Confessions of a FIlm Actress
"But I can't wear this dress, the skirt is so short and neckline of top
is so deep" I complained.
"No, as per our agreement you have to wear this dress, you have already
signed the agreement and any breach in the agreement, and you will lose you 90%
payment." Director replied. So please go and wear the dress, we are already
running behind the schedule.
My name is Manju and I am 18 years old and daughter of Army Officer. I
am very fair and tall and had won Miss Pune beauty contest last year. I have a
terrific figure of 36-24-36 and innocent oval face. Somebody suggested me that I
am so beautiful that I can become a top heroine. I could not control my
temptation and came to Bombay with dreams of becoming big and famous heroine.
After a struggle of almost one year and sleeping with almost with dozen of
people I got a leading role in one of the films with a firm agreement and
payment of two lakhs.
I had no option. As per the agreement before signing the picture they
paid me an advance of 10% and rest of the amount to be paid after the completion
of the movie. Any breach from my side either wearing revealing dress or
objecting on any scene in the picture, my 90% of the amount will be forfeited.
This was my first picture and after struggle of almost one year I had got the
role of leading actress in the picture.
So quietly I went to the changing room and looked at the dress once
again. The skirt was hardly 12 inches in length and was so tight that it clung
to my thighs, that even outline of my transparent panties could be seen and Top
had no back and only two strings were provided to tie from back and neckline was
so deep that my three fourth of breasts were exposed. Even if I had to bend a
little, than from back anybody could see my panties and in front whole of my
breasts were exposed.
This was a love song in which Hero would dance with me and during the
song will make love to me. When I reached on the set all eyes were staring at me
with lust. There were almost twenty males right from light boy to the director
and I was the only female on the set. As soon director called for action the
hero came and held me close to his body. He was also new like me and acting in
his first picture. He was also very much excited looking at me and I could feel
the hardness and warmth flowing through his Cock when he held me closely. As the
song progressed we kissed each other number of times and on many occasions he
kissed on top of my breasts. But the biggest problem was Director himself, he
had an eye on me from the start and wanted to fuck me. But had not succeeded so
far as the financier and producer of the picture was an NRI and director had
some instructions from him not to fool around with me. But whenever opportunity
came he took full advantage of it to feel my body. He was a pot bellied short
man weighing more than 100 Kgs; he was almost bald and was around 50 years in
age. I really hated him, but I had to co-operate with him and keep quite
otherwise he could have spoiled my career.
"Cut" shouted director, "Are you holding your girl friend or your
sister?" he told to the hero.
"I will show you how to do it" said Director. He came to me and embraced
me so tightly that I was almost suffocated. With both hand he started feeling my
buttocks and pinched them. I could see a mischievous smile on his face, but I
had no alternative but to keep quite. He than kissed me on the lips and with
both hands started feeling my breasts. I could feel his huge cock ramming
against my skirt as if it will tear the skirt and enter in my cunt.
"This is how you should do it, after this line of song you have to pick
her up and take her on the bed where we will shoot the love scene. There has to
be expressions of ecstasy and willingness to make love on her face and it will
happen only if you do foreplay in the way I have shown you. After this the hero
became very bold and started kissing me all over the face and started feeling my
breasts and buttocks. Then he slowly picked me up and took me to the bed. As the
scene for the bed scene was being prepared I walked over to the Director and
told him that I was feeling very shy doing love scene in front of so many
people.
I told him that I will feel comfortable if he could retain only people
who are needed like Himself, Hero, Cameraman and may be one light man. He
thought for a minute and finally agreed and told other people to go outside. I
could see the frustration and anger on the faces of the people who were asked to
go away as if prey had been snatched away from the mouth of Lion.
As soon as Director said Action, Hero was all over me on the bed. He
started kissing me and pressing my breasts. He came on top of me and spread my
legs. My skirt had already reached to my waist. I was shocked when he opened his
fly with one hand took out his cock and started rubbing against inner sides my
thighs just few centimetres away from my cunt. I jumped and shouted at him. The
poor guy told me he is doing what has been told him to do by the director.
