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Sentiments of a Submissive (Part 2)
By: Miss
Georgia Peach
As told to: JEP
Miss Peach was pleased with the readers’ response to
her introductory writing. She has now
made available one of her earlier experiences in her somewhat uncommon world of
eroticism. As always, she insists on
anonymity with her writings.
I pulled up to the driveway,
put it in first, set the emergency brake, and opened the door. Getting out was always a challenge. The three-inch heels were one thing; keeping
the coat closed when it had no buttons was another. I managed. I had nothing else with me. No purse, no bag of toys. Just a pair of underpants stuck in my coat
pocket. Nice, plain cotton ones as he
had told me to bring, in white and just a little on the tight side. This was something new. Fun; I liked new things. Otherwise, I knew he had everything we would
need for the session.
I knocked on the front door
and opened it, not waiting for an answer.
No need to; he was expecting me. I
removed my shoes on the landing and walked down the stairs. Turned the corner and there he was, sitting
on his favorite chair watching porn on the TV screen. He smiled as I entered. The lights were low and there was a slight
chill in the air.
"I'd much rather leave
the coat on," I thought to myself, knowing what was to come next. The coat was warm, wrapped tightly around me,
and held closed only with a belt of the same fabric as the coat, tied in a
square knot.
"Take off the coat and
make yourself at home," he said.
He pointed first to a hook on
the wall, which, when it was not in use for other purposes, was the place for me
to hang my coat. He was nothing if not
methodical; a creature of habit. As I
removed the coat his eyes wandered from the TV screen briefly. Yes, I had worn
a new outfit – something lacy with openings at a few crucial places. No covering for the tits and a slit in front
and back. He smiled again, only this
time it was lascivious.
I walked to the bed and began
to sit on the edge.
"No," he caught me
quickly before I was able to sit down. "Salutation posture
– facing toward the wall."
Having been trained well, I
knew exactly what this meant. First I
removed my single piece of clothing.
Then I slowly moved into the presentation position. Legs and elbows on the bed, legs spread
widely, lower spine dropped, ass turned upward, private parts exposed and
facing him. My head was facing the wall.
Now he diverted his full
attention away from the TV screen. He
opened the drawer of a small nightstand next to him and pulled out a scorecard
of sorts. At the top of the card in
large block letters it said:
POSTURE TRAINING
Salutation Presentation
He entered the date in the
left-hand column and began placing scores on a scale from 1-10 in the next four
columns. The first column read "Tilt." Yes, excellent. The quality of the angle of the ass was near
perfect. The buttocks turned upward,
saying to him: "here it is and it's all yours." Score:
8
Next column was "Exposure."
Yes, the buttocks are well-placed but the vulva is not exposed well, so there
is no clear view of the pussy as there should be. Hair removed from between the cheeks but not
the vulva. Unacceptable. He knew I was waiting, hoping that he would
shave me but he had refused for weeks and told me I must do it myself. To date, I had not complied and would
eventually pay dearly for it. He was
still devising an appropriate punishment.
I, on the other hand, knew that I was out of compliance but had left the
pubic hair on because of my new jewel. A little embarrassed to think that it
might be seen in Salutation Position, I wanted to make sure my new clit
piercing was hidden from view. It was a
week and a day since I had it done and the slight pain and later ache had worn
off. I was taking good care of hygiene
according to instructions and by the end of the week the small ball on the end
of the stud was making me horny as hell.
Meanwhile, he debated about
the score. The rear end spoke to him, "I've got a velvet asshole, baby,
and I would consider it an honor if you would play with it." But the poor
performance at the other entry had to be taken into account. Score:
2
"Expression"
came next. Yes, this is the one that had
taken so much work. I rarely smiled
during our sessions. He had been working
with me to change that; rewarding me with little pleasures when the expression
was within specifications. He wanted me,
the submissive, to reveal my delight and joy in placing myself under his
control and offering my mind and body for his use and pleasure. He wanted me smiling and happy during our
sessions. He walked around to the other
side, where I was facing the wall. I
looked up at him with a seductive, contented expression. Much better than when we had begun these
sessions; still not perfect, but much improved.
