Prisoner of Submisson

A Painful Lunch

Over the rest of the weekend I felt absolutely terrible. I would not check my private email account as I could not face Karen anymore. The more I thought about what I had done in the bathroom the more upset it made me. Sometimes I would just go into the Office bathroom in my home when everyone was out of hearing range and sit down and cry. One time I did this and I started to get aroused thinking about her pissing on my face and in my mouth. This made me so ashamed at myself that I took off my belt to my pants after taking them off and then whipping my evil cunt until it was red and sore. Even though this made me more aroused it also helped me by letting me focus on the pain and hence the shame for my disgusting desires.

As the work week started it had snowed so many people did not show up at work including Karen in the beginning of the week. For this I was glad as I really did not want to see her as I know I would be mortified. However she did come into work on Wednesday and I had seen her at a meeting but did not look at her. She must have noticed my cold shoulder for she called and asked how I was doing later in the afternoon. All I could say was fine but she kept pressing and I finally just said I had some problems with the way the trip went. She queried if it was something she had done and I said no it really was just what I did and I had a hard time talking about it. She asked me if I wanted to go to lunch tomorrow and we could talk about it further as it was wrong for me to hold this inside of me and dwell on it. I agreed that maybe that was a good approach and so we would have lunch on Thursday.

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I went to work on Thursday still feeling a bit despondent and knowing in my heart that my lunch meeting with Karen would probably not help at all. I even began to think about how I would tell her I was no longer interested in this. As I thought about how and what I would say that morning at home, I decided to dress in my normal clothes like I had done before. This meant a pair of regular white panties with a sports-bra which tended to work well with me. I put on a white tank t-shirt over the bra and then a fuzzy cotton gray turtleneck as it is not so form fitting and thus helps to give the impression that my breasts may be larger than they are. For slack I picked a pair of wool dark gray ones with a slight light gray pinstripe. For shoes and socks it was dark gray knee-highs with black leather loafers having only an inch and a half heel. I did make sure my hair was done properly with some bounce and my makeup was attractive but conservative. I thought this is what I was born to be, a good conservative Mom, wife and businesswoman.

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Lunchtime finally came and Karen called me on the phone to see if I would meet her in the parking lot as she would drive. I had no problem with that other than a little worry about being under her control even if it is only her having the car. I donned my winter coat and went out to the parking lot to meet her at 11:30 as we agreed. I had made sure I did not have any upcoming meetings after lunch in case our discussion went longer than expected.

As I left the building I saw her walking to her car and so followed her. She got into the car once she arrived there and I got in a moment or so later. Karen was very chipper and all smiles when she greeted me. I smiled as best as I could and she said she would have to find a way to make me happy again as we drove off. Nothing was said as we were driving but we didn't drive for too long. As we passed the local mall she drove in and parked in the lot away from the main buildings. I did not know what to make of this but she answered my unasked question by saying maybe we should talk a little bit here first before going anywhere else. I agreed that might be a good idea.

She drives to a private spot without any cars around us. Turning off the engine she turns to me and caringly asks what is wrong. I try to tell her but fumble for words. I decide to just blurt it out and say "Karen, I just can't anymore, I really can't do this." I wait for her to yell, scream or do whatever but all she calmly says is "go on."

I was a bit surprised but continued on stating my case saying "Karen you are just wonderful but what we did, I did, was just so terrible" and my voice started to crack saying "and I enjoyed it." I started to sob and my palms covered my lowered face. Talking into my hands, sobbing more, I said "You can't like me for that; no one could like a pig!" I started crying now, my body heaving as the tears flowed freely. I still do not know if she understood me as I continued talking while crying saying "I am so disgusted with myself that I had to whip my cunt to feel better." I sat there now and cried in big heaves.

Karen waited a few moments before saying "Sue I am sorry for the turmoil you are going through now and, in a way, I expected it to occur eventually." "You are so very special to me and now so close to my heart" she continued "and Sue you are not a pig but a beautiful butterfly that has recently sprouted wings and has let me gaze upon your inner self and for that I am forever thankful."

