift. I
would love to know more about you, what you look like, your experiences, your
needs and desires. Do you consider yourself bisexual? If so, what kind of
experiences have you had? Have you ever had any experiences with the world of
dominance and submission? It is pretty obvious that angel is a submissive and I
am training your sister, Jo, and Allison to bring out and enhance their natural
dominant qualities. Would you like the same advice and assistance? I just read
your new letter to me. And what are your plans for the usage of angel? Please
tell me so I might be able to insert some of my own ideas so you both enjoy the
experience as fully as you can, I asked Hannah to let me write you and help
smooth things along. So write me back answering my questions. If you have a
picture of yourself, please send it. Since you have Hannah's password, please
feel free to activate her Yahoo messenger so you and I can chat when it is
convenient. I look forward to help you realize allot about yourself and to
hopefully, if you desire, include you in what is becoming quite an adorable,
happy, growing family!
Mistress Sasha
Angel,
You most certainly are not going mad. You are only mad to think that you are.
You must realize by now that so many women have latent lesbian desires. They
just never get to act on them with someone that they trust. Was this not the
case with, oh, say, Hannah and Jo, for instance? Beatrice might or might not
have them. Only time will tell. But what is clear is that if she does have
desires along these lines, they will become more self evident now that she feels
that you are a kindred spirit and that she can confide in you the same way you
did her. The openness and honesty of your personality makes you so easy to talk
with, my dear. My advice for you is to wear something a little more casual.
Show off your knees. Go to her office with business and then casually comment,
if she doesn't first, if she likes seeing your knees now or did she expect
something shorter. When she says yes (how do I know that she will already?) you
might innocently ask her if there is anything else of you she might wish to see.
Of course this can be as simple as wearing something sleeveless. If she is in
tune with you and has the desires you think (and hope) she does, the forthcoming
answer will tell volumes. Of course, when she says yes, how high you lift your
skirt for her is up to you................ Isn't it time for you to go
masturbate while thinking of these possibilities?
Mistress
Mistress
I have been thinking about the contract, and I have re-read what you wrote. You
said it would be between Miss Hannah and Miss Jo and myself, with them as my
"Owners". That sounds so wonderful Mistress, to be Owned. It is so much more
than belonging or anything else.
As for my part Mistress, I would gladly pass everything I have to them,
including myself. I trust them implicitly, I love them all, and I would be
completely obedient to them, you know that Mistress, completely, to any of them.
Actually, now I think of it, none of them has felt the need to test my
obedience. Unless last night was a test of sorts. I did go out with just that
vest on, and not only was it revealing (it was done up to just above my nipples)
but it was also very cold last night, but I still walked from the flat around
the corner to Hannah's car, and we drove all the way there like that, and while
I was scared and uncertain, I didn't say anything Mistress. It was Miss
Hannah's idea for me to wear her sweatshirt Mistress, not mine.
I would sign myself, my flat, everything over to them tomorrow if they asked.
Mistress, I was just interrupted by Beatrice calling for me, and when I went in
she asked me to check the forecast for something with her, so I went around her
desk and stood at her side and we went through the numbers, and she put her hand
on my bare midriff as I bent forward over her desk. She asked me to make some
amendments on the paper copy for her secretary to change it, and I did, with her
still touching me. When I'd finished she left her hand there, and I stayed bent
over and she said "You really are a sweet child, your Hannah is a lucky girl",
and her hand was stroking up my back and she just looked at me as she pushed my
top up, I could feel it getting higher on my back. She talked about a meeting
she has next Monday, then asked me if I was happy, and I said I was, she said
good, then, she suddenly stopped and said well drop this off to Linda please and
she gave me the sheet we'd been working on.
You see Mistress, I wasn't imagining it. But I don't know how to react. I
don't mind her touching me, of course, but should I do anything? She has always
been tactile, but not like this. But then again I have never worn such a short
t-shirt when I've been with her before.
I really don't think its all coincidence though, but I think I should just see
how things go.
Angel
Sorry I have written to you so much today Mistress. Its just that I have had
free time, or comparatively so anyway. And I do like writing to you.
xxx with a slave's love
Mistress, I have just seen your note, I wrote the above in two stages as you
know in notepad before I saw it. I am not going mad am I? I didn't think I
was. The only thing I have to wear which is shorter is my denim mini, but I'm
not sure that that is right for work. I will just have to see how things go
Mistress.
Thank you again. Xxx
Angel,
Well it defiantly does seem like Beatrice has an interest in you that goes
beyond the professional. And while I am sure she is happy for Hannah that you
are with her, she is really kicking herself for not knowing about your sexual
leanings before this so that she might have had a shot at you. Now there are a
couple of ways to handle this. Personally, what she did is sort of
unprofessional. She just found out that you just embarked on a serious
relationship in that you have moved in with somebody. She tells you she is
happy for you and then makes amorous advances towards you twice in the same day.
Luckily you are in the sort of relationship where you get passed around. Pretty
soon you are going to have to have a scheduling book to keep track of whom you
are to be servicing and when. Maybe an erasable white board kept on Jo's
refrigerator. Jo, Allison, and Hannah want your attentions. Hannah's sister
now wants your attentions (Surprise! Another possible virgin conquest for you.)
I have written her and now possibly this lady Beatrice is showing an interest in
you. And to think only 6 weeks ago you were bored. Who would have thought that
you are now the most in demand person in XXXXXXX? As it is now, you almost have
to move your workstation into the ladies loo because you are in there so often.
I recommend to see how strong Beatrice's interests are in the way I told you.
After all, at this point it is really teasing. From there, you will need to
tell your ladies about her and her advances. Pending what the girls all say,
you can then make Beatrice aware of the type of relationship you are in. But
first learn a little about Beatrice's desires and experiences to make sure she
can handle what you might have to tell her. Remember that she is very close to
you in regards to your work place. If your relationship situation is
unappealing to her then it is best she not know, right? Another thing you have
to keep in mind that your Mistresses are probably happy to share you as long as
you are able to meet their needs. Keep in mind that their needs and desires are
yet young and stand a very good chance at getting stronger as time goes on. I
you are trying to divide your time between too many people, you have to realize
that there is only so much of angel to go around and you risk hurting some
feelings if everyone's needs aren't being met. This is getting almost to the
point that this family group needs another sub to help out. The problem there,
my dear, is that when I tell you you are a true jewel, I really mean that.
There is only one of you. Another can't be manufactured to help you out. What
I can do as far as shaping someone's mind and personality only goes so far. You
have to realize that you were special long before I met you. I only helped you
realize the potential that was already under the surface waiting to jump out.
Please liken this to a stonemason. The finished carving is the issue. What
makes the finished product a masterpiece all depends on how special the stone
that he carved it from was to begin with. You and I have talked about how your
submissive perfection intimidated even me. The issue was how I could dominate
someone as perfect as you. Thank God I accepted the challenge because I think
you'll agree that I have grown to new heights in the last six weeks. Golly, I
have gone from being a Mistress with a sub to being a mother to someone, a
mentor to another, and a confidant/friend to yet another while helping to raise
her daughter! I have been typing letters for this family group today for 3 1/2
hours (and I don't mind)! I never thought I could have risen to the occasion.
But that is my commitment to you because I love you. But like I was saying. I
never realized how special the gifts I have are if you weren't so gosh darned
special to begin with. Everyone who comes in contact with you sees in you all
this that I have just told you. People that were closed off to you before are
now so open to you because of the new shine about you because you are so self
assured and happy. You are like the prize winning rose that everyone wishes
they could stick their nose into and smell. I only wish I could have my nose in
you, my love. So remember how special you are and that jealousies start when
attentions are divided too many times. We will have to limit the number of
women you can effectively take care of very soon. If Hannah's sister Donna
comes into the fold and then possibly Beatrice it will have to stop there. If
you disagree then tell me. But I feel that there will be too many diverse
personalities and people for you and I to manage effectively. Did you ever
wonder what it would be like to be the most popular girl on campus? Well,
angel, now you are. Bask in the glory. I told you earlier today that I am
starting a novella about our relationship this year. Since I have saved every
letter received and sent I am just including them in order so a reader can see
how wondrous this all is. Just to let you know there have been almost 125
letters so far since January 6. It might be a full novel before it is over. I
am doing it chapter wise by month. I think you will love it and you definitely
deserve a record of this, which is so incredible I have never read anything like
it. No one reading it could possibly believe that it is true and then seeing
all our honesty and love, how could they believe it is anything but? Thank you
so much for making me part of your life.
Sasha
Saturday Feb 15
Well Sasha, So many questions. Ill paste them in and answer them in turn what I
look like - well I am unquestionably cute, everyone tells me so. I'm 5'8", 8 st
10, 34b 24, 32, size 10, dyed hair (but who doesn't). Your experiences, your
needs and desires. - I have been sexually active since I was about 12, teasing
boys mostly, I developed early you see I have a boyfriend who I stay with
sometimes, and he must be about number 10? I have slept with two guys (just the
once on holiday) and I did play about with girlfriends when I was younger. I
have a healthy active sex life thanks. Do you consider yourself bisexual? - I
guess so. I think we all are only some of us don't have the balls to admit it,
including me. Have you ever had any experiences with the world of dominance and
submission? - A bit of spanking, both ways, and I did have one b/f who
definitely liked me to lead. Sometimes I play submissive, sometimes not. One
guy I knew (very briefly) did try a bondage thing with me. Pretty good too, He
tied my arms to the feet of a sofa and pretty well raped me, not that I
complained. Would you like the same advice and assistance? - I guess so. And
what are your plans for the usage of angel? - Well, if I have to trust you
then I will tell you the truth. I got hottest when I read about her taking pee
and licking assholes clean. So if I don't qualify for anything else maybe you
could just send her around for that? But really, I am just fascinated by her.
She's a pretty little thing and to read about her and that I could have ridden
on her face like Hannah has, and Jo and Allison I have no doubt, is such a
shame. We were just sitting chatting when she could have been giving me a good
time instead. I didn't believe anyone could be that submissive yet she's smart
and funny too. I mean she isn't like a doormat or anything. You know what I
mean?
Where pics are concerned, I had a b/f who did some artistic stuff with me a
couple of years ago. I could get him to send one of those if you like? So, what
happens now? Do I talk to Hannah? Can I go visit at least and see the slave sit
about naked? Even that? Donna
Donna,
It is so good of you to have written back. And thank you for telling me about
your experiences. Yes, I would dearly love to see photos of you. What would be
wonderful is if you had access to a digital camera and could take some photos of
the family for me. It has been ages since I have seen angel. Knowing what I
know now about you I do think it would be quite correct for you to pay a visit
to the group. After all, you are Hannah's sister. They know now that you do
have an interest and understanding of their relationship so they can all act
openly around you. I would go and use that time as a learning experience. See
how they act and how they treat angel. Feel free to emulate their actions and
use angel the way that they do within your own comfort levels. If using angel
as a toilet slave fascinates you, by all means, try it. It is a wonderful,
sensual feeling as well as a neat feeling of power you have over an individual.
Remember that you are opening a Pandora's box of pleasures. You will love it
and wish for more. And that is both normal and fine. While Hannah is your
sister I do not think that she has an interest in your sexually or to watch you
being pleasured. For more sexual learning and watching I would look to Jo or
angel herself. Angel, while the perfect submissive is quite experienced and it
is quite all right for you to let her pleasure you in ways that she thinks you
will enjoy. Relax, lie back, and learn how wonderful another woman is. Trust
me when I say that the sexual highs and feelings it can illicit are ones that
very few men can reproduce. So go into this with a totally open mind, dear
Donna. I say this because minds are like parachutes. They only work when open.
Let yourself expand into something that will enhance your pleasure for the rest
of your life. And it goes without saying that I would love to hear all about it
and your feelings and thoughts.
Gook luck and welcome to the world!
Mistress Sasha
Monday February 17
Sasha,
That's quite some slave you lot have there. I have NEVER met anyone so
submissive, never known anything so keen to please.