Score: 6
The final column was labeled
"Drop." I almost always
scored high on this one. Because I loved
having my tits as the center of attention, I made certain that I performed this
part of the presentation flawlessly. He
stood in front of me and leaned over slightly to get a better view of my boobs
in the dim light. Yup: pointed straight
down so they could be plainly seen, fondled, or clamped. How could they help but be pointed down? What with their size and gravity, this was a
given. My body was perfectly still. As a
bonus, my titties were nice and prominent, which was because of the slight nip
in the room. He had planned it that
way. Yes, I had achieved the highest
degree of Drop. Score: 10
He walked away, put the score
card back in its place, and assembled some toys out of the bottom drawer. He sat back down in his chair and turned his
attention back to the porn.
"Let her wait for
it" he thought.
He enjoyed the mental games;
liked to make the point that he was in control.
I began to whimper and swing my
tits back and forth. Like a puppy
begging for its bone, this horny slut was begging to be satisfied. He waited five more minutes, after sharply
telling me to remain still and quiet down.
By then his erection told him that it was time.
He laid the toys out at the
foot of the bed. He contemplated for a
moment and decided to start first with the real thing. He removed his pants and shoes.
He only had to say it once:
"Spread those cheeks for me and show me your asshole."
I dropped my front to the bed
as I reached around and spread the cheeks.
Since I had hoped for this and knew he never took the time for
lubrication, I had applied a small amount of Vaseline to the hole before
leaving home. As I opened the cheeks, it
gleamed and beckoned him inside. He pushed
up against me a bit; I shoved my ass out even farther, silently begging for
it. He started to push inside.
I whimpered. "You're too big; it hurts."
He tried again and again, but
I was tight and there wasn't enough lubrication.
"OK," he said, “if
I'm too big, let's stretch you a bit and then maybe I'll be able to get in that
little back door.”
I whimpered again, pushed out
my ass, and wiggled it. He knew what I
wanted and knew he would be rewarded if he got it. He came around front and had me get up on my
hands again. He tied the hanging tits
with rope, so that they hung down like nice, tight cones. He placed clamps on my nipples. I was smiling and wiggling my ass.
He walked behind and picked
up the inflatable plug. Used a few drops
of K-Y jelly and slid it right into the hole.
He began pumping.
"Big enough?" he
asked.
I shook my head no. He let
the air out and started again, this time allowing more air in.
"Big enough now?"
he asked.
Again I shook my head
no. He let the air out for a third time
and pumped it up even more. I began to squirm and hump, swinging my tits,
lifting my head.
"Big enough now?"
he asked.
"Yes," I said. "Oooooh it feels so good."
He added a couple more quick
pumps and I asked that it be removed.
"Too big now?" he
asked.
I nodded. "Can you take me now?" he asked. "Do you think you've been stretched
enough?"
I nodded again. He let the air out and removed the plug. Stood there for a moment and slapped each of my
cheeks five times. I knew they were beginning to get nice and pink. Five more slaps to each side. Now nice and red. With that, he pushed his cock into the hole
slowly. It was going in easily. I pushed back toward him and moaned. He pushed some more and he was in. I was shoving my ass to him. He pumped in and out, in and out. I moaned.
"It feels so nice" I
said. This went on as long as he could
take it, and then he came. Ahhhh. He'd been
waiting for this.
He went to wash himself and
told me to remain as I was. He was back
momentarily, and on the way reached into my coat pocket and pulled the panties
out. He had me slide down on the edge of
the bed so he could put the plain white panties on me. I was still wet but I knew he didn't
care.
I knew what he was
thinking. "Let her smell like sex, it's
only appropriate for such a horny slut."
Once the panties were on, he commanded me back into position.
"What's going on
here?" I wondered to myself.
He
came around to my front and removed the ropes from my tits. He removed the
clamps. He played with the nipples for a
while and they became erect again very quickly.
He fondled my huge titties and sucked hard on my nipples. Then he
returned to my back side.
Having gotten dressed after
cleaning up, he was wearing slacks with the pen knife he always carried in the
back pocket. He pulled the knife out and
laid it next to me on the bed. Then he
began prodding me through the panties, looking for the exact location of my
hole. He found it and held the panties
in that spot with two fingers, pulling the cloth away from my buttocks. He
picked up the knife and made a small hole in the very spot.
