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Dinner With A Choice
Our flight arrived on time as expected. I was still a bit sexual tense from Karen putting her hand over mine earlier. Once at the gate she got up and got both of our bags down. I watched as she did so staring intently as her black blouse covering her endowment. As I relished the thought of reaching out and touching them I could feel the thong pull against me. Right away I wanted to be in the hotel room online with Mistress and her releasing me from my conservative and vanilla existence.
Karen must have looked down for when my mind came back to reality I saw her staring at me and smiling then saying “Time to go Sue.” I must have blushed for a moment, feeling awkward, saying “Sorry Karen I must have been daydreaming for a moment.” I got up and she handed me the handle of my bag and we departed the plane and airport. She hailed down a cab and it took us to the hotel.
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We were staying at the Marriott in downtown Chicago. Karen went over to the registration desk to check us in. I stood off to the side admiring the hotel décor while Karen chatted with the clerk.
After completing the checkin process the clerk handed her a small Federal Express box that had been left for her. I asked her about it nonchalantly and Karen responded that it was duplicates of contractual materials as a precaution. The clerk gave Karen directions to the room and asked Karen and I if we needed help but Karen thanked her and said no.
We got in the elevator and went to the designated floor. Karen walked towards the room, with me following, and then she opened the door and we both entered. The room was fabulous. We entered directly into what could be described as a combination living and meeting room with a built-in bar. The furniture was well-appointed and it gave the feeling of luxury overall.
Karen turned to me and smiled and said her frequent hotel points did come in handy at times. I told her I was impressed. “Let’s leave the bags here Sue and check out the suite” she said. So we did just that shedding our coats onto the closest chair.
Against the far side of the room from the entrance door was a series of windows letting in the last of the days light. Karen decided to go to the left side of the room first where there was one door that was ajar. Inside this room was the Master bedroom and an attached bath. The bed was King size with a large wooden headboard. The room was quite large and had a very beautiful stuffed armless chair to one side. There was a desk area and entertainment center also.
The bathroom was richly appointed and besides having a walk-in shower that could fit at least three people comfortably, it also had a whirlpool tub that easily could fit two. I thought warmly of Karen and I in the tub for a fleeting second.
Karen then led the way to the other side of the living room area. Here there was a small kitchen with all the amenities. There was some fruit and such left for us, definitely a nice touch. Following that room we went to the last one which was another bedroom. Not as big as the Master one but still a very good size hotel room by itself. It had a Queen bed and all the other standard fare. The attached bathroom was a large one for a single hotel room and had a full bath with integrated shower.
At this point Karen turned to me and said “How do you like it?” “It is phenomenal Karen, I really can’t believe it.” “Well with all my traveling I do get lots of points and might as well use them” she said while laughing. I then said I would take this room as it was her points and all and she thanked me for being understanding about it.
It was now past 4:00 and we agreed we would be ready to go by 6:00 when they would pick us up down in the lobby for dinner. She said she still had a bunch of sales work to do plus get showered, dressed and such and so would be busy until we left for dinner. I said I had similar thing to do. With that Karen went to her room and retrieved my bag and went into mine closing the door behind me.
I proceeded to unpack and hang my clothes up first. I left the negligee in the bad zippered up for the moment with the choker. I put my computer out on the desk and started it up. I took off my jacket and hung it up in the closet. While the laptop was still booting I went into the bathroom to take a pee.
After closing the door, as I still needed even more privacy for my now perverted and humiliating behavior, I started to tremble some. I could not look at my face in the mirror as this was shameful on my part. I just stared at my slacks and watched my hands pull down them down to my knees. I marveled at the front of the thong with all my attention on the black ‘V’ over my shaved crotch. I could feel the growing dampness inside. I looped my fingers on the band of the thong panties and slowly pulled them down. The crotch part stuck a bit inside my slit and I watched as it was pulled out as the panties descended down my thighs. The feeling was exquisite.
I looked at my slit and a shudder ran through me. I sat down on the toilet and ran one finger from the bottom of my slit to the top and closed my eyes and moaned when my index finger ran over my now open hole and felt its wetness. I knew what was coming next as I had recently started doing this. I closed my eyes feeling my clit swell inside.