Thanks for the toilet. very nice
Donna
Angel, Almost 30 inches of snow here over the last two days. Talk about a
winter wonderland. Did you get a chance to read what I sent you? Sasha
Tuesday February 18
Mistress,
Miss J is being wonderful Mistress, and Miss Hannah, they are so free in
enjoying life at the moment, and all weekend in the flat, Miss A has either had
her ruler with her and she has used it on my tits, cunt, bottom and thighs at
various times, or she has had her finger at my bottom. She is never vicious
with it; she just sort of flicks it on me most of the time. Once she called her
mom into the kitchen when she had be bending over a stool, and she told her to
watch and she swatted my bottom really quite hard with the ruler, and she showed
her mom that my bottom goes white then red where the ruler struck. Twice over
the weekend she has taken me into her room and allowed me to pleasure her, with
my fingers. She kisses me when I have pleased her Mistress.
On Friday night I went swimming with Miss J and Miss A. I wore the costume that
Miss J had bought for me. Most of the women in there (there were about 10 I
think) were older women so I didn't feel quite so exposed, though I know that I
was. Have I told you about the bikini? I can't remember. But it is a
two-piece, and the top is a string around my chest, with two triangles of
fabric, about 3" wide, maybe less, 2", and a tie neck halter string, and the
bottom is very brief. It doesn't cover my bottom, it sort of sits on it, if you
understand. Sorry I'm not very good at describing it. But the sides of my
bottom are exposed anyway. It would have been worse had there been some more
younger women, of my own age say, in there, and it was worrying while I was
changing. It was exciting not knowing who might see me like that, but aside
from the pool attendant who was quite young, only Miss A and Miss J was under 50
I think. Miss A kept telling me to get out of the water and stroll around to
another ladder every now and then, and sometimes she put her hand into my
panties and fondled me and pinched my bottom in the pool. Once she threatened
to me with making me take my bikini bottoms off, but she didn't, she did once
pull the bottom of my bikini down under the cheeks of my bottom and made me swim
a length like that. I had to keep on the opposite side of the pool to the
assistant's chair.
I told them about Beatrice. No details, just that someone in the office had
suggested that I dress more casually, and they asked what I meant, and I said I
thought that my skirts might appear too long, and Miss A agreed. She said they
looked like 'granny' skirts. Miss A spent some time on Sunday morning with her
father. While she was gone I mentioned to Miss J and Miss Hannah about us
moving to one house, and even that you had suggested they might like to have a
dungeon, and Miss Hannah suggested that we could do that already with the small
room in my flat. There is a room which is just about big enough to get a bed
in, but that's all. At the moment I think it has just my suitcases in there and
my guitar. They were both of the opinion that maybe we would look to moving when
'things had proven themselves' and settled down. I also mentioned about the
contract, and both of Miss Jo and Miss Hannah were really pleased when I told
them that I would happily show my commitment to them by signing everything over
to them, and that I would happily beg them to own me and everything about me.
They both hugged me and then Miss Hannah pulled at my nipples while I sat on her
lap and she told me that I was wonderful. I was so happy Mistress, and I'm sure
they were.
On Saturday night I was due to sleep with Miss Hannah, but Miss J asked if she
might prepare me and Miss Hannah was delighted, and so Miss J took me
downstairs. She went to tie me but I asked if I might pee first, and she took
me to the bathroom and she lad me lay on my back in the bath and try to pee on
myself, and while I peed she had her hand at her pussy. When I'd done she told
me to shower quickly, then she put me onto the bed and she tied my hands to the
bed head, and she stripped and sat on my face and rubbed herself on my face and
tongue until she came. She kept saying, "Suck me" over and over as she came.
She is really enjoying me serve her now I think, she is much more open, and then
she just dressed and said "we'll be back" and left me with her cum on my face.
She came back with Miss Hannah and they were talking about fisting, and Miss
Hannah showed Miss J how to shape her hand, and then Miss J fisted me, very
gently (though it still hurt) and she was so pleased, I could see it in her
face. I was gasping with the sensation of it, she just kept moving her hand in
and almost out of my cunt until I came. Miss Hannah was holding my one leg and
Miss J sitting on the other so that my cunt was so open and I couldn't move.
Miss J took her hand out long after I had cum, and then Miss Hannah asked me if
I wanted her to do it too, and I said yes please Miss because I could tell she
wanted to, and I do so love to make her happy, and she did, but more forcefully,
but I was really wet so she did slide in fairly easily, and she showed Miss J
how far it could go in me, and they were just looking at my cunt all open like
that and I came again, just so completely, with the feeling of her hand
stretching my cunt open and them both looking at my bare cunt as her hand was in
me, and my orgasm was magnificent Mistress. Then she kissed me, they both
kissed me, and Miss Hannah said that I tasted sweet and she smiled at Miss J and
she blushed. Miss J left just after that, and Miss Hannah asked me if I was
happy, and I said that I was and she kissed me all over my face and my breasts
then she sat on my face and had me lick her bottom and her lovely pussy until
she came, and she left me tied, peed into me, and left me tied when she went to
sleep. Normally after I have been used as a toilet I clean my teeth but I
couldn't. I must have had an awful smell about me, but she did kiss me before
she fell asleep, holding my breast, almost lying across me. I lay awake for a
while just thinking of her and wishing I could hug her, but then I realized that
sometimes its not my place, and I just fell asleep thinking how wonderful
everything was. Lying there tied to the bed and my lover and Miss against me.
She woke me by slapping my pussy and told me she needed to pee, then she untied
me and took me to the bathroom, and she used the toilet and had me clean her
bottom, then she and I showered together. We must have been in there a long
time, and eventually Miss J came into the bathroom and told us that Miss A had
gone, and she just sat on the closed loo and watched us for a while.
Mistress, in one of your mails late mast week you mused about them needing
another sub. It's worried me a little. Do you think they want someone else? I
know it's not my place to query it really Mistress, but I wondered if any of
them has said anything? Am I failing to please them at all? I really thought
that they were happy with me. I just want to know so that I may get better, and
not disappoint them. Please.
Donna has sort of shown that she just wants to degrade me, in both what she has
said and done this weekend. She obviously doesn't want to meet Miss Jo or Miss
A because she phones Miss Hannah before coming around, and then when she is here
she just uses me as a toilet and calls me names. Miss Hannah says that she is
pleased with me though. Maybe it just doesn't show. I don't mind her using me
as a toilet of course Mistress, if it pleases her. On Saturday she called in on
her way out and apparently left her boyfriend in the car. She called Miss
Hannah on her mobile and she met us downstairs in our flat and she just took me
to the toilet and asked how people peed into me, and then she lifted her dress
and pulled down her panties and asked me if I want to drink her pee, and I said
yes Miss, if you want me to, but then she almost snapped at me that she wanted
to hear me ask her, so I asked her if I could please drink her pee, and she made
me repeat it more pleefully, then she said that I just wanted to get my face
near to her cunt, and she asked me if that wasn't the truth, and I said it was,
then she looked around and told me to get in the shower, then kneel down, and
she said one day you might be allowed to touch my pussy but you're not deserving
enough yet, and she said that I has to catch as much of her pee as I could, or I
would be punished, and she pulled her pussy open and started to pee and I did
catch quite a lot Mistress, but it's difficult to really, and she said she
wasn't pleased with me. Then she told me to shower off, then she bent over the
washbasin and told me to come out of the shower and lick her asshole, and she
kept telling me to put my tongue right in, and I did Mistress, but she just kept
saying that it wasn't far enough. Eventually she stood and put on her panties
and told me to stay where I was. Miss Hannah came in for me when she had gone
and we went back upstairs and Miss Hannah was really pleased. She was all
excited when she told Miss J, and she said "wasn't it just awesome to show me
around like this". Later, Miss Hannah asked me if I was happy with Donna, and
I told her that although it was wonderful to see Donna like that, she is very
lovely, I thought she didn't really like me, but Miss Hannah said she was
delighted with me, and that she was going to come back whenever she was passing
to use 'the slave toilet', and she asked me if I didn't' agree with her that
that was a nice name for me. Then she went on and on as to how great it was to
have me to share about like this, and she really was pleased, and so I became
pleased too, but I hadn't been that happy really. Now I am ok though. Donna
came around on Sunday afternoon too, and it was almost the same, except that as
soon as she got in she just pulled me into the loo and she sat and did a poo,
and a bit of a wee, then she just stood and bent over the basin and told me to
clean her. I went to get a paper towel, like I do with Miss Hannah, (I usually
use a paper towel first, just one, and then clean her bottom with my tongue) but
Donna, she told me to do it with my mouth, and she looked at me over her
shoulder and I pulled her cheeks apart and licked her bottom clean. Mistress,
even just writing that makes me excited. She has a lovely body Mistress and
even just being allowed to lick her bottom clean is, well, it is special
Mistress, just as it is when I do it for Miss Hannah. Donna just kept saying
that I was disgusting, and that I was gross while I licked her clean. Then she
told me to wash my face, and then she put me into the shower and like before she
told me to catch her pee, and she teased me with that one day I might be allowed
to kiss her pussy. When she had done, she told me to tell her how much I wanted
to kiss her pussy, and drink her direct from her cunt, and I told her that I
would love to but she kept telling me to say it like I meant it, three or four
times. Then she told me to stay there, in the 'pool of piss' and wait for
Hannah. When she came in Miss Hannah looked so pleased and she told me to
shower, and we made love before going back upstairs.
With reference to your history of what has happened, I will love to read your
version of what has happened to me over these weeks Mistress. You have such a
way in the way you write Mistress. And the way you talk to people. It will be
like reliving it all Mistress, if I am allowed to read it of course.
I thought about what you said about Beatrice, and about how I must see how it
progresses, and I decided to just see what happens rather than prompt anything.
All she has done today aside from just chatting to me normally in the outer
office is to call me in at about 4:00 and she told me to close the door. She
said that I mustn't worry and that I know that no one will just walk in when the
door is closed, so I can be a tease and she asked me to come around to her side
of the desk. She said that she thought I was going to dress more casually for
her, and I explained that I only had a denim mini, and that it wasn't that
short, and I stood closer to her and said that I was sorry, then she put her
hand on the back of my thigh, and said "Don't worry" and she stroked up and down
my thigh through my skirt, almost to my bottom. She said; "It would just be
nice to have a little tease now and again don't you think", I said yes, and she
said "You don't mind me touching you like this do you" and I said that I didn't,
that it was flattering, and she said "Exactly" and she moved her hand higher and
stroked my bottom, and she carried on stroking my bottom while she told me to
get the new training sessions arranged, and just talked about business, and all
the time she just stroked my bottom and my thigh. Occasionally, as I leant over
the reports I swear she was trying to look down my shirt too. Maybe she is just
a female version of the letches I have had to deal with for so long in XXXXXX.
I don't mind her letching over me though. Of course, when she'd done she just
patted my bottom and she just said "No one needs to know what a little tease you
are do they?" and I said no, please don't tell anyone, and she said she wouldn't
if I didn't and she was sure that even Hannah doesn't need to know, and I said I
wouldn't tell anyone. She said "Good girl" and that I should go.
I have just tried to get into my mail, to see if you have written, but
apparently our Internet connection is down at the moment. I will try again
before I go and send you this. You know, I have just looked at how much I have
written, and I do wonder if bore you sometimes with what I write. Please
forgive me if I do Mistress. I am sorry.
It's now Tuesday morning, Mistress; I will try to send this soon. I just wanted
to tell you that yesterday Miss Hannah asked her sister to bring around some
short skirts for me and she came around last night with them. Most were too
loose on me, but two fitted, just about, and today Miss A dressed me in one
which is just above my knee when I stand, and there is a short slit in the
front, about 4". It's black, so it doesn't look too out of place with what I
normally have worn, except for it being so short (usually my skirts are below
the knee). I have not seen Beatrice yet today but she should be pleased. Before
I left this morning, Miss A was playing about with the skirt and she managed to
pull it down right over my hips without undoing it, until it showed my mons. I
did ask if I might wear panties under it but Miss A and Miss Hannah forbad it.
I just wonder what Beatrice might say if she discovers I don't wear panties?
I have a meeting this morning Mistress, so I will send this now. I am sorry but
I appear to have gone on a bit today.
