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The First Night
I sat there transfixed by the question of my future. My fingers slowly typed out on the keyboard ‘YES.’ Karen replied a moment later writing ‘You understand what this means Sue?’ I replied affirmatively. She then wrote ‘I will meet you in the living room.’ I heard her bedroom door open a few moments later. I remembered thinking to myself ‘What had I done?’
I could hear her heels clicking on the tiled floor around the edge of the living room. She was getting ever closer. My throat became tight and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I had replied yes to her question and now she was coming for me. There could be no turning back now but it seemed as if I was frozen in the chair.
Her heels stopped making noise somewhere in the room. I could not get up. After what seemed like an eternity I heard her say “Come out.” I got up very slowly and almost stumbled to the door grabbing the handle to maintain my balance. I felt light-headed. I just held onto the handle with my other hand resting on my chest breathing deeply, trying to find my courage. Again I heard her speak to me saying “Come out slut!” in a more commanding way.
The pace of my breathing increased with my chest rising and falling. I wanted to go but something held me back. Finally I heard her almost yell “Slut! Come out NOW!” I opened the door slowly and started to stand under the doorframe.
The lights in the living room were on but I could not see her yet because of where I stood. She said “I asked you to come out and you have not so there will be discipline for this and if you take any longer it will be harsh.” I stepped slowly into the next room trying to keep my balance as my legs shook.
I could now see her and she was beautiful, dressed in one of the ways my fantasy Domme would be. She had on a black lace corset that extended halfway down her hips and seemed to be shelved almost at the top only covering half of her exquisite breasts making them look much more voluptuous than usual and situated so that the top of the areoles were slightly visible. The corset had an integrated set of garters which were attached to black stockings. The panties were of a lace thong design also in black. Karen was still wearing the stiletto heels from earlier in the evening. Both of her hands rested on her hips with her elbow away from her body. She had pulled her brown flowing thick mane of wavy hair back into a ponytail so the overall effect was one of beauty and power. Her lips were placed in a slight smile as she seemed to examine me with her eyes although they remained focused on mine.
“Come on Sue, come out here where I can see you,” she said as she stood over 10 feet away. I stepped out slowly for my legs still felt shaky. “Hurry up slut,” she said and I walked a bit faster almost turning my ankle in the heels. “Stop there,” was her next command as I reached the spot two feet in front of her.
I was still trembling some and so self-conscious of myself that I had to now look down. I felt myself blushing terribly as I could feel the heat in my face. My arms hung limply at my sides’ palms facing inward and shaking slightly. I had thoughts of just running away and hiding from myself. I guess she could tell my discomfort for she reached out with her right hand, placing the fingers under my chin ever so gently, and nudging my face upwards to face hers. She then said ever so softly “Remember the ‘mouse’ my dear.” I smiled as best as I could and felt a bit more at ease but still slightly shaking at times. I know the blushing did not dissipate as she continued “You look so wonderful when you are embarrassed.” With that I watched her eyes as it was my only point of focus now, seeing the warmth and forcefulness in them, as she moved a bit closer and leaned in and kissed me.
My heart began pounding inside my chest. Her perfume was intoxicating and my head tilted slightly pushing forward to feel the soft pressure of her lips. I parted my lips slightly. Her tongue felt the parting of my lips and they spread farther apart for her penetration. I became absorbed in the moment, sighing softly, and then I realized she had moved her face away from mine even though I tried to keep contact but was foiled by her hand which held my chin in place. I opened my eyes and could see her smiling at me in a very teasing way. “Very nice” she said “but it can wait for later.” My heart still pounded and I felt like I had been put in a trance. Her hand traced the line of my jaw down my neck until it brushed against the velvet choker. I could hear her say, as if far away, how lovely the feel of it was. She then smiled in a different manner, almost a leering one, and said “but My slut will look much better some day in a collar I think.” I could feel my lungs pull in a deep breath.