He put the knife away and
picked up something from the pile of toys at the foot of the bed. The asshole was still well-lubricated, so he
was able to insert one of my favorite toys right through the hole in the
panties and into my asshole. Now I was a
pantied slut with a nice black tail hanging down from my ass. I loved the tail and expected him to
blindfold me and make me prance around the room. The surprise was yet to come.
"I'm getting
hungry," he said. "It's been a
long time since I've taken you out to a good restaurant. You're already partly
dressed. Go home and put on something nice
– a dress that shows off your curves.
Wear that push-up bra that doesn't cover your nipples and leave on what
you're wearing down below. No
stockings. I'll be by to pick you up in
half an hour.”
I stood up to put on my
one-piece "teddy" but he told me to leave it behind. That meant I had to drive home wearing only
the panties, tail, stiletto-heeled shoes, and coat. I took the coat off the hook, wrapped it
around myself tightly, and tied the belt.
He walked over and pulled the coat open toward the top, so my cleavage
was showing. I planned to pull over once
I'd turned the corner to put a safety pin at the top of the coat to hold it
closed; no desire to have the SUV and truck drivers gazing down at my
tits. I walked upstairs to the landing
and leaned over to put my shoes on while he watched my ass and tail from
below.
As I opened the door to
leave, he reminded me, "Remember, a half hour sharp; be waiting at the
window and come out as soon as I pull into the driveway."
I drove home, stopping only
to safety-pin my coat closed before I left his development. Fifteen minutes to get home. Not much time to get ready. I pulled my car into the garage, jumped out
and discarded the shoes as I headed toward the bedroom. I decided not to shower in the interest of
time.
First I washed my face and
applied makeup. Heavy
on the eyes with false eyelashes.
Dark, deep red lipstick. I went to the lingerie drawer and found the
bra he had specified. Made sure it
wouldn't slide down and was hooked securely, pushed my tits up so they fit into
the brassiere perfectly, with my nipples just showing over the top. I ran the
brush with my red blush powder over the nipples. Then I pinched them so they were slightly
erect.
I pulled some new accessories
out of my drawer. Tiny
"castration bands" that I put around the nipples to keep them erect. This was the only thing I had found that
worked for any length of time. Slowly
but surely my other treatments had begun to show progress. On his orders, I used vacuum tubes on the
nipples each night for fifteen minutes before I went to bed. They had been
extended a tiny bit, but only enough for me to see the difference. I knew that soon he would increase the vacuum
seal and the time that the tubes were to be worn. He had told me so when this treatment
started.
I hooked some long dangly
earrings through my ear lobes. Last, I
slid into a long-sleeved, fairly tight black dress that had a square
neckline. Not low enough to let the
nipples show above the neckline, but because the fabric was transparent just
below the neckline and fit close to my skin, my nipples could be seen through
the dress. I ran upstairs to watch for
him and within less than a minute he pulled into the driveway. I waved, grabbed my coat and wrapped it
around myself, slid into a different set of high-heeled shoes on my way out the
front door, and ran to the passenger side of the car.
He greeted me, not with a
kiss but a squeeze of the driver's side breast.
Then he reached up between my legs and felt the white panties with the
tail resting nicely between the legs.
"Good," he said,
"you left it in."
We drove to an expensive
restaurant about ten miles out of town.
Since it was a weekend night and the place was popular, we had trouble
getting a table without reservations. We
sat on tall chairs in the bar – after he had checked my coat – and he insisted
that I not cross my legs while I was seated.
"Odd," I
thought. "If he'd wanted me to
expose myself to the world why would he have demanded these old lady
panties?"
As he was admiring my
prominent titties and watching others around the room do the same, the thought must
have occurred to him as well. He knew
quite well that the tail was a good fit and could not be ejected without some effort.
So he gave me a new
order: "Go into the ladies room and
remove the panties. Leave the tail in.
Throw the panties in the trash and come back to the bar."
I did as I was told.
By the time I got back to her
seat, the Maitre D had called us to their table. It was in a dark back room that held only a
few booths. There was a candle burning
on the table, a large basket of salty popcorn and one menu. He told me to sit and slide into the booth,
then joined me on the same side.
He ordered another drink and
water for me. Then the waiter took the
dinner orders – again he ordered for me.