Thank you Mistress
Angel
x - with a slaves love
I have seen what you wrote about our January, thank you xxxxxxxxx
Mistress
Sorry that I am writing to you again so soon, but I have read through some of
the 'memoir' and it will be lovely to have that to look at in years to come, and
to see how all this started, if indeed it is all still going then, which I hope
it will be. There are times when I can't believe some of the things I've done,
like when you had me lift my skirt that first time in the warehouse and Miss
Hannah looked at my pubes and my bottom. There is just no way that that could
ever have happened without you being there. You just have a way of introducing
possibilities and of gauging people that I don't have.
I am trying with Beatrice though Mistress. She wants me to be a flirt and so
today I went into her room before our meeting with a supplier this morning and
sat on one of her visitors chairs and crossed my legs, completely in the
knowledge that she could see my thigh, and she looked at my thigh, and I moved
deliberately in my chair and didn't pull my skirt down again, while I told her
about the ranges and all the time she was looking at my legs, almost casually or
even furtively. I hadn't closed the door because we only had a minute before
going to our meeting but no one could see me as the doorway was behind me. When
it was time to go she came around the desk and I stood and she said that I do
have nice legs and that they shouldn't be hidden. She is still in the meeting -
they were talking about another division, but as I left she said that we would
need to get together later in the day and for me to make sure I had a window.
I have had years and years of men trying to see down my blouses, and all those
casual touches on my bottom or my knee and each time I felt horrid about it, but
now this is different. I know she is seeing me in just the same way that they
did, just as a 'bit of fluff' or whatever, but I just don't mind, and its even
fun if I am honest with myself.
I wondered if I should undo a button on my blouse when I go in to her later.
God I am such a flirt. I don't suppose I will though, unless she says
something.
I should go. I do have work to do, boo hoo. Oh, one thing that I forgot to tell
you about was Miss Hannah's birthday 'party'. Last night Miss Jo, Miss A and I
all gave Miss Hannah her cards, and Miss Jo and Miss A gave her a Tatu CD (she
has mentioned them over and over recently), and I had picked up the bouquet of
flowers for her on my way from work. She was really happy, and Miss Jo had
bought a small cake and some wine and Breezers (Miss Hannah's favorite drink).
Miss Donna interrupted the party when she bought the skirts around for me, and
she had a card and top for Miss Hannah. That was the first time she had met
Miss J and Miss A and they all seemed to get on ok but while she was here no
one touched me except Miss Hannah, and then they took me downstairs for her to
go to the toilet. Anyway, I think Miss Hannah was happy with her birthday.
angel xxx
Angel,
I am so glad everything is going well for you. And I am glad Jo and Hannah is
considering a house down the road. We will worry about a contract at that time.
As for Donna. She doesn't yet fully understand the dynamics of what you all are
doing and how you feel about each other. She still is satisfied by her
boyfriend and uses this, as a diversion in what she feels is a more perverted
sense. Don't be ashamed. Some people look at these things differently at
first. Right now she enjoys using you. She does like you and likes what she is
doing and definitely wants to continue. Suffice it to say that Donna is
providing some humiliation that you need. As much as all the ladies love you
and seeing as how new they all are still to this, they are very hesitant to
provide you some painful outlets. Donna probably would do it but it is not her
place to do so. I don't think Donna will become part of the family like the
rest but will continue to stop by to use you. It might grow from there but only
time will tell. Beatrice is very interested in you. She still thinks that what
she is doing and the liberty she is taking is somehow causing you to cheat on
Hannah. That is why she is so secretive. Is she married or single? If she
were single that would be great. She comes across an awful lot like Jo did in
the very beginning though Beatrice might have more experience or stronger bi
leanings. Tell Beatrice that you would like her to also dress in a more casual
fashion so you can peek at her charms also. Eventually you will have to clue
her in that is o.k. For her to have an interest in you and to also tell her
little hints about your relationship. Maybe invite her to go out with Hannah
and yourself. Glad you liked your January history. Please remember that you
wrote half of it, Angel. It is your new life's story. Now go masturbate for
your Mistress...
Sasha I wonder when A is going to let your face between her pretty legs,
Angel. Neither you nor I can wait.
Wednesday Feb 19
Dearest Hannah,
I did want to send you a note wishing you a most happy birthday. Things have
been rather crazy here because we had two feet of snow over the weekend. But no,
I didn't forget. And I am hoping that you are continuing to enjoy my gift to
you on a daily basis and will continue to do so for the rest of your life. I
have corresponded a few times with your sister. It is interesting because she
seems to like the outlet angel provides her to act in a "disgusting" (her words)
manner. I do not think that she will ever see or appreciate the beauty of the
relationship that you ladies have entered into. She still likes her boyfriend
but wishes to continue to use angel and humiliate her. One thing I should
discuss with you that is along these lines. Something that you and Jo should
realize is that it is quite all right to humiliate angel and give her pain.
Whippings, pinching, and the like can be given as a sign of love, dear. The
same thing with humiliation. Believe me, angel craves it. It is one of those
situations where she will love you all the more if you do it because she
considers it a reward. If her bottom and upper thighs are striped and bruised
by you ladies, she will feel your love whenever she sits down and feel like she
has done well to receive these. Allison must understand that this is being done
out of love and that angel loves getting it. As far as humiliation goes, try
the following: when you ladies all sit down to a meal that angel has prepared,
clear off the center of the table. Have angel kneel on the table with her rear
up high and her head down low. Stick a candle into her ass and light it so that
you, Jo, and Allison can have dinner by candlelight. This is humiliation. And
the hot wax dripping on Angel's rear is also very nice. But have your dinner.
Ignore her. She is a candelabra, a fixture. Put an apple in her mouth if you
desire. I have mentioned to you a few times that angel really needs a butt
plug. She should be wearing this 24/7 except when you ladies remove it once a
day for her toilet. This is humiliation. I have also recommended a chastity
device to close off her access to her own sex. She will have to beg to touch
herself or to pee. But the key, Hannah, is to not let her go to the bathroom
when she asks you. Make her hold it. And make her drinks lots of fluids also.
If she can't pee because of a locked belt or because you all will not let her,
she will feel more about being a slave. When she really has to go very badly,
sit her in the bathroom and let her listen to the water run into the sink or
tub. Subtle torture, dear Hannah, subtle torture. Another item I would like for
you ladies to incorporate into your lives is to, from now on, because angel is
now holding your candle during meals, how should she eat? I would recommend
that you acquire two metal dog dishes for her and let her eat leftover scraps
from these after you ladies have finished on her hands and knees on the floor.
And of course, she would not be allowed to use her hands while eating. And you
might also, at times, wish to pee into her food before she eats. You may also
wish to pet her, spank, or whip her while she eats. What would also be
delicious to try would be to get a cat's litter box for her for her to relieve
herself into when given proper permission. After all, should a maidservant/pet
be permitted to use the toilet her Mistresses use? You can do all these things
and more, dearest Hannah, and not worry about angel taking it the wrong way. She
will appreciate the extra thought and attentions you all will be showing her.
All this can be done with love uppermost in your minds. It's all part of
learning how to dominate and exploring how far your slave is willing and able to
go for you. I think you will be rather pleased when you see how dedicated angel
is to all of you.
Mistress
Angel,
Well, the blizzard is over here but the capital of the free world is almost
closed due to snow removal problems. I wrote Hannah today, as you know. I am
trying to get her to incorporate more punishments and humiliation into your
life. I know that you need these in your life. I am trying to explain to Hannah
that doing these things to you in no way reflect on your alls love for each
other and it is something you need. It is also a good way to determine if all
of them are moving in a direction compatible with you signing yourself over to
them in a formal contract. As much as you want this, my love, you must remember
that all parties involved must be willing and cognizant of their
responsibilities such a contract entails. You must serve their needs as you have
been but they must also be ready, willing, and able to serve yours fully.
Contracts work both ways. So much responsibility is on the Dommes. Testing
them by having them add more into your life is a good way to test the waters.
Education is something that must never end for them as well as you. Sitting here
looking at all the snow makes me wish that you and I were watching it together
from a ski lodge Jacuzzi in St. Moritz or Garmish PK. Dearest, I do want you to
take some initiative and get some of the toys I mentioned several weeks ago.
And I want you to start using them. Especially the butt plug. An enema bag
with nozzle and the strap on dildo are also very important. Nipple clamps also.
Remember that your Mistresses probably have never really explored the world of
toys. They might feel uncomfortable browsing. Please feel free to acquire them
yourself. You are doing this at my direction if asked. When they see your
bottom filled 24/7 by a plug and ask, you are doing this for me. You and I have
to work together to help train them and expose them to new things. They will
see how you like and use these items. They can see how right they are to have.
The strap on dildo will be very popular in your household, dear. They will be
lining up to use it on you and each other after they find out how good it is.
And the good thing is that you are doing nothing on your own, angel. You are
doing all this for me. I am glad Jo enjoyed fisting you. How does it feel to
look down and see your pussy clamped down on her wrist? You do know that enema
bag and butt plugs are ways to train you to be fisted in that last, most private
and impossible place? I know that reading this sends a shiver down your spine.
But being a slave gives one many things to aspire to, doesn't it? You will do
as wonderfully as always, angel. I know that and love you for it. And what has
happened with Beatrice? Have you shown her your puss yet? I will need a little
more input from you to see how to handle her desires. Please answer my
questions from my last letter.
I love you and know you are always kneeling at my feet.
Sasha
Friday, Feb 21
Mistress
I am so sorry that I have not written recently but Beatrice wants me to be close
to her almost all of the time over the past two days. She discovered that I
don't wear panties on Wednesday, she put her hand up the back of my skirt and
got to my bottom and she said nothing but she just sat and stroked my bottom and
my thighs while I stood at the side of her. Now she has come to unbuttoning my
shirt, yesterday afternoon she undid nearly every button and then just told me
to get on with my work on her PC, so I had to stand at the side of her and
answer my mails and work while she fondled me, even when she was on the phone
she was touching me. I'm sure that yesterday she was even playing with the
string on my tampon! Anyway Mistress I am sorry. Incidentally, she told me
"You can't imagine how nice it is for an old woman like me to have someone young
to touch", then I told her that she wasn't that old, and she told me that she is
57, but I would never have guessed. She is married, but her husband works in
the city and he stays there during the week.
She isn't in yet but she will be pleased. Miss Jo shortened this skirt so now
it is 4 inches above my knees. She must have taken 4 inches off I'm sure.
There is so much to tell you Mistress. I don't know where to start. At home,
Miss Jo and Miss Hannah have become much more serious, especially over the past
2 days, since you wrote to Miss Hannah. Over the past two days they have left
my hands tied behind my back most of the time, and Miss Jo told me that when my
hands were not tied and I wasn't needed to use them then I must clasp them
together and put them on my head. They asked Miss Allison to take me in her
room when Miss Hannah started to read your note on the Sharp, and Miss Allison
strapped me on my cunt with her ruler until I came, then she untied my hands and
she had me touch her to orgasm. Now they don't use the ruler so much, but Miss
Jo found a sharpening strap, which her husband used to use to sharpen carving
knives on. It's about 14" by 3" and it feels as though it's made of a sort of
leather, with a handle at the end.
Miss Allison always spanks me or uses the ruler on me, and then she kisses me
and puts my hand on her pussy and allows me to get her to orgasm.
Yesterday my period started, and when I got back home I learned that Miss
Hannah's had started as well. She had me change her tampon for her when we went
to bed. She is much heavier than I in her period, but she still desired me!!
And she let me kiss her clitoris until she came for me, even though she had a
tampon in. We fell asleep in each other's arms, with Miss Jo watching. She had
come down to use me, as her toilet before she went to bed, but she sat on the
bed afterwards at the side of me, and she was still there when Miss Hannah fell
asleep, then she went upstairs.