Her hand now parted from my skin and I missed the touch immediately. I yearned for her touch now. She told me to stand there. Her eyes seemed to examine me from head to foot. My eyes started to drop and the flushing of my skin occurred again as I felt hot in my face. “Eyes up Susie” she said sternly “I did not tell you to drop your eyes did I?” My eyes came up promptly at her command and the use of the name I had not heard since my youth. “Yes you will be Susie when you are serving me for it suites a cute little slut don’t you think” she taunted. With a few words she took control of me and I willingly let her.
“Now I need to check out my property some don’t you think?” taunting me again. I trembled at the words of ownership and privilege. My new status seemed to affect my body more than I realized at the moment as proven by her a short time later. Putting her hands on her hips, elbows splayed out, she said “Feet apart at a distance of one foot and hands clasped behind your head with elbow up and out slut” was her next command. I must have gone slowly for immediately I was cowed into submission by the words “NOW SLUT!” When I had completed getting into the preferred position she acknowledged my accomplishment with the soothing “Very good Susie.” I smiled meekly. She told me to stay there for a moment and then turned and walked away into her bedroom. My eyes followed her admiring the way her body looked and moved from my vantage point.
A few moments later she reappeared from the bedroom and began striding toward me. The clicking of her heels on the tiles echoing in my ears. Her hands were in front of her and they were holding something which took me a moment to focus on it. I felt a shock hit me as I realized it was a thin black leather dress belt that she had folded over, gripping the ends with each and. I guess the look of shock must have been evident in my expression for she cooed “Do not worry pet nothing will happen to my Susie doll.” She stopped in front of me. Her hands looped the belt one more time and the right hand held the end which had the buckle thus the other free end had two stiff strips of leather. My eyes were transfixed on hers. The free end of the belt then began tracing a line from just below my neck at the top of my breastbone down to the bottom of my rib cage. It continued following the left edge of my rib cage and started stroking the left side of my midsection. It sent shivers through my entire being. Her eyes held me still. Her other hand touched the front top of my right thigh and softly moved over the front of my crotch. I gasped and she smiled at the reaction. Her fingers slide between my slightly parted thighs until her palm rested against my pubic bone and then her entire hand clenched my womanhood in her hand hard and held me. I sucked in a gulp of air quickly and held it. Her fingers pushed upward against my panty covered slit. I softly moaned in reaction. She licked her lips and said “Ah my Susie slut is damp how nice.” I still believe to this day that I turned a shade of crimson.
She now started slowly but forcefully pushing her fingers forward and up and then back and down. My legs tensed and I began to stand up on my toes. “Stand still bitch” her command came and I, in turn, settled back down on my feet. “Good” followed my reaction reinforcing my behavior. Her hand then left my sex and my lungs expelled the air in a ragged fashion showing my physical upheaval. Her left hand then rose to her face the tips of her fingers brought together as they came close to her nostrils. She inhaled deeply and then sighed saying “Definitely a bitch in heat.” A stern countenance replaced her smile and she said quizzically “Who am I slut?” Her eyes focused on mine waiting for an answer while the belt continued to stroke my side. Initially I was at a lose for words, my brain raced furiously to come to an answer, I was so close to tears for fear I would not know and then, without any prior contemplation, my mouth opened and said meekly in a whimpering tone “MMMistress.” “Excellent” was her quick retort and she smiled again as my throat continued to constrict on its own.
The belt finally left my side and unfolded to the way she initially held it with both hands. The left hand then reached out and ran across my bra covered breasts from left to right and around the side of my ribcage as she walked around me running down my back and across the cheeks of my ass. I trembled at the touch and all I kept hearing her say was “Very nice, very nice indeed.”