My crying now was slowing down and my hands tentatively left my face. I looked up at her and seeing her warm loving smile I felt a slight bit of joy inside. "I think I know what you seek now Sue and I can give you that to ease your pain and replace it with joy or we can come to an end and be still very good friends" she said. I quizzically looked at her saying "What do you mean Karen by replacing my disgust with joy?" Karen stared into my soul and said "You can find out in the next hour and if it does not work then just say 'mouse' as we have agreed and all will be as before as best as it can." I searched for an answer in myself as reflected in her eyes. I truly believed I uncovered it as it seemed to leap out at me after a moment and I said "Yes Mistress" with as much determination as I could.

She tried to soothe me some by saying that it would be ok and I smiled some. Mistress then said for me to fix my makeup before we got to her place as this was one of her contingencies. I wondered what she had in mind and tried not to think about it as I just hoped she could do something about my turmoil. She put the car in gear and we drove out of the lot towards her place. As we drove I looked in the vanity mirror and could see what a mess I now was. My mascara had run down my cheeks and my hair looked a mess. I used some tissues to clean up my cheeks and eyes followed by brushing my hair. I reapplied the mascara and freshened my lipstick. I felt a little better now anyway. Looking over at her she turned and smiled at me saying "So beautiful and precious you are Sue." I blushed and lowered my eyes a soft sigh escaping.

As we turned into her community she then began to explain by saying "Sue when we get to my home I will be very strong and dominating but this is what I think you need now." Continuing before I could speak she said "I do not want you to respond or say anything now rather waiting to see if this can work for you, I just wanted to warn you that this will seem to be rough but trust me on this." I thought for a moment about what she had said and then nodded my consent as we drove in silence up to her lair.

Once we stopped we both got out of the car. She came around to where I was standing and put her arm in mine and softly said "Come with me Sue" and I went with her across her threshold. As I stepped into her hands I hoped I was making the right decision. Karen just smiled at me as she held the door until I had stepped inside and then closed it behind me.

I was brought to a halt in my steps as she loudly said "Stop right there pig!" I felt a fear well up inside me making it hard for me to breathe. She continued "That's right Sue you are a pig, a slutty and whorish pig at that, aren't you?" I just stood still shaking. "Tell Mistress what you are Sue!" she commanded. I could not speak even as I opened my mouth to. Mistress yelled "Tell Mistress SUE!" My vocal chords seemed to come free at her command and I blurted out "I am a slut that needs to be punished for being a pig Mistress."

Mistress walked around me to stand in front of me a few feet away and said "Good! Now be a good slut and strip." I trembled under her gaze as I started to comply. I kicked my shoes off to the side and pulled the turtleneck over my head laying it on my shoes. I followed this by taking off the t-shirt followed by the sports bra. Her control over me has made my nipples hard. My hands undo the slacks and I pull them down over my hips and pull them off of each leg and lay them with the other clothes. I follow this with the knee socks. All that is now left are the regular white panties. I start to take them off but her head moves side to side indicating no so I stop. Chuckling she motions for me to follow her as she says "Such a proper lady you try to be with your matronly panties Sue but you and I know you are my slut and my pig when I want you to be." Mistress walks into her bedroom and then into her bathroom with her tramp following dutifully behind.

She has me get into the tub and face the wall with the plumbing fixtures, legs pushed out and back and hands against the wall supporting me. Karen walks out into her bedroom for a moment and then returns with a wide leather belt. Snapping the belt in her hands to put me on edge she says "Beg slut for the punishment pig's deserve." I close my eyes, lowering my head between my outstretched arms, saying "Beat this pig Mistress please." "I will beat you Sue when you show me how much of a pig you are in those momma panties, show me slut" she commanded.