When I came out from Miss Allison's room on Wednesday, they had decided that
they need to set up the box room in the downstairs flat. They took me down
there and made me clear it, and then Miss Jo put my footstool in there, its
about 10" high 18" long 10" wide and covered in red velvet. They tied my hands
behind my back again and put me on the floor over the stool, then Miss Jo
remembered the strap and she left to get it. Miss Hannah got on her knees and
told me she loves me, and asked me if I loved her and I told her that I did, and
she told me to remember that I do have a word if I don't like anything. Miss Jo
came back and they talked about the strap but I couldn't see it, then they
talked about who should do it first and eventually it was Miss Hannah, and she
said that I have such a beautiful little bottom, and then she slapped me with
the strap, not very hard, and I said "Thank You Miss" and she did it again,
harder and I thanked her again, and she told me to be quiet and she hit me
harder three or four times, then she stopped. It really stung Mistress, but
with a more overall sting not at all like the ruler, more like a hand Mistress.
Then Miss Jo used it on me, and it really started to hurt and I started to cry
but I was so aroused too, and Miss Hannah heard me whimper or maybe gasp in
excitement and they were both worried and Miss Jo stopped and Miss Hannah asked
me if I was ok, and I could hardly speak, but I managed to say Yes Thank You
Miss, and then she asked me if I was getting excited, and I said "Yes" and
"Sorry Miss" and she took the strap and she strapped me and strapped me until I
was crying and I came, I don't know how many times she strapped me, but it felt
like dozens. When she stopped I was shattered and she lifted my face and she
said I was wonderful and she and Miss Jo lifted me up under my arms and sat me
on the floor and I winced but they left me like that and Miss Jo started to play
with my nipples, and she pulled and pinched at them. All this time my hands
were still tied behind my back. Miss Hannah's phone went and it was Donna. Miss
Hannah let her in and Miss Donna took me away to the toilet, and she said to
them that it was best I was tied up, in case I got tempted to touch her, she
said she didn't want me touching her Mistress.
Miss Donna has been around each day, just to use me, and she still has me lick
her bottom clean Mistress. On Wednesday she did a poo and she had me clean her
with my tongue again. Last night she didn't poo but she still had me lick her
bottom and put my tongue as deep into her anus as I could and she said that I
must wish there was some shit for me to lick, and she asked me if I was sad that
there wasn't any shit for me to eat. I didn't know what to say and she got
cross with me and told me to tell her that I like licking her shit-covered ass,
and I said "Yes I do Miss" but I didn't really mean it Mistress. I really
don't think she likes me but she does like to humiliate me. Last night she said
that they all should just leave me tied in the toilet and use me in turn, 'like
a public loo'. I didn't think that was very nice, but Miss Hannah laughed and
said that they must do it. Miss Donna must have spoken to Miss Hannah too,
because this morning when I went to get a tissue to clean Miss Hannah's bottom
after she had been, she said "We don't need that do we?" and I said "No Miss".
If I clean Miss Donna without tissue then I don't mind doing it for My Miss
Hannah Mistress. Anyway, I licked her bottom clean without tissue, that's what
I am trying to say. And I imagine that's how it will be from now on. Last
night, Miss Allison took me down to the punishment room (that's what they call
the box room now - they were talking about it when I got back from work last
night). She put a straight back dining chair in there and sat on it and had me
across her and she spanked me with her hand then put her finger, then fingers
into me, into my bottom, then Miss Hannah came in. They have decided that I
must decorate the room. They are going to get some paint at the weekend and use
my body to paint the walls, with imprints of my tits and bottom all over the
walls. They were both giggling and when I giggled Miss Hannah told me to bend
over and she spanked me really hard with her hand, then she stood me up and she
slapped my front with the strap, all over my tits and the front of my thighs and
my tummy. I almost turned once Mistress, but I didn't. Miss Jo Joined them
during this beating and she and Miss Allison just watched.
There are two other big things to tell you of Mistress. First, last night, I
was due to go with Miss Jo for the night, but she invited Miss Hannah to join
us rather than her going downstairs, and they both undressed. Miss Hannah took
me to the toilet and used me then untied me and got me to change her tampon.
Miss Jo was in bed when we got back, and Miss Jo pulled back the covers, put me
on the bed with my face at Miss Jo's pussy and she lie on the bed next to her,
and let me lick them in turn Mistress. When I had gotten Miss Jo excited and
almost to cum Miss Hannah pulled my head by my hair to her pussy, and I had to
climb across their legs to Miss Hannah's pussy and sucked and licked Miss
Hannah. She was laughing at first at stopping Miss Jo from getting to orgasm,
then Miss Jo did the same to Miss Hannah when she was obviously about to cum.
She pulled me across to her pussy. I just so wanted them to cum. Eventually,
after this happened about three times, Miss Jo said that she had to cum, and
Miss Hannah stroked her breasts and she came all over my face and it was so
beautiful, then she lifted my head, moved her leg and put me at Miss Hannah's
pussy and I kissed and licked and sucked her clitoris until she came, and there
were traces of blood over her thighs from her period, but it didn't taste of
anything, and when she came she and Miss Jo were kissing. Mistress, it was
wonderful. Miss Hannah came then she and Miss Jo hugged each other and I just
kissed Miss Hannah's pussy and thighs. I was so happy. Miss Hannah said she
had to pee and I put me lips ready and she peed into me. At first I was not
sure about Miss Jo seeing it, seeing me take pee like that, but Miss Jo actually
leant up and watched, and she was smiling when Miss Hannah had finished, then
Miss Jo told me to go and wash and to bring a flBeatriceel to wash Miss Hannah.
When I got back, Miss Hannah told me to clean her with my tongue first, and I
did, then she told me to use the flBeatriceel. When I'd come back from taking
the things back to the bathroom, Miss Jo told me to get in the middle, and we
all cuddled up, and fell asleep. Miss Jo woke me in the night and used me
rather than going to the toilet, and I went to get back up the bed, but she
whispered to me to stay down at her pussy, so I softly kissed her and after a
long while she came softly and so beautifully, and she patted my head, turned
over and placed my face at her bottom and I licked her bottom. I gently pulled
her cheeks apart and kissed her, and after a while I realized that she just fell
asleep.
I was just interrupted by Beatrice Mistress while I was writing this. I came in
early this morning, I took a lift from Miss Hannah and she dropped me off here
so I could write to you. Beatrice has just got in though, and on her way
through she called me to go in. She wants me to attend all of next week's
conference with her. I was due to go on Tuesday night through to Thursday
morning but now she wants me there for some meetings before and for the trade
show afterwards, on Thursday. Miss Hannah and Miss Jo won't be pleased. They
were ok about me being away for just 2 nights. But I cant really say no, she
actually wants me for the meetings because I have been liaising with the two
firms involved, and she wants me at the trade show because she wants my input.
I have to admit that it didn't seem right that I wasn't going to the trade show,
but now she wants me to go I almost wish I didn't have to go.
While she told me about next week, she undid some of the buttons of my blouse
and pulled my shirt quite open. My tits were not completely exposed, but as I
moved she could see them, I know. She asked me to do the agendas for the
meetings next week and I went to go, but she said for me to do it there on her
PC, and she turned her chair to face me and she watched me, with my shirt open,
standing there typing. She is treating me like a secretary! When I'd done, she
leant forward and put her hand under my skirt and stroked my thigh and up over
my hip while she looked at the agenda's on the screen, and she said "Good girl,
now do yourself up you little flirt", When I got to the door she told me she
liked my skirt much better, and she turned to her desk and I've just come out.
I fastened my shirt first of course I have really mixed emotions about Beatrice
over the past couple of days. Its strange, she makes me feel really cheap, and
it both excites me and sort of makes me feel humiliated. I know its nothing
like Miss Donna and what she does and says to me, but I still feel so cheap.
I was going to say Mistress, the other thing about the past couple of days is
that on Wednesday and last night, they put my food onto a plate and left my
hands tied and they put it my plate on the floor. They told me to eat there.
On Wednesday I thought it was a Joke because it was spaghetti Bolognese and it
was really hard to eat like that, but they did it again last night. Also, last
night Miss Hannah told me to move away from my plate and she spat out a mouthful
of her dinner from her mouth onto my plate. She said she had too much pepper on
it, but that I had to eat it.
After dinner they untied me to wash up, and while I did Miss Allison played with
my bottom. She moved her chair to behind me and she pulled me so that my bottom
was jutting out towards her and she slapped the sides of my cheeks and poked me
and grabbed my cheeks.
Well, that's about everything Mistress. I am sorry it is so disjointed, but a
lot has happened. One last thing, Miss Jo has adjusted my swimming costume and
they had me try it on last night. From the front to back it was 10 inches and
now its only 6 inches, she has cut some out of the crotch and joined it together
again, so now the front is very low over my mons and the bottom only covers
halfway up my bottom. With the bra part she has gathered the bottom of the sort
of bra cup, so that now they are just strips, only about an inch wide at the
bottom and going to a point as they join the string. Miss Allison also said
that when she used to go from school they had to change on the benches by the
lockers and she said that's where I should change.
I want to send this now in case Beatrice calls me in again.
I will write again if I can. I am glad you survived your blizzards Mistress.
Thank you Mistress
angel xxxxxxxx
Sasha Wow, we liked ur note!!!!!!!!!!!! And we have stared what Jo says is a
regime of abuse for our lovely slave. Jo sends her love too, and I do. She just
told me to tell u that this is really lovely and decadent (if that's how to
spell it? she wont tell me, Lol don't tell stephie but tomorrow Jo is going to
try and get some clips from AS in XXXXford and see what else they have. And Jo
has a sewing machine and this afternoon before she got home Jo shortened one of
Donna's skirts for tomorrow!!! She's worn Donna's skirts for the past few days,
did Donna say? Donna loves her too, really she does, Donna is not that showy
about her emotions that's all. During the weekend we are going to try to get
some of the other bits and pieces and Jo is going to adjust some of Allison's
old clothes for stephie to wear out. And she's done her bikini for Friday.
We are going to pee in her dinner at the weekend. Allison is staying away over
the weekend. Jo thinks it's best if Allison doesn't see it. Allison likes
spanking her; she's always at her ass or her tits with her ruler, and the strap
now!!!!!!! Her bum the other night after a thrashing was red as a beet. Lovely.
Allison still undresses her and dresses her so she's a happy bunny, and she gets
to take her to her room now and then.
Might go round Donna's sometime to chat with u soon
Hannah & Jo
Angel,
This reply can't be long because I have a rather busy day ahead also.
First off, Donna does like you. She likes you an awful lot. She is just not so
good at showing it. Sometimes women who has promised themselves that they are
not going to become lesbians put on a harsher face than they should because they
are afraid of letting their feelings out. And if she (or the others) starts to
make you do things, like in the toilet) that you are uncomfortable with, please
tell Hannah and behavior will be modified. Their wishes and your happiness must
meet equally and they know this. It is safe to say that some things you all try
might not be right. But one would never have known unless one has tried. As for
Beatrice, I do miss hearing from you so often. First off, since she is not part
o the group and I have not written her, you are not her sub. You do not have to
act that way if you don't wish to. You might not want to because she is your
boss. It would appear that she wishes to have a nice quiet affair with you on
the side. Please realize that the more time you spend with her, the more the
others in your office will realize it and start to talk. You do have a
reputation to uphold. And Beatrice obviously wishes you to be her girl-toy
during your trade show meeting. Hannah and Jo deserve to know this. I do think
that, with all you are doing for Beatrice, that Beatrice providing you a very
nice raise would be appropriate, don't you? After all, you are taking a risk
and, like you said, feeling a little cheap. Please tell me if you like this
feeling or if you wish the relationship with Beatrice to be modified. And if
modification is necessary, please tell me the direction you would wish it to go.
You have to decide how you wish to continue with Beatrice. Should she be taken
into the fold or is this something that Jo and Hannah will allow you to continue
privately. She has the advantage that she is married but has her entire week
free. She might be a candidate if you wish her to be let in. Either way, you
deserve more money for extra "services" above and beyond provided to your boss.
This is one of those office relationships that, played correctly, should advance
you in the company depending on Beatrice's position. Do you like eating off the
floor, angel? Do you like the extra pain and humiliation provided you by your
Mistresses? You, of course, may tell me anything. I thought that you might
need a little more of both from them to make you feel totally fulfilled. I hope
you are enjoying. I do love you, dear. And I will try to write you more and
reply to Hannah in a few hours.