Finally she stood to the left of me but a little to the rear. Mistress then said “My Susie needs to always remember I expect prompt obedience and if you remember you took too long coming out of your room when called.” My mind remembered what she said about discipline and my body quickly tensed as she said “Make sure you stand still for me slut.” As soon as the word slut was out of her mouth I felt a sharp sting on both cheeks of my ass and the shock and pain immediately registered throughout my being. My hands came unclasped for a moment wanting to cover and comfort my stinging ass. “Stop you stupid cunt!” and her words caused my hands to stop their try at unclasping. “Back in position NOW!” caused my hands and arms to reassume position. “Now we will do it again until you learn to do as I say” and with that I felt another yet strongly sharper stinging on my right cheek extending slightly around my hip. The pain filled me and a muffled cry escaped my lips. What always struck me afterward though was a pair of tears that escaped from my eyes and the wetness that escaped my slit soiling my panties. I realized right then and there I was her slut and I enjoyed being humiliated by her. The embarrassment I felt was excruciating yet this seemed to make the hidden whore within me to come out. I whimpered.
As the fear of my inner lust began to crush me the sound of her heels made me straighten to full attention. The sound seemed to walk away and then they closed on me and I felt her hands clasp my wrists and pull them down to my sides holding them still. I felt her hot breath on the back of my neck as her lips wisped across my hair. They came around to the side of my neck and nuzzled me. Her tongue flicked out and licked my neck eliciting a low moan from my throat. My wrists were released and the hands came around my front and cupped my bra covered breasts and palmed them. My body fell against hers as my head tilted so her tongue had better access to my neck. I could feel the wetness fill the crotch of my panties and I began to pant. My body had taken control of me and I wanted it to now.
As one hand stayed on my bra the other slowly slide down my front into my panties. I spread my legs further even though I was internally appalled by my overt lust. Her fingers ran through my trimmed bush and touched my slit. “Yes” escaped my lips and then she said “Yes what?” I quickly blurted out “Yes Mistress.” Her mouth started sucking on my neck and then she said “And what does Susie slut want Mistress to do?” I could not believe my immediate response as it came out in between my pants as I said “Please Mistress take your slut.”
Slowly she turned me around her finger finding its way into my hole. She continued to kiss my neck. Finally as I faced her, moaning now, her free hand reached around my head and grabbed a fist full of my hair. Holding a good handful the hand pulled my head back and she leaned her face down and started to lick my lips. The finger was tracing around the edges of my dripping hole. My legs were now shaking and my body trembled.
“Look at me” she said and my eyes gazed at her now blurry vision. As I looked in those lustful eyes her lips met mine and her tongue stiffened and pushed its way into my mouth and tried to reach down my throat. I opened my mouth wide to let her take and own it. I began to suck on her tongue. This continued for what seemed like an eternity. All of a sudden the tongue came out leaving my mouth wide open and my head still pulled back. I was panting like a bitch in heat. I murmured “Please!”
The exploration of my hole stopped and my hips tried to move to recapture the exquisite feeling. She laughed softly and said “Show me what a slut you are Susie, show me by fucking my finger like the bitch you are.” I started to softly cry as my hips started bucking on her finger faster and faster. My panting grew more frenzied and tears streamed down my face. “Please Mistress pleaseeee” came out of my mouth as I felt myself wanting to release and right then she released me, stepping back. I stood there still grinding my hips for a second longer. Finally realizing I was standing alone I felt ashamed at what she had led me to do. Before it could fully register and cause me to come apart she said “Go get dressed in the pretty nightie you got for me and meet me in the bedroom.” As I stood there trying to focus on her command she barked “Now cunt and hurry up.”
She turned on her heel and walked into her bedroom. I quickly composed myself and hurriedly walked into mine. As I walked I realized my upper thighs were wet and some traces of my dirty leaking were running down one leg. I remember sobbing going into my room yet I now needed and wanted to be taken by her soon.