My body went all tense as it registered what she meant. I could feel the panties lightly against my skin as they were just slightly too big as it was hard to get this type of panty in the smallest petite size. My clitoris started to harden as the blood supply flowed to it and moistness saturated my insides. My bladder was now exerting pressure to be emptied and I could almost feel the golden elixir wind its way through my internal plumbing. As I felt it coming near, I hoarsely said "Whip the piss slut Mistress please whip the pig." Upon finishing my request I moaned as a flowing warmness filled the crotch of my panties and began to leak out of the sides and flow down my legs. I shuddered and held a deep gulp of air in my lungs as feelings of shame and humiliation enflamed my passion. Right then I felt a tremendous sting across a wide part of my ass as the belt came down hard. The piss kept flowing and another crack on my ass followed by another and yet another. Pain and escape enveloped me as the beating continued until I had emptied myself into the tub and down the drain.

In a very commanding tone she now said "Now cum for your Mistress pig by rubbing your wet panties and the whipping will stop." The belt continued to hit my hurting and by now reddened cheeks. One of my hands came off the wall and went between my legs and started to rub hard the fouled and soaked panties. I did not care as I rubbed as hard as I could, moaning louder and louder. I could feel the power of the belt as it struck me over and over until I yelled out "Yessssssss Misssssssstressssssss" and came before her trembling from head to toe. The feeling of release swept me like a strong wave at the shore.

As the strains of ecstasy began to ebb she held a towel before me and told me to take off the soaked panties and dry myself off quickly. I pulled the panties off feeling the stinging from my rear. It seemed to be all over it and I knew by now there had to be a deep redness. I stepped out of them and then took the offered towel and dried off the pee down my thighs and around where my panties had been. She motioned for me to drop the towel and follow her which I did.

Leaving the bedroom we went to my room. Here she had made some changes. She had one of those old stand-alone dressing mirrors in one corner of the room and she had attached two by fours to the side walls across from one another further into the room, extending from floor to ceiling. Attached to the boards were large eyehooks both high and low. She had me stand in the center of the room between them and then getting chains and cuffs she cuffed my arms and legs to these hooks stretching them out as far as they could go so I was standing spread-eagled.

My skin now itched from the dried pee and my body now reeked of the smell of urine. I did not care as she stood in front of me and said "A disgusting little girl you are Susie." I did not know why but all of a sudden I responded "Yes Mommy" in a little girl's voice. Mistress looked at me a moment with a bit of amazement in her face and then quickly replied "Yes little Susie, Mommy thinks you are a dirty little bitch peeing on yourself and look you don't even have woman's titties yet." I must have turned the darkest shade of crimson upon hearing that remark and looking away I meekly replied "Yes Mommy."

Mistress then went over to a dresser and brought back two identical items both with alligator clips and weights. Holding them before me she said "Well Mommy can at least help her little bitch get some tits" and with that she pulled my right nipple harshly and clipped on the weight. I yelled out moving my hips to the left trying but unable to get away from the pain of the biting clip. It felt like my nipple was on fire with pain as if needles had broken the skin of my hard nipple. Before I could even look at its current weighted deformity I felt my other nipple being abused and clipped like the first. I screamed out.

Mistress stepped back as I continued to howl in pain and said "See Susie, Mommy's precious little girl will have tits soon like her Mommy" while cupping her hands under her breasts and holding them out in front of me. Stepping in closer to me I felt her fingers reach between my slit and feel for my hole. Upon locating it two of them pushed directly inside causing me to rise up on my toes and gasp. The fingers pushed up as far as they could go and then she pulled them outwards lifting me off the ground by my cunt with me crying out as I felt the painful discomfort.

Her arm then descended some to let me rest my feet back on the ground. As the soles of my feet again felt solid earth I could feel a burning passion emanating from my loins. I wanted her to take me now and that desire showed in my face and even in hers but she would not yet have any of those fruits.

She went over to the corner and brought the mirror out to a yard in front of me with the mirror facing me. I could see almost my entire body except for my hands and feet. I could see the incredible lust in my eyes as they examined the weights pulling my small breasts down by the nipples. The pain from the fanged clips enraptured me in pleasure tainted pain.