My index finger traced my slit again to get me to the right point. My head feel down on my now heaving chest as I prepared myself for the coming emotional upheaval. The pee was making its way to come out and I began to cry softly. “slut, whore, bitch, cunt” I quietly said over and over as I began to strongly pee. I had been holding it back for as long as possible and now was the time. I felt a small but powerful wave of pleasure on my clit as I released the yellow stream into the bowl. I had stopped breathing as it came out in order to maximize the feeling since I was not supposed to cum so this was the best this piss slut could do.
When I finished I felt the feeling subside but now I just kept sobbing and put my face in my hands and started to cry uncontrollably. I loved being such a disgusting thing and that is why I cried. I wished to myself, Mistress or Karen would come in and humiliate me while whipping my pussy for being such a filthy slut as thoughts of abuse and discipline made me feel good again.
Once I recovered I put the sordid episode out of mind, or at least tried to but my clit I knew wanted more and so lightly but persistently reminded me. I did not dwell on what I had done for it would just make me feel shameful again and those feelings of shame always translated to me wanting to be used in lurid sexual ways by either Mistress or Karen. In fact if I left it to build I knew I would just get down on all fours and finger myself until I came preferring to do it in the bathroom to help enhance the degradation. Why this appealed to me and yet revolted me at the same time I could not fathom so the best was to try and forget it until next time the need arose. I pulled my clothes back to their proper position, cleaned up my face from the tears and went back into the bedroom.
The computer was now fully booted and so I proceeded to go online. I brought up messenger while I accessed my email account. There were no new messages but surprisingly Mistress was online and she happily acknowledged my presence. I did the same feeling elated at my good fortune.
She asked me how I was doing and I told her quite well and also informed her of the very nice accommodations I had. She was glad to hear of that. Mistress did want to know if I had gotten the requested items for this evening which I affirmed. This was followed by questions on how I currently was dressed with particular attention to my choice of underclothes. I told her of the thong and its unintended side effect of finding its way into my slit. She was very pleased with that and then wanted to know if I was currently wet. I blushingly told her yes and her unexpected response was ‘Good and My slut will get to stay that way until tonight.’
The response deflated me some as I was hoping to get relief now. I tried to beg her to do otherwise but she would have none of it. I tried again and then the conversation took a surprising twist.
Mistress: So My slut wants to cum now?
Sue: Yes Mistress i really do
Mistress: Why should I let my bitch cum?
Sue: Mistress Your cunt has been a good girl
Mistress: Sue I want to ask you a question and I want a REAL answer not a CHAT answer ok?
Sue: Ok Mistress
Mistress: For this question you do not need to use Mistress but instead just use K or nothing at all ok?
Sue: Yes K
This now had my mind racing as I could not ponder what she would ask me.
Mistress: Sue if there was a choice between doing something now or doing something absolutely wonderful tonight what would you choose?
Sue: Put in those terms I would have to say tonight K
Mistress: Good that is what I thought you would say, now for another ok?
Sue: Ok
Mistress: If by some magical means I could be there with you tonight would you want to do something REAL or would you prefer just to do as we have been doing?
Sue: I don’t know K
Mistress: Fair enough. I want you to think about that now as we are getting closer to a point where that question may some day be pertinent, do you agree?
Sue: Yes K I see where you are going
Mistress: I do not want you to do something you will regret Sue
Sue: I understand and thank you for that K
Mistress: You are welcome Sue. I do treasure you too much for that to happen as I hope you understand.
Sue: I understand K J
Mistress: And if I was magically there we would need a ‘safe’ word would we not as I described?
Sue: Yes we would K
Mistress: And Sue why would we need that word
Sue: I think to protect both you and I but am not completely sure
Mistress: Actually you are right Sue for we both could get consumed with the moment could we not?
Sue: Yes we most definitely could J
Mistress: Sue you are very special J
Sue: Thank you K as are you J
This interchange definitely made me consider such a potential future. I had to think a bit on this more. Could I really unleash my inner desires and soul to someone like K? I really did not know the answer but the business manager and engineer in me knowingly said that I must.
While I considered this issue I noticed that she was letting me think about it. It became obvious she was not pressing at all and would wait for me to initiate conversation again. The issue was one of stepping over an abyss or achieving a higher plane. The further I considered it the more some things came to light.
Sue: K can I ask you a question?
Mistress: Yes Sue please do
Sue: If we did do this for REAL what would stop it from becoming all consuming?