He told the waiter to ask the kitchen to take their time preparing the
dinners, and also requested a pitcher of water for the table. As soon as the waiter had brought the water
and left the table, he told me to make sure my legs were spread nice and wide,
and to pull my dress up so that my bare ass was sitting on the cold wood bench
of the booth, my dress bunched up in my lap.
He reached over and started playing with my pussy.
He
placed the basket of salty popcorn in front of me. I nibbled and drank my water
alternately, not noticing how often he filled my water glass. We talked about trivialities. He played with me
the entire time.
Suddenly
he turned to me and said, "You're all wet.
Why are you all wet?"
I
looked down and mumbled something.
"What,"
he said, "I can't hear you. Speak up."
I
looked up and told him, "Because I’m excited."
"No”,
he said, “that's not the correct answer. You know the answer. I'll ask again. Why are you all wet?"
This
time I answered correctly, "Because I'm a horny slut."
He
grinned. "That's right" he
said, “and don't you forget it. Whose
horny slut are you?"
I
responded with certainty: "I'm yours; I'm your horny slut. And thank you for allowing me to wear my
tail. It feels so good."
The food arrived eventually
and we ate in silence. From time to time he wiped his hand on the napkin and
reached over to feel my tits or to reach down and check on the position of my
legs and the condition of my pussy. I
ate very little, pushing my food around on my plate. I began to squirm in her seat.
"What's wrong,
slut?" he asked.
"Sir, I have to go to
the bathroom."
He chuckled out loud. "You'll just have to wait. I'm in the outside seat and I don't feel like
getting up to let you out until I finish my dinner. And no whimpering, no
begging."
I remained silent, but did
squirm and continue to do so until he had finished his dinner. He called for the check and gave the waiter
his credit card. As the restaurant was
still crowded, it seemed to take forever for the waiter to come back with the
card. He signed off and told me to pull my
dress down, then helped me slide out of the booth. I started toward the ladies' room.
He grabbed me by the ass and
told me, "No. No. No. You ask permission first."
"Please sir, may I go to
the bathroom?"
"Not yet," he
said." We'll stop on the way
home."
He led me by the hand to the
cloak room and retrieved our coats while the "audience" watched me,
the large-titted woman with the large nipples showing through my dress and the
casually-dressed man go out the door.
He led me to the car, opened
the door, and told me to get in. He
walked around to the driver's side and started the engine, telling me to keep my
legs spread with my dress pulled up, just as I had in the restaurant. He pulled out of the parking lot and as he
did so, turned the car air conditioning on full blast. One of the vents just happened to be aimed between
my legs.
I started to cry. "Please, Sir, I don't think I can hold
it any longer."
He glanced in my direction as
he pulled off the main highway onto an unpaved, bumpy side road. "Don't you dare soil my leather
seats," he told me.
After driving up the side
road for a mile or two with me crying and doing my best to hold my legs apart,
he pulled over.
"Get out, bitch, and
take a piss. Just be glad that I didn't
make you do it along the busy roadside."
I scrambled out of the car,
holding my dress up so that the tail swung as I stepped off to the side of the
road, keeping my back to him; I stooped over and pissed like a racehorse. After what seemed like forever, I looked
around for something to wipe myself with.
He rolled the power window
down and called out. "Just drip
dry, my dear. We'll have to clean you up
back at your house."
He drove quickly on the
winding roads, arriving back at my place in short order. "I think I'll come in for a little
nightcap,” he said.
As soon as we were inside he
demanded that I remove all of my clothes.
"Make a fire in the
fireplace," he said as he made himself at home on a soft sofa, grabbing
the remote and turning the TV on.
It took me a while to get the
fire going, after which I went into the bathroom to wash the soot off my hands
and to wipe my private parts clean. I
emerged and he motioned for me to come to him.
I walked over and began to sit down on the sofa. He waved me away.
"Sit on the floor in
front of me."
I did as I was told, spreading
my legs apart. The tail was still
securely in its place, this time with the long hairs laid out behind me on the
floor.
He reached under the sofa and
pulled out a small valise. He opened it
and began to fondle my tits. He pulled
the castration bands off the nipples, which were very tender by this time, and
admired my prominent titties silently.
Next he pulled out a battery-operated vibrator and placed it on the
floor next to me.
Next the commands began. "Take off my socks and shoes," he
said. "Do it on your hands and knees.
Do it NOW."