Mistress
Mistress,
Thank you for your note, and for your offer of confidentiality, but I want, no I
need you to know that anything I tell you is in your domain. It is your right
to know that you may forward anything that I tell you to whomever you wish. But
you do know that don't you Mistress. You know you have absolute right to do use
it however you see fit.
As for Beatrice Mistress, the reason I have resisted telling anyone at home
about her is that I really don't want her to become part of the 'group'. I
really don't think she would fit in, and the fact that she is a Director of our
Company I think would affect how she and Miss Hannah would act. But, having
said that, I am going to tell them that she touches me. It is right that they
should know, and I will tell them whatever they ask me about it Mistress. It
was wrong of me to not have told them, I know that now.
I have thought about whether or not I do actually like what she does and how she
treats me, and Mistress I'm afraid that I do like it. Mistress, she is so
impersonal about it all, no affection (not explicit anyway) and yet she feels
she has the right to stare so blatantly at me, at my legs and down my shirt, and
she touches me just so casually. Mistress I love it. Though it is so
relatively tame, compared with my Mistresses and Miss Donna, but I love that
she feels the right to use me, even to do relatively menial tasks while she
watches. As for her taking up my time, just before lunch she asked me in, and I
went in, but I told her that I just had to complete something and I asked her if
I might come in later when I'd finished, and she said of course, work comes
first. Mistress, I do like how she treats me.
The same is true of Miss Donna Mistress. I am sorry and I really feel that I
shouldn't be saying this but I do love how she degrades me to being just a
toilet Mistress. Again, she is impersonal about it and more than that she makes
me know that what I do for her is disgusting, and I know that in the vanilla
world it is, but I have become used to it, used to licking her bottom clean
Mistress. Is that awful? I know it may be, but now Miss Hannah wishes me to
clean her the same way then it is only a taste Mistress, and they always allow
me to clean my mouth and teeth immediately afterwards Mistress. It's not like
with the pee Mistress, where she has left me kneeling in a pool of her urine
for Miss Hannah to see. It is true Mistress, that the first time she did it I
was disgusted with myself, for doing it, and for the feeling of actually liking
being in that position, being that low. And now I know I sound quite
disgusting, but it is true Mistress. I did feel all that, I know that now. It
is something I never thought I would do, not even in nightmares have I ever
thought of doing that Mistress. But now, it is a service it is a way that I am
useful and degraded. And Mistress, I do know that to be true to myself there
must be some things I do which are not going to give me pleasure. There have to
be things that I do not wish to do; inside of me I know that they have to be
there for me to be complete in whom I am. Do you understand Mistress? If
anyone will feel it it is you. I do so hope you do.
With reference to Miss Jo and Miss Hannah, Mistress, they are wonderful,
especially over the past few days Mistress. And I do know that it is from your
guidance. I saw how things changed following your note to them. Thank you
Mistress xxxxxxxxx
They have grown in affection for each other too, both physically and
emotionally, over the last week, and especially in the past 2 days. But, it has
not affected how they express their love of me. They each still tell me how
they love me, even this morning, they each kissed me, and told me how they love
me, and love who I am.
As for how things have been since your note. It is right that I shouldn't eat
with them. I know that. I had thought myself above my role, but now I know and
understand, and I feel better, a better slave, for it Mistress. They now appear
to realize that I am less than they are in the order of things, though it does
not affect how I love them, and doesn't appear to affect how they appear to love
me. Indeed, it is almost more love, that they respect me and trust me enough to
degrade my position like this.
Mistress, I am so very happy.
And they are much more physical with me Mistress, pulling my hair to move me,
and pulling at my nipples quite viciously, and yet with a smile as they watch
me. And the strap, Mistress, I didn't tell you before, but when Miss Hannah was
trying to get me to cum from being strapped I looked and saw Miss Jo in the
corner of my eye and she was touching her pussy, albeit through her jeans
Mistress.
She was excited at my being punished, and that helped me to cum, to know that.
And Miss Hannah is so comfortable with me that she has me change her tampon
Mistress. Even that. Oh Mistress, its wonderful.
I still have confusions Mistress. I'm sorry but I do. Like this evening ... I
tried my bikini on last night for them and there is almost nothing of it now
that Miss Jo has altered it. And, they want me to change out in the open, not a
cubicle. I am so hesitant; no it's not just hesitant. I am scared that they
might have me change in front of strangers. But the fear breeds excitement in
me Mistress. I know its perverse but it is true. I'm sorry but it's something
I can deny, neither to myself nor to you Mistress.
I am going to send this now Mistress, I feel that I have answered your queries,
at least I hope I have, and please forgive me if I have not.
Thank you Mistress, for how you have developed this, and nurtured all of us. I
will beg of Miss Hannah that she allow me to go to a chemist and buy an enema
bag and tools tomorrow Mistress, to please you.
With a slaves love and respect. angel xxxxxxx
Angel,
I do thank you for your letter. And I do understand all the feelings you
expressed. You are a very deep person with strong feelings and I respect you
for them. It is all right for you to like what you are doing even though very
few people do them. The key thing is that you do these things because you wish
to do them, you like to do them, and that you are doing them to please someone
you love. Just don't be one of those people who needs to do those things just
to raise their self-esteem. When it come to these and other things, such as the
changing in public and what you are directed to wear while swimming, you must
just relax and realize that a dedicated slave's life is easy. All you have to
do is close your mind and obey. That is all. With your will and dedication,
you will have fewer problems with it than most. As long as you trust your
Mistresses and you and they trust me, as the Uber-Mistress, to do the right
things with you and also do things with you pleases us all, than you will be all
right. Continue to do as you do so well, just obey. As for Beatrice. Since you
say she is coldly impersonal is her dealing with you, it would appear that she
does have a strong dominant streak. You two seem to have fallen into those
roles naturally. It would appear that you are gaining a Mistress to control you
at your office in addition to the ones controlling all your other times. This
is not a bad thing. I do want your life totally controlled and have you
dedicate every hour to servitude in some way, shape, or form. You want and need
this also. But I do feel very strongly that your new "special" position with
Beatrice should be reflected in your position and compensation with the company.
As to this upcoming trade show. It would appear that Beatrice desires you for
the duration. You need to sit down with Beatrice beforehand and ask her how she
expects you to dress and act during the show, both when in public and when alone
together. Also ask her if you will be requiring a separate hotel room. Her
answers will tell her how she expects not only that show but also future
relationships with her to go. Then you and I will need to talk with her to
explain the dynamics of the relationship you are involved in and if she sees
herself fitting in an office time role. But do think of your career, Angel.
Think about how this can move it forward. You have the talents. Maybe this
will put you in a much better position so as to utilize them. And I do hope you
get the enema bag and toys this weekend. I will explain to you and your
mistresses how I wish them used. Trust me when I say that you will feel
humiliated, degraded, and uncomfortable. Please also enter into discussions
with Jo and Hannah about you getting the piercing I require of you. Your life
will be a lot better with nipples pierced, your clitoral hood pierced, and each
of your vaginal lips pierced as well. And yes, there will be some pain involved
but pain given out of love and servitude is pleasure, right? Even though you are
being treated as is proper for your position, do remember that your weekly or
biweekly open discussions as a group must still continue. Now more than ever
because this is your only chance to voice opinions in an open forum. Do me a
favor for your Mistresses. Clean their toilet with your tongue. Inside and
out. Get it all shiny for them. See how pleased they are with you then. Now go
masturbate for your most important Mistress.
Sasha
Monday Feb 24
Mistress
I am at work and I have only just seen your mail. I'm sorry, I just didn't get
chance to log in again on Friday. I have my bag packed for my trip. Miss
Hannah and Miss Jo packed it for me. I am dressed in one of Donna's shortened
skirts and I have another in my bag, and I have a shirt on and two others in my
bag, but on all of the shirts Miss Jo had me sew up the top two buttonholes.
I did tell them about Beatrice, on Friday, when we got back from swimming.
They were disappointed that I hadn't told them before, but they understood
because you knew. They did ask me what punishment I though I should have for
not telling them, and I said 10 strokes please, but they changed that to 10
strokes each Mistress, and no one stopped it when I was crying. After they had
done 10 for each of them they did 10 strokes on my cunt, for you Mistress.
The other clothes I have in my bag are all modified by Miss Jo. I have my denim
mini, but now it is only 6" long. I have a top that was Miss Jo's. It's dark
blue, and it was multi layered but she has taken out some of the panels so that
it is now transparent, with just two strips crossing over my chest and Joining
at the waistband at the back. There are some other things but I can't actually
remember what Mistress. Sorry.
Miss Jo did buy some things Mistress. She got some Velcro cuffs for my wrists
and ankles, a black anal stimulator (like a small vibrator but with deep ribs)
and she also got a pair of butterfly nipple clips Mistress. They have used
them all Mistress over the weekend.
I don't know how much time I have before Beatrice gets in Mistress, so I want to
be sure to tell you that I had a mail from her secretary this morning in my in
box, she was just telling me that she had booked a room for me at the Arden, so
I know the answer to at least one of your questions, and as for what she wants
me to wear over the next three days, all I have with me are the things that Miss
Jo and Miss Hannah packed for me Mistress. I will ask her how she wishes me to
act though, when she gets in, and I will ask about how in both public and
private. Miss Hannah has told me that I have to go swimming every morning, in
my bikini, and that I have to change in public if I possibly can. I will tell
her about that too Mistress.
On Friday, they had me undress at some benches in front of the toilets and the
washbasins on some benches and they told me I had to strip naked before I put on
my bra top first then the panties. No-one was there when I started but some
women, 3 of them, did come from the fitness suite, just as I had put on the top
of my costume and they all looked at me and especially at my bare cunt. They
didn't say anything though. Miss Hannah and Miss Jo were in cubicles across
from the benches and watched me. In the pool, Miss Hannah kept pulling the bra
strips around the sides of my breasts and she told me not to put them back.
When I saw myself reflected in the mirrors near the showers it was so revealing
Mistress, much more than it had been when I had it on in the lounge at Miss Jo's
flat. There is only an inch of fabric covering my cunt and then just string.
Mistress, I was good, as you had said in your mail, and I just did as they said.
I didn't offer any comment Mistress, though I was nervous.
We are due to leave at 4:00 our time Mistress, just in case you wish to contact
me before we go.
I have some messages to answer Mistress, I will write more later Mistress.
angel x
Angel.
I trust that you will use your best judgment on your trip. I really hope that
you will have the ability to keep writing me during the week to keep me up to
date on what is happening with Beatrice. I would also like to know what her
plans are for you before you leave. I love you and trust you. Write me back,
dearest.
Sasha
Mistress
I have chatted with Beatrice. I asked her how she wanted me to dress and behave
while we were away. She said that I didn't need to dress even this formally (I
have a shirt and skirt on) when we are not at the conference, then she said
"what do you mean 'behave'?" and I asked her if she minded if I was flirty
(that's the word she uses to describe me generally Mistress), and she said "The
fact that you are a little lesbian flirt is undeniable" (or something like that
- I cant be sure that's exact) and she told me that she could well see me being
my slutty little self while we are away.
She also told me to load the presentations onto a laptop for the conference. We
have it for the week, so I should be able o keep in touch with you Mistress.
angel xxx
Angel,
It would seem that Beatrice is rather new to having her inner desires come to
reality. She seems a little unsure of what to do with or how to treat them when
faced with them. I would imagine that your "flirting" will continue as before.
It will be interesting to see if she knows how to go further. I do expect you to
keep up with your masturbation schedule as well as with any instructions given
you by your ladies. Be careful, guard yourself and your position, have fun and
use your best judgment. I love you dearly,
Mistress
Mistress
I don't know yet if I am going to be able to send this, but I thought I would
keep a diary of events for you anyway.