Mistress: We would have to agree to some ground rules upfront
Sue: But those are just rules K and rules can be broken
Mistress: There would be repercussions spelled out
Sue: What would they be then?
Mistress: We would immediately end forever Sue for that is the only right choice, don’t you see?
Sue: K you are right that is the only choice.
Mistress: Good I think we have covered this issue enough don’t you think?
Sue: Yes K and Thank you J
I still needed to make up my mind on this issue but it did help to properly focus it. I could indulge my desire but only under very controlled conditions and it seemed she could only do the same. Now I realized I was really controlling myself in a way to let me lose control and I needed to trust her absolutely. My compelling nature, if I ever chose to proceed for real, would still be one of emotional upheaval and torment followed by absolute bliss. It would initially have to be consensual followed by true reluctance and then strict humiliation and discipline. All of this would funnel into my personal viewpoint of degradation and then heaven. Could I indulge in what I abhorred?
Mistress: sue?
Sue: Yes Mistress?
Mistress: Let’s continue then
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Take off your outer clothes
Sue: Yes Mistress
At this point I was wearing the thong, stockings and a bra.
Mistress: I bet My slut looks very precious
Sue: Oh Yes Mistress i dressed as You wished
Mistress: And the thong is wet?
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Now like a good pleasing slut stand up for Me
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Pull the thong up as high as you can so it pulls against the inside of your pussy
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Now holding it so dance like the whore you want to be for Me
Sue: Yes Mistress
So I proceeded to bump and grind slowly while holding the thong so. I could feel myself getting hotter by the moment. My wetness now coated the crotch of the thong. I closed my eyes and swayed thinking of her watching me. A drop of liquid ran down my leg. I wanted to cum right now and I needed permission.
Sue: Mistress may Your slut cum
Mistress: No sue you cannot
Sue: Why Mistress? Please!
Mistress: Remember earlier we wait until tonight
Sue: Yes Mistress
I sat stewing for a moment. This was so unfair. Yet when I looked back over our conversation I realized I agreed to this. She then said she had to go and that this was part of my training to be very pleasing to her. I told her I wanted otherwise but wished to fully please her and so would wait. We then exchanged goodbyes until later that evening at 11. I did say I could be a bit late, and she said she would most definitely wait in an understanding way.
It was now past 5 and I decided to get ready for the dinner. I took off my now soiled panties. I removed my bra and hose and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Hopefully this would calm me down some.
During the shower I pondered further what K had said. It made sense and now I fully realized I would have to decide. I knew that once I decided I would still fight against it but the only way out then was to use the safe word for nothing else would stop the consuming desire of her or I.
Finishing the shower I felt much better. I proceeded to do a quick shave of all areas of my body and then applied makeup and polish. As the polish dried on my toes and fingernails I went into the bedroom and laid out my clothes for the evening.
My nails had dried and so I put on a fresh pair of thong panties and the strapless bra. The bra did look very attractive on me and on one level I wished Mistress could magically be here tonight. After donning the thigh highs I put on the dress. I definitely looked nice in the dress as my shoulders were made to look more attractive this way. Next were the heels and on a whim decided to wear the tallest pair. Finally I put on the velvet half jacket and jewelry and I was ready. I did look attractive I guess.
It was now almost 6 so I called home and talked to the children and hubby. Everything was fine there and I told him I would call again tomorrow morning at his work number as it would be a late night and I would probably be sleeping in next morning. Having completed that I picked up my purse and left the room.
I went out to the living room. Karen came out of her room a moment later. She looked radiant and voluptuous. She did not have something covering her shoulders like I did. Her skin was olive colored and her flowing hair laid over her bare shoulders. The top of the dress seemed ready to burst at the seams and I could not help but notice the small show of cleavage at the top of it. The dress came to just below her knees and it fit her perfectly. To add to the overall effect she had on what must have been 3 inch stiletto heels so she was as tall as an average man.
We both exchanged compliments and she came over and brushed her hand over my velvet jacket. It sent shivers through me even though she said she just wanted to feel the fabric. We made sure we had everything and headed out.
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Dinner was at probably the poshest place I had ever been in. Everything was superb. The drive over had been uneventful with one of the underlings. When we arrived the other two gentlemen were already there in the bar. Karen was right in that the CFO was an old lecher but a harmless one. He constantly stared at Karen’s cleavage and she made sure he always had a good view. His two managers kept the dinner meeting on track with various technical and pricing questions.