I saw her now pick up a cat-o-nine-tails. She walked behind me after navigating through the taut chains and said "And what do pig's cunts need Susie, tell your Mommy?" Barely audible I replied "Whipped Mommy." My body tensed awaiting its needed punishment. Instead I first felt her hands slip around my chest then squeezing and pulling my breasts. I cried out in continuous moans. I watched as my body writhed in tormented ecstasy as I became the little girl slut.

Letting go of my breasts I felt a moment of relief and relished it. However before too much time had passed I felt a burning sensation all through my pubic area causing me to yelp. Mistress then said "Now Mommy will teach Susie what happens to little girl sluts who pee their panties" following those words with another stinging blow from between my legs as the nine-tails was whipped underhand by her through my legs. I yelped again in pain. The outer tendrils of tails had spread out across my lower abdomen once the lower ones had first struck my pussy so each tip created a little stinging welt of pain. "What does Mommy's little slut Susie want?" I heard Mistress ask from behind me. As I finished responding with "For Mommy to whip Susie's naughty privates" I felt another hit of the tails. Mistress then said "Again" with me repeating "For Mommy to whip Susie's naughty privates" and she following with another blow to my pee-hole and pussy. She had me do this until she had whipped my pussy ten times. My entire lower trunk now hurt, front, rear and underneath. At the same time I was hot with wanton desire and I needed to cum. Mistress seemed to have the same thing in mind.

As I looked in the mirror seeing the front of my loins above my slit red with hits from the tails and my nipples being dragged down by the weights, I could see Mistress behind me partially. She put down the tails and grabbed an armless desk chair, placing it under me between my legs but it was too low for me to even touch with any part of my body. She looked at the space between the seat and my crotch for a few moments and then seemed satisfied with the chair. She turned around behind me so I could not see her. My body blocked the lower half of her body so I could not see that either, only her shoulder area and back of her head were clearly visible to me.

After a minute or so she turned around and came up beside me. That is when I noticed she had put the strap-on harness on and had the larger dildo mounted in its place. She ran her hand over my slit and inside of it catching my wetness with her fingers. I shivered and moaned at her touch. I watched as her fingers worked my wetness over the tip of her cock making it slippery for me and easier for Mistress. My breath was rapid now and in spurts as I longed to be fucked by her.

Mistress then pulled the chair back behind me again and sat down on it. She moved the chair forward somewhat so she just behind me. I felt her cock rub against the outside of my slit and then slowly enter me. I moaned with pleasure. Mistress picked the chair up slightly off the floor and moved it so her cock was directly underneath me now and with this new position it had penetrated further. Her hands now rested on my splayed upper thighs and she began to push herself out of the chair and pull me towards her at the same time. Her cock buried itself in my cunt and the pleasure made me groan while I felt my arms and legs pulled taught by the chains. I began watching her fuck my cunt in the mirror with my hips trying to press down on it helping her as I wanted to suck it inside me. I started twisting my head back and forth groaning with the building orgasm. Her breathing was loud as she kept pushing up higher and higher into me with every stroke. I whimpered "cummmm bitch needs to cummmmm Misssstresss." She heard me even though I barely voiced it as she replied "Just a…moment more….Sue." I felt her push harder into me than before as she blurted out "Now Sue Now!"

I felt my whole body convulse as my pussy contracted violently as the orgasm swept through me. Mistress was straining as she continued to hold herself off the chair implanting her cock fully in my spread pussy. I could feel her body spasm also as she came as the same time, her holding onto my hips to keep us mated. She finally lost her energy and feel back into the chair although the head of gorgeous cock still hidden behind my lips. My cunt continued to palpitate around the spear of pleasure. I felt wonderful and released from my despair.

When we had fully recovered enough to move around she released me from my confines. Slowly and with great care she took off the weighted clamps and rubbed my breasts and nipples for me to restore circulation. She did the same with my ankles and wrists as I rested in the chair watching her do this as her beautiful cock hung in front of her. I sighed at the beautiful sight. She then held me with her arms in getting me out of the chair and we walked arm in arm to the shower for a quick luscious turn under the water before returning to work.