Its Monday night, and the Journey was quite eventful. Beatrice drove, and as
soon as we had started and got onto the motorway she started to fondle my
thighs, just stroking them. She asked me about my lesbianism, and how many
girls I had been with and how young and old they had been, and lots of things
about my past life. Then, she went quiet, about an hour into the trip (It took
us three and a half hours in all), she told me to lay my seat rest back, and
relax. I did, after some fumbling with the seat controls (I am not used to
electrically driven seats) and when I found the right button she kept telling me
to put it back further until I was almost flat. At first she did nothing then
she ran her hand up my thigh and up and over my hip. I looked down and my skirt
was half across my pubes. She reached across and pushed the other side up to my
waist as well, and she looked across and said, "Oh, you have shaved". I told
her it was waxed, to avoid stubble, and she put her hand right over my mons and
stroked me and said "Yes, I see what you mean" and she spent the next hour or so
just stroking my naked lower half, all over my thighs and up to and over my
mons, sometimes just resting her hand on me. Occasionally, when we passed a
lorry she covered me up but then immediately uncovered me again.
We had been going for about an hour and a half and she said she wanted some tea,
so at the next services she told me to put my seat up and "Straighten myself
out" and we went and had tea. In the restaurant, after we had been served, she
told me that the waitress had been looking down my shirt at my 'titties' (her
word Mistress). She asked me if I was shocked, and I said I wasn't, she said,
"So you are an exhibitionist, I suspected as much", and I said, "I believe I am,
I've never minded women seeing me", and she said "Well we shall have to see
about that". She asked me if I knew that my skirt was rumpled, I said I didn't
realize, and she said, "When we get back to the car you should take it off to
save it getting more creased". We got back to the car and she unlocked it and
we sat in, I undid the button on my skirt and she said "Not yet" then she drove
to a corner of the car park and said "So take it off then", and I took my skirt
off. She started the car and when we were back on the motorway she told me to
lay back again, and I did, then with her free hand she undid the buttons of my
shirt and drew it back and fondled all over me, for the rest of the Journey. It
was dark by now, and so she didn't cover me up, even when we passed lorries.
When we got to the hotel she told me to put my seat up, and it was, is,
magnificent. An old Country mansion, which has been converted. I went to reach
for my skirt but she told me that I didn't need it on, that they have all sorts
staying here; including bimbo's against whom I would be overdressed.
I felt so self-conscious going through reception and booking in with just my
shirt on, but no one really batted an eye, except for one boy. Beatrice had
all of our bags taken to her room, and I followed. When the bellboy had gone I
told her that the rooms were magnificent, and she told me that I could use her
suite as a second room, "you know, for dressing in and you can use my shower.
Yours is just a room, not a suite". I said "Thank you" and she walked over to
me and said, "You are very welcome. Now let's see what you have brought with
you" and she opened my case and on top was my bikini, and she held it in her
hands, one piece in each and it just looked to be strings, and she told me I
would have to model it for her, and she said the same about everything. Then,
when it was empty and strewn all over the sofa, she said "No underwear at all?"
and I said, "No, I don't wear any" and she said that she had noticed.
She called room service for coffee, and she strolled over to me and undid the
buttons of my shirt and took it off me, and she sat and pulled me to her and she
said "Let me take a look at you", and she did, for an age, just looking at me,
then she said something about my bare mons making me look so young, like a
child, then she put her hand under my mons and touched at my slit, for the very
first time, and I was so excited that I moved forward onto her hand, and she
said I was a bit of a slut. Then someone knocked at the door and a female
voice said, "Room Service" and Beatrice said "Lets see how you like to be seen
naked then, and she said, "Go and let her in". I was so shocked that she asked
me to do that naked, but she just stayed sitting, and so I just went to the
door, opened it, and a young woman was there with our tray, and she glanced at
me, and said "Sorry Miss, Coffee?" and Beatrice answered her and told her to
bring it in so she walked straight past me and put in on the table in front of
Beatrice and she turned towards me and looked at me with absolutely no
expression and started towards me (and the door) then Beatrice called her back
with "Let me give you a tip", and she turned and Beatrice called to me and said
"Get me my bag would you?". I passed the woman and got the bag from the side
table and stood beside Beatrice, naked opposite the woman while Beatrice found a
?10 note to give to her. She thanked Beatrice and went out, and Beatrice just
burst out laughing and said "Wonderful, Simply Wonderful, and that tip has
ensured that she will be the one to come and see us next time, and she certainly
wont be telling anyone else". Then she told me to pour for us both and she
wanted a fashion show.
She liked Miss Jo's transparent top best, and she said it was long enough to
wear on its own. She loved my swimming costume too, and she played about with
it, putting the bust straps over, then at the sides of my breasts, and pulling
tight on the back of the panties so that the front disappeared between my lips.
She said she would come and watch me swim in the morning.
She called room service and ordered food for us, I told her that I needed fat
free, and she was careful with the order, and she said that's why I am so
skinny, and I said "Yes".
The same voice called when the door knocked with our meals later, and Beatrice
told me to let her in again, then she had me check that what was on the trolley
was what we'd ordered, and the woman removed the covers for me to check while I
stood there naked looking at the dishes as she put them onto the table, and
every now and then I saw her looking at my breasts and pubes, and when her eyes
met mine she smiled at me! Beatrice had me get her bag again, and she gave her
another ?10 and thanked her and she said, "Let our friend out then Steph", so
she followed me to the door and she thanked me as she went out.
She told me to put my shirt on to eat, and we sat and ate then she told me to go
and check my room while she made some calls, and she went to my case and took
out my wash bag and gave it to me, I fastened the buttons on my shirt and came
to my room. Mine is a lot smaller than hers Mistress, just the one room and a
shower, bath and toilet (her suite has a sitting room and separate bedroom), and
I sat here and started to write this. She is so amazingly self confident, a
little like Donna for that. I don't think anything would faze Donna, or
Beatrice. She was so sure that just tipping that woman would keep it a secret.
I am not so sure, but then we are a long way from home so maybe she doesn't care
what is said or known, or gossiped about, because that's all it would be I
suppose, gossip. And anyway, I don't suppose that anyone would believe her, the
room service waitress, if she were to tell anyone. I don't know, and as you
say, I shouldn't care. As long as those in charge of me feel that it is safe,
it is my place just to obey. And tonight I did Mistress, just as you said I
should, you would be proud of me, that is, I hope you would Mistress.
Things are changing for me aren't they Mistress? It's no longer just an
occasional thing, servitude; it is becoming a way of life.
Tomorrow, the conference starts at lunchtime, but actually our part isn't until
Wednesday. I don't know if it is Beatrice's plan to go in tomorrow or not. She
appears to know Chester quite well; she mentioned it during our meal earlier.
I have to say that this is an absolutely awful laptop. The battery only lasted
about 10 minutes and the screen is not at all clear. Still, it serves to keep
me in touch, and that makes it wonderful. I am saving this on a floppy, just in
case it is discovered. I'm writing it in WordPad. It feels odd, being here
with only my shirt, she has all of my other clothes in her room. But that again
is part of the lifestyle change Mistress. Miss Jo and Miss Hannah are changing
too Mistress. They are still caring when they want to be, but most of the time,
they just do as they wish. At the weekend, they spanked me as I knelt on the
floor eating, with my hands and feet strapped together with the cuffs, and Miss
Hannah pulled down her jeans and panties and crouched over my bowl and peed on
my meal Mistress, then they just told me to eat up and they watched then started
to spank me, my bottom and my back, while I ate. Miss Allison too spanked me
much more than previously, and twice she had me in her room and let me touch her
until she came.
Miss Hannah and now Miss Jo allow me to clean them after their toilet Mistress,
and they each had a bath yesterday and I washed them. While I was bathing Miss
Jo, she told me to ask Miss Allison if she wishes me to wash her when she next
goes to take a bath. She said that they all need to make good use of me. Donna
came around three times over the weekend Mistress. She was just as previously,
but one difference was that she touched me, though it was only when she pulled
at my nipples and put the clips on me while she was talking to Miss Hannah. At
least she touched me.
They have an exquisite thing too Mistress, and they did it three times. Miss
Hannah sucks on my nipples, to make then really erect and hard, then they put
the clamp on the nipple and leave it there until I start to bend in pain, then
they take it off and the pain is agonizing, especially when they take it off,
but then they slap the ruler on my nipple and its just so complete, just so
intense. It is frighteningly painful as if my nipple, or my whole breast might
explode, but it's just so erotic too. When Miss Jo released me I just collapsed
on the floor in spasms.
They slept together both Saturday and Sunday night Mistress, and I shared the
bed for some of the time. They used the cuffs on my hands and feet, and both of
them sat on my face and rubbed their pussies on me until they came. They also
lay me on my back, then they pulled my legs up and cuffed them to the bed head,
so that my bottom was high, and they put the anal thing into my anus and turned
it on, and they pulled it in and out for just so long that they took it in turns
to use it, then eventually they just left it in me, still vibrating while thy
sat either side of me just talking.
I should go to bed now.
I will try to send this, and if it works I will send some more tomorrow. If I
can't send it then I will just keep writing and send it all on Friday.
I will keep to my masturbation schedule, though maybe not in front of Beatrice,
yet.
angel xxx
Tuesday Feb 25
Angel, You are definitely having another adventure and an awakening. You are
correct that you are becoming a true slave and servant. I have intended all
along for this to become a lifestyle for you. I know how much you loved being
this way occasionally. It is only proper that you be this way forever. You can
tell that Beatrice loves the way that you are the same as does Jo, Hannah, and
Allison. It looks good that, should Beatrice ever come to visit you at home,
she will see you acting the exact same way for everyone as you do for her. This
provides the consistency in your life that might have been missing. You might
have to push Beatrice along a little because it is so rare to see someone like
yourself so willing to serve that she might not realize the liberties that she
may take with you. Do the following. Let's orient Beatrice as to how you act at
home. Ask Beatrice if she would feel comfortable with you acting her way you do
at home for her. She will naturally say yes. Then, ask her permission before
using the bathroom. Secondly, ask permission to help her with her dressing and
bathing. Offer to massage her, dress her and to do her hair. If she let you
massage her, during it ask her if she would like for you to provide her a "full"
massage. When she orders food into the room for you both, put your plate on the
floor and eat naked on your hands and knees. In lieu of a tip, offer to give
the girl who brings your food a massage. Ask Beatrice to tie you to the bed
before you can go to sleep. Do not use a chair when privately in Beatrice's
presence. Sit nude at her feet the same way you do for your ladies at home.
These queries of Beatrice will do so much to inform her of how you like to be
treated. And since you have told her that this is the way you act at home, she
will also understand more fully your nature. You are mentally a slave servant,
Angel. It should be very easy for you to ask all this of Beatrice just as
easily as it is for a servant to ask a visitor if they would like for you to
take their coat. In the same way it should also be easy for you to assume that
role and ask the hotel waitress if there is anything you can do for her in lieu
of a tip. Grow into your role, angel. You have yet to meet anyone who doesn't
appreciate it. When you think about it, there are very few people who don't
like the idea of having someone treat them like royalty. I do know that Beatrice
will love the ideas you present to her just by asking if you can serve her these
ways. You may also ask her if there is anyone at this show whom she might wish
for you to serve in the same way also. It might be good for business, who
knows? I do want you to get more money and career advancement because of your
obedience, angel, never forget that. For now, angel, I want you to continue your
masturbation schedule. But I will tell you that, very soon, I plan to taper it
off. You have given over your mind and control over to your mistresses. Soon
you will be turning over your sexuality to them as well. Very soon you will not
be allowed to give yourself orgasms except as rewards. Your Mistresses will
control your ability to orgasm. The only ones you will have will be the ones
given you by them. You have noticed that someone watches you almost constantly.
You are rarely alone. Also, more often you are sleeping with your hands tied to
the bed. All this is planned to deny you the ability to play with yourself.
Eventually, you will be wearing a full chastity belt locked on you by your
mistresses. I am hoping Beatrice will also agree to be a Key holder. This way
your entire existence and all your bodily functions will be controlled by
someone else. You will not be able to even touch your pussy or relieve yourself
without permission and someone else present. This is a form of control,
torture, and deprivation that will more completely round out your life and
servitude, my dearest angel. You will know that you have arrived when your
Mistresses acquire for you a large dog's cage for you to be locked in to sleep.