When we reached the stage for dessert the CFO had a few business questions which I fielded and I could feel his eyes bore into the visible part of my body. However I must say he could salivate over me and yet absorb all the details of the points I made. As we finished dessert the CFO leaned back and countered Karen’s proposal. I could see why she was a good salesperson as she immediately adopted the air of a negotiator and countered back. Within a couple of minutes the CFO sat straight up and said “Deal” holding out his hand for a shake. Karen deftly changed back into her ultra feminine role and held her hand out and he grasped it with his and kissed it. I was impressed we had just closed such a big deal seemingly without a hitch. The meal finished with the CFO saying we did not have to appear at their offices until noon when we would finalize the paperwork.
He then asked what our plans were for the evening. Karen said we would be going to a upscale club she knew for a couple of drinks and then back to the hotel. He wished us well and then we left the restaurant by cab after Karen did a quick stop in the restroom.
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The club she picked out was very upscale and dark. We sat at a booth table off of the dance floor. We took off our coats and I decided to take off my jacket so my shoulders were bare. She ordered a round of mixed drinks for us. I could tell she was very excited and had not expected it to wrap up so easily. It was now 9:30.
Some men came over and tried to see if we needed company but Karen brushed them off. I was impressed with her air of authority in social situations like this. I was only able to project that level of authority when dealing with contractual and business issues. I had to admire her style and it made me even more attracted to her underlying dominance.
We talked about our good fortune and such, including our luck in being able to sleep in later than we expected. As we talked I looked around the room and saw there were a fair number of people here even for a Monday night. There was a DJ playing songs and it was a good selection which had my right foot tapping to the beat.
As we talked Karen would seemingly stare at me which made me a bit uncomfortable as I did not really like it when people stared directly at me like they were sizing me up. However by the time I was on my second drink I did not mind as much.
I glanced at my watch and noticed the time was now near 10:20. I would have to find a way to get Karen to leave soon so I would be back by 11 for my evening ‘date’. I decided to act like I was a bit tired from the day and then to say maybe it was time to go which I subsequently did. Karen agreed but said we should at least get one dance in. On one level this made me squeamish as I was not one for being in the public eye but then my body did want to let off some energy.
We waited to see what the next couple of songs were while Karen paid the tab after hailing the waitress. Just as she paid the waitress the DJ put on the classic from CC & The Music Factory which I think is called ‘Everybody Dance Now’. We both looked at each other and smiled and decided to dance to this one although I was not sure. Karen was persistent and just grabbed my left hand in hers and led me to the floor.
As she directed me between tables, leading me by the hand, I had this strange feeling of her being ‘in charge’ and I could feel myself blush. I wanted to pull my hand away but could not. My legs seemed to feel a bit unsteady and I had this perception that everyone was watching us. This caused me to drop my eyes down to the floor and focus on her heels. A tingly feeling swept through me as I reached the edge of the dance floor.
Once on the floor, Karen turned to face me smiling. Still holding my hand she began to sway to the music looking directly into my eyes, and seemingly my soul. Time seemed to stand still as I returned the gaze and then I saw her mouth open and say “Dance!” I began to dance with her and with this she let my hand go. It seemed to hang there is space for a moment and then I pulled it towards me while returning her smile. I know I blushed again.
As we danced she never stopped from looking in my eyes. I dropped mine a bit to focus on her compelling lips. Once and a while my gaze would quickly drop to her bare upper chest and her heaving breasts. It was just so exciting and so I just concentrated on dancing with her as if the rest of the room disappeared. In fact, I began to dance more sensually for some reason and then I could feel warmth between my legs. Our dancing seemed to last forever.
When the song finished she reached over and clasped both of my hands bringing her face closer to mine. She looked in my eyes and I in hers and she did a kiss into the air and said “Great dancing Sue.” I smiled, embarrassed, and said “Thank You” in a mumbling voice. She chuckled and said “Time to go now.” With that we returned to the table picking up our things and then found a waiting cab outside.
Karen immediately opened the passenger side rear door and motioned for me to get in. I held onto the top of the door and sat down on the seat, swinging my legs in. As I did I expected her to close the door but when I looked up she was looking at my now exposed lower thighs due to the dress hiking up some. She then motioned for me to slide over which I did. Karen got in and closed the door telling the driver where to go. I pulled my knees together and placed my hands on my lap as the cab started to drive away. All I could do was stare at my hands which for some reason were shaking slightly.