When I enquired from the director, he told me that they are only
shooting the top portion of our bodies, as to bring in real expression of love
and excitement on the face and it is necessary to indulge in this act. When I
refused to do the scene, he again reminded me of the contract and even
threatened me that I am raising too many objections and he will talk to the
Producer to replace the heroine. This made me scared and quietly I went back to
the bed. As soon as Action was called, hero started fondling my breasts and
kissing me wherever he felt like. He raised my skirt to my waist and again
started rubbing his cock on the inner side of my thighs. After few moments he
moved my panties with his one hand to side and started inserting his cock in my
cunt. When I looked at the director for objection, he nodded his head quietly
and did not ask for cut. I was sure that censor will not allow this scene; more
over they were shooting only upper part of the bodies. (I learned much
afterwards that they had shot the whole fucking scene). By now the hero was
pumping his big shaft like a piston in my cunt. I was also feeling so hot by now
that I started co-operating with him by gyrating my hips from down to
accommodate his cock in my cunt. By now he had already removed my top and was
sucking my big breasts. On the nod of Director two spot boys came to the bed and
removed my skirt and pant of the hero and now both of us were stark naked. With
a great grunt he came inside me and I could feel his hot cum in my cunt. I also
reached my orgasms and finally director called for cut. Every body in the room
came to congratulate me for the wonderful scene I had performed.
I went to toilet to clean myself and when I came out I saw a very tall
and handsome man talking to the director. He was the NRI who was producing this
movie. He told me that I was very beautiful and after this movie I would be
rated as one of the top heroines in the industry. Hearing this I felt so happy
that I forgot that I was fucked against my wish in front of so many people. I
looked at the director with pleading eyes, not to tell him about the objections
I was raising while shooting the film. He assured me with his eyes that he had
no intentions of complaining against me and on contrary he told him that how I
was co-operating with him while shooting.
Producer whose name was Jeet told me that he was giving a party to the
people in the unit on launch of his picture and told me to reach his place by
7:30 pm. I was very happy and excited and spent whole evening in selecting my
dress for the evening party. I reached his place at Bandra at 7.30 pm and
knocked at the door. Director who led me inside in the huge hall opened the
door. I could see Jeet, Cameraman Ramesh choreographer Ajit sitting on the sofa
and enjoying their drinks. When they saw me every body stood up and greeted me
with warmth and affection and offered me a drink. We all sat down and started
discussing about the movie, when Jeet told me that he would like to see me in
same dress which I was wearing on the set. I agreed and went along with Director
in the next room to change. When I looked at the dress I asked him where is bra
and panties. He told me that I have to only wear skirt and top and nothing else.
He went on explaining me further that this is very common in film industry where
heroine had to entertain key people in film unit other wise she does not have
any future. With these remarks he went out. I was so desperate to become the top
heroine that I started removing my dress and wore the dress I was wearing at the
set.
As soon as I entered the hall, every body stood up again and offered me
a seat on the sofa. I was feeling so awkward in sitting down as I knew that Jeet
who was sitting in front of me will get full view of my cunt as the skirt was so
short. Slowly I sat down and crossed my legs and tried to pull the skirt down in
vain to cover my self. Every body in the room was smiling looking at my
helplessness. My whole thighs right to the cunt were exposed in front of four
males.
Slowly to make atmosphere lighter they started cracking all kind of non
- veg jokes. After two shots of Scotch I also started to enjoy the party and
forgot all about the dress or to cover up myself. Jeet got up and put on Music
and every body requested me to dance.
I stood up and started dancing. When I went into circles while dancing
my skirt would fly to my waist exposing my cunt fully for the four people to
enjoy. Jeet also joined me in the dance and embraced me and started kissing me.
Slowly he took me back to sofa and made me sit in his lap. He started kissing
again while his hands were busy in fondling my boobs and other hand was
exploring my cunt. All of a sudden all other three stood up and went out. I was
relaxed at seeing them going out and started co-operating with Jeet and kissing
him back. By now Jeet had removed my top and was sucking my breasts. I was also
feeling hot and opened the fly of his pant and took his cock out and started
fondling it, when suddenly I felt some body feeling me from behind.
When I turned my head, to my horror I saw all three of them standing
stark naked and giggling at me. When I tried to get up Jeet held me firmly and
the director whose name was Jatin pulled my head roughly and stuffed his big
cock in my mouth. I felt suffocated and gagged with his huge cock in my mouth
reaching right up to my throat. Jeet told me to co-operate otherwise it might be
painful experience for me. I surrendered and started sucking his cock. The other
two were fondling my breasts and kissing them. Jeet stood up and removed my
skirt and told me to lie down on the carpet. Jeet opened my legs wide and
entered his cock with a push in my cunt and started pumping my cunt. My cunt was
wet with my own juices and I held Jeet tightly.
Ramesh told me to open my mouth and started fucking my mouth, the other
two were sucking my breasts and I was holding their cocks in my hands. After
some time they changed their position and Jatin came on top of me. He almost
crushed me with his weight. He found it difficult to fuck me because his huge
tummy was coming in the way. After few humps he got up and Ramesh came on top of
me and started fucking me. Meanwhile Jeet was fucking my mouth and Ajit was
begging Ramesh to get down from me so that he too could fuck me. After great
reluctance Ramesh got down and Ajit mounted on me and started pushing his cock
deep into my cunt. I had already reached my orgasms twice and was hot again.
