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A week later I was
shoveling gravel together with Bianca, who also had reached the level of miner,
when one of the staff members told us to go up to the main building. We were
nervous when we went inside because we were worried about what kind of
punishment we had earned.
Instead to my big
surprise Maria and another woman was waiting for me. I hugged her. Regardless
of the fact that she had sent me here, she was all I had left. “Step back.
Rick. I want to see your waist line.” She looked me over and turned to Gonzarles, who was doing some deskwork. “I am truly
impressed. You have done so much good work with him.”
“He has done it
himself. After a difficult start Rich has shown us that he deep inside wanted
to come here. He just needed to get out of his comfort zone.”
Bianca introduced me
to the other woman, which was her mother Manuela. Then Gonzarles
told us that today was a kind of home visit. We would go off campus until
tomorrow evening and spend it together with our relatives before returning to
the center in the evening.
A staff member told us
to follow him. Together we were guided into a room where staff members helped
us out of her uniform and given a proper shower with soap. It was odd. Things
that I had regarded as a natural part of my daily life, was now luxury.
However once I got the
uniform off I noticed that there was some wrong with my back. I was so used to
having it supported by the uniform that is exhausting to do without it. Bianca
had it the same way. The staff member offered us a normal corset we could wear
under our normal clothes. It was a bit odd because I was a boy but it helped
with my back.
The women were waiting
for us when we came outside and we drove by the nearby town of
Here we booked into a
small motel and we ate dinner and toured the city. It was like the holiday I
original expected when Maria lured me down to
In the evening Manuela
and Bianca went to their room for a talk about Bianca’s future. When they had
left, Maria asked me if I had an idea what to do after graduation. I had to confess
to her that I had doubts about my future. Maybe law was a possibility but I was
not sure. She had a suggestion.
“I know that I can not
keep you here after you turn 18 and it was never my intension. I enrolled you
at HPLC because I would help you before you turn 18 and can decide to put your
life down the drain without anyone can do something about it. I needed
something to challenge you and you must have to admit that it had remolded and
turn-around your life.”
I began to sob. “Yes,
but it had been so hard.”
“I know, darling, but
some day I would not be around and then you will be in a bad situation, if you
had not received treatment so you still would have been locked inside your room
all day long.”
I nodded. She was
right.
“And I still don’t
think that you are ready to live of your own. I have an idea. One of the
school, HPLC received students from is located in
“Meditation Inlet; It
sounds like a relaxed place. Yes, I will take your offer.”
“OK. I will make Gonzarles arrange for a transfer, when he means you are
ready. Let’s go to sleep.”
The next morning I got
a chance to talk with Bianca. I told her about my decision to go to
“I am going to a
Christian boarding school in
“It is the same with
me. It must be our modern society which makes people like us miss out of those
things. I remember that one of the teachers called our parents curling parents
because they sweep obstacles away from our path.”
We continued to talk
and Bianca seemed to be a nice person. Wonder how she would look when her hair
once again would have grown. Due to the mandatory haircut, we still look like
victims of cancer.
Late next day we drove
back. When we had said goodbye to Maria and Manuela outside the facility we
went inside where we once again was put in uniform. They had tried a sort of
dry-cleaning and even tough they still were smelly; they were not as unsavory
as we have left them.
At group therapy we
were invulnerable. I could see envy in their eyes and if my eyes were anything
like Bianca’s they were glowing. The more I look at Bianca the better she
looks. What a shame that we are going to two several facilities