Upon arriving at the hotel Karen paid the driver. This time I opened my door and got out in a stilted fashion. I walked around the cab as Karen got out also. She broadly, yet sensually it seemed to me, smiled at me. I tried to smile back but in my mind I think I botched even that. She hooked her right arm around my left, clasping my hand in hers, and led us side by side into the hotel lobby chatting about ‘Our Success.’ This continued right up to the elevator which was open and waiting. Still locked arm to arm we went into the elevator where she finally let go and hit the floor button.
Our chat now became one of two close friends talking about our success and fun tonight. As we entered the main room of our suite she said we must celebrate our luck. I wondered what she meant as I removed my coat and jacket laying them on a nearby chair. She removed her coat and also laid it on a chair and went to her room while turning her head over her shoulder and saying to me “Stay right there Sue” with what seemed to be a sexy smile on her face.
I did not know what to do so I just stood there feeling the awkwardness return to me which caused me to shiver slightly. After what seemed like an eternity, but was only a part of a minute, she returned with a bottle of champagne and two glasses. Walking towards me it seemed she was purposely swaying in a come-on kind of way. I did not really think about it much other than I thought she was incredible.
I was standing near a table and she made her way to it saying “Our success needs a toast.” This broke me out of my self-induced spell and I laughed saying “When did you plan this?” “When I went to the ladies room at the restaurant after we had the deal I called the front desk and had them deliver it to my room” she replied. I marveled at her deception and laughed.
I watched as she opened the bottle and poured out two drinks. She handed me mine seductively smiling and said “To Success!” I echoed the same and we drank until empty. She poured two more and we chatted about how good the year looked. As she held her glass I could see her watch and noticed it was almost ten after eleven. I would have to end this soon I thought. I said I was tired and yawned slightly and it was time for bed. She agreed and said she would leave the bottle in the fridge. Karen moved closer to me and leaned over and kissed my cheek as I stood transfixed. As she backed away she again said “Thank You” but in a very heartfelt way. I softly said “Thank You Karen” and we both smiled. With that I pulled myself away and was going to put down the glass but she told me to keep it and so I took it to my room with my coat plus jacket and closed the door as she walked to the kitchen.
As I entered the room I had to pee badly. I flipped the on switch for the computer and unzipped the back of my dress after putting down the glass by the computer. I hurriedly took the dress off as I really needed to go. As I hung it up I remembered the choker for tonight and retrieved it from my bag. I went into the bathroom.
On going in I turned on the lights and put down the choker on the counter near the toilet. I pulled down the thong and sat down and peed. The drinks had made me giddy and good inside. I reached over and got the choker marveling at it. I put it on as I sat. Upon finishing the emptying of my bladder I cleaned up and pulled the thong up while flushing the toilet. At that point as I went to wash my hands I looked in the mirror seeing myself in the strapless black bra with the choker while fully made up. At that point I thought I was very attractive and sexy. The combination of everything made me warm in my loins.
I stepped back from the sink so I could see more of myself. I turned so I could get a rear view of myself and this brought a sense of exhilaration. I pulled myself away for marveling at how I looked, not mousy at all now, and went into the bedroom. I mimicked Karen’s sensual walk as I would now have some long-awaited fun.
As I got to the computer I proceeded to logon and then got worried that Karen might still be up walking around and that concerned me. I walked over to the door to listen and heard nothing and then got down on my knees to see under the door and noted the lights were out so she must be in her room. I got up and turned off my lights so that only the light of the computer screen provided visibility.
I now sat down at the desk. I then remembered about the negligee but decided it was better now to see if Mistress was online as it was almost quarter after and besides if she wanted it on I could do it quickly. I brought up messenger first to make sure I did not leave her waiting too long.
Mistress was online and warmly greeted me right away. I begged her forgiveness in being a bit late but she brushed it off saying it was not a problem. She wanted to know how the evening went and I gave her a quick synopsis of the success. As we did this I checked my email but it was empty. This was followed by a question on my attire. I described it in detail all the time pressing my thighs and squirming some on the chair as I was getting damp in anticipation. Mistress began then to become more forceful in her chatting.
Mistress: So you sound beautiful sue
Sue: Thank You Mistress J
Mistress: I will let you know later how I am dressed J
Sue: Oh Yes Mistress i would like to know J
Mistress: How is the Collar My cute little bitch?