I entered my bedroom totally shaken to my core. My emotions were so intense on both sides of the spectrum. My lust drove me forward to get my new negligee and go into the bathroom. My shame kept tears filling my eyes and my hand just wiped them away. I removed the choker and put it down. I striped out of my underclothes and just threw them on the floor, kicking off my shoes, and then sitting on the toiled lid. I pulled off the thigh highs. I took a wash cloth and cleaned up my thighs. Taking the panties from the nightie set I put them on careful not to touch my pulsating groin for I knew it would be too much for me. I pulled the negligee on and then went to the mirror and brushed my hair a few strokes. I reapplied my makeup as fast as I could and finally got my sobbing under control. Satisfied I looked alright I left my bedroom for hers.
Walking through the living room I noticed the belt was still laying where she left it and I felt much better about that. Coming up to her bedroom the door was closed. I knocked on the door. Mistress said “Only sluts may enter so if you are a slut then enter.” I opened the door and stepped in. Karen was still dressed as before and she turned and looked at me disappointed. I did not know what was wrong. As I stood there she spat out “Where is the choker slut? All sluts need their collars.” I felt tears well up in my eyes and started to turn to retrieve the choker when she yelled “STOP!”
I came to a halt and turned back towards her. She came over to me and put one hand inside the front opening of my negligee cupping my breast. Her fingers rubbed my hard nipple. I moaned as she smiled and then she twisted my nipple. I cried out in pain as she continued to smile and then she followed this by rubbing the nipple again. I was sobbing. Mistress said for me to go get the choker and the heels for as she put it she liked her slut in heels. Before letting me go she looked in my eyes and said “Also I want you to lose the panties too, sluts don’t get to wear panties to bed to get fucked now do they?” I choked out “No Mistress” and then she let me go.
I almost ran to my room while tears flowed freely. My pussy was still hot with desire. I pulled the panties off as fast as I could, throwing them on the bed while running into the bathroom to get the choker and heels. Once I completed my slut outfit I returned to her chamber. Entering I hoped nothing else would be found wrong.
She was sitting in an armless desk chair in an open area near the bed. Her hand came up and one finger beckoned me over. I walked over to stand in front of her. Her hands came out and pulled my thighs apart so my feet were over two feet from one another. Her eyes assessed my outfit and she nodded approvingly. Mistress told me what a nice shaved cunt I had, appropriate for her little Susie, and this caused me to blush. She said a better view was called for as the negligee almost covered it so I was asked to lift it for her.
I lifted the negligee as she requested. It felt so decadent yet so good. Her hands started running along the inside of my thighs. I could feel my slit getting all wet again as my hole was leaking once more. I whimpered as her hands slowly felt up my thigh until one of them started stroking between my legs. Her hand felt my shaven slit as she looked up at me and smiled. All I could do was moan in return. Her fingers started spreading my lips and my hips started rocking back and forth in return ever so slowly. My eyes kept examining her smile. I felt her index finger find its way inside me and my hips started grinding on it. I could feel it touch my swollen clitoris and I moaned loudly. Mistress started flicking my enlarged bud with her finger as the other hand stroked my inner thigh. All I could do was rut back and forth on her hand, sweat now forming on my body. All of a sudden she stopped and pulled the finger out. I watched as she sucked the finger clean in her mouth smiling at me all the time. I wanted.
As she finished licking her finger she said “Now I need to warm you up some more my sweet Susie” as she patted the tops of her thighs. I was confused on what she wanted. Mistress continued “Lay over my lap Susie.’ I pulled my feet together and came around to face her lap. Her hand reached up behind my neck and pulled me over her lap. I grew tense. One hand draped over my back holding me still while the other lifted the negligee and softly felt my ass. It felt so good. I heard her then say “Ask me to spank you Susie?” I could not help myself and replied “Please spank your slut Mistress” and with that I felt the first barehanded hit. I felt so dirty and also so excited that I blurted out the same thing again and again each time followed by a hard smack. My ass burned but I felt so much better. My cunt was now dripping and my fluid was running down my thighs again. I wanted.