And eventually, you will feel very uncomfortable if you are not sleeping tied in
that cage, if you are not eating off the floor, or if you are allowed to sit on
the furniture instead of the floor. Basically you will be conditioned so that
it will only be right for you to be a lesbian servant and puppy. You will not
be able to be comfortable with any other treatment. And like a servant and
puppy, you will be always doing things for your Mistresses in the hopes that
they will show you affection and allow you sexual release. All of this has been
planned, my dear, as you are figuring out. I determined long ago that this
lifestyle would probably be the one that is best for you. Actually it is a much
easier lifestyle for you when you resign yourself to it because, like a pet or
servant, all you have to do is obey. All your decisions are made for you. You
don't have to worry about money, clothes or appearances because you will have
none beyond what are allowed you. You don't have to think about what to do in
your leisure hours because you will have none. You will be removed from all the
harshness of life because you will be serving and leaving decisions up to your
Mistresses. You will not even be speaking unless given permission or spoken to
first. So you will not even be allowed opinions of your own except for your
weekly or bi-weekly group forums. The seriousness of all this is self evident,
angel. As a highly intelligent person you must also understand that this mental
conditioning is most likely irreversible. You must save this letter for Jo and
Hannah to read. They MUST also understand the seriousness of what I am doing.
This is going to go far beyond lesbian playtime and fantasies if we let it.
They have to realize and make the same commitments to you that you are to them.
If someone buys a parrot or turtle as a pet they do so with the understanding
that this pet might live 50 years and must be provided for. With this
conditioning I am doing to you, you must understand that your life will have a
very huge hole in it this relationship terminates. A servant with no one to
serve is a very depressing thing. People laugh when they say this but they
don't take into consideration how deeply someone like you assumes the role.
This role is going to consume your life as it already does. This is why I am
not jumping on that contract idea. They have to think of the future as well as
the now. Deprogramming you will be a lot harder than it was to program you
because I feel that you enjoy so much what is happening to you. From the
beginning I have worked very hard to make these changes a permanent part of your
life and not just a sexy interlude. I know what you need in life, angel. I
have worked hard on providing you that. Continue to do what you do so well.
Just Obey. That is Sasha's First Commandment. And if you succeed in that
commandment, any other commandments will be easy to do. Now obey my suggestions
with Beatrice. Go assume your role of servant. Let Beatrice know how perfect
and complete a servant you are and can be for her. And of you have succeeded
and she lets you serve her in some of the ways I suggested to you, then you may
masturbate in front of her as a reward.
I love you, slave. And I honor you for trusting and allowing me to shape your
mind and life as I see fit.
Mistress
Mistress,
I have just come from Beatrice, and I did as you said, immediately on reading
your mail I rang her room and asked her if I might come to her and she said I
could. I had just my shirt, Jo's transparent one (that's what she allowed me to
wear today, when I was clothed) and when I got in I asked her if I might speak
frankly with her, and she said "Yes, but undress first" and that gave me the
confidence to say to her "Please Miss, I want to ask you if you would like me to
behave with you as I do at home?" and she looked puzzled and asked me what I
meant, and I told her that at home I am a lesbian servant and less than my
Mistresses and I serve them however they wish me to", and she looked almost
painfully at me, just not really understanding, so I just babbled on, and told
her that if she wished, while I am with her I would ask permission before using
the toilet and will bathe her if she wishes, and I would obey her every whim, I
would massage you as completely as you wish, and sit naked on the floor at your
feet when I am not needed, and sleep with you, and you may tie me, and beat me
should I fail you". And I just babbled on and on as to what she might do with
me. I stopped, and she sat, still looking puzzled but with a smile on her face
and asked me if I were serious, and I said "Yes Miss, it is who I am" and I am
afraid that I told her about you Mistress, and that you have told me that as a
slave I should offer myself to serve her, and she asked about you and about how
things are at home and she was shocked, then she said, "So if I tell you to go
out into the corridor naked you would?" and I said "Yes Miss", and she said
"then do it" and I went to the door and opened it and she called me back in
quickly and told me "OK" and she thought for a while then she said "How would
you massage me" and I said however you wish Miss, with my hands or my tongue,
however you wish" and she said even though she is so old, I am not a young thing
like your Hannah you know, and I said that I would be pleased to serve her
however she wishes, and she told me to undo her blouse, then to take it off,
then she told me to undo her bra, and then she allowed me to kiss her breasts,
and she hugged me and told me that when I had been away from her she had
masturbated herself, and I told her that I would masturbate her if she wished,
and she let me go and she told me to put out the lights, then to go to her, and
she directed me how to undress her and she sat back on the sofa and I touched
her pussy, and she pulled my head to her and she came for me, with my tongue,
and she almost screamed as she came Mistress. When she had settled she told me
that I was an odd little creature, then I told her that while I am with her she
might direct me to serve other women too, and I said that you had said that it
might be suitable to offer me in place of a tip to room service or to try to
secure deals at the trade show, and she just "Mmm'd" and said "Yes, that would
be nice". She fondled my breasts and then told me to dress her, and when she
was dressed she said "I think its time for coffee" and she called Room Service.
She just sat and fondled my breasts and asked me to confirm what I meant about
being a slave, and I told her that I am there to service my Mistresses however
they please, and I told her that I bathe them and cater for their sexual needs,
and for others they tell me to serve and then the door knocked and the woman
said Room Service, and she said "Open it then slave", and I went to the door and
opened it and it was the same woman from yesterday, and she smiled at me and put
the tray on the coffee table by Beatrice, and Beatrice told me to get her bag,
and she said to the woman, "Did you choose to come up to us or were you sent?
And she said she chose, she said she had been looking to see an order come up
from us, and Beatrice asked her if she liked me, she said "Did you like seeing
my niece then, or was it just the tip?" and the woman said "Oh its not just the
tip Madam" and Beatrice said "What's your name", it was Susan, and she said
"Well Susan you can touch her if you want to" and she told me to go to the
woman, and I did, I stood inches in front of her, naked, but she didn't touch
me, and after a while Beatrice said that she could touch me wherever she liked
but she said that she didn't really think she wanted to, and Beatrice told me to
"Come and sit here" and she pointed to the floor in front of her and I went to
her and knelt down beside her. Beatrice said "She is very obedient you see, if
you want to visit her later her room number is 205 and she will do anything she
wants you to do" and the woman said "Thank you Ma'am" and she looked at me, and
Beatrice gave me ?10 "Give it to our friend and thank her", I stood and went
over to her again and offered her the ?10 and she took it with one hand and
stroked down my arm with her other hand and I looked up at her and she looked at
me, I opened the door and smiled at me and she went.
Beatrice said that I had been a very good girl and got me to pour a coffee for
each of us, but I told her that I didn't think I should drink with her, and that
at home I have to drink from a bowl on the floor and she told me to pour my
coffee into an ashtray and drink it as I should and I poured it and put it on
the floor just in front of her and drank it when it was cool enough. She read
though some papers as she drank. Later she told me she wanted a bath, and I
said I would run it for her, and I went, she followed me and told me to undress
her, and then I bathed her and she put my hand on her pussy and she came for me
while I washed her. She allowed me to dry her and powder her and dress her
ready for bed, then she told me to go to my room and I was to strip as soon as I
got there in case our friend came to visit me, and I was to sleep on the floor
in the bathroom. I went to put my top on but she said; "Take it with you, but
don't put it on. Goodnight slave, I will call you in the morning", and so I
left her.
I started what I wrote above about an hour ago, at 10:00. It is now 11:00 and
Susan has just left me. She called my room and said; "This is Susan, do you
know who I mean?" and I said Yes Miss, and she asked if I was alone, I told her
I was and she said could she come up and see me for a while, and I said Yes
Miss, if you wish to, but it was about 15 minutes later when she actually
knocked at the door, I didn't think she was coming, and when she did she just
came in when I opened the door, and looked at me. She just stood there for a
long time and so I said "Please Miss" and she said "Yeh" and I said you may do
what you wish or tell me to do what you wish, it would please my Mistress" and
she told me to sit down so I sat where I was on the floor with my legs crossed,
and she laughed a little and said, "No, on a chair" so I got up and went to the
chair by the bureau, turned it to face her and sat on it and she followed me.
She asked me what happens now and I said anything you wish Miss and she told me
to open my legs and she looked at my pussy, and she asked me how old I was, and
she said we are the same age and she said "Why do you do this?" and I said
"Because I am a lesbian slave to my Mistresses and they wish me to Miss" and she
just looked at me and then she told me to put my fingers inside myself and I
did, and I was just so excited at being there like that Mistress that I asked
her if I might be allowed to make myself cum, and she just said "Yeh" and she
watched me while I fingered myself and pulled at my nipples and I came for her,
while she watched, and when I had done I felt guilty and I went to her and got
on my knees and thanked her, and she told me to stand up, and she put her hands
on my breasts and stroked them and cupped them and ran her fingers over my
nipples and I got excited and said "I will serve you Miss if you wish, Please"
and she said she had to be getting home and she let go of me and just left.
I will tell Beatrice in the morning Mistress. I hope she will be pleased with me
even though Susan didn't want me to serve her, and she left so quickly that I
fear I have frightened her a little. I find it hard to gauge these things, but
I thought you would want me to offer myself to her.
I will go and sleep, in the bathroom, as Beatrice told me to Mistress.
And thank you for your note, and for all of your intentions and your efforts
Mistress. I hadn't dreamed that I could ever feel this fulfilled - that I could
feel this free and happy Mistress. When I used to visit Mme Xxxxxxx I thought
that it was the pinnacle of what I could be, but now I do know that there is
more.
I will keep your note to show my Mistresses (I have noted that you call them
that now - in a way it did sadden me a little, when you first did that, but now
I understand that they are my Mistresses and you are my Uber Mistress).
With a slaves love I will keep your 1st Commandment Mistress
angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Wednesday Feb 26
Angel,
As you can see, all good things come to those who obey. Can you see how much
easier everything is when you have made that commitment? And you still have the
rest of the week for Beatrice to become comfortable with your submission to her.
And please describe Beatrice's nude body for me. Also please buy a disposable
camera while there and have Beatrice photograph you for me. The pics can just
be developed on a disk and sent to me. Obey me on this, angel. Beatrice may
write me if she desires. I would actually prefer that. You may determine
yourself over the next couple of days whether or not you want to invite her into
the family. She may join if you all wish her to or she could control your work
life if she desires. But, like I said, your life will no longer be your own.
Beatrice might also be willing to take you out while there to purchase more toys
for you to wear during the days and evenings. Susan is very interested in you,
Angel. She wants to come back to you very badly. But she is not a dominant.
She doesn't know what to do when you offer yourself to her. Use more control,
Angel. You know what you want to do and how to get it. You are an experienced
lesbian regardless of your submissive orientation. Conquer her. She herself
might be submissive but not to a degree you are. Regardless, it is up to you to
control the situation. Figure out where Susan wishes it to go and you lead her
there. Remember that trained servants are very often teaching guests what to do
with items they are not familiar with. Ask her if you may kiss her. Be
tender, be gentle, and make her feel very good. You may just be able to make
love to her conventionally. One can never assume that, when given as a gift
that you will be given to another Domme or someone with experience. I would
also imagine that Beatrice would do her best to take you up on your offer to
service whomever she wishes you to. If this furthers your company's business,
Beatrice does definitely need to give you a nice raise in salary. I would also
hope that you are at least calling the ladies at home and keeping them up to
date on what is going on with you. Angel, I call them Mistresses only because
that is an easy word for me to use when typing my fingers to the bone. If you
can think of one word that you wish for me to call them as a group when writing,
then tell me and I will. Isn't it interesting that when you relinquished all
control over yourself to me, your life seemed to all come together and
everything turned out to be more in control than ever? Basically you have
found your true calling, my dear angel. After all this time you found it and
yourself. That is why you feel so fulfilled these days. All it took was to let
go. You once lived in the vanilla world of "What is". Now you live with me in
the magical, much more positive world of "What if"! Welcome to your new life.
And you still are my best friend as well as my lover and slave.
Lovingly, Sasha
Mistress,
I am sitting for Miss Beatrice, naked for the both of you and she is dictating
what I type.
The first person in this section is Miss Beatrice.