All of a sudden Jeet told every body to stop and told Jatin to lie down,
he told me to get on top of Jatin. I sat on Jatin and inserted his cock in my
cunt. It was like lying on a Dunlop mattress, as Jatin was so fat. Jeet pushed
me forward that I was now lying on Jatin, than Jeet went out and brought a small
bottle. I was wondering what he has brought now. He came behind me and with one
hand spread the cheeks of my buttocks and started applying something on my ass
hole. Slowly he inserted his finger in my ass hole. It was so painful that I
cried. He did not pay any attention on my cry and inserted his finger deep in my
ass hole. After moving his finger up and down for few moments he stood up and
started applying the cream on his cock.
Now every thing was clear to me and I knew his attention. I was so
terrified that I wanted to flee from there. But Ramesh and Ajit pushed me back
and held me firmly from my waist and head. Jeet came behind me and with both his
hands spread cheeks of my ass and slowly started working on my ass hole with his
cock. Jatin was pushing his cock in my cunt with great force and there was up
and down movement in my body. Jeet told Jatin to stop for some time and slowly
started pushing his cock in my ass hole. It was so painful that I felt that my
ass would tear apart. My whole ass was burning with pain and I could not hold
any longer and started wailing and tried to push Ramesh and Ajit and wanted to
get up.
But both of them pushed me back and held me firmly. I started crying
again and Ajit slapped me viciously on my face and told me to stop crying. By
now Jeet was already half way through and continued thrusting his cock deep down
in my ass hole. When I didn't stop crying Ajit came in front of me and forced me
to open my mouth and shoved his cock in my mouth, by now Jeet's cock was deep
down in my ass and slowly and slowly he started moving his cock up and down.
Jatin was pushing his cock from down in my cunt and third cock was in my mouth.
I was crushed between Jatin and Jeet like a sandwich. By now the pain had eased
and both the cocks were ramming in my holes.
Ramesh was milking my breasts with both hands and forced his cock in my
hand and I started masturbating him. All of a sudden Ajit let out a groan and
came into my mouth. His hot cum filled my mouth and I had to swallow the whole
cum as he was still ramming his cock in my mouth. Jeet stood up from me and made
me to suck his cock as he was also about to cum. Ramesh and Jatin also stood up
and forced their cocks in my hand and I started masturbating them. In few
moments all of them came simultaneously and I was showered with their hot cum. I
could feel semen all over my face, lips, breasts and stomach.
They all fell down and started panting. I thought it was all over and
after some time started dressing up. But they caught me and after few minutes I
was shocked to see another three people joining the group were ready for another
act. I begged for mercy and wanted to go home but they were in no mood to
listen, I even requested that they can bring at least one or two more females
who could share my load but they laughed at me and when I objected strongly and
in anger some of them started beating and slapping me.
I had no other alternative but to succumb to their demands. After that
there was nothing like love act, but mass rape by seven brutal animals. They
fucked me in every possible way through out night. I lost count how many times I
swallowed their cum. In the act of brutality they slapped me, kicked me and one
of them forced his cock in my mouth and urinated in my mouth and forced me to
drink it. I was the only female satisfying the lust of seven bastards. Whole
night they fucked all my holes till they fell down. I was in no position to
move, so I slept on the carpet. In afternoon when I got up my whole body was
aching with pain and I was in no position to move also. They helped me to the
shower and getting dressed up. Even after such a behaviour by so-called
civilised men I could not resist the temptation of becoming heroine and after
two days of rest resumed the shooting.
They called me again on number of occasions, but I told them clearly
that I will sleep with them individually but will not allow mass fucking. For
next two months one or another fucked me daily.
At the end, the picture was shelved as Jeet lost interest and went back
to US. So all my dreams of becoming big heroine was shattered. Jatin paid me
another 10,000 and told me to get lost.
I learned afterwards that they had gone bankrupt and number of times
they had used me to spend nights with suppliers to square up their dues. They
had used me in every possible way.
Today I am a Call Girl and charge anything from 5000 to 10000 for one
night. Now I don't mind mass fucking and only four days ago five people fucked
me.
Jatin called me for one night at a hotel and I went and fucked with him,
the only difference now was that I charged 10,000 from him.
Finally by one way or another at least I became actress. One day my
friend Sapna who shares flat with me and is also a call girl like me brought a
Blue VCD to watch and to my horror I was the actress in the movie. The love
scene they had shot along with the hero on the set was finally released in the
form of blue film.