I scrambled up onto my hands
and knees and methodically removed his socks and shoes, placing the socks
inside the shoes and scurrying over to the hearth with shoes and socks in my
mouth. I placed them carefully – not too
close but close enough to warm them. I
looked to him for approval and he nodded.
I returned on all fours to the couch, and kneeled in front of him with my
hands clasped behind my neck, eyes downcast, presenting myself for his
pleasure.
He played with the tits
again, slapping them and squeezing the nipples.
Lifting them, letting them drop.
Suddenly he stopped.
"Spread those legs
apart," he told me. "Let me
see you."
I moved my knees apart a few
more inches.
"I can see you need some
help with this position," he said.
He reached into the valise
and pulled out a thin metal bar with hooks on the ends, and leather cuffs
attached to the hooks. The metal bar "telescoped" with a few twists,
and he lengthened it so it was at least two feet apart. He reached down, kicked my legs apart, and
attached the thigh cuffs in such a way that the spreader bar kept me
uncomfortably spread as I kneeled on the floor.
He handed me the
vibrator. "Play with yourself. Make it wet.
Push it in and out, rub it on the clit."
He turned on the
battery-operated device and handed it to me.
I began working on myself as he watched. I wiggled my ass from time to
time, reminding myself of the tail, which only got me more excited. I began to hump, pushing against the dildo,
sliding it in and out. Just as I was
about to come, he reached down and took it away from me.
"You're a horny slut, aren't
you?"
"Yes sir, but please may
I satisfy myself?" I said.
He chuckled. "No, my little pussy; you'll have to
wait for yours."
Then came
the next order. “Lean forward, take your
hands from behind your neck, and unzip my pants. You may use your mouth, teeth, and lips if
necessary.”
I did so, feeling the hard
lump between his briefs.
"Next layer," he
said and I needed no more direction.
I pulled his briefs down and,
with his pants, folded them neatly and moved awkwardly on my knees, spread
widely by the spreader bar, tail swinging, and placed his clothes near his
shoes and socks on the hearth. I waddled
back with my tits swinging, still wearing my spreader bar, and made it back to
the couch.
He only had to say one word,
"service."
I kneeled forward and began to suck his
cock. My hands free, I was able use them
to supplement my tongue and mouth. I
enjoyed myself, alternately sucking and tonguing. Once, I stopped and held my boobs together,
sliding the cock in between them.
"Do you like it?"
he asked.
I responded without
hesitation, "Oh, yes sir. I love to
suck you, lick you, and feel you between my big titties."
This went on for quite a
while, and he finally decided it was time to cum. He started cumming into my mouth, then pulled
himself out and squirted it on my tits.
When he was finished he rubbed the cum into my
tits as I pushed them forward to take it.
He told me to suck him clean,
which I did handily. Then he told me to turn around and watch the football game
with him on TV. I placed myself on the
floor next to him, and he laid back on the sofa in
such a way that he could reach down whenever he wanted and play with my tits,
now nicely moisturized with his cum.
At halftime, he reached into
the valise again. He pulled out a hand
pump and two narrow plexiglass tubes. I could barely contain myself. Without being told, I turned to face him,
legs still held obscenely apart by the spreader bar. I placed my hands behind my neck, arched my
back, and pushed my large tits toward him.
He used some vitamin E oil on the nipples, rubbing it in while I closed my
eyes and opened my mouth, letting out a slight moan.
He placed the first tube over
my left nipple, attached the pump to the end, and pumped the nipple into the
tube using the vacuum. When it was
sucked into the tube over an inch he removed the pump and sealed the tube shut
so it held the vacuum suction. Next he
did the same on the right nipple. I just
kneeled there, eyes closed, hands behind my head, pushing my tits toward
him. He knew he had me now; I would do
whatever he wanted.
Half time was over and he
said nothing. I remained in
position. When the game was over, he
reached down, unfastened the thigh cuffs and removed the spreader bar, and told
me to stand, helping me up by grabbing the vacuum tubes and pulling lightly. He
took me by the tubes and led me to the bedroom.