Finally Mistress stopped and pulled me to a standing position with her in front of me. She took my hands and put them around her neck and hers went around my back with one hand resting on my hot and stinging rear. We then kissed passionately our hot tongues intertwining. Our hips started grinding against one another. Soft moans escaped from both of us our passion at equal heights. She finally broke our embrace and said “You are wonderful sue.” I felt so ecstatic.
Karen pulled me over to the bed and had me lay down on my back with my head on the pillows. She had me stay there and before she left my side her hands ran over my breasts, nipples hardening further still as her touch, beginning to hurt almost at their swelling. I loved the feeling. Mistress then walked over to a drawer and came back with what I recognized as two leather cuffs and two lengths of rope. I grew fearful. She sat on one side of the bed and attached a cuff to my wrist then tying it to the one end of the headboard. Her hands again played with my breasts. I moaned and my hips started pushing up and down, fucking the empty air. Walking around to the other side of the bed she did the same to the other wrist. After completing she leaned down and our tongues met again. As she pulled away smiling my tongue continued to reach out for hers. I wanted her.
Karen got up and went back over to the dresser as I watched her, her smile always in view. She proceeded to slowly undress until she was naked before me. My hips were still grinding the air as I could no longer control my wanton desires. Opening the drawer she reached in and pulled out an unusual harness. It looked like it had two protrusions attached to it one much larger than the other. I realized it was a strap-on with a dildo and then some type of insertion for her. It was all in black. Smiling all the time she put it on. My tongue kept licking my lips as I watched her insert her part after rubbing it a few times on her shaved slit. Finally she buckled it all into place and began to walk over to me, her cock swaying in front.
Upon reaching the bed she pulled off my heels and threw them aside. She got up on the bed between my legs on her knees. Moving up to my loins her hand held her cock and started rubbing it over my slit. I moaned and moaned, my hips trying to reach for it. Mistress said “Beg me to fuck you Susie.” I am ashamed to admit that I did. I begged her to fuck her bitch and fuck her hard. I wanted her cock so badly. My hips tried to grind against her cock. She waited until the intensity of my lust was at an appropriate level and the cock was sufficiently wet. When those points were reached she inserted it in me. My pussy contracted around it trying to suck it in.
I focused on her eyes the entire time. I could see her lust and she could see mine. Mistress said “Don’t cum slut until I say remember I control you cumming.” In a wanton and raspy voice I said “Yes Mistress please fuck me pleaseee.” With that the cock was fully inserted. Her hands felt under my negligee and cupped my breasts, her fingers squeezing my nipples. I started fucking her cock as she fucked me. “Take it slut, take it all” she said. Our rhythms matched. My breathing was ragged. Sweat poured off of me. My head started thrashing back and forth. I cried out “Fuck me Mistress fuck your bitch.” This seemed to spur her on and her thrusts became shorter and harder as she said “Good bitch take it all.” I must have screamed out “Cum I need to cum!” She spat out for me to hold on a bit longer and I did, not knowing how. My hips were off the bed pushing hard against her thrusts. I just keep repeating “Fuck the slut” over and over as she kept repeating “Yes.” Finally I was relieved to hear her say “Cum for me sue cum for me NOW!”
My pussy seemed to grip her cock and not let it move. My back arched up off the bed. Her voice was straining, saying “Push harder slut HARDER!” My hips were already off the bed with my feet planted to give me balance. My wrists were pulling at my restraints, my arm muscles straining. Yelling she said “NOW!” I could feel my ass clench as the most wonderful orgasm filled my entire being. I cried out in ecstasy and heard her do moan loudly. It seemed to last forever as she continued to fuck me. I did not want it to end and it did not for she collapsed on me, kissing me passionately. I feel asleep still impaled and grinding on her cock ever so slowly, my pussy palpitating around it, feeling it, squeezing it, a feeling of total release filling my soul.