Hello to you. You have a very interesting slave here in Steph; she is a
delight, simply a delight. She has shown me your mails to her and she has shown
me the replies she has forwarded to you.
She has displayed to me her absolute and unequivocal obedience, in what she does
and the willingness of her. I will defer details to her to describe what she has
done at my instruction but suffice it to say she is truly a slave to my will.
This past few days has been en embarkation onto a new plain for me. Just this
morning I spanked her roundly with a belt and she thanked me, tearfully, but
still there was a genuine gratitude in her words and their delivery. She is
quite a rare creature.
I will be pleased to have her under my will while she is away from home and will
use her well, I assure you. I do not, however, wish to become part of this
'family'. I shall develop other more transient families for her to belong to
starting with Susan, the desperately plain but oh so keen novice and now
Patricia. As for her rewards, her bonus is in my hands and if she continues to
serve me then I can assure you she will be rewarded.
I would appreciate an understanding from you directly as to how you fit into the
schema. While she is with me she is mine to do with as I wish, am I correct in
that? How shall her Mistresses at 'home' (rather a strange title for the
environment she has described to me) react to this? We have indeed tried to
telephone them since we have been back, but no one is there at the moment.
Miss Beatrice
Beatrice,
Thank you for your nice letter. This is Sasha, angel's Mistress. I accept your
thanks for her services and her usage. She is by far the best submissive I have
ever been associated with. She is an absolute jewel and, though open for
certain abuses and usage, needs to be treated as such. As you are relatively
new to this scene, I will promise you that you will never again meet someone as
devoted, gentle, honest, and special as angel. It is good to hear your feelings
about your involvement in her family. For it is a family. Angel is in the
position of maidservant. You are in a good position because you can control
angel during her work hours. Especially now since I am beginning to deprive her
orgasms to the point of considering seriously having her wear a chastity belt
24/7. This has the added advantage of controlling her ability to go to the
bathroom as well. This is also good. Angel will inform you how she serves and
services her ladies at home. You may, of course, use her in those ways within
the limits of what you can do when not in your hotel. I would like to discuss
with you your ideas for controls and punishments beyond that. Also, you should
now that angel's willingness to do anything with males beyond them seeing her is
strictly limited. Another interesting topic of discussion is whether or not
angel might be useful in assisting you to acquire businesses for your company.
Because I dearly love her and since she has entrusted me with her existence, I
would sincerely hope that her relationship with you and any assistance she could
give you would also serve to further her career in a professional sense. You
and I both know how intelligent and hard working she is and what kind of
potential someone like her has. Even more so now that you understand her full
willingness to go the extra mile to get business and to ensure her boss is
"taken care of". She has related to me what Susan and her did together. Has she
done more that I need to know about? And I am unfamiliar with Patricia. Who is
she and how are you integrating her into things? Relax, lie back, and let my
slave service you with her tongue. She will awaken sexual arousal and feelings
of control in you that your husband will have a very hard time duplicating.
Isn't it wonderful when the boss finally gets to be really treated like the boss
by her employees? You, my dear, are getting a taste of a perfect world.
Mistress Sasha
Mistress Sasha
Miss Beatrice has left me here while she visits a friend. I am in my room and I
have no clothes and she has made it quite clear that I am not allowed to touch
myself except if someone is watching me. She hopes that Susan or Patricia will
call or come. She told Patricia today that she could use me between 8:00 and
9:30 to give her more of a fashion show if she wants, and Miss Beatrice just
believes that Susan will call me anyway.
Today, I did my part of the conference and tomorrow is the trades show proper,
though earlier this evening we had a preview of some new ranges in Miss
Beatrice's room, that's when I met Patricia. She was one of the one's Miss
Beatrice had invited to her suite to do a preview of some items. She is the rep
and account manager for Miss Dollis Lingerie and she had some samples and Miss
Beatrice told her that she would prefer to see them on a model, and Patricia
said she could arrange that, but Miss Beatrice said that I could try some on,
and she had me try on five different things for her and each time I was changing
she left me naked for Patricia to see, and after the third bra and pants set
Patricia started to help me to dress and undress, and sometimes she adjusted the
cup on my breast and she smoothed the fabric on my breasts. When I had tried on
the last item which was near to my size I went to dress again in my shirt and
skirt but Miss Beatrice stopped me and told me to sit and she pointed to the
floor just in front of Patricia and Patricia leant forward and put her hands on
my shoulders while they talked and she just petted my shoulders and my hair and
she was saying that I was a good model for lingerie as I was such a small frame.
Miss Beatrice asked her if she liked small-framed girls and Patricia said yes
and Miss Beatrice pushed her with similar questions until she said that she
liked my body. Miss Beatrice told her that she could use me to model for others
over today and tomorrow if she wished, and that I could touch more than just my
shoulders if she wanted and she touched down my chest to my breasts while Miss
Beatrice watched. Then Miss Beatrice said that I would be happy to serve her in
other ways if she wished and Patricia said "I have never had that sort of offer
before" and Miss Beatrice told her that she could visit me in my room between
8:00 and 9:30 for more of a fashion, or non fashion show. Then she told
Patricia that she could join us for a meal if she wished but Patricia had
another appointment for dinner, which she couldn't break, and Miss Beatrice told
her to not forget to invite me in my room if she wanted.
Miss Beatrice ordered food for us both and when it came it was a man so she told
me to go into the bedroom. I heard her ask if Susan was on, and he said she was
on her break, and she told him to tell her that I had said hello.
Miss Beatrice told me to put my food on the floor and eat there, and she told me
to pour her some wine, then I knelt beside her until she told me to eat. When I
had finished she told me that it was time, and she just pointed to her pussy and
I lifted her skirt and removed her nylons and panties and I kissed her pussy and
sucked on her lips until she came. Then she told me to play with myself, and
she watched me as she sat and drank wine while I rubbed my cunt and played with
myself until I came.
She then told me that she was going to visit friends this evening, and she had
me help her dress to go out, and she told me to put my shirt on and she
accompanied me to my room. She let me in and told me to give her my shirt, so
took it off and gave it to her and she put in into her bag and she told me to
stay awake as Susan or Patricia might be coming, and she turned and went, and I
was left with no clothes. All of my other clothes are in Miss Beatrice's room
and I had some wonder about if there was a fire, then I settled myself that I
could wrap a sheet around myself.
I waited quite a while then there was a knock at my door and it was Susan. She
pushed past me with a tray of dishes and she said "What would you do for me?"
and I said "Anything Miss" and she told me to come to her, and she put her hands
on my face and pulled me so that I knelt before her and she put my face to her
pussy and she let go of me and I pushed my face into her pussy and rubbed my
nose against her, and I put my hands up her skirt and stroked her bottom, but
she moved my hands away, so I just touched her thighs over her tights and she
pushed her pussy into my face until I heard her panting a little and I could
smell her Mistress, but suddenly she said she had to go and she picked up the
tray and went.
She came back about an hour later, and just like before she pushed past me and
she called me to her and standing in front of her she put my hand on my pussy,
over her dress, and I touched and felt the shape of her, and she pushed against
me, and after a while she almost fell on me, so I sat her on the sofa and put my
hand under her skirt and rubbed my fingers over her clitoris and she came for
me, through her panties and tights I could still feel the dampness and warmth.
It was lovely Mistress. Sadly, she just got up and went to leave, and I asked
her if I might be allowed to kiss her, but she looked at me and just opened the
door and left.
Later I had a call from Patricia, but all she wanted was to know when Miss
Beatrice was going to be back, she had been calling her room. I told her I
thought she would be back at 10:00, she said OK, and she asked me if I enjoyed
that little thing in the room earlier, and I said, "Yes, very much", and she
said "Me too". But then she hung up too quickly for me to say anything more.
Mistress, Miss Beatrice arrived back just after I had written that, and she took
me to her room, threw my shirt at me and she told me to dress and she took me
down to the bar. There was one waitress serving and two women sitting at a
table not talking to one another. They were about the same age as Miss Beatrice
I imagine. Miss Beatrice sat. I waited for her instruction, and she told me to
sit on a chair, facing the women, next to Miss Beatrice with my back to the bar
area. She ordered for herself and nothing for me, then she started to put her
hand on my thigh and she told me to watch the women and tell her what they did.
She pushed my shirt right up with her hand as I felt her touch against my cunt,
and one of the women motioned the other to look at us, but they didn't talk, and
they both watched as Miss Beatrice stroked my thigh. I told her they were
watching, and she pushed my legs apart and stroked one leg then the other and
between them, my legs were bare and my cunt was facing the women's table, and I
told Miss Beatrice that they were still looking. She took her hand away and she
told me to open my cunt lips for them to see inside of me, and I did and the
women started to talk to each other, huddled together, and they were still
looking at me but not in the same way and they got up and went out of the room.
Miss Beatrice told me to undo my shirt, and I did, I undid the buttons but left
it almost together, then she called the girl, the waitress to our table and
asked her to get some cigarettes, and the waitress looked at me, and then said
Yes Ma'am, and she went. When she came back, Miss Beatrice told me to sign for
them, and so I turned to the girl and signed the chit, and I looked down and saw
that my shirt was open at my cunt and she could obviously see it as she bent
down and held the chit for me. She thanked me and left us, and Miss Beatrice
told me to open my shirt more, and she sat there drinking and smoking just
looking at me, with my shirt open. She told me to tell her what had happened
while she was away and I told her just as I have told you and she said "Good".
She asked me of she should get the girl over to look at me now, and I said "If
you think it is safe Miss" because I was a little scared that we might get
thrown out of the hotel, and she stubbed out her cigarette and told me to follow
her, and she got up and I didn't know if I should fasten my shirt but I did just
pull it a little closed, but the woman looked at me as I went past her and I
knew my shirt had opened a little and I just hoped it wasn't too much. In the
room Miss Beatrice took off my shirt and told me that I was a very special girl,
and that tonight I had given four girls good reason to masturbate themselves to
sleep, and now I have to suck her pussy until she falls asleep, and she took me
to her bedroom and told me to undress her, then she lay on the bed and opened
her legs and I kissed her pussy and thighs until she came. She told me to go
back to my room and sleep on the floor of the bathroom again and I was not to
wear anything to go back to my room.
I have just got in and all I have done is to write this Mistress.
I shall send it now Mistress, and though I wish to orgasm, I do wonder if I
should.
Your angel xxxxxxx
Mistress, when I came into mail I saw your message to Miss Beatrice, but it is
late and she looked very tired when I left her, and that was a while ago now.
Forgive me, but I will show it to her first thing in the morning.
x
Thursday, Feb 27
It would appear that Beatrice is using you well on this trip. I would like for
you to make an attempt to contact the ladies at home to update them on yourself
and to remind them how much you miss them. What is interesting now, my dear is
that you are presented with women that are definitely not lesbians but have an
interest. I would surmise that your association with Beatrice will expose you
to many women like this. This will prove to you what I said about how many
women have suppressed lesbian desires. Don't you see how badly they all to
taste the forbidden fruit? And while you are obeying (as you should) you are
allowed to have opinions about what is happening and what you are doing. I
would like to hear them. And you know you may be honest with me. I would
especially like to know how you are feeling now that you have to ask and yearn
for the ability to orgasm rather than doing it many, many times a day. I know
that this is a very new exercise for us because I have always given you complete
freedom over your own ability to masturbate and cum. I am not doing this to be
cruel.
Sorry, angel
I accidentally hit send before I had finished. Please send that back to me
after reading because I forgot to save it.
Like I was sating, I am not depriving you of orgasms to be cruel. I am only
adding to the control you both need and desire. This allows you to concentrate
on pleasing your ladies even better in the hopes that they will allow you
release. Rather soon, I will be implementing a schedule for your toilet as
well. You will soon be allowed to urinate only at set times and only after
being given permission. This way you will have the additional, shall we say,
pressures, added into your day. You are doing well, angel. As always and as I
expected. You are adjusting well to being used by a different lady in different
situations. You have come so far and are showing me such promise about going so
much further. And you will. Continue to obey. Continue to serve.
Lovingly,
Sasha
And so ends the month of February 2003. And yes, Angel's saga will continue
just as soon as I can compile the letters and clean them all up a little.
Sasha