He placed a blindfold over my
eyes and removed the tubes. As always
with these adventures, my nipples were bright red, protruding obscenely, and –
he knew – very sensitive. He turned me
around and removed the tail, throwing it on the floor. He had me stand, legs spread wide, completely
naked except for my blindfold, arms up and hands clasped behind my neck. He obviously
relished the suspense – walking slowly in a circle around me as I knew he was
looking me up and down. I knew he was
beginning to get hard again. I began to
quiver with anticipation, my pussy getting wet.
I heard him opening my closet
and I knew he was taking out a soft carry-all bag. He had trained me to keep it in the same
place, toys clean, ready to go at any time.
First he pulled out a thick posture collar. He ordered me to let my arms fall to my sides
and fastened my collar. As he turned to
reach for something else in the bag, I reached down to play with myself. He turned around quickly, catching me in the
act.
He slapped my tits hard and
reminded me in a sharp voice:
"Hands OFF."
I dropped my arms to my
sides; next he wrapped a thick tight belt around my waist and fastened it. He placed each arm in a cuff attached to the
belt.
"Hah, that'll keep those
hands away from your hot little cunt," he laughed.
Then he took a thin strap
from the carryall, attached it to the back of the belt with a small padlock,
passed it between my thighs and walked to my front, pulled the strap up and
tight so that it was buried between my ass cheeks and my cunt, and attached it
to the belt in front with another small padlock.
I began to wiggle. The strap felt so good that I thought I might
be able to cum by simply wiggling and rubbing against it. Not for long.
Next I felt the paddle; first on one ass cheek, then on the other. He marched me around the room, tits swinging,
arms at sides, blindfolded, collared, cunt-strapped.
When my cheeks were nice and red, he moved on to another toy: the cat o' nine tails. Swinging it hard, he left stripes on my ass
over the nice red glow. He continued
marching me around the room until I began to cry and beg for him to stop.
"All right," he
said. "You don't want the paddle,
you don't want the whip, what do you want?"
"I want to cum, sir."
He told me: "Beg me for
it; get on your knees and beg me for it."
I fell to my knees, rubbed my
cheeks against his cock over and over, and I begged him for it. I told him how much I loved being in the
restaurant with him, and having him feel me up.
I told him how it turned me on to be exhibited in front of everyone in
the restaurant. I thanked him for
letting me pee by the roadside, and for allowing me to wear the tail for
hours. I told him how much I loved the
way he played with my tits. I thanked
him again and again for putting the vacuum tubes on my nipples. I begged him, over and over, to let me
cum. In response to his questions, I
admitted time and again that I was a horny slut; a cunt.
He led me to the bed and laid
me down on my back. He left the
blindfold and collar in place, the belt and arm restraints. He removed the cunt strap from between my ass
cheeks and legs, unlocking the padlocks with a small key on his keychain. He spread my legs wide and tied the ankles
tight to each bedpost. I continued to
beg. He climbed onto the bed and began
to play with me, to taunt me. He played
with the tits. He pulled the pussy
hairs. He stroked the pussy. He reached
underneath and stuck a small butt plug in my ass. I was wiggling, humping, moaning like an
animal.
Finally,
when I was good and hot, good and wet, and nearly over the edge with desire, he
went down on me. He licked me, sucked me. He opened me and found my clit and ran his
tongue over it. It was only seconds
later that I began to buck my hips hard and cry out softly,
"Thank you, oh my god,
thank you, I'm cumming, ohhhh thank you."
He stopped and I quieted
down. In a few short minutes, I was
asleep. He covered me with a blanket,
removed the collar and blindfold, and left ankles tied and my belt and arm
restraints on. He headed home.
As he drove home he probably chuckled. He could just see it when I woke up. No way to move my arms; nice tight belt
around my waist, ankles tied to the bedposts.
I hadn't had a chance to pee since the roadside. He wondered if I would be able to hold it
until he got back in the morning to untie me and work me over again, or if I
would lose it and soil the bed. Lucky
he required that I keep a waterproof mattress cover on the bed.
"If I lose it during the
night, and the bed is already soiled, he’ll take a piss on me when he gets here
in the morning. What a way to wake up; a
nice warm master's piss alarm clock."
Regardless, he would make me
clean myself in front of him tomorrow, and have me wear my tight latex maid's
outfit, the one that barely covered the nipples, while he watched me straighten
up around the house. Once finished with my hygiene and my chores, he could work
me over again, and see to his own pleasure.
Whatever he wanted was his. This
slut belonged to him.