Sue: i like it Mistress it looks very attractive
Mistress: And would You like Me to be there to see it slut?
Sue: Oh Yes Mistress
Mistress: And is My slut rubbing herself?
Sue: Yes Mistress *blushing*
Mistress: Good I like a horny slut J
Sue: Thank You Mistress
Mistress: Is My cunt wet now?
Sue: Yes Mistress very much so
Mistress: Excellent! Now Please stop and listen
Sue: Yes Mistress *pouts*
Mistress: So sweet J
Sue: Thank You Mistress J
Mistress: A safe word is needed now in case things get carried away and so you need to pick one. Have you thought of one?
Sue: Yes Mistress - mouse
Mistress: Good sue. Another thing is that whatever we do must never ever interfere or infringe on work or family and if it does it is over agreed?
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: This is for your own protection sue so I hope you understand
Sue: Yes Mistress i do
Mistress: The reason I must stress the safe word and the ground rules about life outside of this is that we will now be going to a new level if you wish to proceed
Sue: Yes Mistress understood
Mistress: So far everything we have done can be forgotten with no harm to anyone agree?
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Have you thought about what I said earlier about maybe meeting
Sue: Yes Mistress some
Mistress: Good for maybe now there will be some magic
Sue: Mistress?
Right then an email arrived from Mistress. I was wondering what she was referring to with the ‘magic’ as I opened the message. The message said the following:
‘Dear Sue,
Before you see the attachment read this message in its entirety. By now you have chosen a safe word and also we have set some mutually agreed to ground rules. These are most important depending on what transpires next.
You must also understand that I am as enamored of you as you seem to be with me. Thus I do not want anything to be misinterpreted between us and if this is not meant to be then all is forgotten and returns to the way it was immediately.
When I met you I came to realize that I admire you immensely, your wit, accomplishments, know-how, in fact everything about you. However something changed over time. I came to fantasize about you but as we all have fantasies it was no big deal. However one day I found you and discovered your fantasies. In fact our fantasies are closely aligned so much in fact that I have been able to prove it to myself and I think you have done the same yet do not yet realize it.
Once I knew of our mutual affliction I had to decide what to do for myself. Living in frustration is hard when you wish to know and discover your inner self. I must reveal that for a few years I have been a Domme but in the last one I have been by myself due to work demands. All of these things conspired together so that one day I could not control one terrible thing I did. I spied on something and this in turn has set a number of things in motion. In fact Sue I spied on you in an innocent way but still it is something I am not happy about. This is what I mean by trust being something that must be there all the time yet it is a hard thing to do.
I found out about bondage.com and you. That is the extent of my spying but I feel strongly that I must tell you this for next I am going to ask you a question. When I ask you this question you have a chance to decide and whatever you decide is as it should be forever.
Before I ask this question I want you to look at the attachment below with one caveat that if you are upset in any way there is another room booked for you and you alone in this hotel which you can go to immediately with the keycard on the table outside.
Karen’
I jumped to the picture and it was of Karen. I was shocked.
I sat there a moment letting a jumble of thoughts cascade over me. It seemed like my greatest wish had come true but also my greatest fear. I decided to reread the letter again. As I finished and began to assemble my thoughts and emotions I looked back at the messenger display and after a minute or so the conversation began anew.
Mistress: Sue please forgive me for doing this
I sat there a moment contemplating my response and then decided.
Sue: Karen it is ok it just has made me uneasy
Mistress: I understand and wish only the best for you
Sue: I know
Mistress: Do you remember everything we have talked about?
Sue: Yes
Mistress: Remember you can move out or stay with nothing happening and all this will be forgotten as best as can be
Sue: I realize that Karen and thank you
Mistress: If you decide to pursue then also know you can end it at anytime either by saying so afterwards or by the safe word
Sue: I realize that also Karen
Mistress: I think there has been enough said for the moment other than you must decide Sue
Sue: I know
Mistress: Once you decide then I will obey
Sue: Yes
Mistress: If you decide yes then until tomorrow morning at 10 you will be mine and I will ‘own’ you do you understand?
Sue: Yes I do
Mistress: Ok then please decide now
I sat there thinking of what I should do. I knew if I decided yes there would be no turning back, in fact she would not let me turn back unless I used the ‘mouse.’
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